Fast Time Travel Novel Improver

After that day, Qiu Ying really obeyed Song Yaze's words and disappeared from the lives of the two brothers. He who was chattering before suddenly disappeared.But his disappearance did not have any impact on the lives of the brothers.

Song Yaze still goes to work on time every day, working hard to make money, the experience of being drugged is like a wild goose flying by without a trace.

In this way, three years later, he graduated from college, finally bid farewell to the part-time life with uncertain income, and found a stable job as a salesman.

In the past three years, Lin Yuguo continued to live in dire straits in high school courses.The only change in him is that he has established a better relationship with Yu Zhan, a top student. Although it is not a friendship, compared to other classmates, he can be regarded as a "popular person" next to Yu Zhan.

But Yu Zhan was also very strange, always asking about Song Yaze's recent situation from time to time.Lin Yuguo, who is extremely sensitive to his brother, sometimes can't help but question his overly broad questions.

As for Yu Zhan, the answer he gave was just like him, extremely weird, even a little nonsensical:

"Your brother is very special. This is the intuition of the soul. You don't understand."

Lin Yuguo was even worried that Yu Zhan had special thoughts about his brother.He can't be blamed for this, it's because he was really scared, the scene that day made him terrified.His heart seemed to be out of its original position, hanging all the time, unable to settle down.

But inexplicably, whenever he thought of Song Yaze's weak appearance that day, he actually felt a sense of taboo, and the faint impulse made him quickly deny this idea.

He knew in his heart that this impulse had existed for many years, but he always denied it and lied to himself. He couldn't accept himself who had ugly thoughts about his brother.

The drug incident that day was like a trigger for him, releasing the tightly suppressed feeling in his heart; but he still bite the bullet and keep this wrong feeling in his heart.

He was afraid, he was confused, and this feeling made him less and less reticent.

The tension of high school life, the lack of energy in learning, the pressure of competition...

Lin Yuguo felt that the three years in high school had greatly changed her character.He went from being a joking, cheerful kid to a taciturn man who looked much older than his years.

There are many students around me who are like this.They gradually wear away the edges and corners in each test paper.Song Yaze thought that Lin Yuguo's change was due to the approaching college entrance examination, so he didn't care too much except for a few words of relief.

But only Lin Yuguo knows that the college entrance examination is only a secondary reason, and the main reason is his brother who gets along with him day and night.Song Yaze's love was originally enjoyment and happiness for him, but now it is just pain and suffering.He was terribly afraid, he was afraid that he would have taboo and ugly thoughts.

He persuaded himself countless times, denied this emotion countless times, and convinced himself that it was just brotherhood.But every night, when he looked at his brother's sleeping face bathed in the moonlight, his body felt an unspeakable impulse; and occasionally in his dream, he saw his brother's naked body, how much he hated himself at that time!

He played the role of a good younger brother in front of Song Yaze, seeming to persuade himself that he was only his elder brother's younger brother, and he had no wrong thoughts about his elder brother; whenever he came home on weekends, he, who should have been elated, was under tremendous pressure and pressure. fear.

Song Yaze's caring words and occasional caresses made him have to endure a huge moral test while enjoying it.

Lin Yuguo felt that he was going to be schizophrenic, going crazy.To make matters worse, the exam that determines the direction of life - the college entrance examination, will come in a month.

The pressure of study and taboo feelings made Lin Yuguo more and more indifferent. In fact, his heart was extremely terrified, like a tortoise that had been shed from its shell, extremely fragile; he had to cover up this fragility with a hard and stern appearance.

During the few days of the college entrance examination, Lin Yuguo only felt in a trance, as if he had lost his head; he finished his composition hastily, and did not perform to his best level, as if the college entrance examination was just a routine; as for other subjects, he also passed the exam in a muddle .

Yes, maybe he just regarded the college entrance examination as a step towards freedom, and he attributed his unbearable thoughts about his brother to the pressure of the college entrance examination.He just thought that after finishing the college entrance examination, no matter what the result was, he would be able to get rid of this crazy state. He really couldn't bear it anymore.

And his dear brother, that gentle brother, that always calm brother, never said anything that put pressure on him, and always advised himself not to put too much pressure on him.

On the day when the results of the college entrance examination came out, Lin Yuguo, without any surprise, saw a performance that was abnormal.Although he was prepared, he was still extremely sad when he saw the surprisingly poor grades. After all, this was the exam that determined his life direction.

The only good news is that despite his abnormal performance, he is still 50 points beyond the second line, which is not far from the heavy line, enough for him to go to a good second school.

Lin Yuguo, who could have stabilized his capital, looked at his results and sighed.

On the one hand, he was sad; on the other hand, he was relieved, because he finally ended his life of senior year in high school.

Song Yaze saw Lin Yuguo sitting silently on the stone steps downstairs, and the street lamps covered him with a lonely coat. He looked very lonely, so he went to the street to buy four cans of beer, and walked to Lin Yuguo.

Lin Yuguo heard footsteps, looked up, and saw that it was his elder brother who was messing with his mind.Seeing himself depressed, he came to comfort himself.

——He was always like this, doing cruel things gently.

Lin Yuguo stared at Song Yaze with a complicated expression, and was surprised to see him handing him a can of beer.

"Didn't you let me drink? Why did you quit today?"

"Today is special, you need it! Besides, you are about to go to college, and you will have dinner and drinking, so you still have to exercise and exercise your drinking capacity."

Song Yaze smiled with narrowed eyes, and the soft light of the street lamp set off his smile beautifully.

Lin Yuguo looked at him obsessively, and it took him a long time to look away with complicated emotions.After taking the beer, after some ideological struggle in my heart, I opened my mouth and said:

"I didn't pass the exam."

His voice was dull and depressed.After three years in high school, he also talked a lot less.

"I know, it's okay."

Song Yaze said softly, with the smile on his face undiminished.He stroked Lin Yuguo's naturally curly hair gently. Lin Yuguo's whole body shivered like an electric current, and instantly became extremely stiff.

Song Yaze sat beside Lin Yuguo, opened the beer can, and the beer froth poured out immediately, spilling his hand, but he didn't care, took a sip of the cold beer, and felt that the temperature was not so high in this hot summer.

"When you go to university, you will know that the college entrance examination is just a small post in your life. It determines your life. There will be more in the future."

Song Yaze looked at the starry sky that rarely showed his face in Chongqing, and said happily.

Lin Yuguo didn't say anything, his temper was a bit gloomy compared to when he was a child, his reticence and cold temper almost became his label.

"After you go to university, you can still take the postgraduate entrance examination, take the doctoral examination, and even study abroad. There are too many roads ahead of you, and the college entrance examination is really nothing. As long as you work hard, you will have a good future."

"is it?"

Lin Yuguo followed Song Yaze's words calmly. He was not in the mood to take the college entrance examination into account at this time. What really made him suffer was his brother who still knew nothing about him.

"Of course! The college entrance examination is nothing! You still have to enter society, work to make money, get married and have children. There are too many major events that determine your life."

Song Yaze took a sip of beer, and his tone was optimistic and upbeat, which sounded very comforting.

"I don't want to get married and have kids."

Lin Yuguo lowered his head, bangs covered his face, Song Yaze couldn't see his expression at the moment.

"You won't lose confidence in this world just because you failed the exam?!"

Song Yaze was joking and patted Lin Yuguo on the shoulder.

Lin Yuguo didn't talk to him, instead he picked up the beer and poured most of the bottle down.Because the beer was poured too quickly and vigorously, not all the beer flowed into his mouth, but some flowed down his angular chin into his neck, making his clothes and skin stick together.

After the filling, Lin Yuguo was choked and coughed violently, his face flushed from suffocation. Song Yaze patted him on the back and said with a smile:

"Why are you in such a hurry to drink! I know you're not happy, so I'll have a good drink with you tonight! You go upstairs first, and I'll buy some wine for you later!"

Lin Yuguo was silent for a while, and went upstairs with a cold face.He staggered, bowed his body, his head was slightly bent at about 1.8 meters, and his hair was disheveled. He looked like a down and out bankrupt businessman, not a student about to go to college.

Song Yaze came back soon, with an excited smile on his face.This time, he was no longer holding a beer can, but a bottle of strong foreign wine with English characters printed on it.

He put a bottle of Remy Martin on the table, and went to the cupboard for two small china bowls.

"This wine is expensive! But for you, it's worth the money!"

He struggled to open the wine bottle, poured half a bowl of foreign wine into two bowls, and said with a smile:

"Foreign wine with national bowl! Isn't it popular to mix and match recently! I don't have a wine glass at home, so just drink it!"

Lin Yuguo pursed his lips tightly, looked at the pungent foreign wine in front of him, and watched Song Yaze directly pick up the bowl, touched his own wine bowl, and took a big gulp.So he also picked up the bowl and took a sip. The taste can be said to be extremely unpalatable. For those who drink alcohol for the first time, the taste of this wine is difficult to swallow.

Lin Yuguo frowned, twisted his nose and swallowed it obstinately, seeing that Song Yaze's wine bowl was empty, while his own didn't seem to have been touched.

"Brother, drink less." Lin Yuguo cared, which is rare for him now.

"It's okay, I drink well. You're going to college soon, I'm very happy today."

Song Yaze drank another half bowl of foreign wine.He is really happy for Lin Yuguo. The end of high school means that Lin Yuguo is one step closer to society.

Lin Yuguo didn't drink anymore, he looked at his brother who was very happy, and stopped talking.

Song Yaze poured wine for himself, as if not only to accompany Lin Yuguo, but also out of his own good mood.Lin Yuguo finished the college entrance examination, although it was not satisfactory, but at least he was able to go to a regular undergraduate course, and he did well.

He felt like a big stone fell to the ground.Indeed, Lin Yuguo's college entrance examination also affected him, giving him invisible pressure.

"When you go to college, you will live the happiest life. Cherish it, study hard, make good use of these four years, and let the sky fly like a bird in the future!"

Song Yaze said energetically, his face also started to turn red because of the alcohol.

"I want to apply to a local university in Chongqing."

Lin Yuguo said, his voice was low, but he changed his words after a while, "No, I still want to go out and venture..."

He was extremely conflicted and entangled in his heart.How much he wanted to stay in Chongqing, so that he could go home every now and then, and still live with his beloved brother, as if he had never left home; It is against human ethics!Even though he and his elder brother are not related by blood, he already regarded Song Yaze as his own brother.

He unconsciously grabbed the clothes on his chest, lowered his head, his heart clenched, as if contracted.

"No matter where you choose, your brother will support you!"

Song Yaze was already slightly drunk, he felt his head turning more slowly, and his speech became slower.

Lin Yuguo's grip on the clothes became even stronger. He really wanted to yell and smash everything in front of him.

well!Who can understand his contradictions and pain at this moment? !

Song Yaze was so happy that bowl after bowl, the expensive foreign wine was treated like beer by him with a happy face.After a while, he became drunk. Fortunately, he tasted very good wine, and he didn't make a lot of noise when he was drunk. Instead, he lay down on the table with his head sullen, and he seemed to be asleep.

The wine in Lin Yuguo's bowl has never been touched. He watched his brother who was originally rational and sober gradually become slightly drunk and then drowsy. He did not stop him during the whole process.

Finally, it became the scene he wanted.

"Brother?" Lin Yuguo asked tentatively.

Song Yaze didn't answer. He closed his eyes, slept deeply, and his cheeks were stained with a blush, which was almost invisible.

Lin Yuguo's heart beat violently in an instant, and he could almost hear his own heartbeat.Stretching out his hand, he stroked Song Yaze's face. It was a little hot, and Lin Yuguo felt that his palm was about to be burned.He picked up his elder brother horizontally, put him on the bed, undressed him, and covered him with a thin quilt.

In summer, mosquitoes are on a rampage, eagerly looking for a source of food.Lin Yuguo put down the mosquito net, but didn't leave consciously. He still stayed in his brother's mosquito net and slowly stroked his hand.

Song Yaze's hands are by no means smooth and delicate. He did a lot of physical work when he was young. These are hands that have carried countless dishes, washed countless clothes, and moved countless boxes of beer. There are shallow scars, recording everything the owner of the hand has experienced.

Lin Yuguo took his brother's hand distressedly, and dropped a small kiss on it. He kissed the scar on it obsessively, and caressed it gently.At the same time, his body reacted one step earlier and honestly, leaving him excited and heartbroken.

"Song Yaze..."

He murmured his brother's name, leaned down, lifted the back of his brother's head, and kissed his long-awaited lips.

He sucked hard, but he couldn't bear to bite, fearing that he would hurt his brother, like a newborn baby thirsting for his mother's milk.

He was so devoted, his hands eagerly stroking his brother's body.His breathing became heavier, and this scene would always haunt his dreams, but now it finally became a reality.

"Song Yaze..."

He said his name and caressed his still face.The kiss extended from the lips, to the chin, and then to the neck.He licked and kissed, not daring to leave marks on it.

He finally kissed the person he had loved for a long time.Yes, he was sure that for so many years, the feelings that he was about to stir up were true. He did love his half-brother.Maybe I fell in love a long time ago, but I was too young, or I didn't dare to admit it, so I had to suppress it.

But now, he doesn't want to suppress it anymore, he really has had enough, the three years of high school are like a nightmare to him, not only because of the pressure of study, but also because of self-deception.

He loves Song Yaze, this realization, or this acknowledgment, made him very excited.

He kissed and caressed furiously, almost unable to hold back.By the time he realized it, he had already taken off all his brother's clothes, and what appeared in front of him was his lover with swollen legs and a penis, and he was about to lose his mind and almost do something irreversible.

At that moment, he suddenly understood how Qiu Ying felt when he drugged his brother two years ago.

A layer of cold sweat broke out all over his body, like a balloon that had suddenly deflated, his arms were powerlessly propped up on both sides of his brother's body, he lowered his head and whimpered softly, like a wounded little animal.

After a long time, he bowed his head, kissed his brother's soft lips greedily again, pulled a few pieces of tissue paper, and soothed the most violent part of his body...

At that moment, he seemed to have the illusion of being one with his brother, and this illusion made him extremely happy.He seems to have returned to the time when he first came to Chongqing, there was no worry, no entanglement, only the happiness of being dependent on each other.

He hadn't been this happy for a long time, all these years, only gloom and resentment filled his chest.

He decided that he wanted to stay in Chongqing, and he wanted to stay with his brother.

Lin Yuguo was so satisfied that he just wanted to laugh. His shallow dimples hadn't appeared on his face for a long time, but today they were very deep; after cleaning up, he flushed all the evidence of his crimes into the toilet; Hugging him tightly, like a pair of lingering couple.

It wasn't until a ray of red light appeared in the sky that day that he gently kissed his brother's lips, and returned to his bed with nostalgia...