I deduce that the heroine likes me [Transmigration Book]

"So, you're going to meet Su Xiang?" Kou Shuang asked, "This is just a college student dating, and it has nothing to do with you, right?"

Song Muxue said: "Because I saw Mrs. Su, she looked too painful and couldn't understand the changes in her daughter. If I talk to her daughter, it will be a good thing for the mother and daughter to understand each other. "

"But this matter should be done by a psychiatrist," Kou Shuang suddenly paused for a while after speaking, and then changed the topic and said, "Go if you want, I know you are such a person."

Song Muxue can understand the pain of all kinds of people, and immerse herself in it, instead of judging all kinds of strange or even deformed emotions with a high profile.This is the reason why Song Muxue became Song Muxue, and also the difference between her and the novel.

Ever since she knew that the development in the small world was not completely controlled by the original author, Kou Shuang paid special attention to the differences between Song Muxue and the original author.

It was these things that moved her and made her deeply feel that Song Muxue was a real person.

Maybe some Madonna, but humanity shines through.

Kou Shuang smiled and said, "That's why you are you."

……

Before Song Muxue saw Su Xiang, she had been thinking about what Kou Shuang meant by "that's it".

【You are such a person. 】

【Because of this, you are you. 】

These two sentences are not far apart, and even cause and effect each other.This gave Song Muxue an illusion that Kou Shuang seemed to care about who she was, and had already preset a certain answer.

Kou Shuang believes in this answer, and especially hopes to find behaviors that match this answer in herself.What is Kou Shuang looking for?Why do you care about this?If one day, what he did and Kou Shuang's thoughts diverged, what would Kou Shuang do?

Because "it's not so", so I'm not me?

Or do you dislike me because "it's not so"?

These two inferences are quite dangerous, Su Xiang is about to appear, Song Muxue forced herself to suppress her personal doubts and devote herself to work.

Su Xiang appeared at the door of Starbucks, looked around for a while, and sat down directly opposite Song Muxue.

"I haven't told you where I'm sitting yet." Song Muxue spoke first, while observing the girl in front of her.

Su Xiang has just turned 19 years old and is now a sophomore in college.According to the information Madam Su gave, this should be a quiet and gentle girl, shy and well-behaved.But the girl in front of her was very different from the description, with long hair in a dirty braid, short pants, and various skull or cross ornaments on her body.

Either this is not Su Xiang, or Mrs. Su gave wrong information.

Considering Mrs. Su's positioning of the child, the latter possibility is more likely.

Su Xiang glanced sideways at Song Muxue, and smiled a little ruffian: "You have such a strong lawyer temperament that you can recognize it at a glance. Tell me, did my mother ask you to come here? What did she ask you to do? "

Song Muxue took a sip of coffee and said unhurriedly, "Your mother showed you my photo, and might even tell you that you should learn from me."

Su Xiang froze for a moment, then said, "How do you know?"

During the phone call last night, Mrs. Su did say something similar.

"Guess." Song Muxue said, "I didn't intend to convince you, because I think you already have the capacity for civil conduct and can make your own choices."

"Then how do you explain to my mother?"

"How do you want me to explain?" Song Muxue stared straight at Su Xiang.

Before leaving the country, Song Muxue’s eyes reflected the iceberg and the clear stream at its feet, and these things are still there two years later, but they have become mountains and waters under the cover of night, which is difficult to detect easily.You could tell through those eyes that this was a powerful soul with a powerful aura, but it was impossible to guess what she was thinking.

Song Muxue became more calm, her temperament gradually settled.

Su Xiang froze for a moment, then said, "Yi Guang is my boyfriend."

Song Muxue took a sip of coffee and didn't say anything, but her eyes signaled her to continue.

Su Xiang cleared her throat and said, "My mother is too controlling. She always treats me like a child and wants to control everything. In fact, I am an adult and have already gone to college. I have the right to decide my own life."

Song Muxue nodded and said, "Let's talk about Yi Guang."

Su Xiang doesn't like to talk about her life with people around her. Yi Guang is a secret and an adventure in her life.Her roommates knew she had a boyfriend, but had no idea who it was or how far they had gotten.

Because of the person behind Song Muxue, Su Xiang was originally unwilling to communicate.But Song Muxue's eyes were too deep, as if possessing some magical power, which made her tell all the things involuntarily.

"Yi Guang and I met on the Internet. At that time, I didn't know his name was Yi Guang, and I didn't know that he was in the same city as me. He is a writer. You may have heard of him. His pen name is 'Xi Shan'. It’s very popular in [-]. His articles are very profound, always analyzing human nature, and tearing up hypocrisy for readers to read. It’s much better than those brain-dead novels on the Internet. I think you lawyers must meet all kinds of Come on, maybe you can take a look." When she said this, Su Xiang paused and looked at Song Muxue deliberately, as if seeking approval.

Song Muxue said lightly: "I have been abroad for the past two years, and I don't know much about the domestic bestseller market."

Su Xiang nodded and said clearly: "No wonder my mother asked you to come and talk to me. She always wanted me to go abroad. Is it fun to go abroad? Is there anything different?"

"Except for the difference in race, there is no other difference." Song Muxue briefly explained: "There are cultural differences, but trust me, you don't want to know."

"I don't want to go abroad, what's so good about going abroad? But, are the castles in England nice? Are the windmills in Holland nice? Do Americans really eat fast food?" She said she didn't want to go abroad, but she could tell, Su Xiang I'm actually very interested in this matter.

This made Song Muxue suspicious. The other party said "I don't want to go abroad", to a large extent, it was a rebellious heart.

Su Xiang also realized that she was too eager, and said: "Anyway, that's it. I got to know him. He knows a lot and writes novels very well. I think he is very interesting, so I fell in love with him .I know my mum followed me to the hotel but she got it wrong. We didn't do anything."

"Didn't do anything?" Song Muxue couldn't help but ask back.

In Madam Su's words, there is a "condom full of semen".

Su Xiang was taken aback for a moment, blushed, and said, "I just... just rubbed against it, but didn't go in. I dare not."

-

Xiaodie's behavior and mental state are abnormal, and Kou Shuang is very sure of this.

She asked the barber to cut Xiaodie a very short hairstyle, so short that she was not much different from a tomboy.It's impossible to burn your own hair anymore.

In order to prevent self-harm, we should also be concerned about the mental health of minors.

Kou Shuang often visits her in the orphanage and takes her outside to play.After signing, the dean didn't care about it, and for some reason, Xiaodie herself didn't refuse to object.She seemed to like being with Kou Shuang quite a bit.

Kou Shuang does not force Xiaodie to go to certain places, but follows Xiaodie to her liking.After two or three times, she discovered one thing. Xiaodie liked a free people's park not far from the orphanage. There were two swings in the corner that were in disrepair. Xiaodie liked that.

Kou Shuang didn't ask Xiaodie why she liked it here, but just sat here with Xiaodie for an hour or two.

For Xiaodie, asking questions directly is obviously not as effective as accompanying her.

As time goes by, Kou Shuang discovers that Xiaodie is not as withdrawn as she and Song Muxue thought.

I don't know what's going on, but Xiaodie has very new extra-curricular reading materials in her hands from time to time, which should be passed around among classmates.Maybe Xiaodie has friends, but she just doesn't like to talk, so she gave the class teacher the illusion.

Kou Shuang seemed ordinary, and didn't ask Xiaodie much, and didn't take a look.

One day, the book in Xiaodie's hand fell to the ground.Kou Shuang picked it up and returned it to Xiaodie.

The huge title "Snow White and Cinderella" is written on the cover. Judging from the cover and binding style, it should be a fairy tale or a best-selling book suitable for elementary school students.

Xiaodie actually took the initiative to say thank you, and also talked about this book. "It was lent to me by a classmate."

Kou Shuang was taken aback, and asked, "What are you talking about? Who lent it to you?"

Xiao Die said, "Xiao Gang, now my name is Sun Gang."

Xiaogang?Kou Shuang felt that the name sounded familiar, so she squinted her eyes and thought about it, but there was no result.Maybe it's my own illusion, after all, the name is actually very common.

"Xiaogang asked for money with me, and also lived in his aunt's house. He also went to the orphanage before, and was taken back by his parents. Now he is studying in the same class as me." Xiaodie spoke slowly and calmly. , as if saying that he has nothing to do with him.

I didn't expect such a coincidence... That is to say, besides the class teacher, there is also Xiaogang who knows that Xiaodie is an orphan?

So the extracurricular books these days are all from Xiaogang, and this Xiaogang may be Xiaodie's only friend in her studies.

However, Xiaodie fell into the current situation of being bullied, could it be because Xiaogang accidentally told about the begging and the orphanage?Children are innocent but also snobbish. Once someone is different from them, it is easy to be isolated.And Xiaodie's character is not the kind that can resolve the dilemma.

Abnormal, do you mean begging or orphanage?

Kou Shuang listened to Xiaodie in silence, and had already figured out the one that best suited the current situation.But when I turned around, I heard Xiaodie say: "You saw him that day, he is the one who wrote on my body."

As soon as these words came out, Kou Shuang's brain short-circuited for a moment.

What's going on, this Sun Gang is not only the one who bullies, but also the one who lent Xiaodie's book?

Kou Shuang hesitated, not knowing whether to continue asking questions.

Xiaodie's childhood was so difficult, she didn't want to deepen the pain again and again by asking questions.

She stood up from the swing and wanted to give Xiaodie a hug, but Xiaodie avoided it.

Xiao Die said: "He lent me the book because we met before and he thought we were friends. He called me a pervert because I scolded his father."

Kou Shuang looked at Xiaodie.

"I called his dad a pedophile and he called me a pervert."

"Do you know what this word means? This word cannot be used to talk about people casually, do you know?" Kou Shuang frowned.

"I know, they all say that Auntie is, and they are also talking about others casually, why can't I say it?" Xiaodie looked at Kou Shuang, the stubbornness in her eyes was very obvious.

In the past two years, Xiaodie must have heard many criticisms about Zhang Zhiruo.Even if there is a police officer to clear her name, discussions in the streets and alleys cannot be avoided, and this matter is most suitable for talking after dinner.I don't know how many times Xiaodie has been hurt by these things twice.

Kou Shuang sighed and said, "Since you know what this word means, you should know that you can't just use it to refer to other people. Especially other people's parents, if you say that about Xiao Gang, Xiao Gang will of course be angry."

"My father is. Xiaogang's father is so anxious to find him, so he must be too." Xiaodie raised her head and said, "But fortunately, my father can't find me anymore."

Xiaodie smiled, a hollow and weird smile.