[Sentry guide] The guide of someone else's house

Liang Yan walked back to the wall separating Li Jingfeng, sat down against the wall, and hugged his knees with his hands.

He heard the sound of water from the shower head in his earplugs, and Li Jingfeng's heavy breathing that couldn't be covered up by the sound of water.

He was a little thankful that although Li Jingfeng didn't want to help or watch by himself, at least he didn't take off the walkie-talkie he put on him before the wedding banquet.

Li Jingfeng tore off his clothes anxiously, but he couldn't vent his anger.

The medicine made his senses very dull, and just his hands didn't help at all.

He repeatedly hinted to himself that Xiao Yan is not here now, and no matter how he treats Xiao Yan now, it will not really hurt him.

He imagined that Xiaoyan's neck was bitten by himself, bloody and tooth marks, and he imagined that there was a painful expression on his face, and tears dripped from the corners of his eyes and wet his eyelashes.

Thinking of this, Li Jingfeng finally felt a little satisfied in his heart, and also felt a little fulfilled in the void that could not be filled.

Li Jingfeng's movements were rough, but his eyes were gentle like never before. The gentleness contained indescribable pampering and unresolved sadness.

"Xiao Yan."

"Xiao Yan, you are mine."

——Don’t think that if you cry, I will let you go, even if it is torturing each other, at least, you are still mine.

"Xiao Yan... miss you so much..."

He called out one after another, like weeping and complaining, his voice was like his eyes, full of complicated emotions.

He imagined that Xiaoyan was floating and sinking with his movements, and in this endless water, he only had himself, and he could only hold on to himself tightly.

"Ah——" Li Jingfeng's roar echoed Xiao Yan's shout in his imagination, and soon, he followed to reach the first time.

His eyes finally focus slowly.

After turning off the shower, he wrapped himself in a towel and lay back on the bed, staring at the ceiling with distracted eyes, waiting quietly.

Liang Yan was still sitting on the ground with his head buried in his knees.

He heard Li Jingfeng calling his name in his passion/desire.

But he dare not answer.

The emotion in it was too strong, so strong that it made him tremble, and he didn't know how to respond at all.

"Jingfeng..." After a long, quiet breath, Liang Yan finally spoke out, his voice muffled.

Li Jingfeng suddenly heard the voice coming from the earplugs, and couldn't help being startled, the reality gradually overlapped with his fantasy, he felt the passion/desire began to rise again, and he couldn't control it.

Li Jingfeng, whose mental realm began to be chaotic, eagerly opened up those dark sides that he buried deep in his heart and never dared to say.

"Xiaoyan, I want to possess you. Since many years ago, I have wanted you to belong only to me." Li Jingfeng's panting became heavier, "Many times, many times, almost by self/mutilation, I can Control those violent emotions, keep yourself away from you, and not hurt you."

Li Jingfeng curled up on the bed and kept rubbing against the sheets, but it felt like a drop in the bucket, unable to save the burning fire.

"You are still so young and don't understand anything, how could I treat you like that, how could I have such dirty thoughts..."

"Sometimes, I'm afraid of the tyrannical thoughts I have towards you, and feel that I'm a devil, which is very scary. Such a beautiful Xiaoyan, how could he like a devil like me..."

"Say something, Xiaoyan, call me by my name, or just say something. I feel so uncomfortable. So uncomfortable." Li Jingfeng's rationality was gradually eroded, and he was completely trapped in the illusion he created.

"Jingfeng, you don't know, no matter in the previous life or in this life, in my heart, you are like a gift from heaven to me, the best gift I have ever received." Liang Yan rested his head on his knees, the corner of his mouth Slightly aroused, and said slowly, "Two lifetimes combined, 20 years have passed, but I still remember, the night my parents passed away, my brother never came back, I was very scared, I hid under the bed, you found Leaving me, hiding with me, hugging me, telling me stories, singing to me. At that time, I thought, ah, brother Jingfeng really has a reassuring feeling."

Li Jingfeng was in the hallucination, and he faintly heard the people below him talking about himself in memory, satisfied and guilty, almost going crazy.

He thought, ah, why not just lock him up like this for the rest of his life.

Let his nice voice only talk to me, and those peach blossom eyes that are always smiling can only see me... That's great, let's do it...

"I like Brother Jingfeng so much. The first thing I do when I come back from school every day is to ask the housekeeper where is Brother Jingfeng. On your birthday, I actually prepared more than just a cake as a gift. That night, I took advantage of your sleeping After that, I secretly kissed your forehead, you must not know it. I know you were not in a good mood that day, but after I kissed you, your forehead stretched out, I felt very happy, it used to be a scene Brother Feng made me happy, and finally I can make brother Jingfeng happy too."

As Li Jingfeng thought in his heart, he tied Liang Yan's hands to the bedposts, knelt down in front of him, opened his legs, and pushed in without hesitation.

He saw the people under him looking at him with wide-eyed eyes, their eyes were clear and innocent, under his suppression, they didn't shrink back, they weren't cowardly, they still spoke the language of love gently.

"Ah—" So satisfied, Li Jingfeng thought.It felt like pulling the god I believed in to the death from the high altar and defiled him, but I didn't have to look up to him anymore.

I have never felt so satisfied. I am really greedy and always want more. For Xiaoyan, everything I want from him is not enough.

However, Liang Yan continued on his own: "Jingfeng, did I tell you that I liked Qiao Qi before because he looked like my mother in disguise. Qiao Qi resembles my mother There are three or four points similar, her speech is as gentle as her, she is very tolerant and caring for me, I am attached to that feeling."

"No, don't mention Qiao Qi!" Li Jingfeng suddenly reached out and grabbed Liang Yan's neck fiercely, "Don't mention him, I hate him, he stole everything from me. He stole you! He killed you! I hate him!"

Liang Yan knew he had made a slip of the tongue, he chuckled lightly, and said dotingly: "Okay, okay, don't mention others, today I'll just talk about Jingfeng, my favorite brother Jingfeng."

Li Jingfeng let go of his hand upon hearing this.

He lowered his head and saw Liang Yan's neck, where red fingerprints had been pinched out because of his roughness.

He panicked all of a sudden, and hurried forward to lick it gently.

"Baby, I'm sorry, my brother hurt you, I kiss you, it won't hurt anymore..." Li Jingfeng was so distressed that he burst into tears, hitting the pillow again and again, but he pressed harder under his body, as if only in this way could he Soothe the pain in his heart.

"It doesn't hurt at all, brother Jingfeng. You never told me how painful it was when you were forced by me in the last life. I am actually very happy to be the guide of brother Jingfeng in this life..."

"I used to be very conceited and greedy. I wanted everything, but I didn't get anything in the end. I even caused you to die with me. How could you die? You are the youngest major general in the empire and the one who exterminated the largest number of Zergs." Sentinel, how could you die for me like that, it's not worth it. You coward, if you were willing to tell me your love earlier, would the ending of our previous life be different..."

Liang Yan smiled lightly.

Li Jingfeng moved unconsciously, tears streaming down his face.

I am sorry.

I'm sorry, I'm too afraid of losing you, I'm afraid that once I speak, I will lose the opportunity to stand by your side, so I never dare to let myself go.For me, not being able to look at you from a distance is much more unbearable than hiding my feelings for you.

But because of my cowardice, my cowardice, I pushed you to George, and also to death...

In this illusion, you are my salvation.We've been born again together, and now I own you and you own me.

Li Jingfeng reached the top, and slowly moved a few times.

He closed his eyes tightly, gently embraced the imaginary Xiaoyan in his arms, smiled happily, with tears in the corners of his eyes.

He heard knocking from his earplugs.

"Boom, boom, boom, boom — boom, boom, boom —"

what is that?That is……

--I love you.

"Jingfeng."

"Ah."

"Let me sing a song for you."

"Ah."

Liang Yan gently hummed the lullaby that Li Jingfeng used to hum when he was a child to lull him to sleep.

Once I traveled seven seas to find my love

AndonceIsang700songs

Well, maybe I still have to walk 7000 miles

Until find the one that I belong

Once I crossed seven rivers to find my love

Andonce, for seven years, If for got my name

Well, if I have to I will die seven deaths just to lie

Inthearms of my ever sleeping aim

I will rest my headside by side

Totheonethatstaysinthenight

I will lose my breathinmy last words of sorrow

And whatever comes will come soon

Dying I will pray to the moon

Thatthereoncewillbeabettertomorrow

Idreamed last night that the cametome

Hesaid: My love, why do you cry?

Fornow two don't belong any more

Until in my cold grave we will lie

Until in my cold grave we will lie

……

Liang Yan heard Li Jingfeng's even breathing, so he stood up while leaning on the wall, waiting for the numbness in his legs to pass.

He returned to the wedding room, swiped the room card, and walked in gently.

Through the dim light, he saw Li Jingfeng curled up in a corner of the big bed, sleeping quietly. There were many mottled and purple marks on his body, but the expression on his face was very peaceful.

Liang Yan just watched quietly, as if he had seen through the big brother next door that he hadn't seen through for many years.

Liang Yan twisted a hot towel to wipe off the smudges on his body, covered him with a quilt, and lay down behind him, put one hand on Li Jingfeng's waist, and wrapped him in his arms.

The author has something to say:

Changed it three times, let out a long sigh...

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Ji You: Your eldest son is so pitiful, he was drugged on his wedding night, even if he was given traditional Chinese medicine, he actually played/flyed/aircraft by himself.Your eldest son is so pitiful, he must have picked it up...

A certain shepherd: ...you don't understand, my eldest son is playing tricks.

Ji You: ...a bitter trick? ...I seem to understand something, so, next... Is that what I thought it meant?

A certain shepherd: [but laughing and not speaking]

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