My boyfriend is a little spider

"but--"

"Terry didn't live to be 20."

These words pierced Peter's heart like a sharp knife.

The young man couldn't struggle at all, couldn't escape, he could only stand here and take the knife forcefully, the sharp blade pierced deeply into his flesh and blood, allowing him to bear the piercing pain in the depths of his chest meaning.

20 years old, what a young word.

Youthful, beautiful, and embarking on a journey...a stage towards a new future.

But in the Peter Parker world in front of him, Terry lost his life for him without even reaching the starting point of 20 years old.What's more, as a child of God, Triton should have a long life, he is his little mermaid, he is the boy everyone loves, this boy who is favored by the world should have countless 20 years, and Not even the first 20 years are difficult to cross.

——It was too cruel.

Such a future is too cruel for both Triton and Peter.

Peter felt his tears condense in his astringent eyes, and the man in his blurred vision who had been pretending to be calm and happy all this time finally revealed his most painful and vulnerable posture at this moment.Although Triton died many years ago, when he revealed the truth, the man seemed to be completely crushed by this cruel reality once again.

Losing Triton from this point on in his life was something Peter could never have imagined.

And the man in front of him has spent so many years in this kind of world.

"Peter, you know what?"

The man opened his mouth, but tears rolled down from his red eyes.

"In this world, there are countless parallel universes."

"But in countless universes, Peter Parker can't meet Triton in every world. There are even very few worlds where Triton exists. He is the child of God and man, He's a miracle in his own right."

"so--"

"In so many worlds, being able to meet Triton itself is already an extremely lucky thing."

To be able to meet this boy who has become the love of his life, to be able to enjoy the best time with his boy at the youngest age, to be able to experience such a love that the whole world envies... Peter who owns Triton Parker is so lucky.

So he came here, to meet the luckiest Peter.

Here, Peter Parker and Triton are still at the beginning of their youth.

The two teenagers will be able to hold hands and walk step by step towards the future they share.But at the age of 28, he has already reached the end, and there is no end in sight for the rest of the road. He can only continue walking with his love for Triton.

This is the past that he has been thinking about, and the past that he will never be able to go back to.

Peter would rather... he could live forever if he could.

"Doctor Strange told me that in the countless futures he has seen."

"I was the only one he saw, Peter who lost Triton."

Peter looked at the man in front of him with a surprised expression.

"I don't know..." The man shook his head slowly, showing an extremely bitter smile, "Is this the truth or a lie."

"If it's true, it would appear that I'm very unfortunate." The gloomy man lowered his eyes, as if he was caught in extremely painful memories, "I think it's because I was the only one who didn't listen to what Triton said, Peter out of his reach."

He ran to a place that Triton couldn't reach.

He who had been turned into ashes was revived again, but in front of his eyes was Triton who was slowly disappearing.He was so terrified that his whole body was trembling desperately, he had already anticipated the unbearable loss in his heart, and he wanted to catch the blond boy like crazy, but he couldn't touch anything, he could only see the boy he loved like It disappeared before his eyes like a bubble.

"Peter, you know what?"

The blond boy was still smiling softly at him then.

That was Peter's favorite smile, but in the end it became an unbearable brilliance in his life.

The young man stared at him, but those sea-like eyes were filled with unspeakable sadness and reluctance——

"Although I didn't like the ending of "The Daughter of the Sea", I still watched it countless times afterwards."

"I often wonder, what was going on in my heart before the daughter of the sea melted into foam?"

"I think... I finally understand now."

The blond boy who was disappearing looked deeply at the man behind him, smiled and said softly——

"Sorry, Tony."

Then the teenager gently left a last kiss on his cheek.

"I love you."

"My little prince."

This is also the last memory Triton left in his mind, the saddest, most depressing and most painful memory, and also the memory that completely plunged Peter Parker's world into darkness.

From then on, there was no more Triton in his life.

"I envy every Peter Parker in other worlds."

"Because I'm the only one who lost him."

Along with Terry, half of the earth's population disappeared, and the whole world has been trapped in a huge cage of pain since that day.For the next five years everything seemed to be at a standstill, and no one seemed to be able to make it out.

Until, they had a new plan.

Peter knew how much Tony wanted to bring Triton back.

Triton was that man, the favorite little mermaid who grew up in the palm of his hand.

In the end they succeeded.

The half of the people who disappeared all came back.

However, Triton did not come back.

And Tony with a warm heart also left, but when the man finally left, his eyes were very peaceful and smiling, as if at the end of time, the little mermaid who had been away for five years, The sweet-talking bastard he loved most in his heart finally returned to his side, took his hand and left together, going to places that Peter could not go or see.

After Peter lost Triton, this battle cost him even more.

After five years of suffering, his last expectation and persistence were completely shattered.

The stagnant world finally had a new start on that day. It was a new beginning and a new future. Countless people wept with joy on this day, and they got the long-awaited opportunity to embrace and laugh again.On this day, Peter hid in Triton's apartment covered in bruises, curled up, trembling, almost convulsively crying.

"But I hope that Doctor Strange is telling the truth."

"I hope I'm the only Peter who lost Triton." The man's voice was very hoarse and deep, "I hope that in all the Peter and Triton love universes, every Peter is To be with Terry forever."

"The thing I said about the bad guy building a super particle collider is true, but that battle is over. But after that, I rebuilt the super particle collider." Such memories are too painful, already crying The man with a bloody face stared at Peter and said, "I don't want to take away the other Peter's Triton, but I want to see him again with my own eyes."

The man knows that he is willing to risk everything for this sight.

"Even if it's just a glance."

All his expectations for the boy to return to him have all been shattered into nothingness under the defeat of reality, and only the countless days and nights, countless dreams, and countless days of torment... are still guarding him. The humblest prayer ever asked.

And this extreme humbleness finally got the most greedy reward in this world.

"Peter, I'm sorry."

Tears couldn't stop falling from the man's eyes, and he apologized to young Peter.

"I didn't want you to know that."

"And I don't want Triton to know."

"I know I shouldn't be here, but I..."

In his world, Peter Pan and the Little Mermaid have already had a tragic ending——

The little mermaid turned into foam and disappeared.

And Peter Pan, who grew up, is always dreaming that he doesn't want to grow up.

He chose this world, this time and space where the culprit who would cause the catastrophe does not exist at all, this world where Peter and Triton can walk through the 20-year-old in the most peaceful time.

He wanted to come and see for himself in the story of The Little Mermaid and Peter Pan—

What would be the perfect ending.

Peter understood, how could he not understand this man's mood, they are all people who love Triton deeply.Even, he seemed to be able to empathize with all the pain the man felt, and his heart was always tightening and aching.

"Peter Parker, you really don't know Triton well enough." Fiers said suddenly.

Both Peter and the man looked at Phils hesitantly.

"The imprint on your arm not only allows Terry to sense your position. He can even sense your emotions through the imprint. What kind of mood do you face him in the end? What do you accumulate in your heart? Regret and pain, Terry can clearly feel."

"Even Triton may know more. Maybe he already knew that Triton in your world is dead since he felt your different imprint."

Both the boy and the man widened their eyes in disbelief.

At this moment, Peter suddenly remembered that Terry, who was anxious and nervous last night, saw the man after seeing him.

After staring into the man's eyes for a long time, the blond boy finally whispered——

"You look like you've matured a lot."

The words that I didn't pay attention to at the time seem to have a completely different meaning when I recall them now.

"And Triton is a natural lie detector, as long as he looks into your eyes, he can tell whether you are telling the truth or lying." Fiers said again, "After you come here, you can recall yourself, How many lies are there in what you said in front of his eyes."

Such words set off turbulent waves in the hearts of Peter and the man, and at the same time caused even more terrible panic.

"What kind of mood do you think he faces you?"

Phils' deep and depressed eyes fell on the two Peters——

"In the end, what kind of mood did you escape from you?"

It turned out to be like this...

Did Triton know all about it?

This kind of cognition made Peter's fingers tremble with cold.

"Look at the rain outside."

The two of them, who had been immersed in grief before, suddenly realized that it had been raining heavily for a long time outside the house.

Peter suddenly realized what was going on.

After the man came home, it began to rain lightly which was not in the weather forecast.With the arrival of Phils, the cruel truth began to be revealed, the tearing emotions became more and more painful, and the rain became heavier and heavier.Until now, the sound of the rain getting louder and louder seems to have drowned out all the sounds of the world, just like... the tears of God.

"You two are not the only ones who are crying."

Filled with panic, he immediately rushed out of the window to look for Triton Peter. At this moment, he suddenly remembered something that he had forgotten.

"I saw Triton weeping."

"I saw a man who looked a lot like you."

——It turned out that this was Alice's real foresight.