Fragmented

The number of times she appeared in my line of sight became less and less, and she would always disappear into this world like a vanishing world, into a world that I couldn't see or touch, and in the end all I could see was what I was looking for a shadow.After a long time, the school may no longer be called a school, a place with half a foot in the society, no matter how naive it is, it can't get rid of the tentacles of the worldly and competitive social atmosphere.Facing the students, the teacher said that they were a group of rebellious teenagers who refused to obey discipline, a group of spoiled demon kings.To the school, students said it was a cage that imprisoned their freedom or the only way to success, a helpless life journey, a concrete building surrounded by a group of "old women" and "stupid".The dull air, the unchanging words throughout the day, the canteen meals that have not improved their taste, the cold concrete walls that have never been torn down, the surveillance cameras that are not known to be turned on, and the boys and girls who do not know where they are hiding in private meetings.This is the school I saw. I hate it deeply, but I can't help but remember its existence.And that person, I listened to the people around me chatting, and it was only for a moment that I didn't care about her.

It's rare that I listened carefully to the class this week, but the red cross on every homework is always very disappointing.

"Hey, I made so many mistakes again. It's rare that I plan to start over." I lay down on the table in frustration, and looked at the test paper at the same table. There seemed to be nothing but ticks.

"Hey!" She sighed and turned her head the other way.

"Nan Ke! Why are you making so many mistakes! I have made so many mistakes, and you are really becoming more and more unreliable." Huang Yufeng looked at his test paper, and leaned over to read Nan Ke's paper .

"I didn't ask you to copy my homework." I protected my paper.

"You can't be all wrong, I just changed a few things to avoid the teacher seeing it."

"No!" I irritatedly stuffed the paper into the drawer and lay down on the table.

"It must be, I wouldn't have copied yours if I knew it, oh, by the way, lend me your homework next time, Chi Muju."

"No!" Chi Muju would not simply refuse.

"Don't be so mean?"

"I'm really petty, so write it yourself."

"I'm not going to write."

"Whether you write or not has nothing to do with me."

"Forget it, Nan Ke, you should lend me your money."

"Nan Ke?" Huang Yufeng called her a few times and ignored him, "Tch, why are you all so stingy, you don't even want to borrow a homework, it's really amazing."

Zhu Gonghua picked up the book in his hand and hit him with a stick, "Are you annoying!" Huang Yufeng closed his mouth, but after a while he became annoyed again, "You know how to bully me, old Zhu."

a week has passed.

"I'm exhausted!" I put down my schoolbag and lay on the sofa.

"You're back, sister."

"Well, Nan Yu, pour me a glass of water."

"You don't know how to do it yourself!" He said, and handed me the water.

"It's better to be a younger brother."

"Sister, are you going to have a final exam this week?"

"Well, but after the exam, I still have to make up lessons!"

"Those days are coming to an end, you have to think so."

"Hey……"

"Your hair can be tied up."

"Let it go."

"Let me help you." Nan Yu stepped on the sofa and squatted behind me to help me tie my hair. Nan Yu's hands were very slender and skinny, and I kept staring at my brother's hands.

"Your hands are so beautiful, they can be used as hand models."

Nan Yu didn't speak, and neatly tied my hair into a bundle with his hands, pinning the parted hair with pins.

"You are all back, just in time, then I will start cooking." Mom came back, carrying a big bag of vegetables.

"You guys decide early today who will do the dishes."

"Oh, I know."

"Nan Ke, why are you planning to grow long hair now?" Mom's voice came from the kitchen again.

"Ah... this," I realized that Nan Yu was looking at me, and whispered back, "It's nothing..."

"Okay, I'm going back to do my homework." Nan Yu got up and left.

"What are you doing, don't you come to help mom wash the vegetables?" Mom glanced at me lying motionless on the sofa.

"Oh! Here we come."