Cambridge Love Weekly

Lu Sheng's Memoirs 25: I hope that Cambridge can accompany me for the rest of my life, so, silly Qiao, if you can't, please remember that I love you.

Lu Sheng left so quickly, and I took out my own wood to pass the time. Seeing that the lights were turned off, I was going to plug in the door to turn off the lights.Just as they reached the door, the door was pushed open. Lu Sheng stood in front of the door with a sullen expression on his face.

I suddenly laughed blankly, and even I thought it was strange to laugh.

"Laugh! Laugh! Laugh! What else can you do but giggle?" She closed the door and poked my heart to make me retreat step by step, "Say, what else can you do but laugh?"

"Hey hey hey." I really didn't know what else to do, but I just couldn't help smiling.

"Go, go! Don't be annoying in front of me." She pushed me away again, and packed up her things to wash up.I climbed back to my bed, sat cross-legged, and looked at her with my chin resting on my shoulders.

How can there be such a good-looking person?The skin like a white porcelain bowl, the fluttering long hair is now cut into pieces and dragging her cheeks, cute and sexy.The lips that were angry when he poked me just now were full and the color of honey.

She wears a thin dress in the shower, showing off her slender waist and perfect figure.I used my own eyes to measure the diameter of the waist, but I always felt that it would not exceed ten centimeters.Maybe my eyes are out of business, how can I have such a small waist?But when I hold her, I always feel that she is too thin.

"Idiot, what are you looking at!" She came in from the balcony and waved to me, "Come down."

"Why?"

"Come down as soon as I tell you to come down, why are you still grinding?"

"Oh." I went down again, stood in front of her and asked, "What are you doing?"

"Go and turn off the light and open the door." She began to make the bed, so I had to turn off the light and open the door.The light penetrating in the corridor could vaguely see the general outline of the dormitory, and walked back to the bed in the dark.

Lu Sheng said, "Come and watch TV with me."

So I climbed into her bed and we lay down and watched TV together.Then I realized why I should accompany her.She is too tired to hold the TV by herself, I can do the movable stand.

She watched with gusto, with her head on my right hand and her phone on my left.It's just that I think this posture is really difficult to maintain. After 5 minutes, I yelled to stop: "Lu Sheng, I can't hold it anymore."

"But what if I want to watch TV?"

"Sit up and watch."

"But it's comfortable to lie on." She said, turning over and hugging me, "That's all, let's go to sleep."

"Oh."

can i sleepObviously not.It was Lu Sheng who fell asleep quickly. She breathed evenly and remained motionless. Our breaths blended with each other, which made me feel a little hot and couldn't fall asleep.

I didn't fall asleep all night, but I don't know why I just don't feel sleepy.Lu Sheng slept soundly, even I envied him, but no matter how much he hypnotized himself, it was useless.Her breath was so close to me, so close that I almost forgot to breathe.

Until six o'clock in the morning, Lu Sheng turned over and suddenly withdrew from my arms.I was a little uncomfortable, so I caught up with her and hugged her from behind. Smelling the familiar smell of shampoo, I finally felt sleepy and fell asleep in the blink of an eye.

When I opened my eyes again, Lu Sheng was very close in front of my eyes.I don't know when she changed back in my arms again.

"What time is it?" Fortunately, today is Saturday and there is no class.

"It's ten o'clock." Lu Sheng licked my nose, "You are so lazy. You slept for so long."

"It's you who keep me from falling asleep, and you blame me."

"Why can't I keep you awake?"

"You're too close and I can't sleep because I can't breathe well." I accused her of the crime.

She asked me nonchalantly, "How close? Is it closer than now?"

She is already close to my eyes, as long as I move a little, the tip of my nose touches.

"A little farther, farther than now."

"Then can you breathe? Huh?" Lu Sheng's voice was surprisingly gentle, even with water in his eyes, "Can you breathe?"

"Yes, yes." I stammered a little.

"What about this?" She bit my lips.

"No (no), no (no)..." I said holding my breath.

"Then don't hold your breath!"

The sudden attack made me overwhelmed, and the dense heat came overwhelming.The most frightening thing was that Lu Sheng kept gagging my mouth, and I kept looking for opportunities to breathe, fearing that I would just be suffocated in her love.

"Oh, Cambridge, you are so stupid!" She finally let go of me, I gasped, but my eyes were fascinated by her bright red lips.It's bright red, so pretty.Licking my lips unconsciously, I curiously raised my body and pressed it lightly, and retreated as soon as I touched it. I was so tired from half-lifting my body.

I have to take a break.While resting, Lu Sheng's hand touched my lips, and she pressed it lightly, sliding from one corner of her mouth to the other.

"Cambridge, I love you." She bent down and said next to my ear, the hot air on the tip of her ear was itchy.

"Say you love me too." Her bewitching voice fascinated me. "I love you too."

"how much do you love me?"

"I don't know." At this moment, I came back to my senses and patted Lu Sheng on the back lightly.At the same time, a feeling suddenly appeared in my heart.She needed me to hold her, tight, so I hugged her, tight.

We lived together again.I didn't ask Lu Sheng when she was leaving, nor did I ask how their new company was, but I just stayed by her side.If she leaves, I go back and wait.

Fortunately, she still hasn't left me until this semester is over.It's just a new parting but it's about to start again.She is one of the places for insurance research, and there are many colleges and universities to choose from.In the end, she chose Ninetowns Nine University.

Ninetowns is the hometown of the boss.

In the Ninth National University, Lu Sheng chose Zhibo.

This news came to me when I spent my last winter vacation at home.At that time, I was eating popsicles and thinking about where to go for work in the future.But Lu Sheng suddenly chose the nine direct blogs, and in an instant, I saw the existing world collapse.

Qicheng is a city with beautiful mountains and rivers, and this is my hometown.I can't bear to leave it for half a step, and I don't want to leave it for half a step.

Such a day has come after all.I threw the leftover strips into the trash can, clapped my hands, stood up and walked out to the balcony.Overcast weather and high humidity are also my favorite look.

The cold wind blew my face, I sneezed, and hurried into the living room and closed the door.

"Kang Qiao, why are you opening the window?" My mother is on vacation today, and she is complaining about me.

"Close it, close it." I came back to the house, and eating popsicles in winter is also a challenge.It's really cold all over now.

"Mom, I'm going out."

"where are you going?"

"Go to Lu Sheng." I said, but I didn't know why I went to her.

"You two haven't broken up yet?" Mom ran out suddenly with a knife in one hand, feeling like she was going to chop me up.

"No." I said indifferently, "It's almost here anyway."

"Hey, what do you talk about, kid? What do you mean soon? You still go to her when you want to break up? Is it possible that you are going to break up with her? "

Faced with a series of questions from my mother, I almost ran away. How did I know what I was going to do?But I was restless without her.How I want to keep her by my side, but what can I do to keep her?

Maybe Lu Sheng and I have a good heart, and when I want to see her, she calls me and asks me to wait for her in xx park.I waited for most of the day, until the sky was getting dark, until the people were gone, and the lights were on.

I just waited there, afraid that she would come after me as soon as I left.The evening wind slashed and cut my face mercilessly, and I shrank in the padded clothes and regretted that I didn't wear a scarf.It's really late, how long do we have to wait?

"Cambridge!"

I stood up abruptly and looked at Lu Sheng who was running over. She looked so happy in the black coat.

"Kang Qiao!" She ran over and threw herself into my arms, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I've been dealing with something urgent for so long." She was panting, and kept gesturing to me to express her apology.

"It's okay." I smoothed her hair, hugged her gently, and said comfortingly, "It's okay, it's okay. Have you eaten yet?"

"No." She shook her head. "It's because that client is too difficult to deal with. He insisted that we get rid of a system within two weeks. I have to go back to school tomorrow."

"Oh, is it?" I couldn't say much about it, "Did you buy the ticket to go back?"

"I just booked a plane ticket for tomorrow morning."

At this time my phone rang and it was my mother.

"Mom?" I don't know, it's almost eight o'clock, why is she calling?

"Are you coming back for dinner? Your dad won't work overtime tonight and will be back in a while."

"Lu Sheng and I ate out, so we won't come back for dinner."

"Lu Sheng is here too? Then you can answer the phone for her."

This made me unexpected, what is my mother going to do?Just as I was in a daze, Lu Sheng had already snatched my phone and answered it.

"Ah! It's Auntie, Auntie, Auntie, Auntie, I'm Lu Sheng."

"What? Treat me to dinner? Really? Oh, that's great, that's great. Cambridge and I will be back right away. I'm really bothering you."

I was still in a daze until the call was hung up.I don't know whether to blame my mother for speaking too loudly for Lu Sheng to hear, or to blame Lu Sheng for stealing my phone without authorization.But she didn't feel sorry at all, put my phone back in her pocket, straightened my clothes, and looked at me expectantly.

"Let's go, Cambridge."

She pulled me away, making me think that she was going to her house with her.

"Don't you welcome me to your house for dinner?"

"Ah."

"Ok?"

"Ah! No, I..." I couldn't say a word, and my mind went blank.

"Then let's go!" She forcefully pulled me forward.I had no choice but to go with her, alas.

As we walked, she asked me, "Cambridge, where will you work?"

"Seven cities."

"So have you found a job?"

"No."

"I need you for a job, are you coming?"

"I won't go to the boss's company."

"Why?" she asked puzzled.

"No reason." I replied decisively.

"Then have you thought about our future?"

"I don't know." This is my answer, I still don't know how to think about my future with Lu Sheng.

"Oh, let's go to your house for dinner first." She sighed.

When we arrived at my house, my father had already returned, but the protagonist tonight was no longer me, but Lu Sheng.I watched the three of them enter the door, my mother warmly entertained Lu Sheng, and my father was also very kind.He was even nicer to me than usual.

"What are you still doing standing there? You haven't set the table and chopsticks." My mother is still like this.

After eating and sitting together chatting, I was sent to the kitchen to cut fruit.I only know that Lu Sheng had a good conversation with them, but I couldn't hear what they were talking about.Going out with fruit, my mother was praising Lu Sheng for studying well, and even blogged directly, and the next sentence said that I don't want to make progress, and I don't study hard.

"Cam Qiao, come to the study." Dad got up and motioned for me.

"Okay." I brought the fruit to Lu Sheng, she raised her head and smiled at me, and I smiled too.

Turning around and following Dad to the study, feeling uneasy, guessing what he would say.But my father said to me: "Kangqiao, you stand by the window and look at the lights all over the city. Do you think it is beautiful?"

"nice."

"Can you catch it?"

I reached out to grab a strand, but my hand was empty.I can only shake my head: "I can't catch it."

"Do you want to catch it?"

"do not know."

"Then what do you want to catch?"

"I want to catch..." I want to catch...Lu Sheng...but I answer, "I don't know."

"Then what do you think of Lu Sheng?"

"she's fine."

"Any more?"

"Well... she's just good." I really can't think of what is good about her, I always feel that she is good in everything.

"Cambridge," Dad stood behind me and patted me on the shoulder, "There are many things in this world that are as bright as the lights you see. But you can't catch them all, so you must know what you want most Which one?"

"How do I know?"

"You'll know when the lights go out. Only then, I'm afraid it's too late."

So I began to think, if I lost Lu Sheng... But I found that I could hardly bear the grief that came from the bottom of my heart at this moment.When does it begin?Just the thought of losing her makes me so sad?

Since you can't lose Lu Sheng, then lose yourself?However, when I think about losing myself, I feel that life is dark.I was overwhelmed.

I had no choice but to bury my head in Dad's arms. "Father, should I catch myself or Lu Sheng? I don't know what to do, she is so powerful, she is going to blog directly, and she will be even more powerful in the future. We will definitely get farther and farther."

At this time, I suddenly remembered Wang Xin'an's problems back then.If Lu Sheng and I fall into the water, I hope who will live.This question is bothering me again now.

"Dad, am I irresponsible?" I asked uneasily, "I never thought that we would be with her in the future. I don't want to become Cambridge with only Lu Sheng, and I don't want everything to be for Lu Sheng will do it. I can hardly find where my heart is."

This was discovered after returning from playing games with Wang Xin'an last time.That's when I realized I couldn't find where I was.As long as Lu Sheng is here, everything to me is Lu Sheng.As long as Lu Sheng is not around, everything I own will be replaced by wood.

I waited for her to come back day after day in the sawdust, and then became Cambridge again when there was Lu Sheng, but what about myself?Where the hell am I?Without Lu Sheng, even the world would be very empty, but Lu Sheng is going to Jiucheng to directly blog, can I really just follow along?No!I do not want!

"Build yourself first, and then you can love others." Dad's voice was deafening, "Cambridge, you are indeed irresponsible. You have never had the courage and confidence to go on from the beginning, but now you have dragged on to this point. You have let me down." broke Lu Sheng's heart."

"I..." I felt deeply guilty, lowered my head and hugged my father's body tightly.

"Are you afraid?" Dad's voice became gentle again.

"Hmm." I was afraid, afraid that the road ahead would be dark, afraid of losing myself, afraid of not having Lu Sheng.

"It doesn't matter," Dad said, "It's good to be afraid. Knowing that you are afraid means that you know your own insignificance, your weaknesses and insecurities. There is a long way to go, and proper fear will only make you more mature. So Cambridge, you Be brave with fear. Be brave with yourself, with life, with the future.”

"But, Dad, what should I do?" My mind was in chaos and I was still at a loss.

"What to do, you have to ask your own heart." Dad held my shoulders, looked into my eyes intently and encouraged me, "You have to ask your own heart. Where your heart is, you will be there."

"I don't know where my heart is." I shook my head lowly, not daring to look into my father's shining and wise eyes.

"Then first understand what you are afraid of. If you understand, you may be able to find your heart. Well, Cambridge, you have always been great, and your parents are proud of you. But now, you have to send Lu Sheng Go home, she's going back to school tomorrow, isn't she?"

"Oh." I walked forward heavily.

"No, it's not like that." Dad stopped me. "Take three deep breaths, look at the bright lights outside the window, and cheer up. I hope you can smile when you walk out of the study. Even if you are scared and don't know Overwhelmed."

"Oh." I looked back at the lights outside the window and took a deep breath.The lights are bright and dazzling, so this is the night of the city.No matter how deep the night is, there is light.I turned around and smiled at Dad.Although there are some reluctance.

"Okay, that's it." Dad probably thought it was good, he opened the door of the study for me, I walked out with a smile, and Lu Sheng was saying goodbye to her mother.They all had a good laugh.

I was still scared and overwhelmed, but I smiled.

Saying goodbye to my parents, Lu Sheng walked beside me, she smiled brightly at me, and let us interlock our fingers.

"It seems that your father is really powerful."

"Huh?" Why do you say that without thinking?

"Oh, Cambridge, you are so stupid." She sighed, "But I fell in love with you who are so stupid. It seems that I am also very stupid. It really is half a catty."

"What are you talking about, you?"

"Nothing." She smiled mysteriously at me, puzzled.

"Sleep at my place tonight?"

"Huh?" Why is it getting more and more illogical?

"Your mother has promised me."

"Ah—" I was dumbfounded.What kind of trick is this?

"Hahahaha, I'm kidding you!"

"I go!

I don't know why, but it feels a lot easier.We got off the subway one stop away from her house.I held her hand and said as I walked, "Lu Sheng, let me go to the boss's company."

"What?" She was surprised from ear to ear.

"I said let me go to the boss's company." I was just afraid that there would be no Lu Sheng. I don't know when I would be able to live without her.

"How did you figure it out?"

"Why let you guys take all the good things? Of course I want to get a share!"

"You, are you Cambridge?" Lu Sheng wandered back and forth by my side, always feeling that I was not real.

"It's me, Lu Sheng."

"Cambridge!" She hugged me suddenly, and I hugged her with a smile.

"Ah! You are, you are..." She beat me, and I heard sobs.It was the first time she cried with joy when she was with me.

"Don't cry, don't cry." I wiped her tears, "Your eyes are red from crying, what should you do if your mother thinks I bullied you when you go back later?"

"You're bullying me, you're bullying me!" Her tears fell like broken threads, making my heart ache.

"Hey, don't cry, my heart hurts." I sighed.

"Then let it hurt!"

"Why are you so unreasonable?"

"I'm happy I like it!"

"Okay, okay, you like it, you like it."

"Cambridge, carry me on your back!"

"back."

I squatted down and she jumped on my back.As soon as I came up, I pulled my ears and pulled my hair for a long time.

"Driving Xiaoqiao to my house! Drive! Drive! Drive!"

"Who, who is going to marry you!" My face turned red all of a sudden.

"Ah! How dare you not marry me?" She bit my ear.

"Ow~"

"Marry or not!"

"I do not!"

"Ow~"

"Give you another chance!"

"I... Aww... Marry, marry, marry!" Oh my god, I really like an incredible person.No, it was falling in love with an incredible person.

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