sleep in your heart

You Zeyi always felt that he was a bit out of place with this class. He was the oldest in the class, but he couldn't keep up with the teacher's progress, which made him a little inferior.

As for Zheng Zhi, although he is not yet familiar with him, You Ze can tell that he is a very powerful person.

You Ze has always been afraid of this kind of person who studies well but has a poisonous mouth.

He rested his chin on one hand and looked out the window when he was suddenly hit on the head by a ball of paper.

You Ze was taken aback, and turned around to see Zhou Tong standing there staring at him.

"Pick it up! Look!" Zhou Tong pointed to the ground.

You Ze glanced down under the table, bent down and picked up the ball of paper that was thrown over.

He opened it and saw the flying words on it: Are you all right?You give Zheng Zhi the milk I gave you? ? ?

After reading it, You Ze couldn't help laughing.

He rolled up the paper ball again, threw it into the table, and ignored Zhou Tong.

Zhou Tong was so angry by his reaction that he kicked the table, and the front desk hit his back by his desk turned back and shook his fist at him, then turned around and continued to work on the problem.

When get out of class was over, Zhou Tong came directly to knock on a table.

"Give me back the milk."

You Zeyi felt that this person was really naive, like a child throwing a temper tantrum.

"Drinked."

"Who drank it?" Zhou Tong asked, staring at Zheng Zhi who was leaning on the back of the chair and looking at him.

"I drank it." Zheng Zhi pushed him aside, "Don't come here all the time, annoying."

"I didn't come to find you!"

"Don't look for me either..." You Zeyi took out the textbook for the next class, "I'll just give you a carton of milk tomorrow."

"...Who cares about you paying it back." Zhou Tong said, "Just do what I told you to do."

You Ze looked up at him: "I didn't promise you."

Zheng Zhi became impatient, threw the exercise book on the table, and said to You Zeyi: "Why don't you sit outside so that it's convenient for you two to chat."

You Zeyi was frightened by his blow, and immediately stopped talking, and lowered his head to flip through the textbook.

Zhou Tong didn't expect Zheng Zhi to be so angry, and said angrily, "Crazy!"

Zheng Zhi looked up at him, Zhou Tong felt bored and returned to his seat.

Finally calmed down, You Ze was in a mess and felt extremely embarrassed, he apologized to Zheng Zhi in a low voice: "I'm sorry."

Zheng Zhi didn't speak, and just kept writing his own exercises as if he didn't hear him at all.

After a few days of contact, You Zeyi felt that Zheng Zhi was a difficult person to get along with, and the other party obviously had no intention of getting along with his tablemate, so he simply stopped trying to get closer to him.

Zhou Tong didn't come to You Zeyi again, probably because he was afraid of Zheng Zhi, but occasionally when You Zeyi went to the bathroom, the other party would make fun of him when he saw him.

You Zeyi actually didn't understand him, why he always came to provoke him, in You Zeyi's eyes, he was the most inconspicuous person, he didn't understand why Zhou Tong was following him.

When I was in school, there were a few punks in my class who liked to get together to bully others, but Zhou Tong didn't treat him like that kind of school violence, it was more like making fun of him.

Can't figure it out, You Zeyi simply gave up thinking about it, his brain is no longer enough for studying, and he has no time to think about this problem.

On Saturday, the third year of senior high school has a half-day class.

During the afternoon vacation, You Zeyi packed his luggage and was sent to the school dormitory by his aunt and uncle.

As my aunt said, the accommodation conditions in this school are quite good. Although the eight-person room has bunk beds, each person has a separate desk and cabinet, and each floor of the dormitory building also has a self-study room with lights on. .

You Zeyi's previous school also had a lot of boarding students, but there were 12 students in a room, it was messy, and the conditions couldn't be compared with here.

You Zeyi actually doesn't like group life, he is very resistant to contact with unfamiliar people, but there is no way, he has to understand the difficulties of his aunt's family, after all, he is an outsider after all, it is really inconvenient to live with others all the time, and no matter from From any point of view, his accommodation is the best choice.

Because You Zeyi came late, he was assigned to a dormitory for all grades. He was on the upper bunk of the outermost bed. When he moved in, there were only three people in the dormitory.

When I came here, my uncle specially brought some fruits and snacks to other people in the dormitory. While distributing them, he asked the children to take care of each other.

You Zeyi just said hello to those three people, and then he didn't say anything, and it's not that he didn't want to say it, but he really didn't know what to say.

He is timid, afraid of being annoying.

After everything was tidied up, You Ze sent his aunt and uncle away. The aunt was still a little bit reluctant and worried, always afraid that he would be bullied.

Uncle comforted her and said, "Boy, it's good to come out and exercise."

The auntie took You Zeyi's hand and said worriedly: "If there is anything wrong here, please tell your family. If you can't stay, don't force it. Auntie will take you back."

You Ze smiled and hugged her: "Don't worry, Auntie, I can do it."

"That's right, I'm not a child anymore." Uncle patted You Zeyi on the shoulder, "Come back next week, uncle will make braised pork for you."

When waving goodbye, You Zeyi felt a little disappointed, as if he had turned into a small boat drifting on the sea again, but fortunately, his lonely boat knew where to go and there was an island where he could dock temporarily.

After seeing off his aunt and uncle, You Zeyi didn't really want to go back to the dormitory, he always felt embarrassed.

Walking around the playground, he suddenly saw a person who looked a bit like Zheng Zhi on the basketball court not far away. He was not sure, so he walked over there in a daze.

When You Zeyi approached, he finally saw those people clearly.

Four boys were playing, one of them was wearing a white basketball jersey with the number 21 printed on it.

You Ze has no interest in basketball, or in fact he has no interest in everything, but seeing Zheng Zhi wearing a jersey, he suddenly wonders which star the other party likes.

He stood aside and watched for a while, sweating from the sun, but for some reason, when he watched the opponent play, he seemed to forget that it was a hot summer day, and he forgot the sticky feeling on his body.

When You Ze came back to his senses, he felt that his behavior was a bit ridiculous, like a voyeur, but when he was about to leave, he was suddenly stopped.

When You Ze turned his head, he found Zheng Zhi standing there patted the ball and looking at him.

"Together?" Zheng Zhi asked.

You Zeyi was a little flustered. At that moment, it was as if someone who was sneaking around and peeping was caught. He waved his hands again and again: "I don't know, you guys can play."

Zheng Zhi grabbed the hem of his jersey, lifted it up, wiped his sweat, smiled, waved his hand, and continued playing with his friends, no longer caring about which one to choose.

As soon as You Ze left, Zheng Zhi's friend asked, "Who is it?"

"I'm at the same table." Zheng Zhi took a sip of water, turned his head and glanced at You Zeyi, who was drifting away, and said, "I'm not very familiar."

Back in the dormitory, You Zeyi found that the other three people were not there, but he was happy to be quiet, not having to exchange greetings with strangers was worth celebrating for him.

He took out the exercise book, took the pencil case, and went to the study room.

There were not many people in the study room on weekends, there were only a few here and there, and no one looked up at You Zeyi when he entered.

He found a corner by the window and sat down, only to find that he could see the basketball court not far away, and the boy in the white jersey was still there.

He was a little envious of Zheng Zhi. If he studies well, he has confidence. When a scumbag like him is struggling with problems, he can go to the court to play.

You Ze stared at it for a while in a daze, and finally had to hurry back to his soul and concentrate on studying.

But learning this matter, the more you don't know how to do it, the more difficult it is to concentrate. A math problem made You Zeyi distracted.

As soon as he couldn't finish the problem, he looked out the window, and found that Zheng Zhi had left at some point, leaving only an empty stadium exposed to the sun.

The stadium was empty, and his heart seemed to become empty.

You Zeyi stayed in the study room until after ten o'clock in the evening. He didn't eat dinner, he didn't feel hungry, and he didn't want to go back to the dormitory.

But it was already this time, if he didn't go back, it might affect other people's sleep. In desperation, he had no choice but to go back to the dormitory with his books in his arms.

On the way back home, Zuoyi felt overwhelmed, afraid that those roommates would not be easy to get along with, and that he would not be able to integrate into such a collective life.

"You choose one?"

Hearing someone call his name suddenly, You Ze was startled, and when he turned around, he found that it was Zhou Tong standing there with a hot water bottle looking at him in surprise.

You Zeyi frowned slightly, and reluctantly said, "Hi."

He didn't know that Zhou Tong was also staying, and when he saw him, his first reaction was "it's over".

But fortunately, Zhou Tong and him are not in the same room, this is the only thing that comforts You Zeyi all day.

"Aren't you a day student?" Zhou Tong still remembered that he had blocked You Zeyi in the school parking lot before, but he didn't expect this person to appear in the dormitory suddenly.

"I just moved here." You Zeyi didn't want to talk to him, so he quickly found an excuse to slip away, "I have something to do when I go back, so I'm leaving first."

"Hey..." Zhou Tong wanted to say something, but You Zeyi didn't give him a chance at all, and walked away quickly as if he had seen a ghost, "Drunk, am I so annoying?"

If You Zeyi or Zheng Zhizai were at this moment, they would definitely respond with a nod.

In the afternoon, Zheng Zhi had a hearty game with his former classmates, and in the evening, the few of them went to have barbecue together.

A friend asked him: "Brother Zhi, let me interview you. How does it feel to repeat?"

Zheng Zhi said nonchalantly while eating: "I don't feel anything, the familiar formula, the familiar taste, but it's a bit annoying not being able to drink with you."

For Zheng Zhi, his rereading experience was different from what he had heard before. He didn't have that tragic and depressing feeling, and his heart was as still as water.If you had to ask him to summarize it, it would be as if he had accidentally worn out the machine after leaving the factory. For better operation in the future, he returned to the factory for refurbishment and rebuilt it, waiting to be re-launched.

Maybe it's because he's sure, or maybe it's because Zheng Zhi always knows how to explain himself.Zheng Zhi understood that if you live for decades, you can live a few more years if you take things a little more seriously.

Because they were going back to class on Sunday afternoon, several of them had dinner together, and only Zheng Zhi was drinking.

"I feel like I have suddenly become a minor." Zheng Zhi took a sip of Wanglaoji from the can, "I'm 17 again."

Several other people laughed and picked up their wine glasses to toast him.

"Okay." Zheng Zhi picked up the drink cup in front of him, "You guys have done it, I'm free."

Several people took a sip, and one of them suddenly said: "By the way, He Ye is hosting a school entrance banquet next weekend. Are you going?"

Zheng Zhi froze for a moment, obviously hesitating.

There is a tradition here. Every family will treat their children to dinner after receiving the admission notice after being admitted to the university. It is called "Enrollment Banquet". The children of the school were all running around at the school entrance banquet of various classmates, eating, drinking and laughing, having a great time.

"She didn't tell me." Zheng Zhi put down his glass, "I guess I don't have time to go either."

"She may be embarrassed." The friend sitting across from him took another sip of wine and said, "After all, the relationship between you two is a bit awkward, and she is such a face-saving person, so she can't speak."

"Whatever." Zheng Zhi felt quite embarrassed when he thought of He Ye. In the past three years of high school, there were quite a few girls who had confessed their love to him, but the one who surprised him the most was He Ye. The two had known each other since childhood and had always had a good relationship. In his eyes, He Ye is the unique goddess in the whole grade. She has white skin and black hair. She is the kind of person that everyone calls "the person who looks better in sacks than others in fancy clothes". In the past few years, He Ye There are many suitors behind her, but Zheng Zhi, who is closest to her, has never had any thoughts about her, just a friend.

Zheng Zhi is not the kind of idiot who is too late to be in love. He also knows that He Ye is beautiful, and he also knows that others secretly say that they are a couple. But he still accidentally blushed his ears.

Zheng Zhi knew all this, but he never felt the slightest bit of emotion towards He Ye.In the eyes of others, even a rare fairy is meaningless to a person who does not desire to be a fairy, just like you just have a cold, but someone gave you a box of expensive medicine Gelievec, is it useful?No.

Zheng Zhi knew in his heart that He Ye had a crush on him, but based on what he knew about He Ye, the other party was such a face-saving person that it was impossible for him to take the initiative to express his liking.

However, what he didn't expect was that one day after the college entrance examination, He Ye asked him out, drank a whole bottle of beer with serious thoughts, and then said to him with red face and red eyes: "Zheng Zhi, I I like you for a long time."