Looking at the sleeping Omega, Jing Yu's eyes flickered with a fragmented and weak light.

The dark memory of the 17-year-old made Jing Yu very uneasy.

He was afraid that he would lose control and hurt Gu Yunzhou like Gu Zhengze.

Jing Yu gently rubbed Gu Yunzhou's soft black hair with his chin, feeling depressed and depressed.

Gu Yunzhou knew Jing Yu very well, and found out that something was wrong with him early the next morning.

Jing Yu has been very reticent since he woke up. Although he usually doesn't talk much, Gu Yunzhou can clearly distinguish the difference between the two.

Looking at Alpha who was a little listless, Gu Yunzhou touched the base of his ear, "Did you sleep well?"

Jing Yu didn't speak, but lowered his head and sniffed the smell on Gu Yunzhou's body.

Obviously anxious and unhappy.

Gu Yunzhou thought that Jing Yu was influenced by him, so he was depressed.

So I didn't think much about it, and comforted him for a while.

It wasn't until near noon that Gu Yunzhou received a text message from Jing Yu, saying that he had something to do at noon, and he suddenly felt a little subtle.

After Jing Yu went to Feiteng to work, they were still the same as before, eating together at noon every day.

If Jing Yu really didn't have time to have dinner with him because of work, he would have called and told him.

He sent text messages, obviously because he was afraid that Gu Yunzhou would ask him what he was up to.

This is the same as back then, when Gu Yunzhou was studying in Ikebo, and when Jing Yu came to visit him, he would make voice calls.

The purpose is to prevent Gu Yunzhou from asking more questions.

Just because Jing Yu doesn't lie to him doesn't mean he will tell Gu Yunzhou everything.

But most of the things that cannot be told to him have something to do with him.

Although he didn't know what Jing Yu was doing, Gu Yunzhou didn't ask, let alone expose him.

Reminiscent of Jing Yu's abnormal mental state in the morning, Gu Yunzhou frowned slightly.

It seems that this guy has something to hide from him.

Since Jing Yu didn't tell him, there must be his own reasons.

Gu Yunzhou still has this trust, so he replied with "I see".

Jing Yu didn't have lunch with Gu Yunzhou because he had an appointment with Professor Hong.

Professor Hong was very surprised that Jing Yu took the initiative to call him to do psychological counseling.

Since Jing Yu split up, he has been coming to him regularly for spiritual counseling.

Although Jing Yu is not opposed to spiritual counseling, he seldom takes the initiative to say anything during the counseling process, and Professor Hong usually guides him.

It was rare for him to take the initiative, and Professor Hong was very helpful and made an appointment with him at one o'clock in the noon.

Only at this point in time can Gu Yunzhou be avoided and not let him know his whereabouts.

Jing Yu didn't want this matter to reach Gu Yunzhou's ears, but he needed Professor Hong's help very much now.

At exactly one o'clock, Jing Yu arrived at Professor Hong's consultation room on time.

This time, without waiting for Professor Hong's guidance, Jing Yu spoke bluntly about the problems he was facing and his inner anxiety.

After listening to Jing Yu's self-report, Professor Hong asked him as if confirming, "So you are suppressing your bond fever because of Yunzhou, because you are worried that Yunzhou will be hurt?"

"Ah."

Now Professor Hong finally understands why Jingyu's GSH is so low.

It turned out that he was not suppressing his own desires, he was trying his best to reduce his danger value, so as not to hurt Gu Yunzhou.

After figuring out the ins and outs, Professor Hong told him, "Alpha will have susceptibility symptoms in the early stage of binding fever."

"Alpha in the susceptible period, the gland warning hormone will indeed surge, and thus have a strong possessive desire for the Omega you like."

Professor Hong said in a gentle voice, "Jing Yu, this is normal, this is not illness."

Jing Yu asked Professor Hong, "Does every Alpha in the susceptible period want to lock up his Omega so that no one can see it, and let him belong to himself?"

"It's a disease."

"It's a terrible sickness."

Jing Yu lowered his eyes, and he said slowly, "I don't want to do this to Xiao Zhou."

"I don't want his world to be just me, but I'm sick!"

"I want to control him, completely control him, and make him mine alone."

If love is such a selfish monopoly and hurt.

Then he would rather not love Gu Yunzhou like this, just be by his side and protect him.

Seeing Alpha with a sad expression, Professor Hong also felt uncomfortable.

But he still calmed down with a professional attitude, "It's not your fault, Alphas with high A physique are indeed more possessive than ordinary Alphas."

"But those Alphas who really imprisoned their own Omega, they will not blame themselves like you."

"They mistook hurt for love and thought they were right."

"You're not them, you know it's wrong, you even suppress yourself and don't hurt Yunzhou."

"Jing Yu, we can't decide our gender, orientation, and high-A physique, but we can control our desires."

"The biggest difference between humans and animals is that humans are rational and self-disciplined."

"Jing Yu, you are different from them, your susceptibility period is restraint."

Even because of the high A physique, there will be a strong possessive desire.

But Jing Yu didn't let himself go, he suppressed his instinct.

Professor Hong looked at the distressed Alpha, who blamed himself for being helpless because of his nature and instinct.

He praised him, "Jing Yu, you did a good job, you didn't let pheromones control your emotions and reason."

Jing Yu's thick and long eyelashes, like two dead leaves in the cold winter, trembled in the cold wind.

He didn't allow anyone to hurt Gu Yunzhou, not even himself.

Jing Yu didn't know if he was really doing well, and he didn't know if he would continue to do well in the future.

Last night, when he closed his eyes, his mind was filled with images of Gu Yunzhou's body covered in injuries.

When Gu Yunzhou first came to Jing's house, his body was covered with bruises and bruises.

Some scars have not faded until now, like brand marks, reminding how Gu Yunzhou was treated in the past.

So he didn't know why he had so many thoughts of hurting Gu Yunzhou.

At the age of 17, every dark thought he had towards Gu Yunzhou was like a cone like a knife, leaving many clear marks on Jing Yu's heart.

Jing Yu's situation was more serious than Professor Hong had imagined.

He thought that if he found the reason why Jing Yu shielded his feelings, he could prescribe the right medicine and cure his illness.

Unexpectedly, things were still very difficult.

Professor Hong doesn't know Gu Yunzhou's background, so he doesn't understand the real source of Jing Yu's anxiety.

Because of Gu Zhengze's reappearance, Gu Yunzhou's reaction and attitude undoubtedly made Jing Yu's situation worse.

He was too afraid to see Gu Yunzhou sad.

Although he didn't understand the whole situation, Professor Hong also knew the truth that the person who untied the bell had to tie it.

Let Gu Yunzhou enlighten Jing Yu is the best way.

Professor Hong considered it for a while, and then said, "Jing Yu, I know you don't want Yun Zhou to worry, so you don't want to tell him."

"But you also know that he is a very smart and sensitive person. Even if you don't tell him, he will notice it one day."

"Even if he knows your thoughts during the susceptible period, I believe he will understand you."

When Professor Hong said these words, Jing Yu's tense fingers moved slightly.

Gu Yunzhou received a call from Professor Hong after get off work.

The other party told him that Jing Yu asked him for spiritual counseling today, and the content was about bonding fever.

Professor Hong has a high professional ethics, even if he has a good relationship with Gu Yunzhou.

Without Jing Yu's permission, he would not disclose today's conversation to Gu Yunzhou.

So this call must have been made by Professor Hong after Jing Yu let it go.

In other words, Jing Yu used Professor Hong's mouth to say something that was difficult for him to take the initiative to confess to Gu Yunzhou.

This phone call contained a lot of information, which overturned Gu Yunzhou's perception that Jing Yu couldn't combine heat.

He always thought that it was Jing Yu's body shielding function, something went wrong that caused him to subconsciously suppress his desire.

The truth is because of him.

Jing Yu's logic is very simple, if his bonding fever will cause harm to Gu Yunzhou, then this feeling will be eliminated across the board.

So Gu Yunzhou has teased Jing Yu for so many years, but he didn't notice anything.

He is dull because he dare not open Pandora's box.

Jing Yu erected a solid shield for him.

But those shields were destroyed by Gu Yunzhou's injury, which made Jing Yu's feelings for him gradually revealed.

If Gu Yunzhou hadn't been away from Jingyu for four years, hadn't deliberately alienated him, and deliberately said those words to anger him.

According to Jing Yu's personality, he will always restrain his instincts, and continue to be so platonic with Gu Yunzhou.

Gu Yunzhou didn't know how to scold himself for being stupid for not realizing it earlier.

You should still call Jing Yu stupid.

Gu Yunzhou drove back to Jing's house, and Jing Yu had already returned.

Probably because he felt that his thoughts during the susceptible period were too dark, he stayed alone in the bedroom.

When Gu Yunzhou entered, Alpha tensed every line of his body.

"Thinking to tie me up and lock me up in the house for you to see alone?"

Gu Yunzhou walked over and looked down at the handsome Alpha, his voice could not hear any emotion.

Jing Yu pursed his lips straight and did not dare to speak.

Gu Yunzhou leaned down and pinched his chin, "Coincidentally, I thought so too."

"AO combined with the manual said that Alpha's possessiveness is much higher than that of Omega."

"Because Omega doesn't have warning pheromones, and the surge of warning pheromones is one of the important reasons for Alpha's possessiveness."

"The higher the value of A, the stronger the surge of warning pheromones, and the stronger the desire to monopolize."

"This also forms Alpha's unique susceptibility period."

Gu Yunzhou squinted his eyes, his sharp eyes were as sharp as a knife, and there was an undisguised aggression in his eyes.

"Jing Yu, I don't have a susceptible period."

"But during my bonding fever, you know how much I wanted to lock you up until you figured out how to be someone else's Alpha?"

Gu Yunzhou put his knees between Jing Yu's legs, leaned over and pressed Alpha on the bed.

Jing Yu stared at him blankly.

Gu Yunzhou put his arms on both sides of Jing Yu's shoulders, he lowered his body, his eyes were still sharp enough to stab people.

"Jing Yu, if there is such a day, you can keep me locked in the room, remember, it's not because of your ability."

"That's certainly what I want."

Gu Yunzhou pressed his lips down, his voice was soft and soothing, "You don't believe you can, but you have to believe me!"

"No matter how bad your mental state is or how possessive you are, I will be by your side and pull you back."

"Understand?"

Jing Yu's side face was tense, his muscles were lumpy, as stiff as a stone statue.

Suddenly, he suddenly picked up Gu Yunzhou and pressed him onto his body.

"Small boat."

Jing Yu hurriedly and impatiently kissed Gu Yunzhou, his lips were trembling all the time, as if some kind of emotion couldn't be vented.

"Xiaozhou." He called Gu Yunzhou's name impatiently.

"I really like you."

"Xiaozhou, I like you so much."

The author has something to say: This is why Jing Yu didn't understand life and death at the beginning, and Gu Yunzhou said that the two of them liked differently.

He also has love for Gu Yunzhou, but this kind of love has no desire.

because he hid

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