Teammate, he is delicious and sweet [e-sports]

Gu Xiu understands that Wall is extreme, extreme and fragile.He likes to share bitterness with others, just like a little monkey whose belly was scratched by a branch, and when he meets his own kind, he will open the wound and show it to his own kind, and then say: "Look at my wound, it hurts so much." Everyone of the same kind who heard what happened to it would comfort it and give it a cure, but in the end the little monkey tossed itself to death because of the wound infection.

Wall just loves to toss himself.

When he was at the base, Wall always complained to him about the unfortunate family relationship, how his father was selfish, and how his mother ran away with others regardless of the life and death of the two siblings.Gu Xiu felt the same way, feeling sorry for his family's misfortune, plus his wrist strain, retirement is a matter of time, it's rare that such an unlucky person loves games, so he wanted to teach his understanding of games, but ended up in debt.

At the beginning, the coach even made the decision to replace Cheng Chen with Wall in the regular season, but after being rejected by him, he cut his wrists without hesitation, which really shocked Gu Xiu.So now that Yaoyao came to tell him that Wall couldn't think about it, Gu Xiu's nerves were pulled hard again, and an unpleasant emotion surged up from the depths of his memory in an instant, making him feel suffocated.

Gu Xiu understands Wall, he is an extreme character who can do what he says.

Yaoyao was still saying: "Brother? Did you hear that? Hurry up and contact me to have a look?!"

Gu Xiu'en said, "Got it, hang up first."

Fan Xing saw that Gu Xiu had a serious face after making a voice call, and couldn't hear any information from his few words, so he couldn't help but put down his phone, stood up, looked at him and asked worriedly: "Gu Xiu? What's the matter with you."

Gu Xiu looked up at Fan Xing, and said with a embarrassed expression: "Xing Xing, the competition may not be able to be held."

Fan Xing thought that he was distressed by this matter, and hurriedly stated: "It's okay, I don't really care too much, don't be unhappy because of this, or I will feel guilty."

Seeing Fan Xing's sensible and cautious appearance, Gu Xiu felt sorry for him even more, so he nodded.

"??????"

"What happened? Why can't it be done?!"

"I'm sloppy! What's the matter with Wall, if you don't compare, you don't compare. Why do you act like you have been wronged! It's scary!"

"What happened to Wall??"

"I gonna go see."

From the corner of his eyes, Gu Xiu noticed that the barrage started to discuss Wall, so he said, "There is something wrong, so we won't broadcast it for now."

After finishing speaking, he exited the game and turned off the live broadcast.

Fan Xing pursed her lips, looked at Gu Xiu in a state of bewilderment, and finally sat back on the sofa quietly, quit the game silently, and swiped her phone absently.

Gu Xiu found Wall's live broadcast room on the Miyu client, and clicked in to watch it.

There was no sound in the live broadcast room, and Wall under the camera had tears in his eyes, a tired sneer, his mouth moved from time to time, and he didn't know what he was talking about.He had an opened bottle of white wine in his hand, half of the liquid in it was gone, and he seemed to have drunk it.

"What's wrong with you, Wally?"

"Just wake up after getting drunk, what's the big deal!!!"

"Isn't it just a competition! Let's not compete, don't do this, I'm afraid!"

"The dog with the surname Gu is too deceitful!! Crap!!"

"For a fool to bully you like this, the fucking Gu Xiu is simply inhuman!"

"Taking away my Awaken, I'm really sorry that I don't like it, and I hope the internal monsters can hold back."

"It's none of the captain's business. Don't scold him anymore." Wall turned on the mic suddenly. He lowered his eyes in frustration, and a few tears flowed quickly. The captain arranged it because I offended someone who shouldn’t be offended. I have always admired the captain and liked him very much, so don’t always scold him in my live broadcast room. Scolding someone I like has nothing to do with scolding me. What's the difference?"

Wall's disappointed tone sounded in the study through the high-quality speakers. Fan Xing was slightly taken aback by the confession-like words, and looked at Gu Xiu in some surprise, not understanding why he was watching Wall.

Gu Xiu frowned, looking at Wall's distraught appearance, his mood was extremely complicated for a while, and he didn't notice that Fan Xing was staring at him in a daze, his bright eyes were full of worry and loss, so that the brilliance suddenly disappeared .

"Don't scold, don't scold, don't be sad."

"That kind of person is not worthy of your liking, let alone your empathy!"

"Why are you crying? My heart is about to break, woo woo woo."

"Damn it, why are you being so hypocritical, man, you should have a quick drink, and when you wake up, you'll find that you're still alive."

"Forget it, forget it, stop scolding, we will love each other forever, don't be sad, okay?"

"This is fucking suicidal, why don't you call the police immediately, the fans are so sensational!"

"I really want to have a good chat with him again." Wall suddenly picked up the phone, lowered his head and sent the message intently.

Gu Xiu frowned, seeing that Wal was just out of control for the time being and didn't seem to be doing anything crazy, so he didn't want to watch it anymore, turned off the live broadcast and called Yang Huan.

The other party quickly picked up, and the dialogue from the TV series came from the other end. His voice seemed to be eating, "What's the matter, are you going to start?"

Gu Xiu said: "No, Wall is a little bit out of sorts right now, I want to trouble you to ask the staff to check, so that he won't do anything."

"Fuck?!" Yang Huan said angrily in disbelief, "What is this? It's just a game, and suddenly I'm in a bad mood? Then I'll go and tell the staff."

Gu Xiu said, "Thank you."

After hanging up the phone, Gu Xiu was still a little worried, and was considering whether to ask the manager 001 who was connected with him to check it out, when a message popped up on the list.

It's from Walfa.

Gu Xiu frowned, forgetting that there are still friends on WeChat, he opened the message with some discomfort.

All: Captain, I'm really sorry, until now I still like you very much, even though you can't see me at all.In fact, I didn't mean to bully Fan Xing, but I was too jealous. He obviously hasn't known you for as long as I have known you, so why can I get your protection and play games with you every day, and you But the only one who doesn't care about me is obviously I'm the one who likes you at all costs.

In the live broadcast room, Wall looked at the news he sent, thinking of all the past, he couldn't help being moved and yearning.Even though the tears fell uncontrollably more fiercely, he was relaxed at this moment, so he turned his back to the camera, took out a tablet of medicine from his pocket and slowly opened it, and swallowed it all in one go.

"??????"

"What did you eat?"

"Grass, Wall, what are you doing?! Seriously?"

"Damn it, does anyone know the phone number of the platform? Hurry up and call the platform!"

"Fuck me! Live broadcast suicide?! Why don't you fucking call the police!"

Wall's live broadcast room was suddenly in chaos, but Gu Xiu didn't care about all this. He couldn't help but feel conflicted when he saw these words sent by Wall. I couldn't help but frowned.

Wall was relaxed and smiled happily. He said thank you to the water friends in the live broadcast room, and then turned off the live broadcast.Someone outside kept calling the door, and he turned a deaf ear to his phone, not expecting Gu Xiu to reply, and soon sent another message.

All: Captain, I’m really tired of living. It’s really annoying to have such an unfortunate family. I have to help the old man pay off his gambling debts and support his younger sister’s education. Hehe, when I was studying, there was no one to support me.I thought that if I worked so hard to treat them well, they would treat me sincerely. I gave all the money to my family, but they accused me of being gay and a pervert who likes men. Even my sister can point at me The nose says I'm abnormal, but I only like you, I don't like other boys at all.I thought I was very similar to you, they were people who couldn’t get affection, so you understood me and loved me, which made me have illusions about you that I shouldn’t have. What happened in the past was that I owed you, so I I shouldn't be living in this world, I always make things difficult for others, I'm sorry, I made you sick, I will never bother you again.

Even if Gu Xiu didn't want to have too much contact with him anymore, he had no choice but to ignore such farewell words.

He typed with his head down.

There was a knock on the door, and Cheng Chen opened the door and looked in. Seeing that the two were sitting together, their emotions were not quite right, so he asked in a low voice: "Captain, what's the matter? The rooms have been disbanded."

Without raising his head, Gu Xiu said, "Wal is not in the right mood, let's not compare."

Cheng Chen looked puzzled, "What's not right? Why is he still so hypocritical? Why isn't he afraid that our Xingxing's mood is wrong when he bullies Xingxing?"

People are afraid of comparisons, so Gu Xiu thinks Fan Xing is cute even more, but now he has no time to care about other things, he just said: "People are always different, you take Xing Xing out for a while, I'll get out after I've settled this."

Cheng Chen was speechless, and waved to Fan Xing who was sitting on the sofa at a loss, "Baby, come here, let's go out and play."

Fan Xing nodded, got up and looked at Gu Xiu who didn't look up, and left quietly.

Going: Why bother to obsess over the past, don’t force yourself to deal with emotional matters, don’t hurt yourself easily because of these trivial things.Regarding the misfortune of the family, if you are too tired to bear it, you can try to let it go. You are not obliged to be responsible for everyone. If others don't cherish it, no matter how much you pay, there will be no results.Don't put too much pressure on yourself, it is enough to live a life of benevolence and righteousness.

Wall probably didn't expect that Gu Xiu would reply to him, and instantly returned with a crying expression.

All: You are finally willing to talk to me.

All: It's no small thing to like you.

All: I tried to let go, but I always failed, but this time I can let go completely.

Seeing that he still insisted on not thinking about it, Gu Xiu felt a little annoyed, so he called Yang Huan directly.

Yang Huan also realized the seriousness of the matter, and hurriedly said: "His door is locked, he can't get in, no matter how much he calls the door, it doesn't work, now he is looking for tools, don't worry, the staff has already called Call the police and call an ambulance to prevent him from doing stupid things."

Gu Xiu hung up the phone and replied to Wall: Is it necessary to be so paranoid? !

All: No, I don't want to, I just can't bear it anymore.

Going: There is nothing you can't bear, as long as you think about it.

All: Hehe, you said it so lightly. When you rejected me back then, you were so lightly. I was the only one who compared the pain. But I don’t blame you, because you don’t care about me, so you don’t understand me.Forget it, let's not talk, I'm a little dizzy, everything is meaningless.

All: Captain, goodbye.

Gu Xiu's eyes sank, he realized something, and quickly sent an exclamation point in the past to try to stabilize him first, but the friend verification popped up.

Gu Xiu: "..."

He hurriedly opened Wall's live broadcast room, but the broadcast had already been downloaded.

Grass!

This feeling of being restrained made Gu Xiu extremely annoyed, and worried that he would do something irreversible, so he was about to call Yang Huan again, and Yang Huan's call came in.

Gu Xiu quickly picked it up, and asked eagerly, "How's it going?!"

Yang Huan's head was in a mess, surrounded by noisy discussions, he sighed loudly: "Damn it! This man is crazy, he even ate a plate of cephalosporin and drank half a bottle of Erguotou!! Now it's over Being pulled away by an ambulance is so fucking scary! Lao Gu, I feel like this is going to depend on you, you'd better be prepared to deal with it."

When Gu Xiu heard that Wall had attacked him again, he suddenly felt an indescribable irritability in his heart. He took a deep breath and said viciously, "Do you know which hospital he went to? I'll go and see."

Yang Huan said: "Provincial doctor, no, I think you'd better avoid suspicion now."

Gu Xiu sneered, and said mockingly, "It's already come to this point, is it still useful to avoid suspicion? Thank you today, thank you in person when I have a chance, contact me again, and hang up first."

Gu Xiu hung up the phone and left the study. The three people in the living room were full of resentment. They had obviously heard the news of Wall's suicide. They all turned their heads to look at Gu Xiu immediately upon hearing the news.

Cheng Chen hurriedly stood up, and said awkwardly: "What's wrong with him, he's playing suicide again? Isn't he trying to mess with us?"

Gu Xiu didn't reply, and said, "I'm going to the hospital, Cheng Chen, please take care of them for me."

Cheng Chen nodded speechlessly.

Gu Xiu took the car keys and was about to leave. Fan Xing suddenly blamed himself and said, "Gu Xiu, can I go with you? It's all because of me. I'm afraid, so I'll apologize to him OK."

After speaking, his mouth was deflated, and his eyes were full of fear.

Suicide is not a trivial matter, Fan Xing knows the severity.

Gu Xiu said: "Don't blame yourself, this matter has nothing to do with you, and you don't need to apologize to him..." Seeing Fan Xing getting more and more sad after hearing this, tears gradually appeared in his eyes, Then he said softly, "Come on, let's go together."

Fan Xing nodded, trotted to Gu Xiu's side, looked at him dependently and anxiously.

Gu Xiu confessed: "Then you and your brother stay at home, let's check the situation."

Cheng Chen nodded to Fan Yu and watched them go out. Fan Yu immediately took out his mobile phone to make a call.

Seeing this, Cheng Chen asked curiously, "Who are you calling?"

Fan Yu said: "To my sister, we are responsible for this matter, we can't rely on Brother Gu, and the fucking victim is my brother, everyone can only see his pain when he messes with him like this, public opinion will definitely I will attack Gu Ge one-sidedly, I have to let my sister think of a way."

Cheng Chen: "..."

Oh, how did he forget about it.

He also sat down and started talking on the phone.

Fan Yu didn't get through the phone yet, so he asked curiously when he saw the situation: "Who are you calling?"

Cheng Chen said: "A master editor, we have a lot of evidence of being victimized, and we are ready to deal with it first-hand, so as not to suffer and be beaten up."

On the other side, Gu Xiu and Fan Xing went to the hospital and asked at the front desk that Wall was still undergoing surgery.

When the two rushed to the operating room, there was already a crowd of people outside, many of them were holding up their cameras, as if they were remembering.Another group of people were concerned, all fans of Wall City.Someone recognized the two of them in an instant with sharp eyes, and was about to come up to question the crime in a threatening manner.

Gu Xiu didn't expect that there would be so many people guarding here. He subconsciously protected Fan Xing behind him and looked at the group of people vigilantly.

A man stepped forward and pointed at Gu Xiu angrily: "You fucking dare to come?! People are forced to commit suicide by you and still come? You want to see if he is dead or not?!"

The other woman was even more arrogant, she directly pushed Gu Xiu with her hand, and seeing that she couldn't shake Gu Xiu at all, she wanted to attack Fan Xing who was behind her.Gu Xiu's gaze sank, he raised his hand to block the woman's hand reaching towards Fan Xing, and said, "Respect yourself, you have something to say."

"Oh! I beat someone!" The woman fell to the ground instantly and began to yell.

"Look, it's a hit!"

"Trash! Do you respect yourself! It's not enough to kill your teammates, but you also hit a woman?!"

"What kind of fucking scum are you!"

"Kill him! Avenge Wall!"

The fans were furious and pressed their words fiercely.

The reporters who had reacted over there swarmed up, squeezed away the excited fans and started to take pictures frantically, and asked questions in a hurry.

The two were instantly surrounded by people, Fan Xing was frightened a long time ago, he hid behind Gu Xiu in fear and held onto his shirt tightly, shivering faintly against Gu Xiu's body.

Gu Xiu was afraid that Fan Xing would be frightened, so he turned around and held Fan Xinghu in his arms to avoid the "long guns and short guns" handed over by the reporter.

The two sat back in the car, Fan Xing still couldn't recover, and was shaking all over.

Gu Xiu felt a little regretful that he brought him here just now, he put his hand on Fan Xing's shoulder and pinched him lightly, and frowned in self-reproach: "It's okay, I shouldn't have brought you here."

Fan Xing looked sideways at Gu Xiu in a daze, easily discovering the self-blame and anxiety in his eyes.Fan Xing suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, and didn't want to see him showing such an expression, so he took a deep breath and forced himself to calm down, and comforted Gu Xiu in turn, saying: "I'm fine, it's a good thing you brought me here, otherwise you would have to take a People face them, now I will accompany you to face them, don’t be afraid.”

Gu Xiu: "..."

He laughed at himself and said, "I dragged you down, but you came to comfort me instead."

Fan Xing shook his head hastily, raised his hand and pressed his heart and said: "Don't say that, or I will feel very uncomfortable here, I know that everything you do is for me, don't worry, I will meet with you Yes."

Seeing his lost and serious expression, Gu Xiu felt that the uneasiness and irritability caused by Wal's suicide had calmed down somewhat. He couldn't help but raised his hand and gently stroked Fan Xing's delicate cheeks, and said, "Okay, then I won't say anything." gone."

Fan Xing nodded, continued to forcefully smile at Gu Xiu, and said, "Don't worry, although I don't know what to do now, my sister often tells me that the boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge, so there must be a way It's solved. If you're really scared, I can hug you so you won't be scared."

As he spoke, he opened his arms with a firm and reliable look.

Gu Xiu raised his eyebrows, looked at Fan Xing's open arms, and couldn't help but ask, "Why do you think I'm afraid."

Fan Xing said solemnly: "Because I am also very scared, but I am not so afraid when you hugged me just now, so I want to hug you so that you will not be afraid."

Gu Xiu's heart softened, he opened his arms without thinking, and said, "Then come here and give me a hug."

Fan Xing got up immediately, and threw himself into Gu Xiu's arms through the central armrest box.

Gu Xiu hugged Fan Xing in his arms, and he leaned his head lightly on Fan Xing's thin shoulder. The faint milky fragrance gradually lingered at the tip of his nose, unexpectedly calming down his mind.

He is not afraid, but he is incapable of accepting this heavy liking, and feels disgusted in his heart.

The author has something to say: it's late.