sleep in your heart

"You Zeyi! Someone is looking for you!"

From the beginning to the present, You Zeyi has known only a handful of people in his class, and he has no other social circles. All he can think of are his roommates, but in fact, although he and his roommates live in Together, but didn't say much.

Someone came to him early on Monday morning, which surprised You Zeyi.

Watching him go out, Zheng Zhi felt inexplicably restless, and finally stood up in a daze, pretending to go to the bathroom, and walked out of the class.

What Zheng Zhi didn't expect was that it was Ning Lu who came to find You Zeyi.

Not only Zheng Zhi didn't expect it, but You Zeyi himself didn't expect it either.

Standing at the door, Ning Lu was dressed in his school uniform, even buttoning the top button of his shirt tightly, looking like a good boy.

"Are you looking for me?" You Ze's eyes were wide open, his face was full of surprise and bewilderment.

"Your name is You Zeyi!" Ning Lu smiled, revealing a pair of sharp little canine teeth, which looked cute, "Is this yours?"

He handed over a light blue notebook, and when You Ze looked down, it turned out to be his own medical record.

"I went to the school hospital last week. Before I left, Dr. Fang said that your medical records were left in his possession, and asked me to help you get them back."

"Doctor Fang?"

Ning Lu smiled and nodded: "It's one of our school doctors, he's so handsome!"

You Ze thought of the young doctor in white coat he saw when he went to the school hospital. At that time, there was a table card with his name on the other side's table, but he didn't pay attention to what was written on it. He only remembered that the other side was wearing glasses. It looked very gentle, except for the man in the shirt who came to him, and his later dream that made him ashamed for several days.

"I didn't expect it to be yours." Ning Lu handed him the medical record, scratched his hair shyly and said, "My name is Ning Lu, um, are you okay?"

"Ah?" You Zeyi looked at him in a daze again.

Ning Lu smiled and pointed to the medical record: "Isn't he sick?"

"Oh, it's okay, it's just a cold, a few injections will be fine."

"That's good, then I'll go back first." Before leaving, Ning Lu subconsciously glanced at the door of Class 13, as if looking for something, but just swept it away, and then waved to You Ze, "Yes You're glad I'm leaving."

You Zeyi thanked him, stood at the door and watched the other party run away before walking into the class.

When he went in, he found Zhou Tong was looking at him, and Zhou Tong came over as soon as he sat down.

"How do you know that Ning Lu?" Zhou Tong asked him lying on the table, "I wanted to talk about it last time in physical education class. Everyone was rumoring that he was gay. Are you afraid that others will say you too?"

"What am I afraid of?" You Zeyi doesn't know what's going on these days, he often thinks about homosexuality. This concept has never appeared in his world before, but recently it seems to have squeezed in and even occupied a certain part of it. "Besides, rumors, just take care of yourself."

"I don't think it's necessarily a rumor." Zhou Tong patted him particularly gossip, "Anyway, listen to my brother's advice, keep a distance from him, and don't make yourself flirtatious."

"... Got it." You Zeyi didn't like Zhou Tong's words very much. Firstly, no one could prove that Ning Lu was really gay. Secondly, even if he was, so what?Ning Lu didn't harass others, why did everyone hold such malice towards him?

He flicked through his medical records casually with an unhappy expression on his face, when Zheng Zhi came back by stepping on the class bell.

The half hour of self-study in the morning is still at their own disposal. You Zeyi can't concentrate on doing the questions, so he simply uses this time to memorize words.

As for Zheng Zhi, sitting there turning his pen for half an hour, this made You Zeyi feel that something was wrong.

As get out of class was approaching, You Ze looked at Zheng Zhi. The moment he turned around, Zheng Zhi just looked away from him in a panic.

"...Do you have something to tell me?" This is too abnormal, and You Zeyi always feels that Zheng Zhi's hesitant expression makes him a little awkward.

"It's okay." Zheng Zhi put down his pen, glanced at the schedule, "Chinese next."

You Zeyi is used to listening to Zheng Zhi report the class schedule to him every day. As soon as the other party said it, he obediently took out the paper that the teacher hadn't finished last time.

Although Zheng Zhi refused to admit it, You Zeyi could still feel his uneasiness.

But since people don't want to say it, he can't force them to say it, so he can only suppress his curiosity and shut himself up.

In Chinese class, the teacher was talking about annoying reading questions on the stage. You Zeyi felt that this kind of question was the most ridiculous. A piece of text was analyzed and analyzed, and the deep meaning was dug and dug. The theme was sublimated and sublimated. I want to ask the author of the article if he thought so when he wrote this article. He thinks that it is very likely that other authors do not know the answers to these questions.

He was sleepy when Zheng Zhi suddenly pushed a notebook over.

This book is a two-yuan lined notebook in a small shop outside the school. Zheng Zhi usually uses it to recite vocabulary. He suddenly pushed this in front of You Zeyi, which made You Zeyi stunned again.

Seeing that he was in a daze, Zheng Zhi tapped the notebook lightly with his finger.

You Zeyi opened the book with a puzzled face, and saw on the last page: What did that Ning Lu ask you for?

This is the first time that Zheng Zhi wrote notes to others in class, and it is also the first time that You Zeyi realizes that Zheng Zhi is also a gossip.

He suddenly found it interesting, it's just Ning Lu, why is he attracting so much attention?

You Zeyi wrote in his notebook: My medical records were left in the school hospital, and he helped to get them back.

The notebook was pushed back in front of Zheng Zhi. Zheng Zhi read it with his head down, tore off the last page, and threw it into a ball of paper into the desk.

As a result, within a few minutes, the notebook was pushed in front of You Zeyi again.

You Zeyi wanted to laugh a little bit, he felt that Zheng Zhi who was writing small notes in class was a little naive and a little funny, but it was impossible to laugh, what if he laughed and Zheng Zhi didn't play with him?

He turned to the last page again, and the traces of the torn-out page were still there, and on the new page, Zheng Zhi wrote: Do you have a good relationship with him?

You Zeyi knew what Zheng Zhi wanted to ask, it was nothing more than those same questions as Zhou Tong.

Perhaps due to their age and living environment, everyone is very sensitive to homosexuality, but there is some curiosity in the sensitivity.

Sometimes You Zeyi felt like those people in his own dormitory, they always mocked Ning Lu, but who knew what was going on in their hearts?

He wrote to Zheng Zhi: Do you also want to ask me about his homosexuality?We don't know each other well, but I don't think homosexuality is okay. People shouldn't judge a person because of his sexual orientation. Besides, is he really gay?What if it's just a rumor?

Zheng Zhi stared at this passage for a long time, this time he tore up the piece of paper completely, then wrapped it with another piece of paper, and threw it on the desk without writing anything to You Zeyi.

Because of this, You Ze was annoyed at first, he thought Zheng Zhi might hate him.

The gap in thinking and various concepts between people cannot be the same. Trying to convince others of something is stupid in itself.

You Zeyi couldn't figure out what Zheng Zhi thought about this kind of thing, so he said his thoughts hastily. If the other party is very resistant to this kind of thing, it is normal for him not to want to talk to him from now on.

So, for the next whole class, he was a little restless. When the get out of class was over, he ran to the toilet, afraid of facing this weird atmosphere.

Just as You Zeyi thought, Zheng Zhi didn't pay much attention to him for a day, as if he had something on his mind and didn't know what he was thinking.

At night, You Zeyi lay down in the self-study room of the dormitory building, forcing himself to finish the questions. After eleven o'clock, he didn't feel sleepy. Thinking that there might be a estrangement with Zheng Zhi in the future, he felt unhappy.

But he didn't dare to say anything to Zheng Zhi directly, he knew he was stupid, and if he didn't do it, the description would get darker and darker.

You Zeyi lay on the table and looked in the direction of the basketball court, suddenly remembered the envelope that Zheng Zhi had ignored, then sat up suddenly, and opened the notebook used to memorize the wrong questions.

The next night when school was over, You Zeyi caught up with Zheng Zhi who had already walked to the playground, without any explanation, handed Zheng Zhi a piece of paper folded into a rectangle, and then ran away.

Zheng Zhi was taken aback, and thought about which girl sent the love letter in such a unique way, but when he turned around, he saw You Zeyi's back running away.

He was amused by that guy, looked down, and thought: Who, all the love letters went to you.

Zheng Zhi stuffed the "love letter" in his pocket as usual, and then walked unsteadily towards the school gate.

After returning home, Zheng Zhi studied step by step, and when he was about to go to bed, he suddenly remembered the letter You Zeyi had written to him.

He took it out from the pocket of his school uniform trousers, and habitually threw it into the box on the bookshelf, but he felt something was wrong when he put it in. Which girl is so rough, she used the most common lined note paper to write love letters ?

He remembered the scene when You Zeyi gave it to him again, suddenly cursed "fuck" in a low voice, took out the "love letter" from the box, locked the door, and sat at the desk.

He stared at the neatly folded letter for a while, becoming more and more nervous.

He thought of Ning Lu, the fact that that person was gay was already a certainty, maybe others were just speculating, but he had seen Ning Lu kissing a boy.

At that time they had just entered high school, and Ning Lu’s cousin was in his class. During the vacation, a group of people played together, and sometimes they would bring Ning Lu with them. It was the summer vacation of the first year of high school. A group of them went to school to play basketball. Zhi went to the bathroom, but as soon as he opened the door and went in, he saw Ning Lu kissing a boy he had never seen before.

Ning Lu leaned his back against the wall, visibly flustered when he saw him.

But Zheng Zhi never told anyone about this matter, and he also promised Ning Lu that he would keep his mouth shut, but then the rumors about Ning Lu being gay became more and more intense, and it is unknown who leaked the rumors.

Zheng Zhi has nothing to say about this kind of thing, the sexual orientation of others has nothing to do with him, but when he saw You Zeyi and Ning Lu together, he suddenly felt that something was not right.

What if You Zeyi is also gay?

Zheng Zhi looked at the small square in front of him, licked his lips subconsciously, reached out to take it, frowned and opened it tremblingly.