Light Snow to Beginning of Spring GL

Yan Fei was not at ease, she wrapped a stone with sharp water chestnuts with enthusiasm, doubting whether her own hands could turn the stone into a pearl, in nature, for an oyster, this is also a very long and painful thing.

With the faint light outside the window, Yan Fei lowered her body and leaned on He Xueyan's shoulder, recalling that on the crowded train, He Xueyan looked out of the window with an indifferent face, as if answering questions or talking to herself, flowers It will wither, the leaves will fall, and people will grow old. There is nothing beautiful in this world.

When she spoke, the sadness in her eyebrows and eyes was like a sea tide, and at a glance, it made people's breathing slow down and distressed.

Yan Fei became annoyed at Bai Linyu again for a moment, blaming her for telling herself He Xueyan's secret, which made her panic from the bottom of her heart.This is not her and Shen Suyu, it is also mixed with money and rules.The affection He Xueyan gave Bai Linyu, she understood that those loves were like dewdrops on pine needles in the morning, reflecting the whole world crystal clear.

With annoyance, Yan Fei fell asleep in the middle of the night.

The next morning, He Xueyan was the first to get up, and the slight redness in her eyes showed that she was not energetic.She probably just closed her eyes and didn't sleep last night, maybe she couldn't sleep all night.Yan Fei stared at her face and guessed repeatedly, but swallowed the words to the point of her mouth. For the first time, she and He Xueyan felt that she and He Xueyan had lost the courage to speak out.

Bai Linyu's matter finally resembled a sudden torrent in the rainy season.

He Xueyan was tired and tired, and worried, trying to comfort Yan Fei's suspicion and jealousy with tenderness: "There is a chef delivering food to my house in the morning, you can eat something before leaving."

"I've overslept, I'd better go there first." Yan Fei tried to force a smile, trying to behave normally, she knew she was not qualified to question or complain, but the sudden overflow of jealousy still made her uncomfortable, she It is acceptable for Shen Suyu to get married and have children, and she is even generous enough to take care of her children without any worries, but regarding He Xueyan, she is so selfish and cannot tolerate her flaws.

Her smile was too ugly, He Xueyan didn't like it.

This thing is always like a fishbone stuck in the throat, unable to cough or swallow.Of course He Xueyan knew what was going on with her sudden politeness.

He Xueyan couldn't do it if he could explain everything he could, and if he wanted to recall and talk about Bai Linyu's affairs.She has spent eight years dusting the memories of the past, and she is about to let go. She doesn't want to open the wound so that people can see her jokes, see her pain and childishness, she has a thin face and can't do it.

"Oh." He Xueyan's unresponsive response, she felt ashamed and stopped talking, just watched Yan Fei get up and wash up, this winter morning seemed to be back to the beginning of the business trip, the same hotel lived in peace and was not familiar day.

After tidying up for a long time, the room was quiet. Yan Fei waited for a long time and still didn't see her say anything, so she said indifferently: "I'll go to see her for a while in the morning, and find Wang Xudong to do something in the afternoon, don't worry about me, take good care of you Mom and Dad, when things are over, you won’t be too busy, if not, I’ll work as a nanny for you.” After a pause, he smiled nonchalantly to ease the atmosphere: “Just pay me some salary.”

He Xueyan is an honest person, and he can kill anger even when he is stalked, so he responded directly: "Aunt Zhang is here today, I can come over here."

It was quite embarrassing to speak, He Xueyan pursed her lips and looked at her three-dimensional and beautiful face and said, "You don't need to be a nanny when you come to my house... You can come every day if you like, I would like to see you."

You say she is honest, she has a sweet mouth occasionally, but her expression is too serious.Yan Feigeng's mood dissipated a little early in the morning. She was the one who would shine brightly when given some sunshine, and said with a sweet smile, "If you don't bother me, I'll go every day. You can eat and drink. My house is sold and I have nowhere to go."

"I'll take care of it." He Xueyan is not short of money anyway, feeling sorry for her and embarrassed: "It's just that like my mother, you can't live in my house. You take care of Shen Suyu first. I'll find a way for you to live in. The rest is up to you." Just leave it alone."

"Why do I have such a good life! My mother took the time to give birth to me, and this must be the rhythm of raising me. How did I have such a beautiful face!" Yan Fei's three sentences began to be indecorous. With a smile on her face, seeing that He Xueyan gave in, she knew how to advance and retreat to give her a step, approached a little closer, and rubbed He Xueyan's face with the tip of her nose docilely like a cat, she liked the faint smell of her body, as long as she was by her side, she said With a few gentle words, the whole heart is at ease: "He Xueyan, you are so kind."

"En." The corners of He Xueyan's mouth, which had been cold all morning, finally lifted a little, and she only said a few words to the lively girl: "Be good."

Yan Fei was extremely smart, took a breath, and nodded several times with a hushed voice.Aggrieved and trying to hold back the appearance of not having a fit, it's like a cat not stretching out its claws when it sees a plush toy.

He Xueyan decided to make a mistake, so she said, "I'm not going to say a word about that, so just forget about my past, okay? I can't even think about it."

This may really be He Xueyan's bottom line, Yan Fei can't move forward any further, only to compromise: "Then I can only treat myself as your first love. Who cares about the broken past, is your past as wonderful as mine?"

With a hippie smile on her face, He Xueyan pinched her ear and said, "You mustn't even mention the things about your lack of moral bottom line in the past to make me angry."

"Then tell me, you love me the most." It is Yan Fei's fine tradition to be shameless and have a weak sense of morality. As long as He Xueyan admits that she likes her now, and only loves her, she can let go of the past and even invite Bai Chen to drink and play mahjong.

"Come on, I love you the most." He Xueyan sometimes wished to strangle her to death, especially when she took advantage of it to be good.

This is like holding the Shangfang sword in the hand of the eight inspectors.With this imperial decree, Yan Fei can immediately behead his love rival and ex-beheader, sweeping the whole area unambiguously.She accepted such perfunctory love words with peace of mind, and actively begged for a kiss on He Xueyan's lips.

Because of this kiss, the temperature in the room rose again, and the snow in the morning seemed to be melting outside the window.

It started to snow again sparsely, the clouds were pressing down on the city, and the wind made people's ears hurt.Yan Fei was too embarrassed to pester He Xueyan any longer, and kissed again and again, holding hands and sneaking to the stairs: "I'm leaving, you are fine, call me if you need anything."

"Let's go, be careful. If you can't get a taxi, I'll ask Xudong to pick you up and take you there." He Xueyan looked like her mother looking after a child.That's the problem with her, she even blames Miss Qianqian's body as a maidservant, and always loves to worry about others.

"Come on, don't look for him, I'll do it myself. In this weather, he must have been drinking all night, and his veins were full of alcohol in the morning. It's a small thing to go to jail for drunk driving, my dear, my life is precious." Yan Fei really It can't be delayed anymore, Shen Suyu has to be waited on at noon.

Yan Fei went down the steps while talking, and before she had walked a few steps, a person walked up the stairs facing her.

Bai Linyu was tall, wearing a beige overcoat and a scarf, with a few flakes of snow falling down her hair, and she was holding an insulated box in her hand.Seeing the expressions of the two of them, all three of them were embarrassed.

There were twenty steps, and everyone stood close and far away, but He Xueyan spoke first, not very happy, "Why are you here?"

Bai Linyu's handsome face carried a slight chill, her lips moved and her voice was as calm as ever: "When I didn't get up in the morning, I somehow received a call from your mother, she said she was reading my manuscript I'm so hungry, I suddenly want to eat a few things I made." She said shaking the big thermos box and said: "Time is tight, I don't have time to do anything, I made some porridge, and I can serve it with any dishes in the refrigerator Give her some light ones." After finishing speaking, his eyes finally fell on Yan Fei, forgiving her slap last night, and politely said: "You haven't eaten, do you want some? I brought some more."

Don't make this party scene too weird.Yan Fei couldn't figure it out, so she quickened her pace and lowered her head, passed by Bai's side, and went downstairs: "You guys eat, I have something to do, I'll go first."

"Yan Fei." He Xueyan called her, but Yan Fei had already gone downstairs.

Bai Linyu walked up the steps step by step, standing beside her, taller than her by half a head, always with pity in his eyes and said: "Sorry, I really didn't want you to see me at first. But I can't push this matter away."

He Xueyan frowned, looked at her coldly and angrily, closed her mouth tightly not to make a sound, and said loosely at the end of the matter: "My mother is in the ward, you can send it to her, I won't eat." For a moment she began to doubt , this person must have done it on purpose, she must have done it on purpose.

……

That was many years ago.She couldn't remember why she and Bai Linyu quarreled, it was so loud that they almost separated.She made up her mind not to see her again, to ignore her, not to apologize to her first and coax her in a low voice.He Xueyan did what she said, and ignored her for half a month. A person like her can only be alone for three days, so someone must stick to her.

That boy is very good, his family background is top-notch in appearance and academics, he chases after He Xueyan relentlessly.He Xueyan was careless, so she walked a little closer.There are rumors of golden boys and jade girls outside.Even teachers like it.

It must have been the same at that time, Bai Linyu was as silent as when she came back to pick up a lost package, her words were plain, her eyes were tactful and pitiful, and her posture did not let go at all, she just approached He Xueyan on a certain day and told her, come back Just stop making trouble, you can't handle the chaos outside.

She is like a master of martial arts, she can always pinch He Xueyan's seven inches, without missing a penny, and without missing a millimeter.

He Xueyan is like a baby, sleeping soundly on one pillow, but having insomnia in every corner of the pillow.

She is sensitive and suspicious, and her feelings are too delicate. In fact, those people can't handle her at all.

……

"You don't eat, your mother asks, what should I say." Bai Linyu persuaded her that she was already at hand.

"Don't talk about my mother, you give me the food, and you leave." He Xueyan is not the girl she was back then.

There was embarrassment in the air, and the people in the aisle started to look back because of her sudden increase in volume. He Xueyan blushed and reached out to snatch the lunch box that Bai Linyu was carrying. With a thud, the big bag dropped abruptly , Rolling down the steps like a mountain stream of stones ping-pong-pong, scattered all over the floor at the corner of the stairs, hot soup rolled out and splashed on the wall.

He Xueyan made a mistake for no reason. I don't know who was unlucky, because of self-cultivation and family education, she just bowed her head and said, "I'm sorry..."

Bai Linyu sighed, not blaming her for being clumsy and said: "It's okay, I'll clean up." After a pause, he said, "Hurry up and call someone to deliver food to your house, don't starve your parents."

"Okay." He Xueyan nodded, took out her mobile phone, and couldn't hide her panic: "Then why did you tell my mother?"

Bai Linyu turned around to clean up the mess on the ground, knowing that she was flustered, and taught her lightly: "You always mention your mother and you are afraid, you are too devoted to her. You are her daughter, do you have to explain such a small matter?" ? You just say that I squeezed the elevator clumsily and spilled the rice, and I will make it for her next time."

This is He Xueyan's problem, her mother is a famous master, she dare not be presumptuous in front of her mother, and she is even submissive and deliberate.She is always afraid that she will not be able to do what she wants, and what she does is not good enough, not perfect enough, so that she will be looked down upon.She is not like her sister who has a wild temper, nor does she have a unique talent like her younger brother.

Peeling off her cold appearance, she knows that she lacks talent, and no amount of effort will help.

Throughout her life, her achievements will never touch the corner of her mother.

Others don't understand this matter, but Bai Linyu understands it.

At this moment, the woman surnamed Bai was squatting in the dirty corner of the hospital, packing her things as if nothing had happened, she looked up at He Xueyan calmly and said, "It's really nothing, don't think about it." Those dirty things brought a lot of peace of mind, with a tolerant smile on the corner of her mouth: "I'm leaving, you order food for her. Next time I won't come, I'll let someone else deliver the food."

He Xueyan should be decisive, but he couldn't evade it, so he could only politely say, "I see."

"My new book promotion meeting seems to have been finalized. The vice president of the publishing house called me the day after tomorrow." Bai Linyu talked to her about business before going downstairs, and said in a very embarrassed way: "Come here, you are the editor in charge .” After a pause, he said, “I want you to come.”

I dont go.He Xueyan wrote three words on her face, but her mouth was tightly closed.

She accidentally thought of what Bai Linyu said, you can't deal with the chaos outside.