Fragmented

I am very happy to meet you, but will I be sad if I don’t know you? The complicated mood is like the sparse rain, which finally gathers into a puddle of muddy water.

The black cat has disappeared into the night, without its existence, I have not been able to lift my spirits for a long time, Chi Muyi described me like this, for this reason she bought a bunch of postcards with black cat photos as Christmas gifts Give me a gift.While I am grateful to her, no matter which one, the black cat I was expecting did not show up.

The rainy days in winter are bitterly cold, especially in the south. It seems that every drop of cold rain will penetrate into my dark purple skin and tell its temperature in my bone marrow.I bit my finger and held the umbrella awkwardly under my armpit. I didn't care what others thought of me. Of course this was just a joke. I tried to cover my face with the heavy winter hat to avoid embarrassment.The black cat slipped by my feet suddenly, I raised my head, and a group of passers-by looked at me in amazement and ran like crazy. She slipped so fast that I chose to give up my umbrella.Finally, she stopped by a pair of shoes. The owner of the shoes stood quietly, and the black cat rested comfortably on her feet, licking the rainwater off her body.I looked up at the owner of the same shoe. She had a smile on her face, an unabashed laugh, and a few wrinkles in the corners of her eyes. I was a little unhappy, but more of an embarrassment.

"Hello." I looked at her in a daze, and the stranger in front of me greeted her, absolutely the first time in history.

"Not good." She restrained her smile, took out a tissue from her pocket and handed it to me, passed by me, picked up my lost umbrella for me and handed it to me again, when I got the umbrella handle, it was still a little warm.

"Goodbye!" She smiled at me politely.Afterwards, this experience became the only topic of discussion between my brother and me.

Speaking of my brother, his name is Nan Yu, but he is a very generous and kind person.Perhaps this is a word used to describe all normal people, but fate chose to give him an abnormal and unsettling experience, and he lost it before he had time to learn to give and take.His biological parents are my parents' brother and sister-in-law.Lost his life in an accidental car accident.Just a sum of compensation and the punishment of the perpetrators calmed down a misfortune, but so what?A person cannot be resurrected after death.

The only thing he won't give is the sadness in his heart, and the sense of closeness when interacting with others.Even between me and him there is a distance that I will never be able to overcome.

"Nan Yu?" He stood under the tree in ecstasy, faint tears flickered in those ecstatic eyes.