I deduce that the heroine likes me [Transmigration Book]

"You are leaving?"

With a cigarette between his fingertips, Sun Jiawen glanced over faintly.

Kou Shuang's vision still hasn't fully recovered, but it's much better than before.She was holding Song Muxue's arm, looking a little cuddly at this moment.

But in Sun Jiawen's eyes, Kou Shuang chose a degenerate path.There is family, friendship, love, and Song Muxue who is omnipotent in this world, but in the end, it is depravity.

She thought, maybe she will never understand the so-called love, why do people choose to retreat?Can you really hypnotize yourself and forget that this is just a fictional world?

Song Muxue didn't speak, but Kou Shuang said, "Yes."

"Eyes, can you see?"

"Ah."

"Then, goodbye." Sun Jiawen's seat turned around and waved to the two of them with his back turned.

The sun shone in from the window, and the swivel chair and the top of Sun Jiawen's head seemed to be shrouded in a halo, as if they were about to disappear.

Kou Shuang couldn't see this, she took Song Muxue's arm and walked towards the door.But when Song Muxue saw this scene, she paused for a while and asked Sun Jiawen, "What are you going to do next?"

"Escape, I have only one goal in my life." Sun Jiawen's voice was faint, without any emotion.

Song Muxue paused for a second, and asked back: "Have you ever thought that you are the one who is really restricted by the 'Day of Heaven'? It urges you to always move in one direction. Except for this matter, you can't see anything else." s things."

She squeezed Kou Shuang's palm, as if reminding herself of something.

"Since I can see the boundary, I will break it."

Sun Jiawen snorted coldly, and turned the swivel chair back.

With the light behind him, the expressions on Sun Jiawen's face were all buried in the darkness, except for a pair of eyes that were frighteningly bright.

"If we meet again one day, maybe I'll blow your head off. For you, it's better not to meet."

"To escape?"

"To escape."

"Then, good luck."

After Song Muxue finished speaking, she patted Kou Shuang's arm and whispered, "Let's go."

Kou Shuang said softly, and slowly followed Song Muxue to the outside of the mental hospital.

Walking outside the door, Song Muxue was a little blinded by the sunlight.

"Why did you stop?"

"Ku Shuang. Do you really want to stay here?"

Kou Shuang remained silent for a long time, and Song Muxue did not speak again.

-

During the one-day journey back to the city, Kou Shuang's eyes gradually recovered, and later she no longer needed Song Muxue's support.

There was a lot of silence between the two of them, and no matter what topic they were talking about, they couldn't take more than three sentences.

It can be foreseen that that matter will temporarily lie between the two of them, affecting communication and life.

After returning, I found out that Zheng Fenglin had formally submitted an application for resignation, and his whereabouts were unknown afterwards.

According to what Zheng Fenglin said before, he should have returned to his hometown now to look for his grandmother who is still alive.

Song Muxue only knew the approximate location of Zheng Fenglin's hometown, and no one answered her calls.There is no other way but to choose to go home temporarily.

After this series of events happened, Kou Deqin rarely saw Kou Shuang and Song Muxue.

He knew about Song Muxue's background, and when he tried to care about it, the two of them no longer knew which corner of the mountain they had gone to.After finally returning to her side, they nestled together in Song Muxue's small apartment again, no matter how the couple called to urge them, the two of them would not go out.

No way, Kou Deqin and his wife stopped all the work at hand, took food, and made a special trip to Song Muxue's small apartment.

Before the two came, they had sent a text message warning, but there was still no answer when they knocked on the door.

Kou Deqin was very worried and couldn't help asking his wife, "Have you called them?"

The wife replied worriedly: "I'm calling, but no one answered... Moments haven't been updated yet, so nothing will happen to them, right? How do you know they're back?"

Kou Deqin frowned and said, "I passed by here yesterday when I got off work, and saw the lights turned on. I'm also curious, both girls are back, why don't you come to see us?"

So I brought my wife here today.

Kou Deqin poked his head out of the window, and reported to his wife a few seconds later: "The lights are still on, but no one came to open the door. Do you think something happened? Do you want to call the police?"

The wife also looked surprised, and said: "Then...should I call the police?"

As soon as the phone was taken out, the door opened.

Kou Shuang appeared behind the door with a dazed expression. She was stunned for a while before saying, "Dad, Mom, are you here?"

Taking a step back, "Come in."

Kou Deqin noticed the problem with Kou Shuang's eyes and asked, "What's wrong with your eyes? Can't see clearly?"

"Oh, I just woke up...it will be fine in a while. Song Muxue is cooking, I will ask her to cook more, let's eat together later."

Kou Shuang yelled to the kitchen while pouring water: "Mom and Dad are here, cook more food."

Kou Shuang sat down with her parents, took out a fruit plate from the refrigerator, and placed it in front of them.

Due to vision problems, Kou Shuang put the plate on the edge of the table. The plate was shaky, and when it was about to drop, Kou Deqin caught it with his hand, and then stared at Kou Shuang suspiciously.

"When did you come back?"

Kou Shuang sat beside her parents and said, "I came back yesterday, and I planned to visit you after I finished my rest."

But now it is evening.

"Xiaoxue is cooking?" Kou Deqin asked.

"Well, what do you want to eat, let me tell her and add a dish."

"You two live together, you can't always let Xiaoxue cook, you have to work, especially..."

Especially since Song Muxue just found out about her life experience, she must be in a period of emotional turmoil.

Song Muxue poked her head out from the kitchen and said, "It's okay, Shuangshuang just sits."

Kou Deqin turned his head away, before he had time to say a word, Song Muxue had already shrunk his head back, not even giving him a smile.

Kou Deqin felt a strong sense of disobedience, but he couldn't tell what was going on.

"Shuangshuang, you keep telling me, are you having conflicts with Xiaoxue? Did you do something to offend her?"

"How can it be. Parents, eat oranges, oranges are delicious."

After this conversation, Kou Deqin finally confirmed one thing.

That is, Kou Shuang and Song Muxue have indeed become very different.

Kou Shuang, who used to be a little cold, now has an abnormally intimate attitude, and is not at all the headstrong daughter who is difficult to communicate with.But Song Muxue, who was always considerate and sensible, was too indifferent, as if she didn't want to talk to her husband and wife.

Did the two quarrel?

Or is Song Muxue emotionally unstable?

Or some other reason?

Kou Deqin looked suspiciously at Kou Shuang, then looked in the direction of the kitchen, and asked tentatively, "Arguing? The attitudes of the two of you are a little weird, or have you changed your soul?"

At this time, Kou Deqin could still make a joke, he himself did not expect that he would be so humorous.

Unexpectedly, after hearing these words, Kou Shuang's expression froze, as if saying "How do you know?!", Kou Deqin's heart sank, he stood up immediately, and walked towards the kitchen.

"Hey, Dad, you—"

Kou Deqin has already reached the door of the kitchen.

Song Muxue was next to the stove. There were chopped green peppers and meat in the pot, but the fire was not turned on.

Song Muxue was wearing a smock, supporting the stove with her hands, lowering her head, looking very anxious.Noticing Kou Deqin's footsteps, Song Muxue turned her head, forced a smile, and said, "Dad, I'm sorry, I'm not in good shape today, and I can't cook. Let's go eat outside."

Song Muxue looked tired, and Kou Deqin couldn't bear to see it, and said quickly: "It's okay, it's okay, we came here to see how you are doing. Since you don't want to cook, why don't we do it. Go eat some fruit and rest Bar."

Kou Deqin called his wife, and Song Muxue obediently put down the knife, and said softly, "Thank you, Mom and Dad."

Now, Kou Deqin finally confirmed that Song Muxue's condition was indeed not very good.

It is understandable that it happened to Kou Shuang, but Song Muxue, how could it be possible?

Kou Deqin shook his head helplessly, watched Song Muxue's back walk towards Kou Shuang, and pulled Kou Shuang into the room again.

The wife was worried and asked, "Is there something wrong today?"

Kou Deqin sighed and said, "Let's cook first."

Parents were cooking in the kitchen, but Song Muxue dragged Kou Shuang into the room, and then locked it with a "click".

"you……"

Song Muxue hugged Kou Shuang tightly and said, "Shuangshuang, did I choose wrong?"

This feeling is so uncomfortable.

He clearly knew that it was wrong to choose to stay here, but he still insisted on going his own way.Kou Shuang tried her best to adapt to everything, rebuilt the original indifferent family relationship, and became more serious when watching TV, but she couldn't adjust herself.

[This is fake. 】

This sentence is recalled in my mind all the time, causing every second to be like stepping on cotton, without any sense of reality.

When she was cutting vegetables with a knife just now, Song Muxue even rubbed the blade with her fingers, and when she came to her senses, the knife had already fallen to the ground.

What were you thinking at that moment?It's like... "If this is my world, what will happen if I die".

Then the knife was thrown to the ground by himself.

Song Muxue was very sure that this action was not done by herself.So, is this the "way of heaven"?This is the supreme rule that lives in his body and controls everything for him?

But, I really want to die and try it. When there is a conflict between the subjective will and the subconscious, the body will still obey the "law of heaven"...?

Heavenly Dao is the higher-level will, and if I choose to stay here, I choose to be bound.

This bondage is a matter of a lifetime, and it is one's own choice to get into it, even the rope on one's own gloves.

Song Muxue trembled all over, but when she hugged Kou Shuang, she was able to calm down a little.

Kou Shuang patted Song Muxue's back lightly, and said, "It's okay, there is no right or wrong choice. Whatever you choose, I will follow you."

Kou Shuang's voice was very soft, with a very strange soothing effect.Song Muxue's thoughts calmed down involuntarily, but another thought came to her mind: Why is Kou Shuang so calm?

It was because Kou Shuang stood taller than herself, and when she pulled the other party to the same level as her out of unspeakable desire for revenge, it was already doomed that the two were not equal.

For Kou Shuang, she stayed for herself, all her bondage is "love", and she can do anything for love.

And what I have to face is the weight of Kou Shuang's life, my own dark side, and the "freedom" that is close at hand, being thrown away by myself, just for the so-called "revenge".

Kou Shuang has proved with practical actions that her love is not mixed with impurities, not based on any illusion different from her own, but her real self-willing to stay for herself is the proof of this matter.

Then why do I have to paint the ground as a prison? !

Song Muxue felt like a joke, not just a life that was designed layer by layer with no end in sight, but also every decision she made during this time.

Song Muxue hugged her arms tighter, and blurted out a word.

"Shuangshuang, you kill me."