sleep in your heart

After the Spring Festival, Zheng Zhi was busy with work as usual, while You Zeyi put up a countdown sign for the college entrance examination at home, and started sprinting for the exam early.

He always felt that he didn't study so hard before. When he was in school, no one really liked studying, but now, he actually found it interesting.

Every day when Zheng Zhi came back, he would complain to Zheng Zhi about the questions he had done today, which one was well done, which one was ridiculous, or which answer in the workbook seemed to be wrong.

The two seemed to be back in their school days, and You Ze said jokingly, "I never thought that my peak learning ability would be at the age of 27. If I had known that I would not study at the beginning, I would work hard after eight years."

Looking at his current state, Zheng Zhi felt happy from the bottom of his heart.

In the beginning, he asked You Zeyi to take the college entrance examination again. In fact, he was quite guilty. He was afraid that You Zeyi would not want to but was embarrassed to say it, and he was also afraid that the other party would be under too much pressure and affect his life.

But now it seems that as the day of the college entrance examination is approaching, You Zeyi is enjoying it more and more.

Zheng Zhi likes to see him in high spirits. The person in front of him has finally gradually regained his confidence.

Of course, he also knew that You Zeyi had put in more effort than he imagined to become what he is now.

Although he joked that he is now at the peak of his learning ability, but everyone knows that this is what he worked hard for.

After being blank for so long, suddenly jumping in the queue to compete with those students who have been on the track, the pressure and difficulty are unimaginable.

Based on this, Zheng Zhi felt that he did not love the wrong person.

Looking at the countdown numbers that are getting smaller and smaller, Zheng Zhi is looking forward to the summer when the college entrance examination is over, just like back then, he also had a similar mood at that time, hoping to reap the fruits of long-term hard work with You Zeyi .

It's just that it failed last time, but this time, it will definitely not happen.

You Zeyi's birthday is in May, and Zheng Zhi originally planned to celebrate him, after all, this is the first birthday since they were together.

But You Zeyi refused.

"Wait," You Zeyi knocked on the small countdown sign, "There are still 13 days, we will celebrate after the exam."

Zheng Zhi lay on the bed, looking at You Zeyi who sat back at the desk to study again, feeling complicated.

Since March, his three-good student boyfriend has been obsessed with studying and can't extricate himself. The two of them have never gone out for dinner. You Zeyi said: "It's a waste of time, let's eat at home."

Not even eating, let alone watching movies and traveling.

Zheng Zhi once went on a business trip to Italy. It was a meeting and a dinner. The company gave him preferential treatment, and he could bring his family.

Of course, the upper echelon of the company did not know that his family member was a man.

At that time, Zheng Zhi thought that You Zeyi hadn't gone abroad to play, and it happened that he could take this opportunity to take him out for a walk, but You Ze refused without thinking: "There will be opportunities in the future, this time you Just go by yourself, work hard, and I will study hard at home."

Zheng Zhi instantly felt that he was a concubine who had been cast into the cold palace, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get back the emperor's favor.

Nothing, let alone sex.

You Zeyi studied until late at night every day, and used to need Zheng Zhi to accompany him because he had to give lectures occasionally, but later, You Zeyi became enlightened, sublimated, and did a good job of doing the questions, so Zheng Zhi basically lost the need for existence .

The current You Zeyi seems to be the school bully that everyone envied and hated back then, while Zheng Zhi, the school bully back then, could only wrap himself in a quilt and watch his back, imagining those scarlet images in his mind.

Zheng Zhi suddenly felt that he had shot himself in the foot by proposing to let You Ze take the college entrance examination.

The weather is getting hotter, and the countdown to the college entrance examination has changed from double digits to single digits.

After You Zeyi printed out the admission ticket, he sat at the desk and stared at the paper for a long time.

"It's not much different from the previous one." Zheng Zhi made him a cup of coffee and put it at hand, "How is it? Are you nervous?"

You Ze smiled, looked at him and said, "Nervous."

"At that time, I will be like those parents, waiting for you outside the examination room. Remember to give me a hot kiss as soon as you come out of the examination."

"What are you doing?" You Ze stood up and was hugged by Zheng Zhi before taking two steps, "Create psychological pressure for other candidates."

You Zeyi leaned into his arms and smiled: "You are really enough."

"But to be honest, I'm afraid." You Zeyi withdrew his smile, leaning against Zheng Zhi's neck, "What if I don't do well in the exam?"

"Then let's go out and relax."

"...Why are you so optimistic?"

"Then what else can we do? Are we hugging and crying at home?" Zheng Zhi smiled lightly, stroking You Ze's back and forth with his palms, "If you do well in the exam, let's go to Paris to relax, if you don't do well in the exam I will go to Tieling and punish you."

You Zeyi was amused by him: "Then I'd better fight for Paris."

You Zeyi couldn't tell if his mentality was better when he was 20 or when he was 28.

When he walked into the college entrance examination room and "fighted" on the battlefield with a group of students whose average age was 10 years younger than him, his heartbeat was so fast that he had to take a deep breath to relieve it.

As everyone joked, it must rain every time the college entrance examination.

During the two days of his exam, the sky has not been sunny.

Sometimes it rains heavily, and sometimes it rains continuously, as if it is always reminding everyone, "I am with you".

After answering the last test paper and still having some time for inspection, You Ze put down his pen and looked out the window.

The windows are wet.

The window sill was wet.

The leaves outside are wet.

The whole world is wet.

Just like his memory, eight years ago, he sat in the examination room like this, finished writing the last question, and glanced at the rain outside the window.

You Zeyi suddenly felt that the eight years in the middle had been taken away, and he returned to the early summer when he was 20 years old.

It rained until the end of the exam. Strange to say, when the candidates walked out of the exam room, the sky cleared up.

You Ze couldn't help smiling, and walked outside quickly.

Another journey came to an end. Although everything was not settled yet, he ran forward as hard as he could.

The most amazing thing about life is that it is never too late to start from scratch, as long as you are willing to change, it will get better and better.

You Zeyi went back to his hometown to take the college entrance examination. After the exam, You Zeyi took Zheng Zhi to the place he had always wanted to go.

"Actually, my biggest wish is to make money to buy her a cemetery," You Zeyi said, "It's been eight or nine years, and she's been here alone, which makes me feel very unfilial."

Zheng Zhi followed You Zeyi into the room specially used for placing ashes in the funeral parlor. As soon as he entered the door, there were countless photo frames and urns on the shelves.

Many people think this kind of place is eerie, but Zheng Zhi doesn't think so, especially when he and You Zeyi are standing in front of Mother You.

She is a very beautiful woman, and the black and white photos make her look thinner. Looking at her, Zheng Zhi felt that their mother and son looked alike.

"Let's go and see the cemetery when we get back," Zheng Zhi said, "choose a good place with a beautiful view, and take her there."

You Ze shook his head and said, "I understand what you mean, but wait a little longer."

He said: "I want to buy it for her myself, I can't rely on you for everything."

"But……"

"No hurry," You Zeyi said, "If she was here, she would definitely say the same thing, she would say, as long as I come back to see her often."

When You Zeyi said this, he kept looking at his mother, and he said softly, "Mom, I brought him here, the man I told you about before, named Zheng Zhi."

Zheng Zhi was a little surprised, he didn't expect him to mention himself to Mother You.

"I used to say that you might be tired of hearing it, but now it's fine. Starting this year, he will accompany me to see you every year. Do you think we are annoying?" You Ze smiled, "There is nothing we can do about it, We're still coming."

He took out the admission ticket: "I took the college entrance examination again. Although I don't know where I can pass the exam, at least I have taken a big step. Maybe my life will really start again. I really had a good time this year. Excellent, better than every previous year."

Speaking of this, You Zeyi choked up a little: "If only you could really see."

Zheng Zhi put his arm around his shoulder and squeezed it.

"I met the best people this year, and I have become better," You Zeyi continued, "Maybe I really have luck."

When he came out from there, You Zeyi glanced at the sun against the light.

He asked Zheng Zhi softly: "You said, what I lost, did they all come back one by one?"

The night before the results were announced, Zheng Zhi and You Ze stared at the computer and checked the sub-system over and over again.

Originally, it was said that the score check would start at [-]:[-] the next morning, but there was a rumor that it would start at [-]:[-] in the middle of the night, so the two of them believed it to be true, and spent the whole night in front of the computer until [-]:[-] the next morning.

"...Look, is this score correct?"

Zheng Zhi stepped forward and squinted his eyes for a long time: "Fuck."

During the period of waiting for the results, the two looked through the admission scores of Zheng Zhi's alma mater in previous years, because here they applied for the exam after the results came out, so after You Zeyi checked the answers and estimated the scores, he made a discount in his heart , I feel that if there is no accident, maybe I can barely brush the edge.

"What's the situation?" Zheng Zhi was also confused.

"What should I do?" You Zeyi stared blankly at Zheng Zhi.

"What should I do?" Zheng Zhi jumped up and hugged You Zeyi, "I'm fucking booking a ticket to Paris right now! First class! Luxury hotel! January trip!"

You Ze wrapped his arms around his neck and burst into tears, "You will be my senior from now on."

Zheng Zhi's alma mater is a famous school in China. When you made up your mind to make this aspiration, you didn't think that you could really pass the exam. Even when you estimated the score, you were afraid of memory confusion and overcalculated the score. You pressed down as much as possible, but you didn't Thinking of it, his grades, according to previous years, far exceeded the score line of the major he wanted to go to in that school.

"Everything you lost really came back." Zheng Zhi hugged the person in his arms tightly, and said softly, "You work so hard, life really hasn't treated you badly."

"Go to sleep," Zheng Zhi pulled You Zeyi to lie on the bed, "I haven't slept all night, and the dark circles under my eyes have come out."

You Zeyi lay beside Zheng Zhi, and leaned into his arms. He rested his head on Zheng Zhi's heart, closed his eyes, and said with a smile, "Lend me your heart for a pillow."

"Go ahead and use it," Zheng Zhi put his arms around him and kissed his hair lightly, "Anyway, you've been sleeping in my heart for eight years."

Sunlight squeezed in through the gaps in the undrawn curtains, and glimpsed the lingering and passionate kiss of the two men.

【End of text】

The author has something to say: This story is finally finished here, the manuscript has been stored for nearly four months, and the serialization is completed in one month and more than ten days.

When I started writing this article, I told my friends that I was going to write an article that might be very cold, but I quite liked it myself.

There are still many shortcomings, and I would like to thank every reader who patiently read this story.

Sometimes when I think about it, it’s a good thing I saved the full text of this article, otherwise I would have doubted life when it was really serialized, but I don’t regret writing such a rambling and slow-moving story at all.

It's over, there is no extra episode, because everything I want to write has been written.

Next, I will write a lighter article, and I will walk into the next year with a happy mood.