I would rather die than be the white moonlight

Shen Ke was walking alone on the way back. He lowered his head and looked at the time on his watch. It was already very late. It was impossible to go back to his parents' house at this point. After thinking about it, Shen Ke turned around and went to the hut that the two bought go.

Just as Shen Ke pushed open the door, his feet were almost limp on the ground. Shen Ke leaned against the door and gasped for breath. Now all the things have been completed, and this difficulty has been passed.Shen Ke felt that he had almost no strength to walk to the bed.

Shen Ke felt that his physical strength was losing a lot, and the only hope he had now was that after Su Liang came back, he could take out the small amount of dividends and let him relax.

Shen Ke set several watch bells the next day.But none of them woke him up, Shen Ke overwhelmed the other, and the watch bell that rang at the end was the loudest alarm that Shen Ke had set.Shen Ke struggled to get up, calculated the time and only slept for less than five hours at most.

Shen Ke felt that his whole body became stiff, and he didn't even want to move. Shen Ke felt the burning pain in his stomach getting worse.Shen Ke stretched out his hand and rubbed his stomach, opened the refrigerator to get something for himself, but there was only one piece of bread left in the refrigerator.

The bread was very dry, Shen Ke quickly lost his appetite, he sighed and looked at his phone, picked up his briefcase and went out.

When I got on the subway, it was probably due to my feet sloping. Shen Ke was pushed by an old woman to sit on the seat. Shen Ke was still a little embarrassed. Now, can I invite you and your family to come over?"

Shen Ke raised his eyebrows, the subway was too crowded, Shen Ke couldn't hear the words on the other end of the phone, the vague voice made Shen Ke say hello twice and then hung up the phone.

When Shen Ke got off the subway and called back again, the line was busy there.Shen Ke put the phone back in his pocket.

There were a few homeless men on the side of the road, surrounded by a huge stereo, and they began to sing compassionate songs in broad daylight, which made Shen Ke feel uncomfortable all over. What happened, turned back, in front of the homeless man's box.He took out his pocket and found that there was only two yuan in change left, so he put this in the box.

Shen Ke thought to himself, it's good deeds, things are not going well these few days, those homeless men saw it, clapped their hands gratefully to Shen Ke and said: "Thank you, good man, have a safe life."

Shen Ke walked towards the company step by step. Shen Ke, who had never been late before, was late for 2 minutes this time. Shen Ke's boss looked at Shen Ke's haggard face, deleted the record of Shen Ke's lateness this time, and took a picture. Patting Shen Ke on the shoulder did not speak.

The sharp-mouthed boss didn't scold him this time. Shen Ke was a little surprised, but he also got a bargain and behaved well. He gave his boss a big smile, and then sat down at his job.

Sitting next to Shen Ke's chair was Liang Mu, Liang Mu saw his boss leave

After arriving at his office, he poked his head secretly, looked at Shen Ke and frowned: "Do you know why the boss didn't scold you today?"

Shen Ke was a little curious, and asked incomprehensibly, "Why?"

"Because your current face is like a ghost, and there is no one who is so pale."

Shen Ke looked at Liang Mu's serious face, and picked up the mirror next to him to take a look at his own face.

Shen Ke's face is pale and blue, because of insomnia, there are big dark circles under the eyes, and the lips are almost invisible.Shen Ke couldn't bear to look directly at his own face, so he quickly put down the mirror.

Liang Mu raised his eyebrows: "In your current situation, if it wasn't in broad daylight, I would have thought you were going to be haunted."

Shen Ke didn't speak, just glared at Liang Mu, and the voice of the boss came from the other side: "Liang Mu, bring in the plan from yesterday."

Shen Ke kicked Liang Mu's stool: "Hurry up."

Liang Mu rolled his big eyes, and made a big grimace at the boss who turned his back, which made a group of colleagues nearby couldn't help laughing. When the boss turned his head to look over, Liang Mu's expression hadn't recovered , the boss imitated Liang Mu's way of raising his eyebrows every time, and also raised his eyebrows: "Half of the overtime pay for this month will be deducted."

Liang Mu suddenly froze, and looked at the plan in his hand wanting to cry without tears. When the boss walked away, he slapped himself a few times: "I call you cheap, call you cheap."

Liang Mu, who was like a living treasure, made the corners of Shen Ke's mouth twitch. Seeing Shen Ke smiling, Liang Mu patted Shen Ke's head as he did when he was a child, and walked into the boss's room with the plan in his face.

Just as Shen Ke turned on the computer, the phone rang, and Shen Ke answered the phone: "Su Liang."

Su Liang heard Shen Ke's haggard voice, and was a little worried. Su Liang didn't know how Shen Ke managed to get so much money together, but he knew that Shen Ke must have begged for it from others in a low voice. Knowing that she had wronged Shen Ke this time, Liang didn't know how to say, "I'll go back to accompany you after I've figured out a way to negotiate in the past two days."

Shen Ke thought about the hard work last night, and just wanted to complain to Su Liang about the hard-earned money, but when he heard the urging voice over there, Su Liang shouted impatiently: "What's the urging!"

Probably because of the painful business these two days, Su Liang was also a little tired. Su Liang was a little tired. After shouting, he remembered that he shouldn't get angry at his helper Xiao Song. Seeing Xiao Song panicked, Su Liang Liang waved his hand: "Okay, I see, I'll go now."

Shen Ke pursed his lips, after all, he didn't tell what happened last night, there's no need to distract Su Liang, let's talk about it when he comes back.

The two hung up the phone at the same time. Shen Ke stood up and wanted to go to the toilet. He had not eaten for a long time, which caused Shen Ke to have some hypoglycemia. He didn't feel dizzy. This was not the first time. Shen Ke supported the side The chair almost fell over.

Shen Ke blinked his eyes several times, and the sudden darkness in front of his eyes slowly disappeared. The colleagues next to him saw Shen Ke's appearance and wanted to come forward to help Shen Ke, but Shen Ke waved his hands and stood up hard.

Shen Ke has never felt that he was so tired, his whole body felt like he was out of strength. The first thing Shen Ke did when he walked to the toilet was not to solve his physical problems, but to go to the sink and wash himself vigorously. face.

Shen Ke got up and went to the toilet when his feverish brain regained temporary sobriety.

When he came back, Shen Ke found a bottle of soy milk on the table. Ever since he was a child, what impressed Shen Ke the most was the bowl of soy milk that his mother bought on the street corner in the morning. Here, the whole person feels warm.

Next to him, Liang Mu saw Shen Ke drinking soy milk, smiled at him sneakily, and then tapped on the keyboard.

When Shen Ke was about to get off work, he received the same call again at noon today. This time, Shen Ke heard it clearly. The doctor's words both inside and outside revealed some bad news, which made Shen Ke feel a little flustered. .

Shen Ke counted the days and found that Su Liang came back in three days. His parents were getting older, and both of them hated the smell of hospital disinfectant. After thinking for a while, he said: "Tomorrow afternoon, our company has a meeting, and this meeting will be over. It's earlier, I can take advantage of this time to go there."

The doctor didn't speak, he hummed lightly, and hung up the phone. It was already the time for the doctor on duty to get off work, and Shen Ke walked slowly to the hotel.

The staff in the hotel have already started to take their positions, ready to welcome the arrival of the evening guests.

Shen Ke walked to the back kitchen, picked up a familiar brush, dipped it in dish soap and got ready, and soon, batch after batch of bowls and chopsticks were placed in front of Shen Ke.

The business of the hotel didn't seem to be very good today, probably because of Monday, Shen Ke's workload was greatly reduced, Shen Ke was almost free after washing a few batches of dishes, so he sat aside in a daze.

Shen Ke put the phone in his close pocket this time, Su Liang finally called, Shen Ke picked it up quickly, and heard the voice from Shen Ke's pot: "Are you eating out? It's so late, Why are you only starting to eat now?"

There was slight reproach in Su Liang's tone, but it also contained heavy yearning.Shen Ke's nose became sore in an instant.

The sobbing sound came from the other end of the phone, Su Liang was a little bit sorry, and hurriedly asked: "Don't cry, don't cry."

Shen Ke had never felt that Su Liang's voice was so pleasant. He touched the phone and told about his part-time job: "Su Liang, I'm so tired."

Su Liang was stunned by Shen Ke's words. Su Liang never thought that Shen Ke would do this for him. It would be false to say that he was not moved. Su Liang said distressedly: "Why don't you tell me?"

Shen Ke froze for a moment, then seemed to have been greatly wronged, and took over the conversation.She scolded her head and face: "Did you give me a chance?!"

Su Liang was scolded by Shen Ke without saying a word, and finally sighed: "After I go back, you should quickly quit your job there."

Shen Ke thought for a while and said: "When the money is paid back, you can take me to see the snow. It's almost winter, and I want to go to the place with the best snow scene to see the snow, even if it's in this city."

When Su Liang heard this, he said hello, and Shen Ke continued: "The doctor wants me to get the examination report tomorrow, Su Liang, I'm a little flustered."

Su Liang laughed: "Don't panic, my little pig has always been in good health, there won't be any problems."

Shen Ke finally pressed the phone, this comfort is better than no comfort, which made his heart even more flustered.

Shen Ke stood at the entrance of the hospital, holding the checklist and didn't even want to go in. He was so frightened, Shen Ke took a few deep breaths, then shook the dew on his body, and walked in.

The coldness in the hospital swept over Shen Ke's whole body. Shen Ke went upstairs, touched his chest that was jumping a little, raised his hand, and finally knocked on the doctor's door.