[ONE PIECE] I don't know love when I'm young

I don't feel guilty, even if I do.

Laifa sold Collinsen for a good price, bought some candies for the children as promised, returned to the permanent area, and sent fresh flour and some eggs to "Smart Xinli". Very precious.

"Grandma Kureya, these gold coins are left to you, enough for you to live with Balder for a while."

Cureya was leaning on crutches, supporting the injured Balder, with blood still oozing from the wound, "Since my sister died, I have been working hard for you, Lafa."

Laifa sighed habitually, "Don't mention the past, I have to go back."

The children bounced around her, and their little gray faces smiled because they had eaten candy.

Lafay felt it was worth it.

The real wise Xinli was kidnapped by the new king ten years ago, and she was never seen again. It was rumored that she was under house arrest in the palace, and some people said that she had been secretly executed long ago.

These orphans adopted by Granny Xinli were all exiled to the abandoned area, leaving them to fend for themselves.

Lefa was seriously injured, leaving a deep scar on her neck. The soldiers threw her into the abandoned area like dragging a dead body. At that time, she was only ten years old, and she was also the oldest among the surviving children.

In the beginning, Laifa would take the children and look forward to her mother-in-law’s return, but after a long time, no one wanted to mention this matter anymore. It’s not that they forgot, or that they had no conscience, but that they really didn’t have the time, nor did they Trying to miss my mother-in-law...

Every day I have to rummage through the garbage dumps for food, and if I catch a mouse occasionally, I regard it as a gift from heaven, it is simply a delicacy in the world.

Laifa hates this kind of life. She always wonders why she didn't die. What is the purpose of living so much better than death?

Holding the iron sheet and pasting it on his wrist, the abandoned area really doesn't even have a sharp knife, and it is very difficult to commit suicide.

The skin is always cut a little bit, and I can't bear to cut it off. Her young brothers and sisters will die if no one takes care of them. All of them, who were brought up under the care of Grandma Xinli, will die. Lose······

At that time, no one really could remember that there was a kind woman named Xinli in this world.

As the pillar of these children, she chose to live and never wasted time looking for iron pieces to commit suicide.

The young Lafay fled back to the resident area and found Granny Xinli's sister—Kureya.

It's up to her to pretend to be the wise man Xin Li, and then rob the outsiders of their money.

This sinful thing became the only way for them to survive, at least she no longer had to look at the faces of the children suffering from hunger.

The first time Reifer sold an outsider girl to the Duke, she was only 12 years old, and the Duke gave her ten gold coins at that time.

A whole ten gold coins!

After living in the abandoned area for two years, she and her ten children were able to drink clean water and eat delicious meat for the first time.

The only feeling of guilt in my heart was quickly replaced by the aroma of food.

Have you ever been hungry?

Are you so hungry that you don't even have the strength to commit suicide?

Have you ever watched others starve to death in front of your eyes?

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guilt?

What is that?

For Reifer, nothing is more important than filling his stomach and feeding so many children.

When people are pushed to the limit, there is nothing they can't do, let alone buying and selling people.

Since then, Laifa has been eyeing the outsiders, taking the initiative to take them to Xinli, and then sell them to the nobles.

In every respect, she is a demon, a sinner, and will definitely go to hell after death!

However, life is inherently full of sin.

can't help her,

She's just a pathetic human being,

will eventually bow to life,

Then, surrender,

Live without compromise.

She lived for herself and for so many children. She walked alone in the dark, full of sins, but she still persisted and never complained.

Maybe she's a good villain.

The author has something to say: Everyone now understands the true and false Xinli, and because Maury Faye wants to sell Collins En