I deduce that the heroine likes me [Transmigration Book]

[1]

Destiny is when you know something is going to happen, but you don't know exactly what.

[2]

Since junior high school, Sun Jiawen lived quite out of gregarious life.She doesn't like to play with the girls around, because most of their topics are about star chasing and love, and occasionally worry about grades.

These anxieties are too childish for Sun Jiawen. She always feels that she has some kind of heavy responsibility on her shoulders, but she doesn't know what it is.

Sun Jiawen is a secondary school student and arrogant, she is determined to find out the difference between herself and others.

The self and the world are two ends of the same thing.Look inside and outside, you can get "self" and "world".To know yourself, you must first understand the world.

She asked herself: What does the world look like to me?

The answer was vague at first, but it became apparent after a while.

[3]

Drama, the world is full of drama.

Sun Jiawen's grades are good, and it is said that there is no problem in being admitted to the best high school in the city.But during the senior high school entrance examination, he made a mistake and almost got the lowest total score in three years.When the parents were heartbroken, things turned around - the one-child bonus policy helped her hang on to the rear of a key high school.

Sun Jiawen once liked a classmate. She secretly observed him for a long time, and made sure that the other party had no partner, and she might even have a good impression of herself.The day before he planned to confess his love, the other party suddenly had a car accident and became a vegetative state, and took at least two years of suspension from school.

When Sun Jiawen participated in the art competition, he went out two hours early, but encountered the worst traffic jam in history.She is late.

Every math test, Sun Jiawen always scribbles on the wrong answer sheet, counts the wrong decimal point, and reads the wrong question requirements.

If you slack off and sleep during evening self-study, you will definitely be caught by the head teacher.

I went to the cafeteria to get food, but every time I came to her, the food was gone.

……

Sun Jiawen felt as if he had been cursed, and he was plagued by bad luck.Fortunately, although bad luck has a wide range of effects, it is not strong enough, and she did not die because of it.

The parents couldn't understand Sun Jiawen's transformation—they didn't know what happened, and they didn't know that Sun Jiawen just couldn't control the occurrence of various things, such as declining grades and carelessness.They blamed Sun Jiawen blindly, so that Sun Jiawen could not feel caring, and the family relationship was quickly destroyed.This is why Sun Jiawen never tried to tell them what happened to her, and why she was able to abandon her parents and go to reality without hesitation.

The self is the world. Since the world seems to be targeting oneself, it means that something is wrong with oneself.

I always rush to the station the second the bus starts, the auxiliary lines drawn in my memory always disappear, and I always lose an eraser when I arrive at the studio.If you eat Mala Tang, you will definitely have a stomachache, if you eat popsicles, you will definitely come to your aunt, and there will always be people queuing up to go to the bathroom.

Coincidence by coincidence by coincidence, and what you get is still a coincidence.

Perhaps most of it is self-suggestion.But he forgot about the answer sheet for half a year, which made Sun Jiawen feel that he had a serious psychological problem.

She went to a psychiatrist and asked herself if something was wrong?The doctor looked very gentle and persuaded her a lot, but then turned around and repeated the content of the consultation to her parents.Her parents scolded her for being suspicious, scolding her for being dishonest and dishonoring her family.

While they were arguing, the TV in the living room was playing a Chaplin comedy.Every movement of the comedy master contains the power of happiness, but it fits perfectly with the mother's cry.

Sun Jiawen had an illusion that Chaplin was not happy in his heart, he was just acting according to the script.

script.

dramatic.

At that moment, Sun Jiawen suddenly began to wonder if he just participated in the reality show without knowing it?

The Truman Show, Lost...

Everyone united and tried their best to deceive themselves, every performance of themselves was a joke for those people, and the crying mother was watching her and snickering through her fingers.

The only difference between myself and Chaplin is that Chaplin knew he was acting.

Sun Jiawen looked at the crying mother and thought: They just want to see me scolding each other hysterically, but I don't want to.

She stepped forward, pretended to be cute and pitiful, patted her mother on the back and said, "Mom, I will be good, and I will stop thinking about it."

Sad and relieved, the mother hugged Sun Jiawen's head and said, "Jiawen, you are very sensible."

From this day on, Sun Jiawen has become more and more "sensible".

[4]

Secondary school girls always feel that they are the most important one, which is commonplace.

But Sun Jiawen soon realized that there was nothing in him that so many people could covet.What's more, even if I really have a rare treasure, even if so many people are willing to play a show with me, there are still some things beyond human control.

Later, a very cute girl was transferred to their class.Girls are chatty, and they like strange and chaotic works of literature and art.Girls get along very well with her, and many points of view are the same.

She wasn't sure if the girl was one of those people, but after observing for a long time, she didn't think so.She fell in love with him again, but with the lessons learned from the past, she didn't intend to confess to the girl—in order to guard against the slightest possibility of taking away everything she loved in order to make herself feel pain.

But she slowly opened up and told the girls about her concerns.

"You said, is everything in this world arranged? It's just for the fun of watching everyone improvise in desperation."

"If the whole world is improvising, then why is there such a term as 'arranging'? If everyone is improvising, who is watching?" The girl's words made Sun Jiawen realize for the first time She realizes that there are existences beyond "humans" in the world, and her enemies may not be human beings of the same level as herself.

The girl then smiled and said, "I'm very sure that the purpose of my transferring here is to meet you."

Purpose.This world exists for a purpose.

She's been exploring why, but the purpose is what matters.

Sun Jiawen said, "Then what is the purpose of my existence?"

The girl opened her eyes wide and said, "Maybe we live in an online game, we are all players, but we are all too involved in the game and forget it. Or maybe you are just an NPC, waiting for someone to play."

"I'm definitely not an NPC, I'm the protagonist." Sun Jiawen expressed disdain, and said, "If someone forces me to do something I don't like, I will definitely be able to detect it."

The girl shrugged and said, "Then I don't know, maybe there is a god."

"There must be no god. If there is a god, it can only be me." Sun Jiawen said.

Then, the day after this conversation took place, a fire broke out in the girl's home and no one in the family survived.

So far, Sun Jiawen believes that there really is a god in the world.

And, he offended Him.

[5]

"The Way of Heaven" is a word that Sun Jiawen found later, and she thinks it is more accurate than God.

Because of the girl's death, she began to feel that the girl was right.She looked for books related to theology, copied paintings related to religion, and understood more and more about "fate".

You know that bad luck is destined to happen to you, but you don't know what.

Sun Jiawen became more and more sure that there was something higher than himself.

Once the idea that everyone is drunk and I am awake alone arises, people will become very strange.Sun Jiawen felt that no one could understand him, and that all his classmates had no material for spiritual knowledge.In order to prove something, she can do whatever it takes.

She told this idea to other students, the more she told, the more they believed, and the more disaster they suffered soon after.

Sure enough, the "Way of Heaven" really exists.

Perhaps it was her actions that alarmed God, and she began to be suppressed.

The vases that fell from upstairs, the manhole covers that were loose, the robbers who got on the bus and robbed them...

The bad luck came more and more intense, every time it seemed like he wanted to kill Sun Jiawen.

Sun Jiawen knew that he had guessed right. On the one hand, he was satisfied with himself, and on the other hand, he planned to recharge his batteries.

She created another ignorant and well-behaved self to face the whole world instead of herself.As long as you don't fight against the whole world, "Tian Dao" will not take the initiative to embarrass you.

Sure enough, things got a lot better.For example, she never forgets to fill in the answer sheets, and she even got admitted to a first-class university because of it.

She is not grateful to that personality at all, she just hibernates in the deepest part of her body, waiting to catch the lifeblood of "Day of Heaven".

If given the chance, she would destroy the Heavenly Dao without hesitation.Isn't fighting against the sky the most interesting thing in the world?

[6]

Then she went to college.

Then I met Kou Shuang.

[7]

Sun Jiawen knows exactly what that silly, white and sweet Sun Jiawen did, because she created it, and she has not yet fallen to the point of losing control.

She knew that Silly Baitian liked Lu Jianjia, and that Silly Baitian became paranoid because of love, and even plotted against Kou Shuang because of it.But she didn't care about the flesh, and she didn't care about Kou Shuang, so she didn't say anything.

She wants to be wise and protect herself, and then destroy the world.

But she gradually discovered that Kou Shuang was different from others.What was the difference, she couldn't say.It's just a feeling, but she always feels that the other party knows more than most people.

From a certain moment, Kou Shuang became unable to draw or recognize paintings.But it is more casual and indifferent to be in the world.It's like... She has no sense of substitution and doesn't think she belongs to this world.

Even if he was threatened with death, Kou Shuang's expression was only "disgusted" instead of "fear".

It's like how she felt when the silly, white and sweet Sun Jiawen had sex with Lu Renjia.Although I feel disgusted, I will not jump out for the sake of physical purity and be caught by the "Day of Heaven".

She is fighting with "the Way of Heaven".

But Kou Shuang was about to die, she couldn't allow it.She still has a lot of things to ask her.

She asked Kou Shuang: "You are not from this world, are you?"

Kou Shuang's eyes widened, proving that he was right.

In the past few years of silence, she made many guesses about the world, and finally chose the "Day of Heaven".Because the closest, the most complete, the most possible.

Moreover, the girl should have died talking about God.

She asked several questions, covering all the conjectures she had made over the years.In the end, she discovered to her disappointment that Kou Shuang actually didn't know anything.Kou Shuang was even more surprised than herself, she didn't even notice it.

She returned the initiative of her body to Sun Jiawen, the silly white sweet, but she never expected that she would take the initiative to attack Kou Shuang.

It's not a big deal for Kou Shuang to be the target of the attack, and it doesn't matter if he dies.Sun Jiawen, who was thinking like this, didn't stop his body.

At the moment Song Muxue was stabbed, the world seemed to go black suddenly, and nothing could be seen.Sun Jiawen was taken aback and found a faint light.

The light led her to a certain room, she opened the door, and found that Kou Shuang was tightly tied to the chair, as if she was going to be interrogated by herself.

Is this the space created by Kou Shuang?

Sun Jiawen was suddenly in high spirits, and she wanted to ask Kou Shuang a few questions.