disqualified lover

On December [-]st, that night was a five-in-three match.

Chen Zui got up early in the morning and found that there had been a heavy snowfall the night before, and the outside was completely white at this time.He was in a very happy mood, and when he was taking a shower in the bathroom mirror, he suddenly found that his hair was very long.He and Lin Jianqing had been separated for almost a whole year, and he hadn't had a haircut in this year, and now they were all down to shoulder length.

Chen Zui washed up and went out to eat a bowl of wontons and two deep-fried dough sticks. He saw a barber shop next to the breakfast shop. He got in and came out in less than 10 minutes. His long hair was gone, and there was only a hairy one left. round inch.It looks bright and energetic, with tattoos and silver earrings on the body, it is definitely the most popular little cool guy.

Anyway, he has already stopped in the top five, and he will definitely be eliminated tonight.Ni Zimo has already obtained the privileged channel to advance to the top three. He doesn't need to PK tonight. For the remaining three, whoever draws Chen Zui is equivalent to winning directly. The only two who really need PK are the two who did not draw Chen Zui.But his song had to be sung.

Twelve songs by the four of them tonight, plus a 5-minute Vlog for each of them, the final three-strong PK will be held on Christmas Eve, but that's none of Chen Zui's business.

Chen Zui has already selected the three songs for tonight. The three songs were written by him in the early years. Before he signed with Century Media, he often sang them with Mao Sui in bars or squares.

Not only will he be on stage tonight, Mao Sui will be his guitarist, Zhou Liang will be his keyboard, and they will also be on stage together.

Six or seven years ago, he played music with his buddies, drank and sang together, and screamed together on a very small and informal stage, but today, he finally has the opportunity to move all his past dreams to this national stage together, bringing Passion from the past is rekindled.

His cropped image surprised both the instructor and the audience.

Xun Mengxiang asked him, "Why did you change your hairstyle?"

"If you want to change it, you can change it."

Shi Cang continued: "It makes sense, it's still so cool."

Que Xiang said: "Come on, let me introduce to you how you play today."

"Mao Sui, drummer." Mao Sui raised the drum hammer and waved it.

"Zhou Liang, the keyboard player." Zhou Liang raised his hand.

Chen Zui pointed at himself again: "I, guitarist and lead singer, the first song, "BornSick", was a song we wrote ourselves in the early years, but we never had the chance to sing it to more people. Today I want to sing it here."

Tao Li took the lead in applauding: "Okay, treat this stage as a stage for performances, not a stage for competitions. I am optimistic about you, come on!"

Chen Zui smiled slightly, the lights dimmed and then turned on again.

First there was a guitar lick, then keyboards came in, and then a drum beat.The overall sound of this instrument is relatively simple, but Chen Zui insisted that there should be no more.

He opened his mouth, changed his tone, and lowered his voice with a rough feeling.

God, send me to Avici Hell

the devil might forgive the criminal

Mom, give me another pill

I love you and I love myself and I love pills too

I was bornsick, but I love it.

I was bornsick, but I enjoy it.

……

This is a rock song. Chen Zui felt very different when he sang it. With the strong rhythm of the music, his whole body was on fire, full of endless vitality and energy.

This song is the first song he wrote. The lyrics and music are relatively immature, and he can use 100% sincerity. There is no other reason. It was the first time he found himself in music. He expressed his identification with himself through music. .

Chen is not the person who hides himself most. When he found out that he liked the same sex, he didn't feel anything wrong. It was only after he hit a wall in pursuing others that he realized that he was special and different from others.

This difference has always brought him malice in his growth, and he was inevitably isolated at school, and the teacher turned a blind eye.He has also encountered school violence, but he is very good at using his fists to uphold justice for himself. The bullying ended in his tough resistance, but he has never had friends.

I was beaten and scolded several times at home, and after finding it was useless, I could only let him go, hoping that I would be fine when I was older.Anyway, he was never the core of the family, but became more and more like a transparent person, especially after his father left.

Chen Hao is a good boy, and his mother pinned all her hopes in life on Chen Hao.In order not to let him make Chen Hao "bad", he did not hesitate to cut off the relationship between the brothers, and repeatedly said "Don't mess with your brother, the more you mess around, the less promising you will be" and "Don't disturb your brother's study, don't get in the way at home if you have nothing to do." of".At that time, Chen had nowhere to go on weekends and holidays, and spent most of his time in game halls and Internet cafes.

There is a small park near his home. When he has no money to go to the game room of the Internet cafe, he wanders in the small park alone, sitting on the old children's slide, watching the old men and women in the park exercise and dance, and often sits all afternoon.

This continued until high school, when I met Mao Sui, who was in college, and they came to the park to sing. Seeing them playing the piano and singing as if no one was around, I was very envious, and wanted to strike up a conversation but dared not.After the person left, he regretted it again.

Unexpectedly, they came again in the second week, and when he hesitated there, Mao suddenly stopped him: "Hey, buddy, do you want to come and say something?"

Since then, he has love, has friends, and is no longer alone.

After so many years, everyone has long succumbed to life, but whether they continue to play music or not, this group of friends gathered by music has always been there.

Chen Zui choked up at the end of the song.It's not just a song, it's his life.

Finally, the voting results came out, and Chen Zui was voted down without any suspense.

Shi Cang said: "Unfortunately, Chen Zui, who has been with us for so long, was eliminated in the cruel PK today. This is not a failure, and he can no longer sing on this stage, but there are more in the world. There are more and wider stages, as long as the dream is not dead, you will not be defeated. Do you agree?"

Chen Zui nodded.

Xun Mengxiang also started to cry, crying and laughing: "Damn Shi Cang, you are so sensational all of a sudden. The competition is like this, it is cruel, but also has warmth. Chen Zui, this issue of "Xinsheng Conference" has you My students are my greatest achievement."

"Thank you!" Chen Zui bowed.

Tao Li said: "Tell me about your feelings. Just now I watched you sing and choked up. I must have a lot of feelings."

Chen Zui thought for a while: "Consummated."

"Consummated?"

"Yes, it's complete." At this time, Chen was very satisfied, even more satisfied than winning the championship.He even thanked this so-called "black screen" for allowing him to share the stage with Mao Sui and Zhou Liang without any scruples, allowing him to sing his own songs.

There was nothing better than this, it was great, not only made him fulfill his dream many years ago, but more importantly, he felt the great joy that music brought him again.This kind of joy is like a key, which gently unscrews the box of his inspiration. At this moment, he feels that the inspiration for writing songs is pouring into his mind continuously, and the whole world becomes clear in his mind.

Everyone looked at him with regret. In the auditorium, there were sobs one after another, and only Que Xiang's eyes were shining.

"Chen Zui, did you write the song yourself?"

"Well, it was written at the age of 17."

"Leaving this stage, you don't have any regrets. Compared with your songs, your singing skills are shit."

These words made Chen most at a loss whether to cry or laugh, and whether Que Xiang was complimenting him or scolding him, so he just said with a dark face, "Thank you for the compliment!"

The one who is darker than Chen is the director, this thing is live broadcast.

After exchanging pleasantries, before Chen Zui stepped down, Que Xiang said without thinking: "You are quite smart."

Chen Zui was taken down by the elevator at a loss.

Then his personal Vlog was played in the audience, and the audience cried even louder.

Mao Sui and Zhou Liang were still in a state of excitement and excitement, calling their relatives and friends everywhere to brag.

Just after the end, Chen Zui also called Chen Hao.

"Bro, are you done?"

"It's over, I've been brushed off, and I'll be back the day after tomorrow."

The other side said sinisterly: "I watched the live broadcast, I know. Brother, let me tell you, they have shady scenes, the audience voting window in the backstage is completely closed, and you can't vote at all. Your votes are allocated internally. I intercepted it with software, you have more than 80 points more than your opponent, I want to expose them."

Chen Zui frowned: "I'll explain this to you later. Tell me first, how do you know how they voted in the backstage?"

The other side stopped talking, and Chen Hao already realized that he had slipped his tongue.

"Say!"

"I went to their backstage."

"Why did you go backstage?"

"See if they cheated."

"Don't you want to cheat?"

Chen was in a hurry: "Brother, I assure you, I never cheated, and your score is absolutely true, except for the loss of more than 80 points in the end."

"That's because my score is always higher than others. If you are lower than others, you are going to cheat, right?"

Chen Hao stopped talking.

"I'll take care of you when I come back." Chen Zui finished talking and hung up the phone. Chen Hao really said that his starting point was to care about himself.But Chen couldn't stand his unscrupulous "help."

Chen Zui returned to the hotel and saw a person in the lobby.He knows this person, Ge Chuang, the boss of Baohua Music, Baohua Music is a subsidiary of Baohua Group, specializing in music, and has cultivated a lot of popular musicians.Both Shi Cang and Xun Mengxiang had stayed in Baohua, but it's just that a big man like Ge Chuang must not know him.

Unexpectedly, he just walked in, but the other party locked his eyes on him, then walked straight towards him, and stretched out his hand in front of him: "Hello, I'm Ge Chuang from Baohua Music, do you know me?"