my pheromones are toxic

Grandpa Ge couldn't hold back against me, so I half-pushed him and sent him on the way back to the airport.

On weekdays, I always look weak, no wonder my family members are worried about me, but I always have an inexplicable self-confidence, as if I can become very strong when I come abroad and no one knows who I am.

After all, when I was in Dongjun, ever since I was bullied once for no reason, my father, my father and my sister all went to school to help me through the situation. Really, since then, I have never seen anyone quarrel with me.

Not to mention that no one dared to say what I did wrong, even some people were very careful about being friends with me, talking to me a few degrees lower than usual, for fear that those few people with a [-]% differentiation rate in my family would come to my door.

Living in such a family, I feel that most people can actually grow up to be a kind of domineering and domineering kid, but since I was a child, I have never been pampered, and I always force my respect, for fear that others will know if I am , I am afraid that I am not worthy of such an excellent family.

I know that they all love me, and I also know that they don't even have any demands on me, they just hope that I can be happy.

But I don't know when it started, I always feel like I will let them down in the future, I am afraid that I will not meet their requirements, although no one has ever asked me to do anything.

Maybe it's because puberty is too sensitive. As I grow older, I hear more and more different voices.

I often hear people whispering that I have such grades, why was I born in the Wanyu family, why?

Yes, with such an aura, he is so mediocre in terms of personal achievements and various physical training...why?I am really afraid that my little dad will be disappointed. I love him very much. He is brave and resolute, has his own dreams, and is passionate. Even if the days with him are not as long as he spends on missions, I can spend a few days with him quietly. , are the gifts I most want to get every holiday.

My little dad has lived more freely and tenaciously than anyone else these years. Of course, my dad is also very happy because my little dad loves him very much.

And my elder sister, Yu Ran, was often made things difficult for her when she first entered Emperor Teng. Many people think that her differentiation rate is inherited, but the abilities of the Wanyu family have not been inherited. After all, she is a woman, born The skeleton is small and the strength is small.

If she differentiated into an omega, the alphas of Teito would accept it, but she is an alpha... so many people were eager to try, and she wanted to challenge her and defeat him when she entered the school.

Of course, challenging my sister is equivalent to challenging the authority of the Wanyu family.

Moreover, a high differentiation rate does not mean the absolute peak of strength. Just like many team members who participated in the national special training department, the differentiation rate is high but they cannot be used to the best of their ability, and the final results are still not good.

They thought my sister was like that, but they were really wrong.

In addition to my dad's record of breaking a bunch of emperor vines back then, my sister created legends in various ways during the military training and beat up a group of male classmates who challenged her.

I was very proud of it when I was still in high school.

Of course, I am still very proud of it until now.

But precisely because of this mentality, the admiration and love for my family, I had a huge gap with my mediocre self.

I found that I never pursued strength, never pursued excellence, and I didn't even have a heart yearning for freedom.

I just want to make friends happily, go to an opera with them on weekends, and when my dad comes back, the whole family will cook together like crazy.

I usually watch movies with people I like, play games on weekends, and listen to those fans who have never met me, don’t know me, and think I’m great, blowing rainbow farts to me.

Because this wish is so ordinary, I don't understand why I want to live in such a family.

I'm so unworthy.

And I always thought that I would live like this with such peace of mind and full of unwillingness.

It was my extravagant wish to be removed from the aura of Yu Wan's family at the summer camp, treated normally, and thought that I was good because I was an ordinary child who met the requirements of ordinary people.

But until I saw a particularly handsome boy passing by just now, I found that my heart, which had been a pool of stagnant water for more than ten years, moved again.

I really want to know him!

Suddenly I felt that I came to the summer camp not to experience a different life, but to meet a handsome guy who is different from Dongjun...

But I still have low self-esteem in my heart, most likely due to my lack of self-confidence, I don't have the dream of being tall...but I want to be infinitely close to the handsome guy.

I don't know what kind of gender differentiation this handsome guy is, maybe he isn't differentiated either...

Another reason why I chose this summer camp is that it is here, and teenagers from the age of 16 can come, which means that there is a high probability that there will be people like me who have not completed differentiation.

Makes me feel less alone.

Of course, after the age is relaxed, there may be people of any gender differentiation, but making friends should not draw too clear boundaries, because no matter what gender you are, you can be friends.

In general summer camps, dormitories will be allocated before coming to a foreign country, but this "wave" is more casual.

There are a total of [-] students in the summer camp, and everyone can choose the dormitory they want to live in.

The official dormitory that the summer camp can provide is [-] people, and then [-] people can live in a nearby homestay, where the local residents are responsible for daily life.

The last ten people lived in the hotel.

Generally speaking, the remuneration is similar, but in order to increase the variety of the summer camp and the needs of various people, you can choose it at will.

Even so, the distribution will be uneven.

It is said that if you stay in the dormitory provided by the summer camp, five people will live in that dormitory, and there are four dormitories in total.

If you live in a hotel.One room for two people, a total of five rooms.

I think neither of these two is suitable for my personality. I have never lived in a dormitory for so many years in school. I am a little worried about how I will get along with so many roommates...

But if you live in a hotel with someone you don't know, do you think it's weird?I want to choose, homestay.

Although homestays need to live with local residents, and each family has to house two children, and have breakfast and lunch with them every day, these two children can each have a room.

I want to meet new friends, but I don't want to lose my personal space so quickly, mainly because I am afraid that people will dislike me after they get to know me soon.

I'm a very boring person, too ordinary.

Sixty people arrived soon, and none of them were sent by their parents. I am very glad that I did not become a father, and Grandpa Ge left in time.

I stood at the end of the line in obscurity, and couldn't help standing on tiptoe and looking forward.

What about the boy who flashed by the door just now, could it be that I imagined it myself?Why didn't I see him again?

It was indeed just a flash, and I didn't see it very clearly.

I can’t help but feel a sense of loss in my heart. If I have never imagined or imagined a boy with such a face, maybe my expectation for the summer camp is only to make friends, but I misunderstood just now. I thought I would have such friends ... Well, I just look at the face.

I thought that if I stayed here for 20 days, I would see that boy often, so I was full of expectations, but when I found out that this was just my imagination, I seemed a little unacceptable.

It can be seen that it is difficult to change from extravagance to frugality.

I lowered my head and sighed slightly, and then saw a person walking by, Dingtou standing beside me, a nice pair of sneakers, very casual and clean.

I look up at him.

I'm sorry, I really haven't seen such a person who suits my appetite, and I kind of forgot to breathe. I quickly lowered my head and took a deep breath, and then my body began to move around unconsciously, so as to be farther away from him.

It's him.

It was really him, I read that right.

But... Absolutely, what kind of awkward personality am I, I just want to see him more, why do I still act like I hate him after seeing him.

It's even farther away from home!my feet!go back!

I didn't even dare to carefully observe how his eyes looked at me, I just hoped that my expression just now wasn't so nympho.

I looked at his figure out of the corner of my eye, and found that this man was tall and slender, exuding an aura of avoiding strangers all over his body, and it was indeed not very easy to get close to.

But it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if we can't be friends, at least I feel the feeling my sister said.

It's that kind... There is someone around you, who has nothing to do with you, but every time you see him, your heart beats faster, and he will become the driving force for you to quickly appear under the noses of the public, and he will let you Can't help but wait endlessly in the long night.

Because I want to see him too much, the urgency will lengthen all the time.

Because there is such a person by my side, even breathing is sweet, although he doesn't know that I have such thoughts, but he is really happy.

I also don't know whether my virtue of falling in love quickly is inherited from my dad or my younger dad.

It shouldn't be my little dad, he's really super slow in terms of emotions... so my Wan Yangze father... Tsk, you shouldn't be judged by appearances.

I feel that this summer camp is worth it!In the past 20 days, I can always find out what his name is, right?

The self-satisfaction, escape from life, and depression just now are all swept away. Is there anything else that can make him happier by looking at him more?

Of course, I don't have extravagant hopes for the rest, everyone is not from the same country, and this person can't be gender-differentiated, more like an alpha... definitely.

And when I start school, I can only go to schools that are not differentiated by gender.

Even if I don't have to go to a gender-neutral school, I see people ignore me, it's because I think too much.

I don't know why I have to be so humble. I didn't expect that the allocation of dormitories would be based on the current order of queuing, from front to back.

And I actually stood at the end, so I must live in the last one left by others.

I became anxious in my heart. I knew I was standing in the front, but I was too embarrassed to go forward.

What about the dormitory where five people really live?I'm afraid of a fight... I'm beaten to death with my physique, and my little dad doesn't know it yet.

The boy standing next to me seemed to be indifferent from the beginning to the end. Others started to make friends. He stood there like a lonely telephone pole.

Suddenly he felt that he was forced to come to the summer camp by his family.

Anyway, it gives people such a feeling.

The form of the team was gradually evolving, and finally turned into two long single-person teams, and he and I were side by side.

The guy in front of me wanted me to take a step back, but when he looked back at me, his eyes suddenly started to shine, and he stretched out his hand to shake my hand in surprise, "Hello! My name is Zheng Yangcheng, you what is it call?"

I was flattered, I had never been treated this way, mainly because almost no one at my previous school didn't know my name.

I almost blurted out my real name, Xiao Yuer, and quietly slapped myself, saying excitedly, "Hello Zheng Yangcheng, my name is Yu Wan."

The other party said very frankly: "Yu Wan, you are so beautiful!"

"..." His voice was so loud that the people in front all looked back at me, and I wished I could get into the cracks in the ground.

Everyone in my family looks like this, I really don't think I'm easy to see, everything is ordinary, they haven't seen the world, it must be because they haven't seen my little dad.

I heard someone whispering in front of me, asking if there is a beautiful omega in the back.

I was also curious. Looking back, where is this kind of person?There is obviously no one behind me.

The boy was excited for a long time, and finally looked at the boy next to me. He asked the boy, "Hi, classmate! Can we switch places? I want to stand with Yu Wan."

Suddenly my heart beat faster, and my heart said don't agree, don't agree!

Although it's okay to agree, and I don't necessarily share a room with him, but I can stand for a while longer if I can.

humble.

The guy didn't look at me and said, "Sorry, I like to be in the last row."

He is indeed tall, and he may usually be in the last row.

I was a little far-fetched, there are a few boys in front of me who are taller than me.

The boy named Zheng Yangcheng felt very disappointed, took out his mobile phone and asked me, "Then add a contact information? We are destined to meet thousands of miles away."

"Okay." Didn't I come here to make friends?

Happy, it was exactly as I imagined.

I always feel that the boy next to me sighed, it should be an illusion.

The candidates in front were selected very slowly, and by the time I got here, most of the day had passed.

The guy in front of me wanted to stay in a hotel, so he turned around and asked me, "Yu Wan, do you want to build a hotel together?"

There is only the last one left in the hotel, and the rest is a homestay. I shook my head and said, "No."

The main reason is that the guy next to me didn't say he was going to stay in the last hotel. If he was also ordered, he would have to live in a homestay with me.

That's too...happy.

I suddenly understood why my little dad and my dad didn't know me well.

Because if the two of them knew that I was so worthless, they would probably regret leaving such an accident like me in the world.

Although the boy in front of me seemed to want to live with me, he really hated the B&B and ended up staying in a hotel with the person next to him.

I am a group of calm on the surface, but the real me has already jumped up and circled.

I went forward to fill in my name, and then got the number plate address and proof of the homestay, and then the boy stood there to sign up.

I heard his name is Xi Yu.

I'm a little surprised, which jade is he?Will it be the same as me?Why doesn't he look so girly when he's called this name?

Then I saw that when he lowered his head and wrote his name, oh, it was the domain of the region.

No wonder they are not mothers, it seems that I still have this word.

After he wrote his name, he also took a number plate, and everyone had to go to the place where they lived to put their suitcases first, and then go to the high-end buffet at the summer camp in the evening.

From tomorrow onwards, everyone will not eat together, and will experience life with their partners.

There are still three hours before night, and the farthest homestay can also be returned to the meeting point within an hour.

This brother is really cold and aloof. He knew that he was staying in a homestay with me, but after filling out all the things, he turned around and walked out. He didn't ask me if I wanted to go there together.

All the good homestays were picked up by people. I saw that the two of us lived the furthest away. We were unfamiliar with the place, so we couldn’t get there if we hoped to go. We must take a taxi.

I saw him go outside, and sure enough, he walked towards the taxi.

Tsk, this dude is too cold.

Anyway, I know his ears are fine, they are bright, and he doesn't want to ride in a car with me.

But I was unwilling to let go of this opportunity to strike up a conversation with him, so I quickly caught up with him with a heavy and thick suitcase behind me.

I yelled at him, "Dude."

He didn't look back, I shouted again, "Xi Yu!"

He turned his head, slightly surprised, and looked at me with a "what's the matter?" expression on his face.

I was so excited, I was too impulsive to call him, but I didn't know what to say for a while, I stumbled for a long time and finally said, "Well, the fare is too expensive, I don't have enough money...can I share a car with you? "

Xi Yu was just stunned for two seconds and then said: "Okay."

Later, the bastard Xi Yu said that he knew from that time that I liked him, at least I had a good impression of him.

Because all the children who can participate in this summer camp are all from rich or expensive families.

After all, it is a powerful family, so it is impossible to miss a fare.

I thought, this person is too absolute, maybe I have been very frugal since I was born?Carpooling proves that I like him?Really, people don't want to ride alone in the car, they are afraid.

I frantically followed, but the driver didn't get out of the car, but just opened the trunk lid in the car.

Hey, it would be nice if I said that I am my little dad. Although he is an Omega, it should be a breeze to put such a large suitcase in the trunk.

I didn't dare to mention it easily, mainly because it was too heavy, and I was afraid that Xi Yu would see my clumsy movements and have a bad influence on me.

I want him to sit in the car first, and then I move.

But he didn't seem to expect me to put the suitcase in by myself. I just let go, and he bent down and lifted my suitcase without any effort, put it inside, and then closed the car cover.

I quickly chased after him and thanked him cautiously. He said "it's okay," and sat in the back row, not looking like he really wanted to talk to me.

I thought for [-] seconds in the co-pilot and the back row, and resolutely went to the back row with him.

Sitting next to him felt really amazing and kind of cool.

I asked him if he wanted to add a contact information so that he could contact me when he went out, his hand subconsciously touched his trouser pocket, and said with a blank expression, "The phone is out of battery."

"..." I was stunned for a moment and said, "I have a power bank, do you use it?"

He obviously didn't expect me to be so persistent, he hesitated several times in his trouser pocket and said, "I'll charge it again when I get to the hotel."

"Okay." I said.

I don't know what kind of weird psychology I have. In Dongjun, if I want to make friends with people like this, those people will eat me up in turn. If I am enthusiastic, they will be [-]% enthusiastic.

But...very good, the indifferent Xi Yu successfully attracted all my attention by virtue of his distinctive aloofness.

Sitting in the car with a surge of heart, I received a call from my little dad.

My little dad asked me: "How about my son? Are there any handsome guys? Are there many?"

I covered the microphone and put it in my ear and said, "I'm sorry Dad, I spent a lot of money...but don't worry, I will be very frugal for 20 days. My travel companion is very good to me. He is willing to carpool with me. .”

My little dad was stunned for a long time, and said to my dad next to him: "What's the situation? Xiaoyu has to carpool to get to that poor place? I'll send the driver there, let's use a special car."

"Don't, don't, don't! Don't," my good dad said, "Dad, I'm fine, don't worry about me, international calls are very expensive, let's not talk about it."

Before I hung up the phone, I heard my little dad said that he would recharge the phone bill for me.

I put the phone away and smiled at him embarrassedly, but of course he ignored me.

When he got off the bus, he paid in local cash, and said to me, "Since you want to carpool often, don't pay me for now, and wait for the settlement together."

"Okay." I wiped my saliva.

The author has something to say:

Xiaoyu: 20 days, I will give you the fare...

Xi Yu: Isn't your family poor, should you pay off the debt?

Xiaoyu: Then I will tell the family and get the household registration book.

Xi Yu: What are you doing with your account book?

Xiaoyu: To be your person, to repay the debt.

Xi Yu: Do you know what to do if you become my person? (wall dong

Xiaoyu: ...to be a nympho, a nympho every day.

Xi Ying: The beauty is so easy to deceive, I can't sleep if I don't get married and go home.