sleep in your heart

A long time ago, You Zeyi once saw a billboard. At that time, he was alone, carrying a backpack and dragging a suitcase, standing at a train station in a strange city.

The billboard reads: When do you feel lonely?

That day, he stared at the billboard for a long time, so long that his legs were standing straight, and he almost tripped when he lifted his feet to walk.

When do you feel lonely?

Probably he thought so when he was in a city so big that he didn't know where the border was, but he didn't have a foothold of his own.

Later, he tried his best to make money, and the string of numbers in the bank card was not many, but at least it allowed him to survive here.

You Zeyi is a contradictory person, half of his body is pessimistic, while the other half is optimistic.

He feels that life is so difficult that he tries his best every day to survive, but he also feels that everything will be fine in the future because he can still hold on.

After he had a dilapidated and noisy nest in the eyes of others, and a job that could at least guarantee his life, the loneliness he felt at the time hadn’t hit him for a long time, and he no longer had that empty nest. I feel that although life is not full, it already has vitality.

But at this moment, when he was standing drenched in the subway, the great sense of loneliness hit him again, like a tsunami, swallowing him up in the blink of an eye.

After ten o'clock in the evening, there were not many people on the subway, but everyone looked tired, as if their bodies were covered with a layer of dust.

There were quite a few empty seats, but You Zeyi didn't sit. He was wet and afraid of soiling the seat.

He stood aside, the air conditioner made him shiver.

After dazed for a while, not knowing how many stops the subway had left, he finally remembered to see where this train would take him.

He raised his head, looked at the road map, and suddenly his heart tightened.

Metro Line 7, after three stops, is very close to Zhizhi's home.

You Zeyi had been to Zhi Zhi's house once, but he remembered that place not because of a good memory, but because he checked the route on purpose while waiting for the bus at the bus stop after get off work.

He didn't think about going there again, just curious.

You Ze stared at the station name until his eyes hurt.

He heard someone next to him say that this is the last subway, and the destination is the suburbs of the city. If you go there, come back, or go anywhere, it will be very troublesome.

He still has to go to work tomorrow, even if something big happened tonight, he still has to go to work tomorrow.

You Ze touched his pocket, the phone was still there.

The subway is still speeding along unconsciously, without the slightest idea of ​​what the passengers it carries are going through.

You Zeyi took out his mobile phone, hesitated for a long time, and finally called Zheng Zhi when he was about to arrive at the station.

When Zheng Zhi came out of the bathroom, Zhou Tong said to him, "Your phone has been ringing for a long time."

"Who is looking for me so late?"

Zhou Tong came back from a business trip, and heard He Ye talk about Zheng Zhi's meeting with You Zeyi. He saw all the flirting between the two people back then, and having dinner together tonight, his gossip soul was burning more vigorously than He Ye's. .

"Don't worry about your company." Zhou Tong took a sip of his drink, leaned on the chair and said to He Ye, "Let me tell you, back then..."

Zheng Zhi didn't listen to the chat between the two of them, picked up the phone to see the missed call, and laughed at that moment.

"Smiling so wretchedly, who is it? You Zeyi?" Zhou Tong raised his eyebrows, "I'm so happy!"

"Young poor!" Zheng Zhi picked up the phone, walked out, and called You Ze back.

Zhou Tong leaned on He Ye and taunted Zheng Zhi, "See, the flowers of Gaoling will roll down from the top of the mountain one day!"

Zheng Zhi pushed the door out and stood at the door waiting for You Zeyi to answer. He just saw the other party's two missed calls, and he was secretly happy.

You Zeyi seldom took the initiative to contact him, and this can be regarded as a sweet date for him after so many slaps.

The phone was picked up, and Zheng Zhi said with a smile: "What's wrong? I just went to the bathroom, and my phone fell on the table."

You Zeyi stood at the exit of the subway station, blowing the cool breeze after the summer rain, looking at the starless night sky.

"Are you occupied?"

You Zeyi's voice came from the receiver, and Zheng Zhi always felt a chill.

"No, what's wrong with you? Are you in a bad mood?"

You Zeyi was a little surprised, he didn't expect Zheng Zhihui to hear something wrong with him from a single sentence.

He didn't know that Zheng Zhi would be able to spot any subtle changes in the person he likes right away.

"I..." When you made the phone call just now, You Zeyi had a momentary impulse, but now he has calmed down, he doesn't have to go to Zheng Zhi's place to spend the night, go to the company or find a cheap small hotel , are all ways.

Zheng Zhi frowned upon hearing his embarrassing tone: "Did something happen?"

You Zeyi didn't know how to speak. After hesitating, he sighed inaudibly and said, "It's nothing. I'm sorry to disturb you so late. Good night."

He was afraid that he would miss something, so he hung up the phone after saying good night.

Zheng Zhi stood there, listening to the sound of "beep", he felt that something was wrong.

He knew You Zeyi too well, if he hadn't really encountered some trouble, that guy would never have called him.

Zheng Zhi turned around and went back to the restaurant, took the key and said to He Ye and Zhou Tong: "Something may have happened to You Zeyi, I'm a little worried, let's go first."

"Tsk, sex is more important than friends." Zhou Tong wanted to tease a few more words, but He Ye slapped him on the shoulder, "Okay, okay, you go first, we are going home too."

Zheng Zhi took out his wallet and said, "I'm really sorry, I'll pay the bill today, and we'll meet again another day."

"Come on, you, hurry up, what are you going to pay for?" Zhou Tong waved his hand, "Your sister Xiaoye has already finished shopping, so you owe us a meal, someday call your lady out, let's eat together, when we arrive It's time for your treat!"

Zheng Zhi smiled and left in a hurry.

He was sitting in the car, driving in the direction of You Ze's family, while continuing to call the other party.

"Zheng Zhi?"

"I'm on my way to your house."

You Zeyi stopped in his tracks, his heart seemed to be grabbed by someone: "Zheng Zhi, I'm not at home."

"Ah? Then where are you?" Zheng Zhi was even more convinced that something had happened to him when he said he wasn't at home. He slammed on the brakes and was almost rear-ended. "I'm looking for you. Where are you?"

You Zeyi didn't speak.

"Say it!" Zheng Zhi was a little anxious, "You Zeyi, what's the matter with you? What happened? Or don't let me know at all. Are you being so hesitant to talk now? Are you messing with me?"

You Zeyi frowned at his yelling, felt a little uncomfortable, took a deep breath, calmed down, and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it."

"Don't say this, I don't want to hear this, where are you?"

You Zeyi gave up and said the name of the subway station.

"Stay there and wait for me to pass."

Zheng Zhi hung up the phone, stepped on the accelerator, and drove straight to the subway station.

You Zeyi had already walked a certain distance, afraid that Zheng Zhi would not find him, so he turned back.

When he got back there, the subway was out of service. Looking at the time on his phone, it was past eleven o'clock.

He stood on the side of the road, looking at the number of vehicles that had not decreased, and suddenly felt that in such a large city, everyone's life is not easy, even people who drive luxury cars and live in big houses, are also trying to make money. More money running around.

People's desires are expanding every day, and all of them are actually demanding too much, just like him, who has decided to keep a distance for Zheng Zhi, but when he encounters something, he still calls the other party.

He didn't want to make any excuses for himself, just because he was tired and scared, he wanted to rest peacefully by that person's side for a while.

The world is so big, and the world is so vast, but Zheng Zhi is the only one who makes him feel at ease. It seems that as long as that person is there, all the nightmares will not dare to approach.

I don't know how long I waited, but You Zeyi felt that the time passed quickly and slowly. When a car stopped in front of him, he looked back from a distance, and saw a handsome man getting out of the car, frowning. Mei walked towards him quickly.

"Are you caught in the rain?" Zheng Zhi felt that the person in front of him was more distressing than every time he had seen each other in the past, as if the soul was only hanging precariously in this body, and only a gust of wind could blow him away. "What happened?"

He wanted to hug and choose one, but he was afraid that the other party would not want to.

Zheng Zhi raised his hand to fiddle with the bangs blocking his eyes, put one hand on his shoulder, and touched his cold face with the other.

"Zheng Zhi," You Ze said one by one, only to realize that his voice was hoarse, and he said softly, "He came to find me."

"Him?" Zheng knew who he was talking about, but he was not a good person.

You Ze nodded, and then squeezed out a smile out of desperation: "Why did he come out? How did he find me? Why did he come to me?"

Zheng Zhi couldn't care less, he hugged the cold man into his arms, and said in his ear, "Get in the car first, we'll talk about it when we get home."

Let's talk at home.

These four words finally broke You Zeyi's emotions. After many years, he has no home for a long time.

And the person who ruined his family came to him again not long ago, like a ghost.

Zheng Zhi first opened the car door and let You Zeyi get in first, then opened the door of the back seat before getting in the car, took out the freshly washed suit jacket and handed it to You Zeyi: "You put it on first."

You Zeyi didn't answer: "It's okay, I'm not cold."

It's not that he's not cold, but he's afraid of getting his clothes dirty.

Zheng Zhi stopped persuading him, and directly covered You Zeyi with his clothes.

On the way home, the two of them turned on the warm air in the car. In summer, it was so hot that Zheng Zhi was sweating all over.

Feeling sorry, You Zeyi asked him to turn off the heater. Zheng Zhi said, "Your speech is nasal. If I don't turn on the heater, you will have a fever before you get home."

"How can you be so delicate." You Zeyi lowered his head, looking at the suit covering himself.

"Do you think you are stupid?" Zheng Zhi turned to look at him.

"Ok?"

"It's stupid," Zheng Zhi said, "If anything happens to you in the future, call me as soon as possible. If it happens like this again, I'll be really angry with you."

You Zeyi didn't speak, but pursed his lips, but his heart was terribly moved.

"But today, I'm actually quite happy."

You Ze looked at Zheng Zhi puzzled, and Zheng Zhi said, "Because you finally asked me to come pick you up."