[Jewelry Colleagues] Love sees people's hearts for a long time

If it is hate, it is revenge.Why should I get involved in myself...the glitz and hustle and bustle, what I want, have, and cherish, is only one person.If you can let go, you won't be close...

I fell in love with her, and finally separated.It's not her fault, it's my problem.So, it wasn't she who lost me, but I, who lost her.So, I should be afraid...

I finally made the opposite choice.

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i am in America.

I want to overcome a mental block but need someone to help me.

Frank is an interesting therapist, I like this young man very much.

He told me that hypnotherapy is very effective method.I accepted with a smile.

After three treatments, I gave up this method.

These three sessions often ended because she appeared during hypnosis.The doctor asked me about Jesscia.

In fact, I have already chosen to forget her, and I don't want to mention her again.So I also didn't ask if the treatment hurt the memory.

I started another treatment, slowly and painfully.

I went back to the hotel, and when I saw that familiar figure, my footsteps were firmly fixed in the center of the hall.I'm not ready, I'm not ready.I can't see her yet, and I don't want to see her.

I know her, she likes a good and comfortable life, she will choose the best room.So I informed my subordinates to reserve the room close to mine, and I didn't want her to live in it.

However, it's too late.

I didn't insist anymore, even if I could persist, I could change this result.

I saw her one after another, but she still looked ignorant, and she was still so high-profile and flamboyant.

She was with Yang Zhiqiu, she just had a miscarriage and was very sad.

I don't allow myself to fall in the same place.But I decided to smooth out where it fell.

I have a reason to approach her, revenge.

I never intended to prod her with Erin.Because I know it won't work for her.I was not in her heart, she pushed me out several times.

I arranged some coincidences.She is divorced.

She was very sad and did it for hours in front of the hotel.I finally couldn't bear to go back from the reception to see her.But I don't want to lose weight.

So, greet her politely and reservedly.I tried not to let myself comfort her, not to hold her.

I compromised and went downstairs again.She was in a bad mood and lost her temper with me.

We get into the elevator together.She stood silently behind me, and I tried to ignore her presence.

The elevator stopped and she fell ill.

My heart ached without any scruples.

I don't regret letting her divorce.I just regret not coming back sooner and comforting her sooner.Even if I'm nothing to her,

But I can be with her and not make her sick.Even if it's far away, it's fine.

I know, I still love her.But I don't want to get too involved with her until the treatment is over.So, I lied to her that she passed out outside the elevator, and I just took her to the hospital, and she had nothing to do with my hand injury.

I never mentioned the time when the two of them were alone in the middle.

Sure enough, she left without any worries.

Back in Hong Kong, we inevitably met.

I'm jealous of any man around her, it has nothing to do with being sick or not.The existence of Shi Taihe is something I have been concerned about for a long time, but I have never mentioned it.

That being the case, let her be by my side.Once again I convinced myself that I was taking revenge.

However, I did not lie to her.Everything I do is out of control and from the heart.

What I lied to was just another self.

We are back together.The scar is not healed, the pain is still there.But I have ignored it.

I control what happens, I let myself immerse myself...

Kang Yayan was an accident.In any case, I can't think of her as the same person as me.

When she came to Tiankun to find me, I finally understood why she stopped me from being with Jesscia.

Before, she didn't agree with us being together.But this time, the attitude was too tough.

The three sisters are all selfish people, and they will not rashly offend someone like him for each other.So, this time, why did she dare?

Kang Yayan's suspicion of me was blocked by me.I waited silently to see what she was going to do.

It's true that I don't want to get married.I would love to be with her, but I don't want to take the next step.

After some unexpected situations before, let me know that some trajectories have changed.When I haven't predicted what might happen, I can't take risks rashly.

What happened in the past, I don't want it to happen again.I can't put our marriage to the test.

Also, I have to appease Tetsuo.He's not stupid, guessing something.Even though I didn't admit it, I'm worried he's going to tell Jessica about it...

Kang Yayan asked me to let go.I know her purpose, so I don't want to talk to her more.

From the very beginning, I made it clear that this was impossible.

Later, she said that Jessica committed suicide for me, and she told me my later story...

These days, I haven't called her because I haven't figured out how to explain my inability to get married.Also, it's not something that can be resolved on the phone, she doesn't think I'm serious.

I haven't seen her for a few days, and I'm already thinking about her.But she didn't call me and I knew she was mad at me.Maybe, she will say break up.

So, I can only pretend to be a stranger to call her, listen to her voice, listen to her breathing.

After Kang Yayan left, I also left the company.

I went to where she lived and I knew she wasn't there.So I opened the door myself with the key.I sat quietly, recalling the time we were together.

I went back to my place.

I fell in the bathroom and sat on the floor leaning against the tub.

I can't cry, even though the tears are streaming down my face, I still can't make a sound.I tried my best to breathe normally.

Allow yourself to vent.But, I can't do it.

The thought of her ending herself here makes her heart throb like a spasm.

I didn't know until now how much she loved me, but I couldn't be happier.

The more she loves me, the more I despair.

No matter how long I live, I am destined to go before her.Besides, there are still many unknowns.

I don't want her to be hurt like that again, I don't want her to be wronged again, I don't want her to miss me.

i don't want anything...

I only want her life to be stable, as long as she is happy, as long as she lives well.

Well, the sooner it's resolved the better.That way, the pain is least to her.

I came to the park to eat her favorite ice cream.I have never eaten...

Even if she doesn't come down, I'll call her.But, I want to finish this ice cream first.

She came and sat next to me.

I was worried that she would be cold, so I took off my clothes and gave them to her.

She doesn't want to.I can't force it either.After all, I'm going to be a bad guy in a minute.

It's better for her to say the word of breaking up, I just listen.

Or let her leave me, let her choose.

What if she wants to keep this status quo and never think about getting married?Then, he can selfishly maintain such a relationship for a period of time.

She won't, I know.

She likes to have the upper hand and is used to striking first.She needs to vent when she is wronged, and she will be more decisive when she feels insulted.

So, I keep guiding her...

She said, He Feng, I don't want you to!

She's gone, I can't go after her.

I was wondering what it would have been like when she said the words 'I'm really disappointed in him' to Kang Yayan before.

Will it be like now, wishing never to see me again.

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