[Sentry guide] The guide of someone else's house

"Xiaoyan, father asked us to go back to the main house for dinner tonight, and stay in the main house for two days by the way."

"Oh, good."

Because according to the custom, Li Jingfeng and Liang Yan could not meet two days before the wedding.

At this time, there were still five days before the winter solstice, so Li Tianqin took the opportunity to let his son and daughter-in-law stay at Li's house for a few days to enjoy the atmosphere of family reunion.

My eldest son grew up very well according to the strict requirements of the head of the family since he was a child, and took on most of the family responsibilities, but because of this, he has no close relationship with himself or his mother.

Li Jingfeng even had no common language with his Sentinel brother and sister.

From Li Jingjiang and Li Jingyun's point of view, their eldest brother has always been indifferent and difficult to get close to.Only the young master of the Liang family can win his gentle smile.

When Liang Yan followed Li Jingfeng into the hall of Li's house, Li Jingjiang was watching a movie with Li Tianqin, and they had a lively discussion.

Li Jingyun followed his mother to read the latest fashion magazines, his face full of excitement.

The whole family atmosphere is very harmonious.

Li Jingfeng and Liang Yan stood at the door.

When Li Jingjiang and Li Jingyun saw Li Jingfeng came back, they both kept silent and stopped making noise.

"Father, mother, I brought Xiaoyan back." Li Jingfeng bowed to Li Tianqin, and Liang Yan followed suit.

Li Tianqin and Yun Xueli stood up.

"It's good to be back," Li Tianqin nodded to the two of them, then turned to let the servants serve the meal, "Let's eat first."

Yun Xueli walked up to Liang Yan, patted him on the shoulder, and said with some relief: "I haven't seen Xiao Yan for some days, I've grown up."

Liang Yan choked up a little: "Aunt Yun, it's all my fault, I haven't seen you for so long..."

Yun Xueli interrupted him with a smile: "Are you still called Aunt Yun?"

"…Mother…"

Li Jingfeng immediately tightened his grip on Liang Yan's hand.

Yun Xueli also had some red eyes, Li Tianqin greeted her when she saw this, "Let's all sit down and get ready to eat, there are two more, move one seat back."

The whole family had a meal quietly around An An, only hearing the sound of cups and plates clashing lightly during the meal.

After dinner, Yun Xueli pulled Liang Yan to talk about some wedding precautions.Liang Yan listened with a smile, sometimes nodding in agreement.

Li Tianqin explained to Li Jingfeng some recent developments in the military department, and the two also exchanged some views on the topic of Sharel.

"Last time you asked me about Sharel, I sent you some information. I can't understand his actions in recent years. If he really ignores the friendship between me and Ah Cheng and him for the sake of ambition , then, I will not sit still."

"Well, let's wait and see what happens. I believe he will make some moves after the wedding."

Li Jingfeng pulled Liang Yan and nodded to his parents, and they both left.

…………

The back garden in winter is cool to the bone, even the lights in the garden are a bit cold.

Li Jingfeng held Liang Yan's hand tightly in his own and stroked it gently.

"Is it cold?"

Liang Yan shook his head.

Li Jingfeng was slightly disappointed.

After a while, his mental state fluctuated, and he said to Liang Yan, "Lei Nuo figured it out, let me ask you to release Kaila."

Liang Yan summoned Kaila after hearing the words.

"Meow meow."

——Master, master, look that I have grown up!

But before Liang Yan took a closer look at it, Lei Nuo appeared and rushed to Keira, regardless of it was still showing off its grown-up figure to Liang Yan, picked it up, got into the flowers and disappeared.

Liang Yan smiled and ignored it.

He went straight to the two century-old wisteria trees in the back garden.

Li Jingfeng quietly followed behind him.

Jumping onto the wisteria tree and lying on the net formed by the vines of the two trees, Liang Yan looked at the night sky in a daze.

Li Jingfeng also lay down beside him.

"What are you thinking about?"

"A lot, thinking about a lot of things."

"tell me the story."

Liang Yan stared at the night sky, and Li Jingfeng stared at Liang Yan's profile.

"Jingfeng, are you lonely, from childhood to adulthood?"

Li Jingfeng turned over and also faced the night sky: "Lonely..." He murmured, "Xiao Yan, do you still remember the first time I brought you here?"

"Well, of course I remember. It was a summer night, the summer my parents had just passed away. I couldn't sleep all night, and I started having nightmares as soon as I closed my eyes. You brought me here, taught me the constellations, and said this It's your secret base. I still remember, look—" Liang Yan pointed to the distant Milky Way and said, "Altair and Vega, you told me that story..."

"It's great, you remember. From then on, I'm not alone." Li Jingfeng held Liang Yan's hand and smiled softly.

"Tell me about your last life. In your last life, what happened when I was not by your side?"

Li Jingfeng stared at the looming Vega star in the night sky, lost in memory.

"In my previous life, one of the things I regret the most was that at the banquet when you met Qiao Qi, I saw you taking him out, but I didn't chase him out. After that, I thought about it many times, if I didn't let you take him out that day Just go away," Li Jingfeng sighed deeply, "That way you won't know him, you won't fall in love with him, the closest person to you is me, only me. I will spoil you so much that you can't leave me. Finally, even if you don't love me, you are not willing to leave me.

When you were 16 years old and hadn't awakened yet, it was the time when the higher-ups were going to give me the title of major general.The military department wanted to see my performance report and training records. At that time, I was locked up in the training ground, training during the day and writing reports at night.I know it must be very sad for you not to awaken, but at that time I could only sneak out to find you after training. ...What I saw was that you had Qiao Qi by your side. "

Li Jingfeng stared at the brightest star in Centaurus, and said softly: "I know, I missed you. You don't need me anymore."

"Silly, even if you stop me from taking Qiao Qi out, even if Qiao Qi's chance to comfort me is replaced by you, he will still use other means to get close to me."

"But I just want you to fall in love with me before you fall in love with him, isn't it?"

"Tsk, so confident?" Liang Yan sneered.

Li Jingfeng turned over and pressed him under him: "Then tell me, have I succeeded now?"

Liang Yan looked at Li Jingfeng's burning eyes, squinted his eyes and smiled, raised his head and lightly pecked his lips, and then asked, "When did you start liking me, huh?"

Satisfied, Li Jingfeng lay down beside him again.

"I don't know, maybe it was the day of the coming-of-age ceremony, maybe earlier. I only know that the first dream/nocturnal emission was because I dreamed of you, and every time after that it was you, and I only thought of you..."

However, Liang Yan interrupted in surprise: "It's your first dream in the future?!"

Li Jingfeng paused, and then said: "I was injected with a delaying agent when I was a child."

Liang Yan choked up and couldn't speak.

Liang Yan knows that some parents of big families worry that their children will be distracted by early exposure to love at the age of school, so they will inject their children so that they can concentrate on serving the family in their limited young time. potency.

However, although this drug is easy to use, there have been examples of people who did not secrete dopamine after injecting the delayed drug.So after that, the sales of retarders have been greatly reduced, and people are much more cautious in using them.

"Fortunately, it was later that I realized that my feelings for you were abnormal. If it had been earlier, I'm afraid my sense of guilt would have been stronger..."

"Guilt? ...Why?"

"Don't you think it's dirty to have such dirty desires for such a small child?" Li Jingfeng covered his eyes with his arms, and said softly, "...I have always been afraid that I will dirty you, my favorite It's..."

What Li Jingfeng didn't say was that when he woke up from his first dream, he saw the dirty sheets, and he scrubbed them with his hands over and over again, as if those stains could be completely washed away. desire/thought.

Liang Yan was silent for a while, then said, "But in the end you still choose..."

"I choose to love you. Because I can't let go at all-I have tried to give up many times, but that is too painful, I would rather bear everything to love you."

——You will never know, I always feel that loving you is probably my instinct.

Liang Yan's heart ached like a needle.

Li Jingfeng has himself in this life, but how did he get here in his previous life?

He suddenly remembered the last sentence he said to him the night he forced Li Jingfeng to vote:

"Li Jingfeng, look at you, you have changed. I never knew you would play emotional kidnapping before. Besides, I have a family relationship with you, and I have a love relationship with him. These are two different things, and there is no comparison at all!"

Liang Yan sat up suddenly, pulled Li Jingfeng's arm away, looked down at Li Jingfeng seriously, and stared into his eyes.

"Li Jingfeng, listen to me, I only say this once. Your love has never caused me any trouble, nor has it caused me any harm. On the contrary, I am very grateful, and I want your love .So, from now on, throw away your needless guilt, you are not dirty at all!"

Li Jingfeng gently closed his eyes.

"Did you hear that?!" Liang Yan leaned down and kissed Li Jingfeng fiercely.

- How can you be dirty.

——The dirty one is me.

—I really, have never met a more stupid person than you.

This was the first time Liang Yan asked Li Jingfeng so viciously.

His sharp teeth pierced Li Jingfeng's lower lip, and the taste of blood spread between their lips and teeth.

That kiss contained a lot of his distress and anger towards Li Jingfeng.

Li Jingfeng smiled and let Liang Yan gnaw kisses wantonly, he didn't care about the pain on his lips at all, and felt very happy in his heart.

Happier than ever.

His Xiao Yan always made him unable not to love him.