orange perfume
Chapter 1, at least be familiar. "
Everyday life has motivation.
This time, he was afraid of misunderstanding the conversation and knew that sometimes he was too busy to see the news, especially after waiting for more than two days, but he still didn't wait for a reply.
Now Dou Yun was a little impatient.
He went to Tan Zhi's house to find someone, Tan Zhi opened the door, poured him a cup of hot water when he sat down, treated him as normal, no different.
Dou Lan is a little uncertain, maybe it's because no one wants to reply during the unhappy days of every month?He finally decided to start from another place, and asked casually, "Summer vacation is coming soon, how are you doing?"
Tan Zhi sat on the sofa beside him and said, "Stay at home."
"Aren't you going back to your hometown?"
Tan Zhi shook his head.
Although the temperature of the indoor air conditioner was a little low, Dou Wan still felt a little hot after holding the hot water cup for a while, so he simply took off his thin coat, leaving only a small vest.
The strong body is exposed, especially masculine, but not exaggerated at all. It looks very tempting. Under the light at night, it is coated with a soft and ambiguous light, which looks a bit delicious...
Tan Zhi obviously had eaten, but now he felt hungry again.
Dou Wan is actually a very elegant person, she rarely wears so little in front of others, even if facing him, when she occasionally wants to play hooligans, she just unbuttons one more button, which is considered too much.
Showing the collarbone, pectoral muscles, abdominal muscles and waistline like today is a bit deliberate, which makes people feel a little panicked.
Tan Zhi lowered his head and drank the glass of water in his hand.
He lowered his head and raised his head, and he approached Dou Wan without paying attention. The young man's body temperature was very high, and when he got close to him, he had the illusion of being roasted.Tan Zhi suddenly felt that such contact made him more uncomfortable than being hugged directly, the hairs all over his body exploded, and he felt an urge to run away in the next second.
"Teacher." Dou Wan's voice was low, it sounded very gentle, and there was a bit of natural pampering, the listener's whole body went limp and his bones were crisp.
He said, "Can I cook for you during the holidays?"
"No need." Tan Zhi said.
"What's wrong with the teacher?" Dou Wan's voice suddenly became aggrieved, and she said innocently: "Did I do something to make the teacher unhappy again? Can I change it? I will change whatever the teacher says."
He was born to be good-looking, and his brows were full of surprise, but now he pretended to be pitiful, and it was easy for him to pretend to be pitiful. The tails of his eyes drooped downwards, from a little wolf to a puppy, which made people want to subconsciously reach out and touch him.
Of course Tan Zhi didn't dare to touch it, he would stop himself even if he dug his palms out.
"No." He sighed softly in his heart, he was quite a grown man, taking a child and venting his anger was nothing, it was embarrassing to think about it.
Isn't it just... Isn't it just that I feel that I am too old to be worthy of Dou Wan.
For such a good person as Dou Wan, even if he was of the right age, he probably wouldn't be good enough for him. Tan Zhixiang, maybe Dou Wan didn't think much of him when he was of the right age.A person with a mature personality like Dou Wan should feel that he was very naive at that time, maybe he would like another uncle?If there is such an assumption, I don't know who is so lucky.
He was thinking wildly, and a faint orange smell came into his nose, and when he came back to his senses, he found that Dou Wan's face was right in front of him, very close to his face, almost touching it.
Tan Zhi was taken aback, and subconsciously hid back, only to be pushed into the sofa by Dou Wan and kissed.
"Well……"
The young man's skin was pressed against his own, and it was extremely hot. Tanzhi felt a brief dizziness, lost strength, and hung his hands on his sides, frowning and closing his eyes.
He was kissed for a long time, and there was even an ambiguous sound on his neck, which must have left traces. He thought a little annoyedly that he was really a bad person.While alienating him, trying to keep him at the same time, now he has sold his body by any means...
"Teacher." Panting heavily, Dou Wan stretched her hand into Tan Zhi's lapel, "Why don't you hide?"
Tan Zhi didn't speak, his chest rose and fell, his eyes were tightly closed, and there was a bulge on the front of his clothes. He raised his head, as if leading the sacrifice, his eyes were flushed invisible.
With his appearance like this, Dou Yun didn't dare to touch him and stopped.
Tan Zhi's fair skin was coated with a layer of pink, and he made a lot of purple marks on his neck. Seeing a different kind of abusive/abuse beauty, Dou Wan thought that he couldn't go on anymore, something would happen. .
He will not be able to control himself to eat Tan Zhi, and swallow it into his stomach bit by bit, so that he will no longer be able to hold Tan Zhi in his arms and talk about love with him, and he will talk for a lifetime.
Dou Wan leaned over and leaned on Tan Zhi's body, kissing the soft black hair on the tip of his ear, the warmth in his heart was overflowing, Teacher Tan, Teacher Tan...
He recited silently over and over again, looking at Tan Zhi with concentrated eyes, wanting to engrave every detail of his facial features and profile in his mind, every line of his eyebrows, the line of the bridge of his nose, the sexy line on his lips Little lip...
Tan Zhi with flushed/red cheeks kissed by herself is so charming, Dou Wan feels as if she is going to drown in this lake named Tan Zhi.
Suddenly, his chest surged with enthusiasm and surging strength that fit his age. He wanted to propose to Tan Zhi, and wanted to live with him forever. Even if Tan Zhi got old and ugly in the future, he also liked this person , as long as he is talking about knowing.
Dou Wan suddenly wanted to cry, he was moved by his thoughts.He rubbed his eyes, fortunately this person couldn't see his embarrassment now.
Tan Zhi still had his eyes closed, his eyelashes were long and thick like a fan, spreading down from his eyelids, trembling slightly, his red lips were slightly parted.He clearly has a posture of letting the king pick and choose, he is too kind to himself, too indulgent.
Dou Wan rubbed her head against Tan Zhi's neck, rubbing against his neck, "Teacher, I like you, I like you, I like you..."
There are clusters of fireworks exploding in Tan Zhi's head, each cluster has an "I like you" in it, and each cluster has a Dou Wan face.I don't know how many of them exploded, as if they were going to blow him up.
Tan Zhi felt a little compromised and helpless, a little self-defeating, he thought, am I doomed, I died on this person Dou Wan.
"Teacher, don't ignore me." Dou Wan suddenly changed his lines, "Teacher, I'm so afraid that you ignore me."
"Don't call me teacher." Tan Zhi frowned in pain, his chest was filled with sourness, and said softly, "Call me Brother Tan from now on."
Please, don't call me a teacher, I don't want to be your teacher if I can.I want to be your peers, and have a relationship with you openly and honestly, so that in the end, there will be no regrets in life or death.
It will not be like now, making him feel humble and despicable, sloppy and absurd, he is like a mayfly stealing Dou Wan's remaining breath in the gap, he is about to die of lack of oxygen.
"Okay, Brother Tan." Dou Wan was next to him, "Brother Tan, Brother Tan, you are so kind, I only like you, and I will always like you."
Tan Zhi closed his eyes tightly, and some liquid was squeezed out from the corners of his eyes. He was startled suddenly, as if a blow to the head was unbelievable, as if the tension in his head had been suddenly provoked by someone, shocking him to a blank, his heart All panicked.
He twitched his lips, took advantage of the moment when Dou Wan couldn't see, quickly calmed down and rectified his emotions, and when he opened his eyes again, it was the calm teacher Tan again.
"Let go." Tan Zhi calmed down, "I didn't ignore you. During this period of time, I'm graduating at the end of the semester, and there are a lot of tasks to do."
"Yeah." Dou Wan actually didn't ask any unnecessary words, and finally kissed Tan Zhi on the face, "Okay, I want to get full marks in this exam!"
Tan Zhi smiled, "Okay, you are the best."
Dou Wan can easily get a high score if he doesn't come to class, not to mention that he comes to every class, and other classes follow suit. Thinking of this, he said: "You should also study hard in other subjects, do you hear me?"
"Yeah." Dou Wan nodded, "I'm fine."
Tan Zhi smiled.
"Brother Tan, can you pet my head?" Dou Wan blinked, stretched out her furry head, and rubbed Tan Zhi's palm twice like a puppy.
Tan Zhi subconsciously shivered twice, a piece of his heart seemed to be hollowed out by Dou Lan, and a large piece of sugar was stuffed in, it was so sweet that he could hardly find it, his internal organs were all stuck together, so sweet, so sweet He was stunned.
He rubbed Dou Lan's hair, the soft and warm touch was very suitable for an "old man" like him, the older he got, the more he liked this kind of gentleness that could drown people.
Dou Wan must have put some kind of curse on him, every frame of the picture and every line pierced his heart, making him fall deeper and deeper into a blind idiot just right.
Chapter 25
The holiday is approaching, and the weather is getting hotter and hotter. Tan Zhi is born with a cold body, but he doesn't feel anything. Dou Wan will send him crying emojis every day, saying that he is so hot, what should I do, and I really hope that winter will come soon.
Tan Zhi replied that that would not work. He himself is afraid of the cold, especially in winter.
Dou Wan said that there is him, he is Brother Tan's caring warm baby.
"Teacher Tan, why are you smiling so happily?"
Shao Ying blows it with a small fan. The room temperature in summer can’t be solved by an air conditioner. She has spent all her light makeup. She is afraid that her foundation and chalk dust will get mixed together in class every day. She uses a lot more loose powder than before. times more.
"I saw a joke." Tan Zhi said.
"That's right, I thought Mr. Tan had a girlfriend!" Anyone who saw that expression would think that he was chatting with his girlfriend. It was sweet and doting, and even looked a bit shy.
Tan Zhi shook his head and said nothing.
After that coupon for Japanese food, Shao Ying intentionally or unintentionally asked her out a few more times, but Dou Wan clung to him so tightly that he couldn't spare the time, so he never went to the appointment at all.
I don't know whether Shao Ying has completely stopped thinking or is holding back some other tricks. During this period of time, all the flags and drums have died down, and there is no mention of what they are doing together.
Maybe it's because it's too hot, and it's easier to get irritable when talking about love, and a few more fans can't save it.
Tan Zhiwei felt at ease, and even became grateful to Dou Wan.
Dou Wan is very clingy to him, but it's not the kind that doesn't let him breathe or give him space at all. Children are easy to be satisfied, and they will be obedient if they give a reply, and even tell him directly "I don't want to return to you" when they are in a bad mood. "I don't want to talk now", Dou Wan will only reply with "yes" and "ok", and then after he gets off work, he will make him delicious food, make some small desserts, and buy some cheap gifts to create surprises move.
At such a young age, his grasp of proportions has reached a level of precision that makes Tan Zhi a bit incomprehensible, just in the middle of not making people feel indebted, bored or addicted.
But people have bad roots, once you get it, how easy is it to go from extravagance to frugality?
Anyway, Tan Zhi thought, someday this child will never get in touch with him again, and it is estimated that Tan Zhi will go crazy for the first time in the past thirty years and shamelessly keep him.
And let's call him despicable, he has been conscientious as a teacher for so many years, and if he goes out of line, he will go outside dozens of south walls, and if he has iron skills, his head will probably be smashed into a row.This is poisoned by a kind of poison called Dou Jian.
Dou Wan will not cross the line, and he is too embarrassed to be self-willed. Looking back at the messages he sent, he always feels that Dou Wan has dedicated too much to himself unilaterally.
He just waited for Dou Wan to get tired of him and leave him, so that he wouldn't have to worry every day.
In the final analysis, he has low self-esteem, and he never denies his low self-esteem.
Tan Zhi sat in Yuanfei's gym, staring blankly at Zhang Yuanfei, who was not far away.
"What's the point?" He really didn't remember the name, he just remembered that the child was not honest at all, and he always winked at Dou Wan when he was in the box last time.
"No point." Zhang Yuanfei said: "We had a quarrel, let's talk about it after a week of cold."
"Amazing."
"What about you?" Zhang Yuanfei came over and sat down beside him, "Is it Xiao Wan or Xiao He?"
Tan Zhi gave a "tsk", "I don't come here often recently, you must mention him when you come, if you are interested, take it away as soon as possible, don't let him hang around with me."
"Who? Dou Wan." Zhang Yuanfei snorted, "How capable am I to take this master away, obviously the child will die on your body."
Tan Zhi didn't speak, staring at the people coming and going outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, sighed silently.
"Not together yet?"
"What are you doing? I'm still acting as his teacher."
"Let's do it first." Zhang Yuanfei didn't hesitate to say how exciting the teacher-student relationship is, just said: "When he graduates, you won't be his teacher anymore. Let's stay like this for a while, just to observe and observe, but the four-year observation period , I don’t think you can keep this person.”
Tan Zhi felt uncomfortable, but he didn't blame Zhang Yuanfei at all, he knew it was true, the society was already impetuous, and young people with Dou Wan's personality were rare, so he couldn't expect too much from him.
Four years, not to mention hanging around like this, even couples who are separated and reunited can write a book, and he and Dou Wan are not living in a novel, how can they wait until then.
Four years later, he will be 32. He is a proper uncle. Dou Wan is still in his early twenties. If there is no accident, he will definitely be better and brighter than now. What can I do with him?
Nothing can be given.
"Yeah, don't be too sad." Friends for many years, Zhang Yuanfei can feel Tan Zhi's loss even if Tan Zhi's expression is happy or not, "There is true love in this world, and you are not such a dick. You have kept yourself clean for so many years. Time to meet one."
Tan Zhi smiled, "I hope so."
"I'll come out for a drink one day, without brother Dou, just the two of us, or with those two things, the four of us can relive our college days, maybe we'll be several years younger after warming up."
When Zhang Yuanfei met Tan Zhi, he knew that he lived by principles, abided by the rules, and was an absolute gentleman. Sometimes it even made people feel too boring and boring.People have seven emotions and six desires, such a person is destined to have some shortcomings, and it even sounds that this shortcoming may be the kind of ridiculous, naive, incomprehensible and unbelievable.
Tan knows that this person is sometimes sensitive, vulnerable, and not confident. Many comrades will have this problem. They feel that if they like men, they are different from others and are not tolerated by society.It's not a matter of three views, it's just that Tan Zhi is too strict with himself, which is too bad.
His life is too quiet, there are no sparks.If there is no Dou Wan, or no one like Dou Wan, to be honest, Tan Zhi's emotional world is really incomplete, and even lacks a soul.
He just needs someone who will force him to go and drive ducks to the shelves, treat him nicely, know his cold and hot, and tell him that he is excellent and we can spend the rest of his life together.
Dou Wan didn't know if it would work, but at least she was doing a little bit.
Zhang Yuanfei is a good judge of people, knowing that Tan Zhi's virtue of worrying about gain and loss is also interested in Dou Wan, which proves that his conversation with Dou Wan alone in the gym last time was not in vain.
Dou Wan is a good boy, they are a good match, not only him, but also the two straight men think so.
The weather changes rapidly in summer, the two of them were chatting inside, and it started to rain heavily outside, knowing that the school would hold a regular meeting in a while, he subconsciously looked down at the time, realized that it was almost too late, grabbed his phone and walked out.
Zhang Yuanfei: "What's wrong with you? You don't go out on sunny days and rainy days? It seems like I'm mean and ungrateful!"
Tan Zhi ignored him, "I'm going out to take a taxi."
"There's an umbrella hanging by the door, don't forget to take it with you."
"Ah."
Tan Zhi responded, walked over to pick up the umbrella, and found that the inside of the umbrella was covered with a layer of black film, "Brother Fei."
"how?"
"Is this a sun umbrella?"
Zhang Yuanfei seemed to be about to answer a phone call, when he heard the words, he glanced at Tan Zhi, "Yes, a dual-purpose umbrella."
As a result, after he picked up the phone and said a few words and hung up, he found that the umbrella was still there, but Tan Zhi had disappeared.
"Tsk!" This kid doesn't drive, if he can't get a car, it will take a long time, why is he so self-abuse!
Tan Zhi was wearing very thin clothes, only a shirt and trousers. After being drenched in the rain for a few tens of seconds, he became transparent.
Tan Zhihuo has never lost his composure at such a young age. Fortunately, he doesn't know anyone around him, so he doesn't take the bus or take a taxi at all, so let's just get wet, anyway, the gym is not far from his home.
Tan Zhi put his mobile phone in his pocket. If he sent a message to Dou Yao at this time, no matter what he was doing, the other party would definitely come to pick him up immediately, put a coat on him, turn on the heater in the car, and even use his own body to warm him up. He covers his hands.
Tan Zhi closed his eyes and let the rain hit his face.
He was drenched and walked home abruptly, with his head lowered all the time, like a depressed young man who was broken in love, he didn't know what he was angry with himself with his age, and he didn't take a shower immediately, whether the meeting would start I didn't even eat dinner, fearing that I would dirty the sofa, so I moved a stool and sat at the door in a daze.
The rain stopped as soon as he got home, and he sneezed several times in the house, trembling with cold hands and feet.
What would Dou Wan think if he saw this look?
He didn't know when he fell asleep later, but when he woke up again, his mouth was dry, his head hurt like it was about to burst, and his limbs curled up on the ground weakly.Only then did he realize that he must be sick.
Is it because you are getting old and your health is not good?It doesn't sound young to fall ill after only one shower.
Crazy, talk about thinking, is this an illusion?Is this really me?
The phone rang, and he fumbled for it for a long time, but the sound of his mouth startled him.
"Hey……"
The words were not written, it was more like a meaningless syllable, my throat felt like it was being roasted by fire, it was so uncomfortable...
"What's wrong with you? Brother Tan? Where are you?!"
"my home."
"Are you sick?" The voice of putting on clothes and taking keys came from Dou Wan's side, "I'll be there right away, Brother Tan, wait for me!"
"Who are you?"
"Tsk." Dou Wan frowned. For the first time, he drove the car like an airplane. Not only did he run a red light, he almost rear-ended him, while he was on the phone, "Brother Tan? Baby, can you hear me? I It's Dou Wan, I'm your younger brother Dou Wan."
"Hmm." Tan Zhi only felt that the voice on the phone was anxious, as if it was about to overflow from there, "I, I'm fine, I'm just thirsty."
There was a sound of opening the door, and Tan Zhi wondered for a while, how did he get his key?
Thirsty, hot, dizzy, dry as hell, like crawling in the desert.
"I want an iced Coke."
The road outside was still wet, and Dou Lan was changing his shoes when he heard that the soles of his feet slipped and almost fell over.
He gritted his teeth, quickly picked him up and put him on the sofa, "Okay, do you have any medicine at home?"
How fucking cruel is this man to himself, letting himself lie on the ground? !
"It's gone." Tan Zhi said, he never updated the medicine box.
Dou Wan is even more angry. If she doesn't pay attention to the conversation, she won't take good care of herself, and she made herself like this?
While helping people to cover their hands and take off their wet clothes, he said angrily, "What are you doing in the rain? Where's the umbrella! You're going to piss me off! If I don't contact you, no one will know what happened to you when you went into shock!" You are 28 and still can't take care of yourself, and you still haven't agreed to live with me, do you want to ascend to heaven!"
Tan Zhi was choked awake by the familiar voice, "Dou Wan...?"
Dou Wan was angry, and his usual soft-spoken voice was a little less, "Ancestor, you can tell that I am your cheeky little slave, Dou Wan, who stalks and stalks you so hard!"
Tan Zhi didn't respond, and curled up in the blanket, looking blankly, a bit pitiful.
Dou Tan turned up the air conditioner a few degrees, felt his forehead, it was hot, it was too hot, he had to take antipyretics, he sighed, went to pour hot water, found that there was no hot water, and had to boil it now!
Dou Wan looked through the medicine box, and there were only some Band-Aids iodine in it, which were useless, so he had to go out and buy them.
When he came back, the water was boiled, and he turned it into warm water and brought the medicine to Tan Zhi's mouth. After the person swallowed it, Dou Yan went to the bathroom to put a towel through the hot water, and came back to wipe Tan Zhi's face and hands.
"Ice Coke."
"Ice fart." Dou Wan said, "Drink when you're done."
"Just now, you promised me."
"I didn't say when to buy it. I can buy as much as you want when you recover from illness. Besides, it's not good for calcium loss. Be careful of osteoporosis."
Dou Wan began to chatter about his rough life again.
"You despise me."
"What?" Dou Yun was stunned.
"You dislike me, I'm old." Tan Zhi's face was flushed, his temples were all damp, and his eyelashes were fluttering. He looked extremely uncomfortable and very tempting.
Dou Yun's face was distorted for a moment, and the circles of his eyes were red. He wanted to eat people, but he couldn't take advantage of them.
When a person is healthy, he can force a kiss on the mouth, but now that he is sick, even touching it is too much.What a fucking gentleman Liu Xiahui is!
"I don't dislike you, nothing." He leaned over and knelt beside Tan Zhi, "I never thought of that."
Tan Zhi didn't understand what he said, so he just said, "I'm not old."
He bit his lip, "I'm young."
Dou Wan's heart skipped a beat, feeling as if the tip had been dug away by a spoon called "Tan Zhi", and it became empty, making it difficult to breathe in pain.
"You're not old." Dou Wan couldn't hold back, kissed Tan Zhi on the lips, and squeezed his hand tightly, "You are the best, young, handsome, and gentle, I like you the most, only you, Teacher Tan one!"
Tan Zhi closed his eyes and frowned and calmed down.not talking anymore.
Dou Wan was lying on the tail of the sofa like a puppy, with her long legs curled up, her eyes focused on Tan Zhi's sleeping face without blinking.
After watching for a while, seeing that he was uncomfortable, he hugged him to the bed and covered him with a quilt, and knelt on the bedside to watch him.
It was raining and he hadn't taken a shower yet, but fortunately, Dou Yan had already wiped it carefully for him. He didn't dare to bathe others for fear that he wouldn't be able to control himself.
Dou Wan sighed, thinking that he would become a Buddha in a second.
He looked at Tan Zhi seriously and traced his facial features, feeling pain and softness in his heart.At first, I just thought this person was good-looking, his aura was like passing by clear water, but his facial features were amazing again, and they turned into a hotness that rushed into the bottom of his heart.
Spicy people are hot-headed and chaotic, just want to be messy and give people a good torment.
Now it is even more reluctant.
Even when he frowned a little and showed the slightest reluctance, he felt that he was a sin, a heinous crime that was unforgivable.
God.Dou Tan supported his forehead, sinking deeper and deeper, sinking deeper and deeper.But people are not even willing to lend a hand, and they are not willing to give themselves a clear expression for such a long time.
Why is your life so hard!
Tan Zhi felt better, gradually fell asleep, and the brows also relaxed a little.
Only then did Dou Wan stand up, rubbed her numb legs, and went to the refrigerator to take a look.
Nothing, he went out again.
I made some porridge with red dates and lotus seeds, melted two cubes of rock sugar and boiled it. Knowing that I had been sweating a lot just now, this would reduce the fever, so he made some light salt water.
A man in his late thirties, who is still an intellectual, doesn't care about his body so much, the house is clean and tidy, but he is a bit too lonely after all.
Dou Wan thought of that blind date again, and thought of the female teacher who sat with him every day in the office. Does the family still want him to live with a woman?Dou Wan raised his eyebrows, how could he rest assured that the teacher was dating someone else?What if you feel sad after being deceived and playing with your feelings?
I will not lie to him, I have always been true.Safe, solid, reliable and in excellent condition.Except for being a man, everything else is a top match.
He stood by the side, and after about two hours, Tan Zhi woke up, feeling very hot, so he threw the quilt away first.Dou Tan covered the quilt back again, "Just sweat a little, drink some salt water first, and I'll bring you some porridge in the pot."
"Don't eat." Tan Zhi was sweating all over, and died of discomfort.
He knew that it was Dou Wan who had come, and no one would have cared so much about him before.
"Be obedient, or I'll feed you with my mouth."
"It's annoying. Get out, get out." After Tan Zhi finished speaking, he regretted it, really afraid that someone would leave.I feel like I'm really crazy, the more I miss someone, the more I lose my temper with someone.It wasn't like this when he was sick before, and the point is that no one saw him like this.
Of course Dou Wan wouldn't leave, so she coaxed him with a good temper, "Stop making trouble, eat quickly, I'm doing pretty well. If you don't eat, I won't leave."
Tan Zhi raised his arm to cover his face, resisting silently, more out of embarrassment.
"Brother Tan, if you don't eat it, I will eat you."
Dou Wan took his arm away and leaned closer to him, "Brother Tan, if you don't eat, I'll get into your bed and strip you naked, and then I can bully you hard."
"Have you forgotten how I bullied you before?"
Tan Zhi frowned.
"You are almost naked now." Dou Wan's eyes were clear, but his tone was deliberately ambiguous, "What am I doing to you at this time, you can't resist, right?"
Tan Zhi was itchy from the heat blowing over him, and frowned his pretty eyebrows.
"Don't frown, I'll let you have a meal." It's not about eating me, Dou Wan sighed and added something in his heart.
Tan Zhi was in a daze, and when he heard Dou Wan's words, he thought in his heart that he really wanted to be bullied. Every time he was approached by Dou Wan, a secret impulse and desire would arise in his heart, making him more and more inseparable open this person.
Dou Wan watched him finish his porridge, and suddenly said, "Brother Tan, I want to live with you."
Seeing that Tanzhi didn't respond, he said, "I won't give up even if you reject me. I just want to let you know that I don't have much. I can come in before tomorrow night. You have one day to prepare."
Tan Zhi was almost healed after a night of sleep, Wen Yan opened his eyes to look at Dou Wan.
"If you don't want to talk, you don't need to say it." Dou Wan kissed him hard on the face, "You have a good rest, I'm not going anywhere, I'll just stay here with you."
Chapter 26
Tan Zhi really didn't understand at first, but later he became clearer and realized that Dou Wan wanted to live with him.
"No." He shook his head, this is too absurd, Tan Zhi has been single for so many years and has lived alone, suddenly there is someone who wants to get along day and night, even thinking about it, he finds it unacceptable.
"Not in the same bed." Dou Wan said, "Don't you have another room, I live there."
"No." Tan Zhi said, "It's too small there." It can't fit the big Buddha, Dou Wan.
"You and I can sleep on the sofa." Dou Wan said, "Just let me in."
Talk about a bit of a headache.
He remembered his own opinion of Dou Wan. This kid has a very high emotional intelligence. Basically, he predicts and controls the other party's reaction under normal circumstances, so he is deliberately embarrassing himself!
"Dou Wan." Tan Zhi was still sick and weak, so there was no deterrent effect, he sighed, tough cards never worked well with Dou Wan, so he had to soften his tone, "I don't like it, and I won't Get used to it, Dou Wan, let me take it easy."
This is the last place where he can sort out his emotions and hide his feelings. He doesn't want to be caught off guard in front of Dou Wan. Although this person is very good at taking care of himself and giving him warmth and care, after so many years, Tan Zhi has already treated him well. Some life patterns form a fixed mindset.Intruding into his life has already made him feel very at a loss, and entering his private space again, I am afraid that it will really disrupt his life and make him feel very insecure.
He lowered his head, his head was in a mess, and he didn't even know what he said.He understands Dou Wan's approach, which is nothing more than approaching him step by step, forcing him to make choices and compromises repeatedly under the weight of balance.This is even like systematic desensitization and aversion therapy in psychological treatment, allowing him to adapt to many things that he could not even imagine before.
"Okay." Dou Wan suddenly came over, lowered his head and touched Tan Zhi's forehead with his own, "I promise you, don't worry."
Seeing his relieved look, Dou Wan felt a little disappointed and angry, and even had the urge to lock this person up and not let him go anywhere.
But he just thought about it, Tan Zhi didn't fall out with him because he had a good personality, but it didn't mean that he didn't let himself rub his temper at all.Even though I didn't agree with the current talk, I was really not angry and didn't express any disgust. This is my own progress.Tan Zhi would not have such a gentle discussion with himself when he first met him.
Seeing that his hard work during this time was not in vain, he finally felt a little relieved.You can't be too impatient in what you do, let alone such a major event in life, let alone such a high-quality young man.
The matter didn't come to fruition, and it didn't affect Dou Wan's taking care of Tan Zhi. He cooked for people, poured water and delivered medicines, and didn't leave until Tan Zhi's fever subsided. Live in, otherwise Tan Zhi will be brought to his own house sooner or later.
Tan Zhi shook his head and sent people away, but after Dou Wan left completely, he couldn't help laughing.
If there is no Dou Wan, how much happiness he would lose.
Tan Zhi’s illness came and went quickly, and his life soon returned to normal. He still went to class every day. The end of the semester was approaching, and the tasks of teachers and students were very heavy. Do various reports.
When Teacher Tan passed by the corridor today, he saw a scene that surprised him.
Someone else confessed to Dou Xiaocao that it was not Lu Minglang's line. This boy was wearing a white shirt, looked gentle and refined, spoke softly, logically, calmly and self-possessed.
He just stood there, and said unhurriedly: "I know you have someone you like, but before you get married with him, you can try with me, I don't mind being your spare tire at all, I just want to I want to enjoy the process of being with you, and I can also help you find out the gaps and make up for the deficiencies and areas that need improvement in love, we each get what we need, what do you think?"
The book in Tan Zhijing's hand almost fell out.
Sure enough, it is rare for Dou Wan to see a chasing person who is so rational as to negotiate with the company and almost signed a contract. He smiled, "Why haven't I seen you before, newcomer?"
"I'm from the school next door." The boy adjusted his glasses, "That boy who loves you is my friend."
Dou Wan narrowed her eyes, "Are you looking for a place?"
The boy smiled, "Yes, and no."
He said: "I just want to see what is the most beautiful thing in the world that can make him fascinated."
Dou Wan raised her eyebrows, "You see it now?"
The boy nodded, "I see, it is indeed a stunning character, and a powerful character."
The boy's words were neither humble nor overbearing, and he was generous. He didn't look like a suitor, but rather an old friend whom he hadn't seen for many years.
Tan Zhi watched quietly from behind, an angle that neither of them could see.
Later, the two of them couldn't hear what they were talking about. They could only hear a very clear laughter. In the end, Dou Wan even opened his arms and hugged the boy.
Tan Zhi lowered his eyes for a moment, then turned his head and left.
The office is very lively, probably because the holiday is approaching, everyone thought that they would not see these people for almost two months, and they chatted happily.There are more young people in the office and more energy, and the topic starts to change from serious to light, and to gossip.
"College students nowadays are much more interesting than we were back then. Just Dou Lan, who is popular with girls, tsk tsk, I passed by the C building that day, and I saw that there were people chasing after with banners, playing guitar, singing and dancing to give away luxury cars The key to the villa, it's really crazy, star chasing is not so crazy."
"That kid is really handsome, and his academic performance is not bad. Teacher Tan knows that he never misses a lesson in Teacher Tan's class. The relationship between the two is very good!"
"Talking about the teacher, how is this child?"
"About the teacher?"
"Ah? Sorry, I'm dealing with something." Tan Zhi said, "He's fine..."
Tan Zhi glanced at his computer screen, writing in a mess for a long time, and simply deleted all the typed reports.
After work, Dou Wan accompanied him home, and he subconsciously didn't want to go with anyone.
Dou You just hugged someone else, and the two of them stand together very harmoniously, both of them have a youthful air.
"Brother Tan, what happened today, I feel that you are not in a good mood."
"Don't get too close to me in the future." Tan Zhi said the words, feeling a little abrupt, and added: "There are so many people in the school, it's not good to get too close."
"What do you mean?" Dou Wan still smiled, "What do you care about them, we just have a good relationship, so why are you afraid of others talking about it?"
Tan Zhi suddenly became irritable, "My relationship with you is not as good as others say."
Dou Wan was taken aback, the smile on his face faded.
"Brother Tan, I think you are my closest person, including my father and Uncle Cheng, they are not as good as you."
Ever since I got to know Tan Zhi, I have lost contact with any of the friends I used to play with, the good ones and the bad ones. Talk about knowledge.
He can be moved without asking for knowledge, because he is willing to do it himself, no one forces him, and he will gain equivalent rewards without asking for sacrifices, because he knows that from the very beginning, he is unwilling to have anything other than teachers and students with him. It seems that he disrupted Tan Zhi's life and made a mess of it.
But after paying for so long, full of joy and anticipation, and pitifully waiting for a response, in exchange for the words "it's not that good", when such words really fell on me, it still hurts my heart.
Dou Tan took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it.
He seldom smoked after meeting Tan Zhi, and basically never touched Tan Zhi, but now he felt that if he didn't do anything to divert his attention, he might press Tan Zhi on the trunk of the small forest that he was about to pass the next moment. Let him know how good the relationship between the two is.
On his side, he was trying his best to build up his mind to calm down and restrain himself, but Tan Zhi said that he was lucky enough to die: "Don't look for me again, I will apply for a change of class, and I won't teach your class advanced math."
After he finished speaking, he hadn't seen Dou Wan move for a long time, and subconsciously looked at the other party, and saw Dou Wan throwing the cigarette on the ground, crushing it hard, and directly raised his leg and stepped over.
Tan Zhi was pulled by the arm, pulled to a remote corner, and finally pushed to the rocky shore by the small lake.Back to the small slope, next to the lake.
It is already evening.The rays of light shone on Dou Wan's face, adding a sense of strangeness to her.
"You..." Tan Zhi found that his throat was a little tight. Among all the emotions, there were nervousness and panic... everything, except that there was no disgust.He knew that Dou Wan would explode today. Honestly, this man could hardly hide his wolf tail for so long. Sure enough, he brought himself here...
But he doesn't hate and doesn't reject Dou Lan treating him like this.
Dou Wan pressed him down, her legs stuck to his legs, knocking him to the ground.
In the distance, the sound of students playing basketball came from a distance, making the place even more peaceful and quiet.
"Don't be afraid." Dou Wan leaned down and pressed down, "No one else will see it, and I will block you if someone comes over."
"What are you going to do?" Tan Zhi didn't have much fear, and even he himself didn't believe it when he said it. Now his mind is full of the scene of seeing Dou Wan hugging others during the day.He never knew that one day he would be so willful, lacking reason and sobriety.
"What are you doing?" Dou Wan snorted, "Bullying you."
After speaking, he pressed down.
Tan Zhi subconsciously hid to the side, but was fished back again.
Dou Wan put one hand on the back of Tan Zhi's head, and the other hand imprisoned both of his hands to prevent him from rejecting.
Tan Zhiben didn't want to struggle too hard, and was kissed for a long time
This time, he was afraid of misunderstanding the conversation and knew that sometimes he was too busy to see the news, especially after waiting for more than two days, but he still didn't wait for a reply.
Now Dou Yun was a little impatient.
He went to Tan Zhi's house to find someone, Tan Zhi opened the door, poured him a cup of hot water when he sat down, treated him as normal, no different.
Dou Lan is a little uncertain, maybe it's because no one wants to reply during the unhappy days of every month?He finally decided to start from another place, and asked casually, "Summer vacation is coming soon, how are you doing?"
Tan Zhi sat on the sofa beside him and said, "Stay at home."
"Aren't you going back to your hometown?"
Tan Zhi shook his head.
Although the temperature of the indoor air conditioner was a little low, Dou Wan still felt a little hot after holding the hot water cup for a while, so he simply took off his thin coat, leaving only a small vest.
The strong body is exposed, especially masculine, but not exaggerated at all. It looks very tempting. Under the light at night, it is coated with a soft and ambiguous light, which looks a bit delicious...
Tan Zhi obviously had eaten, but now he felt hungry again.
Dou Wan is actually a very elegant person, she rarely wears so little in front of others, even if facing him, when she occasionally wants to play hooligans, she just unbuttons one more button, which is considered too much.
Showing the collarbone, pectoral muscles, abdominal muscles and waistline like today is a bit deliberate, which makes people feel a little panicked.
Tan Zhi lowered his head and drank the glass of water in his hand.
He lowered his head and raised his head, and he approached Dou Wan without paying attention. The young man's body temperature was very high, and when he got close to him, he had the illusion of being roasted.Tan Zhi suddenly felt that such contact made him more uncomfortable than being hugged directly, the hairs all over his body exploded, and he felt an urge to run away in the next second.
"Teacher." Dou Wan's voice was low, it sounded very gentle, and there was a bit of natural pampering, the listener's whole body went limp and his bones were crisp.
He said, "Can I cook for you during the holidays?"
"No need." Tan Zhi said.
"What's wrong with the teacher?" Dou Wan's voice suddenly became aggrieved, and she said innocently: "Did I do something to make the teacher unhappy again? Can I change it? I will change whatever the teacher says."
He was born to be good-looking, and his brows were full of surprise, but now he pretended to be pitiful, and it was easy for him to pretend to be pitiful. The tails of his eyes drooped downwards, from a little wolf to a puppy, which made people want to subconsciously reach out and touch him.
Of course Tan Zhi didn't dare to touch it, he would stop himself even if he dug his palms out.
"No." He sighed softly in his heart, he was quite a grown man, taking a child and venting his anger was nothing, it was embarrassing to think about it.
Isn't it just... Isn't it just that I feel that I am too old to be worthy of Dou Wan.
For such a good person as Dou Wan, even if he was of the right age, he probably wouldn't be good enough for him. Tan Zhixiang, maybe Dou Wan didn't think much of him when he was of the right age.A person with a mature personality like Dou Wan should feel that he was very naive at that time, maybe he would like another uncle?If there is such an assumption, I don't know who is so lucky.
He was thinking wildly, and a faint orange smell came into his nose, and when he came back to his senses, he found that Dou Wan's face was right in front of him, very close to his face, almost touching it.
Tan Zhi was taken aback, and subconsciously hid back, only to be pushed into the sofa by Dou Wan and kissed.
"Well……"
The young man's skin was pressed against his own, and it was extremely hot. Tanzhi felt a brief dizziness, lost strength, and hung his hands on his sides, frowning and closing his eyes.
He was kissed for a long time, and there was even an ambiguous sound on his neck, which must have left traces. He thought a little annoyedly that he was really a bad person.While alienating him, trying to keep him at the same time, now he has sold his body by any means...
"Teacher." Panting heavily, Dou Wan stretched her hand into Tan Zhi's lapel, "Why don't you hide?"
Tan Zhi didn't speak, his chest rose and fell, his eyes were tightly closed, and there was a bulge on the front of his clothes. He raised his head, as if leading the sacrifice, his eyes were flushed invisible.
With his appearance like this, Dou Yun didn't dare to touch him and stopped.
Tan Zhi's fair skin was coated with a layer of pink, and he made a lot of purple marks on his neck. Seeing a different kind of abusive/abuse beauty, Dou Wan thought that he couldn't go on anymore, something would happen. .
He will not be able to control himself to eat Tan Zhi, and swallow it into his stomach bit by bit, so that he will no longer be able to hold Tan Zhi in his arms and talk about love with him, and he will talk for a lifetime.
Dou Wan leaned over and leaned on Tan Zhi's body, kissing the soft black hair on the tip of his ear, the warmth in his heart was overflowing, Teacher Tan, Teacher Tan...
He recited silently over and over again, looking at Tan Zhi with concentrated eyes, wanting to engrave every detail of his facial features and profile in his mind, every line of his eyebrows, the line of the bridge of his nose, the sexy line on his lips Little lip...
Tan Zhi with flushed/red cheeks kissed by herself is so charming, Dou Wan feels as if she is going to drown in this lake named Tan Zhi.
Suddenly, his chest surged with enthusiasm and surging strength that fit his age. He wanted to propose to Tan Zhi, and wanted to live with him forever. Even if Tan Zhi got old and ugly in the future, he also liked this person , as long as he is talking about knowing.
Dou Wan suddenly wanted to cry, he was moved by his thoughts.He rubbed his eyes, fortunately this person couldn't see his embarrassment now.
Tan Zhi still had his eyes closed, his eyelashes were long and thick like a fan, spreading down from his eyelids, trembling slightly, his red lips were slightly parted.He clearly has a posture of letting the king pick and choose, he is too kind to himself, too indulgent.
Dou Wan rubbed her head against Tan Zhi's neck, rubbing against his neck, "Teacher, I like you, I like you, I like you..."
There are clusters of fireworks exploding in Tan Zhi's head, each cluster has an "I like you" in it, and each cluster has a Dou Wan face.I don't know how many of them exploded, as if they were going to blow him up.
Tan Zhi felt a little compromised and helpless, a little self-defeating, he thought, am I doomed, I died on this person Dou Wan.
"Teacher, don't ignore me." Dou Wan suddenly changed his lines, "Teacher, I'm so afraid that you ignore me."
"Don't call me teacher." Tan Zhi frowned in pain, his chest was filled with sourness, and said softly, "Call me Brother Tan from now on."
Please, don't call me a teacher, I don't want to be your teacher if I can.I want to be your peers, and have a relationship with you openly and honestly, so that in the end, there will be no regrets in life or death.
It will not be like now, making him feel humble and despicable, sloppy and absurd, he is like a mayfly stealing Dou Wan's remaining breath in the gap, he is about to die of lack of oxygen.
"Okay, Brother Tan." Dou Wan was next to him, "Brother Tan, Brother Tan, you are so kind, I only like you, and I will always like you."
Tan Zhi closed his eyes tightly, and some liquid was squeezed out from the corners of his eyes. He was startled suddenly, as if a blow to the head was unbelievable, as if the tension in his head had been suddenly provoked by someone, shocking him to a blank, his heart All panicked.
He twitched his lips, took advantage of the moment when Dou Wan couldn't see, quickly calmed down and rectified his emotions, and when he opened his eyes again, it was the calm teacher Tan again.
"Let go." Tan Zhi calmed down, "I didn't ignore you. During this period of time, I'm graduating at the end of the semester, and there are a lot of tasks to do."
"Yeah." Dou Wan actually didn't ask any unnecessary words, and finally kissed Tan Zhi on the face, "Okay, I want to get full marks in this exam!"
Tan Zhi smiled, "Okay, you are the best."
Dou Wan can easily get a high score if he doesn't come to class, not to mention that he comes to every class, and other classes follow suit. Thinking of this, he said: "You should also study hard in other subjects, do you hear me?"
"Yeah." Dou Wan nodded, "I'm fine."
Tan Zhi smiled.
"Brother Tan, can you pet my head?" Dou Wan blinked, stretched out her furry head, and rubbed Tan Zhi's palm twice like a puppy.
Tan Zhi subconsciously shivered twice, a piece of his heart seemed to be hollowed out by Dou Lan, and a large piece of sugar was stuffed in, it was so sweet that he could hardly find it, his internal organs were all stuck together, so sweet, so sweet He was stunned.
He rubbed Dou Lan's hair, the soft and warm touch was very suitable for an "old man" like him, the older he got, the more he liked this kind of gentleness that could drown people.
Dou Wan must have put some kind of curse on him, every frame of the picture and every line pierced his heart, making him fall deeper and deeper into a blind idiot just right.
Chapter 25
The holiday is approaching, and the weather is getting hotter and hotter. Tan Zhi is born with a cold body, but he doesn't feel anything. Dou Wan will send him crying emojis every day, saying that he is so hot, what should I do, and I really hope that winter will come soon.
Tan Zhi replied that that would not work. He himself is afraid of the cold, especially in winter.
Dou Wan said that there is him, he is Brother Tan's caring warm baby.
"Teacher Tan, why are you smiling so happily?"
Shao Ying blows it with a small fan. The room temperature in summer can’t be solved by an air conditioner. She has spent all her light makeup. She is afraid that her foundation and chalk dust will get mixed together in class every day. She uses a lot more loose powder than before. times more.
"I saw a joke." Tan Zhi said.
"That's right, I thought Mr. Tan had a girlfriend!" Anyone who saw that expression would think that he was chatting with his girlfriend. It was sweet and doting, and even looked a bit shy.
Tan Zhi shook his head and said nothing.
After that coupon for Japanese food, Shao Ying intentionally or unintentionally asked her out a few more times, but Dou Wan clung to him so tightly that he couldn't spare the time, so he never went to the appointment at all.
I don't know whether Shao Ying has completely stopped thinking or is holding back some other tricks. During this period of time, all the flags and drums have died down, and there is no mention of what they are doing together.
Maybe it's because it's too hot, and it's easier to get irritable when talking about love, and a few more fans can't save it.
Tan Zhiwei felt at ease, and even became grateful to Dou Wan.
Dou Wan is very clingy to him, but it's not the kind that doesn't let him breathe or give him space at all. Children are easy to be satisfied, and they will be obedient if they give a reply, and even tell him directly "I don't want to return to you" when they are in a bad mood. "I don't want to talk now", Dou Wan will only reply with "yes" and "ok", and then after he gets off work, he will make him delicious food, make some small desserts, and buy some cheap gifts to create surprises move.
At such a young age, his grasp of proportions has reached a level of precision that makes Tan Zhi a bit incomprehensible, just in the middle of not making people feel indebted, bored or addicted.
But people have bad roots, once you get it, how easy is it to go from extravagance to frugality?
Anyway, Tan Zhi thought, someday this child will never get in touch with him again, and it is estimated that Tan Zhi will go crazy for the first time in the past thirty years and shamelessly keep him.
And let's call him despicable, he has been conscientious as a teacher for so many years, and if he goes out of line, he will go outside dozens of south walls, and if he has iron skills, his head will probably be smashed into a row.This is poisoned by a kind of poison called Dou Jian.
Dou Wan will not cross the line, and he is too embarrassed to be self-willed. Looking back at the messages he sent, he always feels that Dou Wan has dedicated too much to himself unilaterally.
He just waited for Dou Wan to get tired of him and leave him, so that he wouldn't have to worry every day.
In the final analysis, he has low self-esteem, and he never denies his low self-esteem.
Tan Zhi sat in Yuanfei's gym, staring blankly at Zhang Yuanfei, who was not far away.
"What's the point?" He really didn't remember the name, he just remembered that the child was not honest at all, and he always winked at Dou Wan when he was in the box last time.
"No point." Zhang Yuanfei said: "We had a quarrel, let's talk about it after a week of cold."
"Amazing."
"What about you?" Zhang Yuanfei came over and sat down beside him, "Is it Xiao Wan or Xiao He?"
Tan Zhi gave a "tsk", "I don't come here often recently, you must mention him when you come, if you are interested, take it away as soon as possible, don't let him hang around with me."
"Who? Dou Wan." Zhang Yuanfei snorted, "How capable am I to take this master away, obviously the child will die on your body."
Tan Zhi didn't speak, staring at the people coming and going outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, sighed silently.
"Not together yet?"
"What are you doing? I'm still acting as his teacher."
"Let's do it first." Zhang Yuanfei didn't hesitate to say how exciting the teacher-student relationship is, just said: "When he graduates, you won't be his teacher anymore. Let's stay like this for a while, just to observe and observe, but the four-year observation period , I don’t think you can keep this person.”
Tan Zhi felt uncomfortable, but he didn't blame Zhang Yuanfei at all, he knew it was true, the society was already impetuous, and young people with Dou Wan's personality were rare, so he couldn't expect too much from him.
Four years, not to mention hanging around like this, even couples who are separated and reunited can write a book, and he and Dou Wan are not living in a novel, how can they wait until then.
Four years later, he will be 32. He is a proper uncle. Dou Wan is still in his early twenties. If there is no accident, he will definitely be better and brighter than now. What can I do with him?
Nothing can be given.
"Yeah, don't be too sad." Friends for many years, Zhang Yuanfei can feel Tan Zhi's loss even if Tan Zhi's expression is happy or not, "There is true love in this world, and you are not such a dick. You have kept yourself clean for so many years. Time to meet one."
Tan Zhi smiled, "I hope so."
"I'll come out for a drink one day, without brother Dou, just the two of us, or with those two things, the four of us can relive our college days, maybe we'll be several years younger after warming up."
When Zhang Yuanfei met Tan Zhi, he knew that he lived by principles, abided by the rules, and was an absolute gentleman. Sometimes it even made people feel too boring and boring.People have seven emotions and six desires, such a person is destined to have some shortcomings, and it even sounds that this shortcoming may be the kind of ridiculous, naive, incomprehensible and unbelievable.
Tan knows that this person is sometimes sensitive, vulnerable, and not confident. Many comrades will have this problem. They feel that if they like men, they are different from others and are not tolerated by society.It's not a matter of three views, it's just that Tan Zhi is too strict with himself, which is too bad.
His life is too quiet, there are no sparks.If there is no Dou Wan, or no one like Dou Wan, to be honest, Tan Zhi's emotional world is really incomplete, and even lacks a soul.
He just needs someone who will force him to go and drive ducks to the shelves, treat him nicely, know his cold and hot, and tell him that he is excellent and we can spend the rest of his life together.
Dou Wan didn't know if it would work, but at least she was doing a little bit.
Zhang Yuanfei is a good judge of people, knowing that Tan Zhi's virtue of worrying about gain and loss is also interested in Dou Wan, which proves that his conversation with Dou Wan alone in the gym last time was not in vain.
Dou Wan is a good boy, they are a good match, not only him, but also the two straight men think so.
The weather changes rapidly in summer, the two of them were chatting inside, and it started to rain heavily outside, knowing that the school would hold a regular meeting in a while, he subconsciously looked down at the time, realized that it was almost too late, grabbed his phone and walked out.
Zhang Yuanfei: "What's wrong with you? You don't go out on sunny days and rainy days? It seems like I'm mean and ungrateful!"
Tan Zhi ignored him, "I'm going out to take a taxi."
"There's an umbrella hanging by the door, don't forget to take it with you."
"Ah."
Tan Zhi responded, walked over to pick up the umbrella, and found that the inside of the umbrella was covered with a layer of black film, "Brother Fei."
"how?"
"Is this a sun umbrella?"
Zhang Yuanfei seemed to be about to answer a phone call, when he heard the words, he glanced at Tan Zhi, "Yes, a dual-purpose umbrella."
As a result, after he picked up the phone and said a few words and hung up, he found that the umbrella was still there, but Tan Zhi had disappeared.
"Tsk!" This kid doesn't drive, if he can't get a car, it will take a long time, why is he so self-abuse!
Tan Zhi was wearing very thin clothes, only a shirt and trousers. After being drenched in the rain for a few tens of seconds, he became transparent.
Tan Zhihuo has never lost his composure at such a young age. Fortunately, he doesn't know anyone around him, so he doesn't take the bus or take a taxi at all, so let's just get wet, anyway, the gym is not far from his home.
Tan Zhi put his mobile phone in his pocket. If he sent a message to Dou Yao at this time, no matter what he was doing, the other party would definitely come to pick him up immediately, put a coat on him, turn on the heater in the car, and even use his own body to warm him up. He covers his hands.
Tan Zhi closed his eyes and let the rain hit his face.
He was drenched and walked home abruptly, with his head lowered all the time, like a depressed young man who was broken in love, he didn't know what he was angry with himself with his age, and he didn't take a shower immediately, whether the meeting would start I didn't even eat dinner, fearing that I would dirty the sofa, so I moved a stool and sat at the door in a daze.
The rain stopped as soon as he got home, and he sneezed several times in the house, trembling with cold hands and feet.
What would Dou Wan think if he saw this look?
He didn't know when he fell asleep later, but when he woke up again, his mouth was dry, his head hurt like it was about to burst, and his limbs curled up on the ground weakly.Only then did he realize that he must be sick.
Is it because you are getting old and your health is not good?It doesn't sound young to fall ill after only one shower.
Crazy, talk about thinking, is this an illusion?Is this really me?
The phone rang, and he fumbled for it for a long time, but the sound of his mouth startled him.
"Hey……"
The words were not written, it was more like a meaningless syllable, my throat felt like it was being roasted by fire, it was so uncomfortable...
"What's wrong with you? Brother Tan? Where are you?!"
"my home."
"Are you sick?" The voice of putting on clothes and taking keys came from Dou Wan's side, "I'll be there right away, Brother Tan, wait for me!"
"Who are you?"
"Tsk." Dou Wan frowned. For the first time, he drove the car like an airplane. Not only did he run a red light, he almost rear-ended him, while he was on the phone, "Brother Tan? Baby, can you hear me? I It's Dou Wan, I'm your younger brother Dou Wan."
"Hmm." Tan Zhi only felt that the voice on the phone was anxious, as if it was about to overflow from there, "I, I'm fine, I'm just thirsty."
There was a sound of opening the door, and Tan Zhi wondered for a while, how did he get his key?
Thirsty, hot, dizzy, dry as hell, like crawling in the desert.
"I want an iced Coke."
The road outside was still wet, and Dou Lan was changing his shoes when he heard that the soles of his feet slipped and almost fell over.
He gritted his teeth, quickly picked him up and put him on the sofa, "Okay, do you have any medicine at home?"
How fucking cruel is this man to himself, letting himself lie on the ground? !
"It's gone." Tan Zhi said, he never updated the medicine box.
Dou Wan is even more angry. If she doesn't pay attention to the conversation, she won't take good care of herself, and she made herself like this?
While helping people to cover their hands and take off their wet clothes, he said angrily, "What are you doing in the rain? Where's the umbrella! You're going to piss me off! If I don't contact you, no one will know what happened to you when you went into shock!" You are 28 and still can't take care of yourself, and you still haven't agreed to live with me, do you want to ascend to heaven!"
Tan Zhi was choked awake by the familiar voice, "Dou Wan...?"
Dou Wan was angry, and his usual soft-spoken voice was a little less, "Ancestor, you can tell that I am your cheeky little slave, Dou Wan, who stalks and stalks you so hard!"
Tan Zhi didn't respond, and curled up in the blanket, looking blankly, a bit pitiful.
Dou Tan turned up the air conditioner a few degrees, felt his forehead, it was hot, it was too hot, he had to take antipyretics, he sighed, went to pour hot water, found that there was no hot water, and had to boil it now!
Dou Wan looked through the medicine box, and there were only some Band-Aids iodine in it, which were useless, so he had to go out and buy them.
When he came back, the water was boiled, and he turned it into warm water and brought the medicine to Tan Zhi's mouth. After the person swallowed it, Dou Yan went to the bathroom to put a towel through the hot water, and came back to wipe Tan Zhi's face and hands.
"Ice Coke."
"Ice fart." Dou Wan said, "Drink when you're done."
"Just now, you promised me."
"I didn't say when to buy it. I can buy as much as you want when you recover from illness. Besides, it's not good for calcium loss. Be careful of osteoporosis."
Dou Wan began to chatter about his rough life again.
"You despise me."
"What?" Dou Yun was stunned.
"You dislike me, I'm old." Tan Zhi's face was flushed, his temples were all damp, and his eyelashes were fluttering. He looked extremely uncomfortable and very tempting.
Dou Yun's face was distorted for a moment, and the circles of his eyes were red. He wanted to eat people, but he couldn't take advantage of them.
When a person is healthy, he can force a kiss on the mouth, but now that he is sick, even touching it is too much.What a fucking gentleman Liu Xiahui is!
"I don't dislike you, nothing." He leaned over and knelt beside Tan Zhi, "I never thought of that."
Tan Zhi didn't understand what he said, so he just said, "I'm not old."
He bit his lip, "I'm young."
Dou Wan's heart skipped a beat, feeling as if the tip had been dug away by a spoon called "Tan Zhi", and it became empty, making it difficult to breathe in pain.
"You're not old." Dou Wan couldn't hold back, kissed Tan Zhi on the lips, and squeezed his hand tightly, "You are the best, young, handsome, and gentle, I like you the most, only you, Teacher Tan one!"
Tan Zhi closed his eyes and frowned and calmed down.not talking anymore.
Dou Wan was lying on the tail of the sofa like a puppy, with her long legs curled up, her eyes focused on Tan Zhi's sleeping face without blinking.
After watching for a while, seeing that he was uncomfortable, he hugged him to the bed and covered him with a quilt, and knelt on the bedside to watch him.
It was raining and he hadn't taken a shower yet, but fortunately, Dou Yan had already wiped it carefully for him. He didn't dare to bathe others for fear that he wouldn't be able to control himself.
Dou Wan sighed, thinking that he would become a Buddha in a second.
He looked at Tan Zhi seriously and traced his facial features, feeling pain and softness in his heart.At first, I just thought this person was good-looking, his aura was like passing by clear water, but his facial features were amazing again, and they turned into a hotness that rushed into the bottom of his heart.
Spicy people are hot-headed and chaotic, just want to be messy and give people a good torment.
Now it is even more reluctant.
Even when he frowned a little and showed the slightest reluctance, he felt that he was a sin, a heinous crime that was unforgivable.
God.Dou Tan supported his forehead, sinking deeper and deeper, sinking deeper and deeper.But people are not even willing to lend a hand, and they are not willing to give themselves a clear expression for such a long time.
Why is your life so hard!
Tan Zhi felt better, gradually fell asleep, and the brows also relaxed a little.
Only then did Dou Wan stand up, rubbed her numb legs, and went to the refrigerator to take a look.
Nothing, he went out again.
I made some porridge with red dates and lotus seeds, melted two cubes of rock sugar and boiled it. Knowing that I had been sweating a lot just now, this would reduce the fever, so he made some light salt water.
A man in his late thirties, who is still an intellectual, doesn't care about his body so much, the house is clean and tidy, but he is a bit too lonely after all.
Dou Wan thought of that blind date again, and thought of the female teacher who sat with him every day in the office. Does the family still want him to live with a woman?Dou Wan raised his eyebrows, how could he rest assured that the teacher was dating someone else?What if you feel sad after being deceived and playing with your feelings?
I will not lie to him, I have always been true.Safe, solid, reliable and in excellent condition.Except for being a man, everything else is a top match.
He stood by the side, and after about two hours, Tan Zhi woke up, feeling very hot, so he threw the quilt away first.Dou Tan covered the quilt back again, "Just sweat a little, drink some salt water first, and I'll bring you some porridge in the pot."
"Don't eat." Tan Zhi was sweating all over, and died of discomfort.
He knew that it was Dou Wan who had come, and no one would have cared so much about him before.
"Be obedient, or I'll feed you with my mouth."
"It's annoying. Get out, get out." After Tan Zhi finished speaking, he regretted it, really afraid that someone would leave.I feel like I'm really crazy, the more I miss someone, the more I lose my temper with someone.It wasn't like this when he was sick before, and the point is that no one saw him like this.
Of course Dou Wan wouldn't leave, so she coaxed him with a good temper, "Stop making trouble, eat quickly, I'm doing pretty well. If you don't eat, I won't leave."
Tan Zhi raised his arm to cover his face, resisting silently, more out of embarrassment.
"Brother Tan, if you don't eat it, I will eat you."
Dou Wan took his arm away and leaned closer to him, "Brother Tan, if you don't eat, I'll get into your bed and strip you naked, and then I can bully you hard."
"Have you forgotten how I bullied you before?"
Tan Zhi frowned.
"You are almost naked now." Dou Wan's eyes were clear, but his tone was deliberately ambiguous, "What am I doing to you at this time, you can't resist, right?"
Tan Zhi was itchy from the heat blowing over him, and frowned his pretty eyebrows.
"Don't frown, I'll let you have a meal." It's not about eating me, Dou Wan sighed and added something in his heart.
Tan Zhi was in a daze, and when he heard Dou Wan's words, he thought in his heart that he really wanted to be bullied. Every time he was approached by Dou Wan, a secret impulse and desire would arise in his heart, making him more and more inseparable open this person.
Dou Wan watched him finish his porridge, and suddenly said, "Brother Tan, I want to live with you."
Seeing that Tanzhi didn't respond, he said, "I won't give up even if you reject me. I just want to let you know that I don't have much. I can come in before tomorrow night. You have one day to prepare."
Tan Zhi was almost healed after a night of sleep, Wen Yan opened his eyes to look at Dou Wan.
"If you don't want to talk, you don't need to say it." Dou Wan kissed him hard on the face, "You have a good rest, I'm not going anywhere, I'll just stay here with you."
Chapter 26
Tan Zhi really didn't understand at first, but later he became clearer and realized that Dou Wan wanted to live with him.
"No." He shook his head, this is too absurd, Tan Zhi has been single for so many years and has lived alone, suddenly there is someone who wants to get along day and night, even thinking about it, he finds it unacceptable.
"Not in the same bed." Dou Wan said, "Don't you have another room, I live there."
"No." Tan Zhi said, "It's too small there." It can't fit the big Buddha, Dou Wan.
"You and I can sleep on the sofa." Dou Wan said, "Just let me in."
Talk about a bit of a headache.
He remembered his own opinion of Dou Wan. This kid has a very high emotional intelligence. Basically, he predicts and controls the other party's reaction under normal circumstances, so he is deliberately embarrassing himself!
"Dou Wan." Tan Zhi was still sick and weak, so there was no deterrent effect, he sighed, tough cards never worked well with Dou Wan, so he had to soften his tone, "I don't like it, and I won't Get used to it, Dou Wan, let me take it easy."
This is the last place where he can sort out his emotions and hide his feelings. He doesn't want to be caught off guard in front of Dou Wan. Although this person is very good at taking care of himself and giving him warmth and care, after so many years, Tan Zhi has already treated him well. Some life patterns form a fixed mindset.Intruding into his life has already made him feel very at a loss, and entering his private space again, I am afraid that it will really disrupt his life and make him feel very insecure.
He lowered his head, his head was in a mess, and he didn't even know what he said.He understands Dou Wan's approach, which is nothing more than approaching him step by step, forcing him to make choices and compromises repeatedly under the weight of balance.This is even like systematic desensitization and aversion therapy in psychological treatment, allowing him to adapt to many things that he could not even imagine before.
"Okay." Dou Wan suddenly came over, lowered his head and touched Tan Zhi's forehead with his own, "I promise you, don't worry."
Seeing his relieved look, Dou Wan felt a little disappointed and angry, and even had the urge to lock this person up and not let him go anywhere.
But he just thought about it, Tan Zhi didn't fall out with him because he had a good personality, but it didn't mean that he didn't let himself rub his temper at all.Even though I didn't agree with the current talk, I was really not angry and didn't express any disgust. This is my own progress.Tan Zhi would not have such a gentle discussion with himself when he first met him.
Seeing that his hard work during this time was not in vain, he finally felt a little relieved.You can't be too impatient in what you do, let alone such a major event in life, let alone such a high-quality young man.
The matter didn't come to fruition, and it didn't affect Dou Wan's taking care of Tan Zhi. He cooked for people, poured water and delivered medicines, and didn't leave until Tan Zhi's fever subsided. Live in, otherwise Tan Zhi will be brought to his own house sooner or later.
Tan Zhi shook his head and sent people away, but after Dou Wan left completely, he couldn't help laughing.
If there is no Dou Wan, how much happiness he would lose.
Tan Zhi’s illness came and went quickly, and his life soon returned to normal. He still went to class every day. The end of the semester was approaching, and the tasks of teachers and students were very heavy. Do various reports.
When Teacher Tan passed by the corridor today, he saw a scene that surprised him.
Someone else confessed to Dou Xiaocao that it was not Lu Minglang's line. This boy was wearing a white shirt, looked gentle and refined, spoke softly, logically, calmly and self-possessed.
He just stood there, and said unhurriedly: "I know you have someone you like, but before you get married with him, you can try with me, I don't mind being your spare tire at all, I just want to I want to enjoy the process of being with you, and I can also help you find out the gaps and make up for the deficiencies and areas that need improvement in love, we each get what we need, what do you think?"
The book in Tan Zhijing's hand almost fell out.
Sure enough, it is rare for Dou Wan to see a chasing person who is so rational as to negotiate with the company and almost signed a contract. He smiled, "Why haven't I seen you before, newcomer?"
"I'm from the school next door." The boy adjusted his glasses, "That boy who loves you is my friend."
Dou Wan narrowed her eyes, "Are you looking for a place?"
The boy smiled, "Yes, and no."
He said: "I just want to see what is the most beautiful thing in the world that can make him fascinated."
Dou Wan raised her eyebrows, "You see it now?"
The boy nodded, "I see, it is indeed a stunning character, and a powerful character."
The boy's words were neither humble nor overbearing, and he was generous. He didn't look like a suitor, but rather an old friend whom he hadn't seen for many years.
Tan Zhi watched quietly from behind, an angle that neither of them could see.
Later, the two of them couldn't hear what they were talking about. They could only hear a very clear laughter. In the end, Dou Wan even opened his arms and hugged the boy.
Tan Zhi lowered his eyes for a moment, then turned his head and left.
The office is very lively, probably because the holiday is approaching, everyone thought that they would not see these people for almost two months, and they chatted happily.There are more young people in the office and more energy, and the topic starts to change from serious to light, and to gossip.
"College students nowadays are much more interesting than we were back then. Just Dou Lan, who is popular with girls, tsk tsk, I passed by the C building that day, and I saw that there were people chasing after with banners, playing guitar, singing and dancing to give away luxury cars The key to the villa, it's really crazy, star chasing is not so crazy."
"That kid is really handsome, and his academic performance is not bad. Teacher Tan knows that he never misses a lesson in Teacher Tan's class. The relationship between the two is very good!"
"Talking about the teacher, how is this child?"
"About the teacher?"
"Ah? Sorry, I'm dealing with something." Tan Zhi said, "He's fine..."
Tan Zhi glanced at his computer screen, writing in a mess for a long time, and simply deleted all the typed reports.
After work, Dou Wan accompanied him home, and he subconsciously didn't want to go with anyone.
Dou You just hugged someone else, and the two of them stand together very harmoniously, both of them have a youthful air.
"Brother Tan, what happened today, I feel that you are not in a good mood."
"Don't get too close to me in the future." Tan Zhi said the words, feeling a little abrupt, and added: "There are so many people in the school, it's not good to get too close."
"What do you mean?" Dou Wan still smiled, "What do you care about them, we just have a good relationship, so why are you afraid of others talking about it?"
Tan Zhi suddenly became irritable, "My relationship with you is not as good as others say."
Dou Wan was taken aback, the smile on his face faded.
"Brother Tan, I think you are my closest person, including my father and Uncle Cheng, they are not as good as you."
Ever since I got to know Tan Zhi, I have lost contact with any of the friends I used to play with, the good ones and the bad ones. Talk about knowledge.
He can be moved without asking for knowledge, because he is willing to do it himself, no one forces him, and he will gain equivalent rewards without asking for sacrifices, because he knows that from the very beginning, he is unwilling to have anything other than teachers and students with him. It seems that he disrupted Tan Zhi's life and made a mess of it.
But after paying for so long, full of joy and anticipation, and pitifully waiting for a response, in exchange for the words "it's not that good", when such words really fell on me, it still hurts my heart.
Dou Tan took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it.
He seldom smoked after meeting Tan Zhi, and basically never touched Tan Zhi, but now he felt that if he didn't do anything to divert his attention, he might press Tan Zhi on the trunk of the small forest that he was about to pass the next moment. Let him know how good the relationship between the two is.
On his side, he was trying his best to build up his mind to calm down and restrain himself, but Tan Zhi said that he was lucky enough to die: "Don't look for me again, I will apply for a change of class, and I won't teach your class advanced math."
After he finished speaking, he hadn't seen Dou Wan move for a long time, and subconsciously looked at the other party, and saw Dou Wan throwing the cigarette on the ground, crushing it hard, and directly raised his leg and stepped over.
Tan Zhi was pulled by the arm, pulled to a remote corner, and finally pushed to the rocky shore by the small lake.Back to the small slope, next to the lake.
It is already evening.The rays of light shone on Dou Wan's face, adding a sense of strangeness to her.
"You..." Tan Zhi found that his throat was a little tight. Among all the emotions, there were nervousness and panic... everything, except that there was no disgust.He knew that Dou Wan would explode today. Honestly, this man could hardly hide his wolf tail for so long. Sure enough, he brought himself here...
But he doesn't hate and doesn't reject Dou Lan treating him like this.
Dou Wan pressed him down, her legs stuck to his legs, knocking him to the ground.
In the distance, the sound of students playing basketball came from a distance, making the place even more peaceful and quiet.
"Don't be afraid." Dou Wan leaned down and pressed down, "No one else will see it, and I will block you if someone comes over."
"What are you going to do?" Tan Zhi didn't have much fear, and even he himself didn't believe it when he said it. Now his mind is full of the scene of seeing Dou Wan hugging others during the day.He never knew that one day he would be so willful, lacking reason and sobriety.
"What are you doing?" Dou Wan snorted, "Bullying you."
After speaking, he pressed down.
Tan Zhi subconsciously hid to the side, but was fished back again.
Dou Wan put one hand on the back of Tan Zhi's head, and the other hand imprisoned both of his hands to prevent him from rejecting.
Tan Zhiben didn't want to struggle too hard, and was kissed for a long time
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