[Jewelry Colleagues] Love sees people's hearts for a long time

It was late at night, and He Feng walked to the bedside to wake up Yasi who was still sleeping, "Get up and eat something, Jessica..." He called her softly.

She sat up from the bed, lying on his shoulder in a daze, as if she still didn't know where she was, and she didn't remember what happened.When she gradually remembered, she got out of bed.Silently finish dinner with him.

"...Bringing you over at this time, maybe you will be misunderstood." Everyone will think that she did this, "But I will explain it clearly afterwards."

"Is there another room here?" After listening to all he said, she put down the milk and asked nonchalantly.

"Jessica..." The situation seemed more serious than he thought.

"After tonight, send me back to Hong Kong tomorrow, and I'll help you finish the trick. Now, I'm going to sleep, you go out." She said coldly, walked to the door and opened it.

"..." At first, he sat motionless in his original position.Later, he walked to the door and faced her.

"Don't do this, you can get mad at me, Jessica." He reached out to close the door, and she held the doorknob tightly to prevent him from closing it.

"I'm not angry, what you did is reasonable, I can accept it, let's get out!" She looked up at him, her eyes flickering.

He Feng's expression hardly changed, after closing the door, he still looked at her quietly.

"Do you think I care about other people's misunderstandings?! In the end, you don't believe me at all. Since you don't believe me, why do you still pick me up, why do you still want to be with me? If this relationship is just me from beginning to end wishful thinking, then I'd rather not...no

come near me! "She avoided the hand he extended. He didn't force it either, she was pregnant, and he couldn't make her move more violently.

"You know it's not that I don't believe you, please don't use this kind of reason to be angry?" he whispered, he was almost begging.

"Then what do you want me to say? Say I can understand you? Yes, I can understand you. I can understand you intellectually. But emotionally, I can't! How can you hide this from me, you How could this happen after I treated you like that. I thought the last time I treated you was to refuse you to hug me. He Feng, do you know how I feel? You don't know at all!" She cried and turned to go in , lying on the bed and burying himself in the quilt.

He Feng lowered his head and said nothing.After a while, I moved my stiff body to the light switch and turned off the only light.

He walked to the bed silently and sat on the ground.Looking at the trembling quilt, "You're right, I don't know anything. Maybe, I shouldn't have survived at all, I don't deserve to have you at all, and dying like that is what I deserve... "

She threw off the quilt violently, and slapped his face forcefully with her hand, and her fingerprints immediately appeared on his face.

"Say it again..." She stared at him with red eyes, "Is this what you want to say to me?!" She got off the bed with bare feet, "He Feng, you are not worthy, you are not worthy !"

The moment she stood up from the bed, she was hugged tightly.She didn't struggle at all, "Who told you to say such things! Why do you always scare me!" She buried her head in his arms and beat his back hard.

"Jessica, you take me too seriously. I don't want you to do this. The more you do this, the more scared I am. You have to imagine that I am someone who doesn't deserve you, and take me lightly, like It's not necessary, so you won't suffer..." His voice was still soft.Like he said, dispensable.Even if one day he wants to leave, she can easily come out as dispensable.

"Can you?!" she asked back.

......

Hong Kong

Norman is missing and no one knows what happened to him.As for Ringo, even though He Feng knew that he was the one who betrayed him in his previous life, he didn't fire him.After all, a good bird chooses a tree to live in. At that time, Tian Kun was in a state of besieged on all sides.His choice is also understandable.But this does not mean how tolerant He Feng is, it is precisely because he also understands the principle of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages. There are no permanent enemies or permanent friends in the business world.It is the eternal law that a gentleman should not stand under a dangerous wall.

It has been two months since He Feng returned to Hong Kong without incident.Externally, he claimed that Yasi took the money to redeem him from the kidnappers.Then, all the rumors about how Kang Yasi wanted to seize Tiankun's property collapsed.

After returning, He Feng handed over the company affairs to He Zhenan, and he just stayed at home with IELTS every day.

"Do you want to drink water?" He Feng sat on the side and asked Yasi who was lying on the bed with a pale face. She had severe morning sickness.

Yasi shook her head, "Don't worry too much." She comforted him, "Why don't you lie down beside me and rest for a while?" He has been tormented by her for several nights and hasn't slept well.

"Do you want something to eat?" he asked again.

"Honey, why are you more nervous than me?" She suddenly smiled, "Come here, sleep for a while." She sat up and pulled him to lie down.

"Close your eyes," she ordered.

He moved his lips, trying to say something.But in the end, it was gently closed.But the moment he closed it, she suddenly sat up again.

"Don't get up, I can do it myself." After she finished speaking, she ran to the bathroom.

At first, He Feng didn't move, but within ten seconds, he still got up...

......

On the day IELTS was due to give birth, he was the same as before.It was like going through a life-and-death struggle.It's just that, he was more afraid, an unprecedented sense of fear, and her fading voice seemed to be the loss of his physical strength.

But now, he was just worried, and hoped that it would end soon, and her pain would end soon.

All the twists and turns have passed, and from now on, all he has to do is to make her happy, accompany her to watch her grow up quickly, and protect her happiness as much as he can.

......

He accompanied her for 21 years, and he lived hard for 21 years.He's content, he's sorry.

That day, he was sitting in the study.She is downstairs making rice dumplings.

When Xun Xun came home at noon, Yasi asked Xun Xun to call He Feng for dinner.Xun Xun didn't come down for a long time...

When Yasi went upstairs, he saw Xunxun was kneeling beside He Feng, crying.

She walked over slowly and said only one sentence, husband, Jiuniang Yuanzi is ready, you want me to make it for you.

He Feng leaned back on the seat quietly, as if falling asleep.

On the desk is an open diary.......

After the funeral, Xun Xun found out all the diaries, he said it was written by his father for his mother.Start writing from the day you get married.He said that my father asked me to tell my mother not to be sad, and that he would always be with her.He said, only one article a day, Mom.

IELTS didn't say anything, and tore off those diaries page by page.She said it was all a lie.

Later, she obediently read the diaries that had been out of order, one every day.But sometimes, he wrote so short that she couldn't help but read a few more.

Two years later, she was already skinny, but she still had a lot of diaries.He wrote it for 21 years, and she couldn't have read it so quickly.

When she was lying on the hospital bed, Xunxun didn't go to work every day, and took the thick stack of paper torn from the diary, reading from morning till night.

He finally finished reading IELTS until the day he died of illness.

That day, Xunxun looked at Yasi who had left peacefully and said a word.

He said with tears in his eyes, congratulations, mom, you finally don't have to think about dad anymore.I'm miserable. I used to think of one, but now I think of two...

The author has something to say: Fanwai’s diary is also in random order.

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1. Watching cartoons with Xun Xun today, does every child like Hayao Miyazaki?I don't know if you like it or not?When I watched it today, I heard this sentence: It is raining in the city where you live, and I really want to ask if you have an umbrella, but I hold back.Because I was afraid that I really didn't bring it with me, and there was nothing I could do.Just like I love you but can't give you the company you want. "

Maybe I'm really not romantic enough, even if I'm sorry, I have to borrow someone else's pen.

2. My physique is getting weaker and weaker, so I want to go out with you on vacation again.You chose America, you said that's where we met.

When I went, it happened to be winter in the United States.

Because of the snow, the beach that was originally full of sand was covered with white snow.For some reason, there are many people on the beach.You're curious, so we walked over.During the period, you asked me to wait for you at the same place, and you went to buy two cups of hot drinks to drink.I say yes.

After you walked for a while, the sky suddenly remembered the sound of fireworks blooming.Suddenly remembering that we were in France, I was so lost in thought that I didn't notice more and more people around me.

Until you called me, your eyes were red, and all the hot drinks in your hands were spilled on your hands, but you just looked at me and called my name.

At that moment, I knew how much you were afraid of losing me.I pretended not to know your fear, unfolded my windbreaker and embraced you in my arms.

You didn't say you were afraid, you didn't say you were afraid of me fainting.You just say, I can't find you.

I want to say, no matter where I am, I will let you find me.

But I thought again, forget it.Don't give you hope.If, I leave, where will you find me again!

When writing this diary, I regret not saying it at the time.Because, I will be here with you, always with you.

3. I am in France, because of the Philippines, I have to be lazy for a few days.I really don't want to, when I can't see you, I still think about death.In that way, I will miss you more.

4. The weather is fine today, we took Xunxun to the amusement park, but Xunxun insisted that I ride the roller coaster with him, you hit him.I love him more than you.

5. Xun Xun went to high school on the first day today, and he got into a fight with someone.Because the classmates speak ill of him behind his back, not to him, but to you and me.Ordinary family values ​​cannot accept too large a gap in age.Therefore, their influence on children will also form this concept.When we sent him to school together, his classmates said, I am like your father.Because Xun Xun was tall and strong, he beat him to pieces.

You go to the school to solve it, but you are only responsible for the medical expenses, and you don’t say anything else, and there is nothing like an apology.You think it's not Xunxun's fault, you tell Xunxun that you will fight again, I can't laugh or cry.But I dare not go against your wishes face to face and make you angry.In fact, we have been together for so long, what does it matter what others say?I don't care and neither do you.I say this to you.

But you said, you just don't want Xunxun to misunderstand me and think it's wrong for us to be together.

At that moment, I don't know what to say!You just want our son's approval, there's nothing wrong with that.

Let me tell you a secret, I had a heart-to-heart talk with Xunxun that night, I told him that sometimes you can’t just use force to solve problems, I told him how to get along better with others......

Later, one day he came back happily and told me that he scored [-] points for the composition.I said, tell mom the good news quickly.He said no, my mother would be sad when she saw it.I want to see, but he won't let me.

The next day, I received a call from the parent who had a fight with Xun Xun last time, and she apologized to me on behalf of the child on the phone.I asked Xun Xun why?He doesn't say.I never imagined that one day I would threaten my own son because he wanted to read a letter.Sorry, wife, my threat condition is you.I said, tell mom if you don't show dad.You said that I am sometimes as naive as Xunxun, I believe it.

I read the composition many times and almost memorized it.In order to atone for your sins, I now tell you the content of the composition.

The topic is, my parents.

My mom and dad are the best couple in the world.They are year-end lovers who are not recognized by most people in life, and many people describe their relationship as unsightly.Some said about my father, and some were aimed at my mother. Most of them said that my mother was for money and my father was for sex.In this regard, I don't want to make any further excuses.My father told me, don't argue with people about unreasonable things, it's a waste of time, as long as you know everything in your mind.

I am not as open-minded as my father, so I wrote this composition.I want to tell others what they are like in my eyes, their closest son, what they look like in their eyes.

My parents never quarrel, my mother is sometimes willful and unreasonable, very fierce and domineering.But my father never said anything, nor did he get angry.He will admit all mistakes tolerantly, even if the fault is not his.Sometimes I complain about my father's injustice, but my mother is jealous because of this kind of thing. He won't let me take care of her husband.Dad sometimes gets up very early to cook breakfast and warm milk for mother.He will also put down all his official business and go shopping with her. Shopping is the most annoying thing for men.But because he was with his mother, his father never tired of it.

After writing this, many people must think that my mother is not a good wife, thinking that she is just the favored party.

Once, my father was sick.It's one of those less serious colds.

I inadvertently discovered that my mother stayed up all night with my father to take care of him.Every time, my mother said that my father is usually in good health and does not often get sick.So it's hard to appreciate the feeling of taking care of dad, of course we have to cherish every minute and every second.That's what she told me, and that's what she told Dad.

After she finished speaking, she went upstairs by herself, leaving my father and I to eat at the dining table.

When I was young, I didn't know what kind of emotion it was.

So I asked Dad, is Mom not normal?How can you seem to like your father's illness?

That was the first time my father reprimanded me very severely. He said that he was not allowed to say that about my mother again.When Dad said that, his eyes were red.

I was terrified then, thinking he was really angry.But later I found out that what he did was not to me, but to himself.

Dad knows that he can't stay with his mother for a long time, so he will cherish every minute and every second with her, and don't waste any time.I sometimes feel that my mother is really the happiest woman in the world.

Ever since I discovered my father's secret, I feel sorry for him more and more.I really want to say to him, I would like to exchange your life with me...

Wife, Xun Xun read this composition in front of the whole class.

6. Today you asked me what I was writing and I freaked out.Said to modify the file.You found out as soon as I picked up the pen, you must have paid too much attention to me.It is inevitable that you will discover my secret, so I will accompany you if I don’t write today.

7. Jessica, are you still reading?

8. We got married.Sorry to make you tired this morning.Today is the first day, I started journaling.

I don't know if it's right or wrong for me to do this, but this is all I can do, and I will do my best to make you feel that I am still by your side.

9. I fainted yesterday and couldn't write.Make it up today, what to make up for?I hope I won't faint again, and I won't make you worry again.

10. Wife, don't read on, okay?Forget, or burn it.

11. Tetsunan got married today, it is enough for you to accompany me to attend.

12. We have been together for 15 years, and yesterday was our wedding anniversary.On special days, I can't write, and I don't want to think at that time that I will lose you sooner or later.

13. Xunxun can call you Dad, you are happier than me.

14. I love you too.

15. At a banquet, someone strikes up a conversation with you, I'm jealous.I am writing because you are tired and begging for mercy, but I don’t want to say more today.

16. Promise me that you will only read one article a day.

17. I sent someone to stir up your divorce at the beginning, and I deliberately created misunderstandings for you.You can come to my side is my plan step by step.Sorry to tell you now.You said that only feelings cannot tolerate deception.So, I dare not tell you in person, I am afraid that you will leave me...

But now, hate me!You'd better forget about me, and you're calling me selfish again, right?It's okay, if you hate me, don't read any more.

18. It's good to open my eyes and see you by my side, I'm still alive.

19. You are so cunning that you stole the ring I once gave you.It took me a long time to find it.

20. Tell Xunxun to be brave today, I said that Dad can't be by your side forever.

He said, what about Xun Xun?

I said, Xunxun has a mother?

He said, what about mother?

I have to say, so Xunxun has to be brave and take care of her mother.

Wife, I am not always able to answer Xun Xun's questions.I am very dissatisfied with this answer today.

21. You alienated Shi Taihe for me, thank you.

22. I'm going to stop writing.Because the body is too weak, you are always by my side.On the one hand, I am afraid of being discovered by you, and on the other hand, I am reluctant to spend any more time on this.

23. You are pregnant, I am happy and sad.Pregnancy is too much work for a woman.

24. I shouldn't have written this, but your enthusiasm today made me unable to control myself.

25. The more I look at you, the more reluctant I am.

26. I hope you can read this far, because that proves that you are still alive and did not do stupid things for me.

27. Sorry, may have to leave.I tried my best, it's good that you are not by my side at the moment.i don't want to see you cry...