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Lu Sheng's Memoirs 21: If you fall in love with a pig, you must have the consciousness that the pig is stupid.

However, although I got up early the next morning, Lu Sheng got up earlier than me.When I got up, the dormitory was empty again.At this time, I remembered that their usual English morning reading had already begun.

This time Lu Sheng's temper lasted for two days, and two days later we somehow reconciled.As soon as I was in my junior year, I felt as if I had suddenly aged a lot.Even my birthday doesn't start with the number one anymore, I have finally entered my career after the age of 20.

My 20th birthday was on Wednesday, and my parents called early to say hello.Lu Sheng was the same as usual, but asked me if I had any wishes during lunch.I thought about it and shook my head, I had no wish.

We had classes all day that day, and we had to do experiments in the evening, and we didn't finally rest until ten o'clock in the evening.As soon as I went back to the dormitory and put down the computer, Lu Sheng dragged me out.

"Where are you going?" I was already very tired, and now I don't want to move anymore.

"Hotel!" she said.

"Why are you going to the hotel?"

"go to bed!"

"Why don't you sleep in the dormitory?"

"Where are there so many questions?" She turned her head and gave me a sideways glance, "It's fine if you follow me. As long as it's something I ask you to do, you don't have to ask so many questions, just do it obediently, you know?"

"What if it's a bad thing?" I asked a little worried.

"Will I do something bad?" She glared at me unhappily.

"I mean just in case, just in case." I repeated carefully.

"It's nothing in case. Anyway, just do what I said obediently." I didn't want to answer, so I kept silent.So she stopped, approached me and said, "Quickly say you will be obedient."

"No."

"Kang Qiao!" She pouted, hanging tears from the corners of her eyes as if she was about to drip, then opened her arms and hugged me, and said unreasonably, "Then you will go to the place obediently if I hug you and say it." Do."

She was attached to my heart, full of the smell of Lu Sheng, soft and warm, I reached out to hug her, but still refused this unreasonable request: "I..."

"You have to agree to lying to me!" She snapped again, raising her head and waiting for my answer.Those teardrops fell down in a flash.So I can only nod, I can't really make her cry, even if she is pretending now, I can't bear to see her cry.

"Why do you let me lie to you every time?" I don't understand, obviously I don't really agree every time, it's just the result she wanted wholeheartedly.

"Because you always refuse to promise me!" She withdrew from my arms, took my hand and continued to walk forward.

"It's all fake, and you still want to listen?" I followed and walked side by side with her.

"Kang Qiao, you are not romantic at all!" Lu Sheng let go of me, ran behind and pushed me forward fiercely.After a while, she said, "You carry me on your back!"

"Isn't it my birthday?" I wondered, "Why do I have to recite it again?"

Even though it was strange, he squatted down and waited for her to lie down.Maybe I also like to carry Lu Sheng on my back. Every time I feel that she is so light, as light as my own mood.

"That's right!" She lay down and began to pull my ears. She would pull my ears and pluck my hair every time until I had enough fun and I became Bajie with a chicken coop. .

"Kang Qiao, your ears are really fun!" She smiled and pinched her earlobe, "It's so small and soft!"

"If you bully it again, it will soon fall." I muttered.

"Go, it's too windy outside!"

When we arrived at the entrance of the hotel that Lu Sheng had booked, I let her down, she went through the check-in procedures, and we went upstairs together.After taking a bath, I was already very sleepy, but Lu Sheng seemed to want to sleep, and pulled me to chat.

Before I could speak, I yawned.She thought for a while and asked me: "Are you sleepy? It's only 11:30. Are you still refreshed at twelve o'clock?"

"It's been a day of class." I lay down beside her, and she rolled over and hugged my arm, her head resting on my shoulder. "Then how much do you want to sleep? Do you really want to think about it? Thinking that you can't wait any longer?"

"Well, you can still wait a little longer," I said, "as long as it's not too long."

"Then tell me, do you have any wishes?"

I feel that I am living a good and happy life, and I don't have any special wishes to realize.

"No."

"For example, what delicious food do you want to eat, where to play, a game disc, a scarf, a pair of gloves, etc." She began to induce me, hoping that I could express a wish and let her to achieve.

So I began to rack my brains to figure out what wish I needed.But I really felt that I had nothing to wish for, so I had no choice but to say: "I really don't have any wishes."

"You can ask for a goodnight kiss." Lu Sheng's words were in my ears, soft and bewitching.

Unexpectedly, I nodded: "Then I want a goodnight kiss."

She backed away after lightly touching the side of my face, and I just felt my face burn again.She held my arm so tightly that I could almost hear our heartbeats resonating with each other.One by one, as if about to pop out.

For a short period of time, I didn't dare to speak, for fear that this beautiful atmosphere would disappear.

"Stupid bridge!" Lu Sheng poked my waist, all at once on a sensitive spot, causing me to shrink aside suddenly.

"What?" I asked her in a low voice, a little uncomfortable.

But she seemed to have found a fun toy, so she had to come over and poke it, prodding while poking: "Stupid bridge! Stupid bridge! Stupid bridge!"

"Stop." I quickly grabbed her hand and turned my head to look over. Her face was buried on my arm. I seemed to see her blushing under the wall lamp, but I couldn't really see it clearly, so I didn't dare to make a judgment.

"Why do you keep poking me?" I held her small hand, stroked the smooth back of it, and finally interlocked my fingers.

"Because you're stupid!" she angrily said, "Don't you know how to reciprocate courtesy?"

"Ah? What reciprocity?"

"Ah! You're so stupid!" She thumped my arm suddenly, and then asked in a quieter voice, "Where's my goodnight kiss?"

Um... yeah... I blinked and took another deep breath to relieve my tension.She no longer held my arm, instead she stepped back a little, then closed her eyes and waited quietly.

At this time, I am very grateful that the light of this wall lamp is so dim, at least it does not make me so nervous that I can't breathe.It's just that his heart is still beating like a beating, and his eyes are blinking non-stop.I was already sweating while holding Lu Sheng's hand, but she held it tighter than me.This let me know that she was actually more nervous than me.

He held his breath and closed his eyes, and then slowly approached that smooth skin, little by little, a little closer, a little closer.I can't help but wonder why it hasn't touched the face yet.

As soon as I opened my eyes and wanted to know how far away, smooth skin bumped into my eyes. At this moment, I took a deep breath in shock, and the smell of Lu Sheng quickly spread to my internal organs, limbs and bones.

Suddenly, I felt like I was sweating all over, and I wanted to withdraw my hand to wipe the sweat, but Lu Sheng's grip was too tight, and it tended to get tighter and tighter.

"You, hurry up, I, I can't hold my breath anymore."

I blushed and quickly pecked her on the face, then quickly lay down and closed my eyes to pretend that I didn't exist.After a while, I heard the sound of Lu Sheng taking a big breath, and suddenly I blushed again.This is the first time I kiss her.

"Hahahaha..." Not long after, Lu Sheng burst into laughter, "Kang Qiao, are you nervous?"

"Aren't you the same!" I retorted angrily.She came back and put my arm on my shoulder again. "Yeah, I'm just nervous, because it's your first time kissing me!"

"I kiss you, why are you nervous?"

"Then I kiss you, are you not nervous?"

This sentence suddenly made me unable to refute. She kissed me, and I was also nervous! "Tell me, are you nervous?"

She insisted on making me admit that I was also nervous, but if I didn't open my mouth, she kept whispering in my ear: "Are you nervous? Are you nervous?"

In the end, I couldn't, I could only nod. "Nervous, nervous, really nervous, I'm going to pass out!"

"Cut! Exaggeration." She rolled her eyes at me.Then we all stopped talking.

The hotel room was very quiet, but the night was very dark. Except for the wall lamp above our heads, which allowed me to see the outline of Lu Sheng, I could hardly see anything else.But I can feel where Lu Sheng is, and feel the warmth by my side.

"Kang Qiao, I want to stay with you forever like this." Lu Sheng put his hands on my body, and I turned slightly sideways to hug her.

"Can you stay with me forever?" she said.

"Life is long, long." I replied, "Lu Sheng, I can't possibly be with you forever. You have your own way to go, and our way is different."

"What is my way? Your way? You don't want to walk the same way with me?" She suddenly raised her voice, and she was angry.

"How can I go with you?" I told her honestly, "I am not a person who loves to learn. In the eyes of the teacher, I am the kind of person who wastes the country's food and is useless. I am vulgar, no I don’t have any big ideals and goals, and I don’t have any plans. I just want to live every day well, and I don’t know what tomorrow will look like. I don’t want to know.”

I paused and didn't hear Lu Sheng's words, so I continued: "But Lu Sheng, you are very good, you can go to a better school for further study in the future, and then find a job that is more suitable for you. People who are like-minded with you, and then you will be together forever."

I started to wonder what that person was like, but I just couldn't imagine it.I could only tell her what was in my heart: "But I can't do it. First, I don't want to delay your career, and second, I don't want to continue studying. I just want to find a job to go to work quietly, and go out with Wang Xin'an and the others to have sex when I'm free. If there is a girl who doesn't mind living such an ordinary life with me, then I will run a family with her."

"What about me?" a low voice.

"You, I just told you that you will continue to study and meet someone who is more suitable for you." I sincerely wish so.

"Then why are we still together now?" Lu Sheng seemed full of unwillingness and bitterness.

"Because I like you now." I answered her without hesitation.

"You like me, why don't you walk with me?"

A silence filled the gap where I hadn't figured out how to answer.

"Because I don't love you enough." I had to admit, "Lu Sheng, I really like you, but I don't know why, I don't seem to love you enough. I can't bear to see you cry, sad, or reject you request, but I don't know why, but I never thought about being with you in the future."

She stopped talking, and I couldn't figure out what she was thinking, so I had no choice but to stop talking.

"You are a villain who steals your heart!" She suddenly jumped up and bit my shoulder fiercely, it hurt so much, but I didn't say a word.

"Kang Qiao! Let me tell you! You can only be with me in this life!" Her eyes were full of madness, but I saw a lonely and helpless kitten gently stroking her hair and beckoning to her. Han Han smiled.

"Lu Sheng, you are so pretty." I said.

"You idiot!" She scolded me angrily, then rolled over, crying alone with her back to me.I hugged her from behind, but sleepiness suddenly swept over me. "Lu Sheng, go to sleep, it's late. Good night."

But the sobs drowned me out, first whimpering, then howling.My drowsiness suddenly disappeared.

"Lu Sheng." I turned her body to face me, and her tears looked like strings of amber under the light of the wall lamp above her head.

She rubbed her eyes and threw herself into my arms crying, tears wet my clothes.I had to pat her on the back lightly.

"Don't cry, don't cry." My clumsy comfort made her even more heartbroken, but I didn't know what kind of comfort she wanted.

She just cried, and I couldn't find anything to comfort her other than to say "don't cry".But the more I talked, the more she cried, so I had to shut up.She cried for a really long time, so long that my clothes were completely soaked.

"You take off your clothes for me." She hugged me and said.

I had to take off my clothes to her, this is what she said while hugging me.At this time, she had wiped away her tears and sat up. I was afraid that she would cry again, so I handed her the clothes.

I saw her take the clothes into the bathroom, and then there was the sound of rushing water and washing clothes in the bathroom.I wanted to get up, but it was inconvenient to be half naked. After 5 minutes, she took my autumn clothes and hung them on the air vent.

"I'll do it tomorrow," she said, and climbed into bed to hug me. "Aren't you sleepy? Go to sleep."

"Oh." I let her hug me without moving, but suddenly I didn't seem to be sleepy, and I didn't feel sleepy for a long time.

"Why don't you sleep?" Her hot breath hit my neck, a little itchy.

"I don't seem to be sleepy anymore."

"Then you sing to me."

"Sing what?" Will you fall asleep singing at night?

"Sing whatever you want."

Suddenly a song popped up in my head, so I started singing in a low voice: "

It's quiet in the garden late at night

只有 风儿 在 轻 轻唱

How kind and bright the night is

在 这 迷人 的 晚上

How kind and bright the night is

在 这 迷人 的 晚上

The small river flows quietly with slight waves

Silvery moonlight on the water

A gust of breeze a gust of singing

in this quiet night

A gust of breeze a gust of singing

in this quiet night

my sweetheart sits beside me

watch me silently

I want to speak but dare not speak

多少 话儿 留在 心 上

I want to speak but dare not speak

多少 话儿 留在 心 上

The long night is about to pass, the sky is hazy and bright

衷心 祝福 你 好 姑娘

I hope you and I will never forget from now on

莫斯科郊 外 的 晚上

I hope you and I will never forget from now on

莫斯科郊 外 的 晚上

I hope you and I will never forget from now on

Moscow outskirt's night. "

(Song title: "Evening on the outskirts of Moscow".)

I don't know if Lu Sheng fell asleep, and I don't know how well I sang.I didn't dare to move a little bit, for fear that she would fall asleep and interrupt her dreams or thoughts.

After a long silence, I moved my body gently and turned off the wall lamp.I started to feel drowsy, and I don't know how long it took, when I was about to fall asleep, I seemed to hear her say in my ear: "Don't forget me."

This is another sentence she said while hugging me.I feel a little helpless.

When the morning sun penetrated the curtains and shone on my face, I slowly opened my eyes, and heard the sound of a hair dryer in my ears, followed by the sound of Lu Sheng drying my clothes.She said she would do it.

"Wake up and wait, there is still a little more."

After waiting for about 10 minutes, she handed me the clothes and went to the bathroom to wash up.The clothes were still warm, so I quickly changed and got up.Go into the bathroom and wash up with Lu Sheng.

Our appearance was reflected in the mirror, the tall me and the small her, we made the same movements together, as if we were looking at another self.Lu Sheng dipped in water and drew Bajie's head on the mirror, enclosing my face.

Not to be outdone, I painted a beard on her "face". She is a tsundere cat with a bad temper.When she is cute, she walks around by your side, making you feel that there is no one cuter than her; when she is not cute, she stretches out her claws and scratches your body with scars, and she loves you too.

I sighed inexplicably. "well."

"What are you sighing for?"

I accidentally said what was in my heart: "I sigh that the one I like is a cat."

"What's there to sigh about? I'm much more miserable than you. I fell in love with a stupid and stupid pig."

She shook her head and dropped me out.