my pheromones are toxic

"Huh?" I was so frightened that I almost lost my voice, "Isn't it good?"

"why not?"

"I don't even know if people hate me. How could they be jealous for no reason? I'm afraid that I will be even more sad after being passionate..." I was serious.

I have a tendency to embarrass others easily.

Zheng Yangcheng paddled with one hand, and patted me on the shoulder with the other, "Brother, don't you understand this? Xi Yu is here and doesn't care about anyone, why just talk to you?"

"Because I'm his partner and live in the same homestay."

Zheng Yangcheng: "No one can add his contact information, have you added it?"

"Added, that's because we live in the same homestay." I said.

Zheng Yangcheng was speechless for a moment, and asked me again, "Where is the little girl who came to eat the buffet yesterday, isn't she the daughter of your landlord, is she from the same homestay? Does she want the contact information of Xiyu?"

I thought for a while and said, "It seems not."

"It's not worth it."

"That's because Rita likes him, but he doesn't want to delay Rita, so he won't give Rita contact information." I think so.

Zheng Yangcheng raised his eyebrows, "Then you are very transparent. He gave you the contact information, isn't it just to delay you, and delay you if you don't delay others. Isn't that interesting to you, what is it?"

"I..." I don't believe that a person like me can be cared by the person he likes?

I looked back, only to find that Xi Yu was staring at Zheng Yangcheng's back?

When I saw him, he moved his eyes away, obviously guilty.

My heart was so cold, I turned my head and said to Zheng Yangcheng, "Maybe he likes you, he has been staring at you..."

"Tsk," Zheng Yangcheng began to fidget, "I feel a chill on my back. Do you believe that he not only wants to look at me, but if he has a gun in his hand, he might also want to point it at my head?"

"...He's not that kind of person."

Zheng Yangcheng smiled very clearly, "Don't worry, I found that you are very blind when you see people. Besides, can you look in the mirror?"

"?"ah?Think I'm a toad and want to eat swan meat?

Zheng Yangcheng: "Why does a person who looks like this have no self-confidence? Do you know what it feels like to be well-behaved, cute and good-looking? The kind of milky."

I shook my head: "I don't know...it's such a complicated attribute."

"You can see it when you look in the mirror. It's how you feel. You tickle your fingers to see how many people will rush to protect you." He said.

It suddenly occurred to me that in the game, every time I die at the limit, only my cursing support Xiao Yu Rusi will desperately save me.

But that's because I'm the output, the soul of the team... I can't die, which means I have value.

But why should others look at me high now? They can't be as beautiful as I think...

Zheng Yangcheng yawned and said, "Listen to me, look back at Xi Yu, say that you are tired, and ask him if he would like to help you row the boat."

"I'm sorry..." If he wanted to work, he would have come by himself.

My hand is still uncomfortable, and I can only use one stroke. In fact, I didn't dare to use any force. I was really paddling.

Zheng Yangcheng turned his head and said, "Xi Yu? Do you want to have a date?"

"..." I thought he was crazy.

Why did he call Xi Yu... That guy's ability to pretend to be deaf is first-rate.

But what I didn't expect was that Xi Yu actually came over.

Zheng Yangcheng whispered in my ear, "Then I'm going to rest. If he asks what you talked about, you can just say that I want to chase you, brother. I will use my personal safety to help you pursue happiness. You seize the opportunity .”

Xi Yu sat next to me, and I didn't dare to look around.

After a long while, he asked me, "What do you always watch me do?"

"Ah?" What a great injustice, I obviously dare not look at him... Could it be that he saw me looking at him from the corner of my eye?I could only bite the bullet and respond, "Just, just see if you can row."

"Well, what were you talking about just now?" He asked casually.

I thought to myself, how do I feel that he asked me why I saw him just now, just to start a topic that seemed to be started by me...

"Just, just..." It's so fucking hard to say.

I clenched my toes to the soles of my shoes and said in a voice that only mosquitoes could hear, "Well, that guy Zheng Yangcheng, haha, you're kidding me, don't take it seriously."

Xi Yu is a very smart person, and he can guess three points clearly, "I want to chase you?"

"...Ah, maybe." What a shame!

Xi Yu may have always thought that I was a mentally ill person, but he actually reminded me, "Don't affect your opinion of him just because he likes you. You don't have to like the other person just because the other person likes you."

"..." Although I know this truth, I can't be so stupid, because Zheng Yangcheng likes me, so I like him?

I smiled awkwardly and said, "Hey, everyone is friends, there is nothing I like or dislike, and I don't have any more good friends in this summer camp, only you and him."

Don't contradict me, don't make me have to remove the "you" from "you and him".

Fortunately, Xi Yu concentrated on rowing and didn't talk anymore, he didn't know what was going on in his mind.

During the next day's trip, Xi Yu was like a transparent person, although most of the time he could suddenly appear when I needed it, but he didn't always accompany me like Zheng Yangcheng or Jiang Jiahua, and then made a lot of noise stop.

Does his reaction mean that he doesn't like me?

When everyone was about to say goodbye at night, I was very disappointed and said to Zheng Yangcheng, "Brother, we guessed wrong, he wasn't very jealous, he didn't care about me very much, and he also told me not to be so narcissistic, anyway, it's a similar meaning, You understand."

Zheng Yangcheng scratched his head in doubt, "I don't understand, the main reason is that I shouldn't, who can resist your charm? Do you know how many people in the summer camp want to be friends with you? Several of them passed by in one afternoon, and every time they want to strike up a conversation with you At that time, Xi Yu's dead face appeared. Everyone couldn't figure out what the relationship between you was, so they all went back... Everyone thought that he liked you, but you couldn't feel it. We can reasonably suspect that Xi Yu is not someone who can Someone who has the courage to express his feelings."

"How is it possible? I think he is very assertive. At least those who have the courage to reject others can ask themselves the most fundamental and true thoughts before doing anything."

Unlike me, I always feel that I am useless. I try my best to help anyone who wants me to help in my daily life. Although sometimes I don’t want to do this, I want to play the role of a good old man. Everyone likes me.

I am afraid that if I refuse, others will be farther away from me.

Zheng Yangcheng: "Except for feelings, the more such a person is, the more likely he will be at a loss when encountering feelings."

"Although it sounds reasonable, I always feel that I don't match up with Xi Yu. You don't even know that he looks very transparent. Who likes him... Who thinks about him? I think as long as he understands a little bit, I will It's meaning, and it won't keep me guessing in the cloud."

I really dare not have too much hope, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.

Besides, she is so pretty, why should she like me.

Zheng Yangcheng: "You listen to me, how about this, you go back at night to see if he has other actions, and you take the initiative to find him or something."

I nodded, "I'll do my best."

After all, there are only ten days left.

And I also know that what I can do now is not to confess and make him agree to me, but to let him know me as much as possible.

Know what kind of person I am... although knowing it will make me feel boring, instead of oppressing him with my outward appearance or my close relationship with him.

We took a taxi together and went back to the landlady's place. When I got out of the car, I rushed out. For a moment, I felt his hand on top of my head, as if he was afraid that I would hit the door frame.

But when I looked back, he was expressionless, with his hands on the car door, as if he hadn't made any movement just now...

Am I narcissistic again?

Why am I so narcissistic today...

As soon as she entered the door, Rita was wearing beautiful pajamas and reading a book on the sofa, and then she called to Xi Yu and said, "Brother Xi Yu, I will apply for university next year, my mother said you are a local, I want you to give me just for reference."

When I heard the locals, I felt even more lost for no reason. Who would have thought that there were so many people from all over the world in the summer camp, and I immediately fell in love with the local aborigines.

Local people are being chased by local girls, and I have no chance of winning.

Xi Yu froze there and said, "I don't really understand."

Rita took her book and leaned over and said, "Brother Xiyu, please take a look at my report card first, I want to apply for the special trainees of my class, my parents are AO combination, so I guess I must It is also Alpha or Omega, and Omega is more likely, but Omega can also participate in special training, can you help me analyze my data?"

Special trainee...

outstanding.

I walked upstairs, and then I heard Xi Yu say, "Sorry, I'm not a special trainee, I don't understand it very well."

Rita was a little anxious, "But your father and the others..."

"I said I don't understand," Xi Yu suddenly interrupted her, "You'd better discuss such a big matter with your family, I can't give you any advice."

Xi Yu even returned to the room earlier than me.

It's different from what I imagined when I went back to the room alone and felt sad, they were flirting with each other downstairs...

After I came back, I started the live broadcast first, and deliberately complained that my hand was injured.

During the day I hold back and don't want to talk, but at night I become squeamish.

Fans are all concerned about what happened to my hands, I just found out that I am a person who likes to moan without illness, "Because I accidentally slipped and fell in the shower last night, I was afraid of falling to my waist, so I supported it with my hands, it hurt too much, I don’t think I’ll be able to touch the keyboard even if I go back from summer camp.”

But it's not that serious.

The main reason is that my mind is full of Xi Yu, and I am afraid that thinking about other things in my heart will affect the record and be scolded to death by Xiao Yu Rusi.

[Drizzle like silk: Do your hands still hurt? 】

Does this guy stay in my studio every day?I never saw him stick to me so much when I was playing games before.

When I saw this guy, I got angry and acted like I didn't care about him.

But in fact, I really miss him in my heart. Only when he plays better than me can he predict my position in the game at any time. I obey him.

Although every time I make an unexpected attack, my teammates will be on tenterhooks, for fear that I will give one away at the limit, but he is always the first person to scold me.

If he scolded me, others would be ashamed to say anything about me.

I also knew that if he didn't train me at that time, several other teammates would be dissatisfied with me, and things would be even worse.

And although he said every time that I don't want to take risks, he is the only person who cooperates with me the most.

Seeing this guy, I really love and hate. What I love is his silent dedication behind the scenes. I hate that this guy has done good deeds and can't speak human words. .

The most I can say is who assisted me with my broken technology.

Then he can do it.

Fortunately, I am a sensitive person. After discovering this, I was able to talk to him calmly, "Of course it hurts. I have never been injured since I was a child."

I have been using my left hand when rowing today, and I don't use much force.

During the middle, Zheng Yangcheng and Xi Yu called me several times, telling me to go and rest, but I wanted to stay with Xi Yu for a while, and kept pretending that I could easily use my left hand.

I said, "My right hand is broken, and I was rowing today, and now both arms are sore and sore."

Xiaoyu Rusi didn't reply for a long time, and I felt uncomfortable again. Sure enough, this guy only cares about games.

When it comes to things about myself, he disappears.

After a while, he was online again.

[Drizzle like silk: If your arms feel tired, then rest, don't go to work, and going to summer camp is not going to military training, so there is no need to be so strict with yourself. 】

I said, "Then I didn't want to spend more time with the person I like?"

Xiaoyu Rusi seemed particularly surprised by what I said, and then asked a very inexplicable question.

[Drizzle like silk: The person you like, is his name two or three characters? 】

I thought, this person is really strange, "After asking this, do you still have to ask what the name is, and I won't say it."

People don't like me, so I said I'm not asking for humiliation.

The barrage is full of shouting hahaha.

【Why do I think Sisi is jealous? 】

[I feel so pitiful for Sisi. After guarding Xiaowan for so long, what this assistant did... is truly unprecedented. As a result, Xiaowan went to the summer camp for three days and then changed her mind. 】

[The main reason is Sisi's way of speaking. I feel that Xiaowan is a child who has been cared for since childhood. Sometimes he can't listen to serious words. Even if he is grateful to Sisi, he is always being blamed and can't understand Sisi. If the tone is too low, he will not be able to understand it, and will wonder if the other party doesn't like him. 】

[I think Xiaowan likes to doubt himself too much. Of course, except when he is extremely confident when he is coquettish, in his daily life, whenever someone denies him, he becomes very unhappy, but no one is like this. Why is he always In self-denial... Are the people around me all excellent? 】

[Why do excellent people always think like this? Xiaowan's skills are completely qualified to participate in professional leagues, and Sisi has pampered him enough. There are many times when he should not continue in that situation. It was risky, but because of Sisi's cooperation, both of them succeeded, and they didn't dare to play like this without a certain emotional foundation. 】

[Yes, that's why I'm very sad today. I've been in love with them for a long time, and I always feel that Lang has love and concubine intentions. Who knows, I'm thinking too much. Hey, since ancient times, true love must shed tears. 】

[I think everyone is really fucking useless, this is an international server, they are not necessarily from the same place, at most they are just playing games. 】

He is right, Drizzle Rusi is for the team to win, why is it because I like me so I will cooperate in everything, if he has this illusion, it is because he does not know my gender differentiation.

Hey.

so sad.

Zheng Yangcheng helped me test whether Xi Yu would be jealous, and now the result...

I don't want to go to his room to find any clumsy excuses. I have been brave once since I was a child. It was really... love at first sight, which supported me to keep approaching these days. Once I don't see a response, I will... ...I can't, I can't.

Xi Yu and I can't... huh?Someone knock on the door?

I went to open the door barefoot, and saw it was Xi Yu.

He looked me up and down and found that I was still wearing his nightgown, I was a little embarrassed, "Are you here to ask for a nightgown?"

He shook his head and asked me, "Can I come in?"

"Ah? Okay, okay, come in!" My little excitement and joy were simply unstoppable.

The oath I made just now was so frustrating that it was all broken in an instant.

What Xi Yu brought was an ointment, which I didn't recognize, and he said, "Wrist still hurts? You put on some more of this, the ointment was torn off yesterday, why is it still sticking on?"

I was flattered, because he pulled my wrist very forcefully, then tore off the plaster, and cleaned me with a cotton swab, and finally spread the ointment on the back of my hand and rubbed it gently.

After a while, I felt warm on the back of my hand, which was very comfortable.

It may also be that the place he wiped gradually became hot.

Xi Yu said: "It will feel hotter and hotter, but this is normal. Don't use your hands these days. I think it's almost better. Why don't you say it when you are rowing during the day?"

"Ah?" I was so surprised, why do I feel that he seems to know what I complained about?

He touched the tip of his nose and explained, "Oh...passing by your door, I heard you call and say that your wrist still hurts."

I stared at the ointment and asked him, "Then you...did you just buy this thing?"

"Hmm." He nodded.

I closed my eyes, and my heart froze, "Xi Yu, why are you being so nice to me..."

"Do you need a reason to be nice to someone? I'm not nice to you..." he didn't seem to know how to express, "You and Zheng Yangcheng..."

Before I finished speaking, Zheng Yangcheng made a voice call for me, and I answered in embarrassment, "Hello?"

Zheng Yangcheng was particularly excited, the background music was very exciting, "How is it, cutie?"

I was so embarrassed that I could only try my best to change the subject, "Ah, that wrist doesn't hurt much anymore. Xi Yu sent me medicine and just wiped it off."

Zheng Yangcheng didn't know if he understood what I meant, he asked me, "Do you want to come out and play? We're at the bar."

I'm in a dilemma, I've never had a drink, and I've never tasted a pineapple beer.

Zheng Yangcheng laughed loudly: "I knew you must have never been there! Your family members probably wouldn't agree with you to go, do you want to feel it, brother can protect you."

I looked at Xi Yu subconsciously, and blurted out, "I have no money..."

Xi Yu frowned, but still asked me: "Do you want to go?"

Zheng Yangcheng said "Oh", "Xi Yu is by your side, oh, let's come together, let him take you back at night, don't be afraid, it's not very far from where you live."

I didn't know how to react for a while, do you want to drink?I want to drink...but I'm afraid I'll make a fool of myself if I don't drink enough.

Back in East County, if I dare to go to the bar, my dad and I will know about it in a second, and then half of the people in the bar will slowly be replaced by our plainclothes bodyguards.

In that way, my friends will spoil the fun, and I will not have fun... Do you want to try?

If I'm drunk, can I lie down in Xi Yu's arms and see if he will push me away...

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