I want to be with you

"I said...let go!" Ye Cunxin looked at Lei Zhan with a compassionate expression.

This time, Lei Zhan heard it clearly! "No, don't let it go!!"

"You want me to forgive you, so I forgive you, but why do I want you to let go but you don't let go? Lei Zhan, love is relative and requires mutual respect."

Ye Cunxin's words were very serious, Lei Zhan heard the meaning in her words, and murmured, "How could I disrespect, how could..." His heart was in a mess, Lei Zhan lowered his eyes and was a little flustered.

Her hand was already red from being squeezed, but Ye Cunxin didn't say a word, she was waiting, waiting for Lei Zhan to figure it out for himself.

After a while, Lei Zhan finally said, "I just want to ask you a question, do you...do you love me?"

Hearing this question, Ye Cunxin suddenly smiled, "Then do you love me?"

"Love!!" Lei Zhan replied decisively.

Hearing Lei Zhan's answer without hesitation, Ye Cunxin smiled, and looked at Lei Zhan with clear eyes, "I love you, I have always loved you! But Ah Zhan, I don't dare to love and have no energy to love now. "

"After experiencing so many things, I am no longer the original me. Now I don't want to think about those children's love. I just want to live well and live every day seriously. Only in this way can I live up to my mother. Let me down! I know that my decision may not be fair to you, but where is the fairness in life and where is the absolute fairness?" Speaking of this, Ye Cunxin smiled slightly, "No matter what happens in the future, at least we have had , This relationship is enough for me to reminisce for a lifetime! I know that I will never fall in love with others in this life, and so will you. "

Ye Cunxin's words made Lei Zhan completely silent.

"There is a kind of love that stays together day and night and never leaves, but there is a kind of love that is called being in love with each other, it is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes, Azhan, let me go and you too!" After the last sentence was spoken, Ye Cunxin felt very relaxed all over her body. , The burden that has been carried on my body and heart is finally gone.

Silent, deathly silent, Lei Zhan still maintained his original movement, and Ye Cunxin let him grab her.

After a while, Lei Zhan slowly raised his head, his hoarse voice was clearly bloodshot in his eyes, "Always in love?"

Ye Cunxin nodded.

"You can only love me in this life!!" Lei Zhan was very domineering.

Wei Wei nodded, "I promise, I only love you in this life!"

After getting Ye Cunxin's answer, Lei Zhan hesitated again and again, and finally slowly let go of Ye Cunxin's hand, loosened halfway, but held it reluctantly, so in the third, Lei Zhan let go of his hand completely up!

Lei Zhan raised his head and stared deeply at Ye Cunxin. From such a close distance, Ye Cunxin could clearly see tears streaming from Lei Zhan's eyes. He unconsciously raised his hand to help him wipe it off, but Lei Zhan turned his head away.At this time, Lei Zhan's heart felt as if it had been bombarded by an atomic bomb, it was shattered to pieces, but he still held on, because he knew that Ye Cunxin's pain was no less than his.

Indeed, as Lei Zhan imagined, Ye Cunxin felt like a fish seriously short of water, about to suffocate to death.She always wanted Lei Zhan to let go, but when Lei Zhan agreed to let her go, although she felt relieved, she felt very uncomfortable because this relationship was deeply rooted in her bones.

Ye Cunxin smiled bitterly, sometimes she felt lost when the annoyance was gone, isn't this called being cheap?

Wiping away the tears on his face, Lei Zhan suddenly raised his head and laughed, then stared at Ye Cunxin viciously, and kissed her lips fiercely.

Ears and temples rubbing together, lips and teeth blending together, this is a desperate and hot kiss!

The kiss lasted until both of them were out of breath, Lei Zhan then let go, and put his forehead against his forehead, looking at Ye Cunxin's red and swollen lips, Lei Zhan smiled triumphantly, and kissed him cautiously, Ye Cunxin also kissed her again Indulge in this kiss with infinite affection and tenderness.

"Ye Cunxin, you can only be mine in this life and the next! Do you remember!!" Lei Zhan let go of his hand, he was afraid that if he missed him again, he would regret it.

Ye Cunxin's alluring smile answered him.

Looking at her one last time with nostalgia, Lei Zhan turned around openly, a man and man, since he promised to do it, he was so inseparable as an old woman, he even looked down on himself.As everyone knows, he was strong in front of Ye Cunxin, but when he turned around, tears fell down his face.

Lei Zhan shabby himself, mother, it's like running water!Sucking his nose, and rudely wiped away his tears, Lei Zhan left without looking back.

And Ye Cunxin kept looking at Lei Zhan's back until he couldn't see him anymore...

"A Zhan..." whispered softly, but no one else heard it, she squatted down slowly, wrapping her hands tightly around herself, Ye Cunxin wept quietly.

Outside, the sun is shining brightly, and the heat wave hits people, but Ye Cunxin feels that she can never get warm again...

end.

Ye Cunxin didn't pay much attention to what happened later, she no longer deliberately avoided Lei Zhan, and sometimes even joked with him when she was in a good mood.Those who knew the inside story thought that the two had reconciled, but after further observation, it was not the case.

And Lei Zhan seems to have accepted this fact, handing over all his focus to training and missions, never mentioning his feelings.The old fox also tested Lei Zhan a little bit, but from Lei Zhan's appearance, it was clear that he had closed his heart and did not want others to approach him, so everyone stopped mentioning it.

Sirius and the old fox lament: Since ancient times, the word love is the most hurtful~

Sunrise and sunset, training and training, people who were lost have found a new direction and are fighting for it!They don't know what is waiting for them on the road ahead, but nothing can stop them from moving forward...

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