sleep in your heart

You Zeyi felt very nervous about asking for leave. Even if he was sick, he would bear it if he could. But this time, it was a difficult summer, so he just felt uncomfortable. If he infects others again, It's annoying.

After staying until the afternoon self-study class, he took advantage of the recess to go to the head teacher's office.

The homeroom teacher was very talkative, seeing his red nose and speaking in a muffled voice, he issued a certificate without saying a word, and asked him if he wanted to go with him.

"No need," You Zeyi bowed slightly to the teacher with the proof sheet, "Thank you teacher."

After coming out of the homeroom teacher's office and walking towards the entrance of the building, he had to pass the men's toilet. Coincidentally, You Zeyi met Zheng Zhi again.

"Can you find it?" Zheng Zhi asked casually.

"Yeah." You Ze rubbed his nose, "It should be possible."

Zheng Zhi glanced at the list in his hand, hesitated for a moment, and said nothing more.

He never likes to meddle in other people's affairs, and the care of You Zeyi during this time has exceeded his daily code of conduct.

You Ze smiled: "Well, then I'll go first, if the teacher sends out the papers, you can save them for me."

Zheng Zhi nodded, opened the door and entered the bathroom.

In the summer after three o'clock in the afternoon, it is almost the hottest time of the day.

As soon as You Zeyi walked out of the building door, he was blinded by the sunlight. He was still in a daze, and dragged his tired body towards the north gate. When he passed the window of his class, he had already walked there, but turned back.

The third graders were all on the first floor, and all the windows were open at this time, and some branches of the overgrown broccoli protruded into the windows.

He stood outside and looked into the class, saw Zhou Tong messing with the students next to him, saw that his and Zheng Zhi's seats were empty, and looked at the door, but Zheng Zhi didn't come back for a long time.

You Zeyi felt that Zheng Zhi was a very mysterious person. He had felt so since the first day he saw this person. He suddenly remembered the girl who asked Zhou Tong to help deliver the love letter. , if she knew that Zheng Zhi already had a girlfriend, she would be very sad, right?

You Zeyi withdrew his gaze, and walked slowly towards the school hospital.

He has been thinking about falling in love all the way. He has never liked anyone, and he has never been liked by others. He has been forced to watch movies before, but those love movies always make him feel that they are just dramatic effects. Forget it, there are billions of people in this world, the chance that two people who like each other can get together is too small.

His family has passed on violence, quarrels and pain to him since he was a child, which makes him not believe in any beautiful love at all.

Watching too many movies and TV dramas and listening to too many love songs, people are hypnotized, thinking that love is easy, that if I love you, you will fall in love with me too, this does not exist in You Zeyi's view.

In other words, he felt that such a beautiful love between two people could not happen to him, because he thought that there was nothing worthy of others' liking.

He looked at his own shadow and asked in his heart: Tell me, who would like you?

There were very few people in the school hospital, and the doctor was reading when You Zeyi went.

The school doctor on duty was a young-looking man, wearing a clean white coat and a pair of rimless glasses. He was tall and thin, just like the medical school that You Zeyi had imagined countless times. The way a student should be.

Studying medicine is You Zeyi's dream, and he has never mentioned it to anyone.

In the past, he felt that it didn't matter, and it didn't matter what he studied, but since he learned that his mother was ill, he suddenly had a direction.

And the reason why he didn't dare to let others know was that the score required by the medical school was too high, at least for now, it was a threshold that he couldn't touch even if he stood on tiptoe and stretched his hands.

"Student, come in." The school doctor stood up and took the form from You Ze's hand.

"I might have a cold." You Zeyi followed the school doctor's instructions and sat on a chair.

When the school doctor was examining You Zeyi, You Zeyi would always secretly look at him unconsciously. He always felt that the school doctor had a very good temperament and made people feel very down-to-earth.

"Take this list and go to the pharmacy in the hall to pick up the medicine, then walk in the corridor on the right side of the pharmacy, and you will see the injection room when you go in." The school doctor's voice is also nice, clear and light, giving people a very comfortable feeling.

You Zeyi stood up and thanked him. When he was going out, he happened to meet a young man in a dark shirt walking in with a bag of something.

He lowered his head subconsciously, and then heard the voice of the school doctor: "Didn't I tell you not to come again?"

You Ze looked back, and found that the man in the shirt put the bag on the small bed next to him for examination of the patient. The plastic bag was not tied, and he saw the exposed snack package at a glance.

You Zeyi glanced at the school doctor again, and found that although the man complained and told him not to come, there was a smile in his eyes.

He didn't have the nerve to stay longer, so he walked away quickly.

The school hospital is very user-friendly. Students in this school are free of charge for medical treatment and injections. The nurse on duty is also very cute. She is afraid that he will be bored, so she turned on the TV for him to watch.

But You Ze has no interest in TV, and his mind is full of random thoughts.

At first, he thought about the school doctor and the man in the shirt just now, and then he thought about Zheng Zhilai. When the bottle was hit halfway, he fell asleep in a daze.

You Zeyi slept for a long time, and didn't wake up until the needle was pulled out.

As a result, when he opened his eyes, he found Zheng Zhi standing next to him.

"Huh?" You Zeyi looked surprised, thinking he hadn't woken up from a dream, "Zheng Zhi?"

He glanced at the clock on the wall again, it was already the last class.

"It's nothing, I see you haven't been back for a long time, come and have a look." Zheng Zhi pointed to the back of his hand, "If I don't come, you won't even know when you're done punching the bottle."

You Zeyi was a little embarrassed, he didn't want to sleep at first, but he fell asleep in a drowsy state.

"That... thank you."

"It's okay," Zheng Zhi stretched, and then sat on the chair beside You Zeyi, "Anyway, it's boring, just sit here for a while, quiet and quiet."

"What's wrong with you?" Zheng Zhi wanted to "clean and clean" as soon as Zheng Zhi said, and You Ze immediately realized that something had happened.

After all, when his father was a child, every time his father drank too much and his mother tried to persuade him, that person would be very irritable and said, "Can't you fucking let me be quiet?"

Those things in the past can never be erased in You Zeyi's mind.

He always tries not to think about it, and he doesn't want to think about his mother, at least not this year, but most of the time his brain doesn't listen to others.

"It's nothing, I just feel that the classroom is terribly stuffy, and it's very comfortable to blow on the air conditioner here."

You Zeyi actually wants to go back quickly, the plan he made for himself has not yet been completed, and he is working hard to complete as many physics problems and math problems as he has to do every day.

But since Zheng Zhi said so, he didn't want to spoil people's interest, so he simply sat here, pressing the needle on the back of his hand, staring at the TV screen in a daze.

It was past four o'clock in the afternoon on a hot summer day, the sun was dazzling outside, but the interior was quiet and comfortable. Two people sat side by side, one closed his eyes and rested, and the other peeked at each other from time to time.

"By the way, I seem to have seen you yesterday." You Zeyi still couldn't hold back, and said, "At night, at the gate of the school."

Zheng Zhi suddenly opened his eyes, was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Oh, that's right."

The other party obviously didn't intend to continue talking about this topic, You Ze shut his mouth wisely.

He found that he was still a little self-indulgent, and Zheng Zhi always helped him these days, so he thought the two were friends, but in fact, Zheng Zhi didn't put himself in his circle.

An outsider is always an outsider, just an ordinary classmate with no friendship.

Originally, You Zeyi shouldn't have cared about these things. He was never a person who was afraid of being lonely. When he was a child, when his parents locked him at home all day at work, he didn't feel that he needed friends, but at this time, he was still inexplicably lost.

You Zeyi felt that he had such feelings for Zheng Zhi because he was envious. He has good grades, looks handsome, and looks like he has a good family background. These are all things he can't wait for. People are always attracted to outstanding people. I want to get closer to those outstanding people, but after repeated failures, I realize that everyone is not in the same circle after all.

Seeing that You Zeyi stopped talking, Zheng Zhi glanced at him.

The tip of You Zeyi's nose was still red, because of the stuffy nose, he opened his mouth slightly to pant with his mouth, and occasionally took a deep breath, but he didn't look much better than before.

"Why did you go last night?"

Zheng Zhi spoke suddenly, which surprised You Zeyi.

"I'm going to the pharmacy." You Ze took away the cotton swab in his hand, looked at the back of his hand that was slightly blue, "It didn't help after taking the medicine."

"It's not easy to recover from a hot cold." Zheng Zhi stood up, "Let's go, I guess get out of class will be over soon when we go back, do you have to come back tomorrow?"

"Well, four days in a row."

Zheng Zhi nodded, and walked towards the door first.

You Ze threw the blood-stained cotton swab into the trash can, then quickly followed Zheng Zhi, and the two walked out of the school hospital together.

When they went out, the school doctor was standing at the door talking to the man in the shirt, and You Zeyi saw him give the man a bunch of keys in his hand.

It is also unclear why You Zeyi felt that the atmosphere between these two people was a little delicate. If they were friends, the school doctor looked at that person with complicated eyes, as if there was a puddle of water in it. There are carp jumping over the dragon gate.

You Zeyi followed Zheng Zhi after walking a certain distance, but he couldn't help turning his head back.

He saw the man in the shirt put his arm on the school doctor's shoulder, and the two were laughing and chatting.

I don't know if it's because of the light, the golden-orange light shone down, which made You Zeyi feel that this scene was very romantic. It wasn't until he lay in bed at night and recalled this scene that he suddenly thought of a possibility: could they be What about couples?