After bankruptcy, I managed to seduce the male god

Xie Xing turned around and wanted to open the door, but hesitated a bit.

He cautiously faced the dancing mirror in the living room, carefully tightened the neckline of the bathrobe, and then walked over and opened the door.

Yun Mo was leaning against the door frame, the light from inside the door cast on his face, reflecting a slight smile on the corner of his lips.

There was a strong smell of alcohol on his body, Xie Weibo was startled, and asked with concern: "Brother, did you go out to socialize?"

"No," Yun Mo said, "I drank some at home."

"Oh." Xie Xing was still holding the towel to wipe his hair in his hand, and the water droplets from the tip of his hair slid down, wet a small piece of skin on his neck and cheeks, shining brightly.

His eyelashes were also wet, the exposed skin was steamed with hot water and glowed with a faint powder, his lips were rosy and glowing with water, and they were slightly parted, as if he didn't know what to say.

They looked at each other for a while, Xie Xing finally smiled and asked, "It's so late, what's the matter?"

The smile at the corner of Yun Mo's mouth faded obviously, and his eyes narrowed slightly. His voice was very soft, but the words fell a bit heavy in Xie Sheng's ears: "Now I can't find you if I have nothing to do, can I?"

"No," Xie Sheng quickly denied, the towel in his hand was tightly wrinkled, and he said softly, "It's just that it's too late now."

"Who said we can get along like before?" Yun Mo held his shoulder with his hand.

The shoulders under the bathrobe are very thin, and he can be controlled with one hand.

He got a little closer to him, and asked in a low voice: "What are you afraid of? Have I ever forced you to do something you don't want to do?"

Xie Xing pursed his lips and shook his head.

Yun Mo asked again: "Did you stop looking for me when it was too late? Did you stop letting me into your room?"

Sometimes Xie Xing can't understand Yun Mo's attitude. It should be embarrassing when such a thing happened between the two of them, but he seems to have forgotten it.

Obviously he was the one who wanted to get close before, but he avoided him.

But now, it is obvious that he wants to make his time peaceful and peaceful, but he just blurs the boundary between them

This made him grit his teeth with tears in his eyes, and the fortress he had built up little by little was easily destroyed.

It also caused the hideous and ugly wounds in his heart to be cruelly uncovered over and over again.

He doesn't quite understand whether he loves him as a child, or thinks that his original feelings and behaviors are just the so-called rebelliousness of adolescence, so he doesn't take that period of the past seriously, or...

Or, he knows that he likes him, and he can't extricate himself from liking him, so he deliberately teases his feelings when he has a partner, in order to avenge the mistakes he once made.

He admits that he is dark, that he is too much, that he is a villain...

But now these unstoppable pains are really, extremely real and cruel tormenting him.

This thought made him extremely painful, and it also made him extremely confused.

Yun Mo held his shoulders and pushed him to take a step inside: "Won't you let me go in and have a sit?"

Xie Xing was staggered a little by his push, and finally woke up from that ridiculous reverie.

How could you think of him like that?

If others don't understand Yun Mo, doesn't he understand him too?

He is the crystal white snow on the high mountain, and the bright moon in the sky. All dirty things should have nothing to do with him.

Feeling annoyed, he lowered his head and turned his body sideways to let Yun Mo in.

The door closed behind him with a light click, and Yun Mo asked softly, "Where's the windpipe?"

Xie Xing went into the bathroom, found the hair dryer, and sat on the footstool facing the mirror far away.

There was a buzzing sound, and Yun Mo lowered his eyes to look at Xie Sheng's wet hair.

From childhood to adulthood, he didn't know how many times he had blown his hair, but he had never been in such a heavy mood.

He could feel Xie Xing's various inclinations, and he could feel that he was deliberately avoiding him.

The reason why he is so strong today is just to force him to climb out of his shell.

But he didn't expect his reaction to be so big.

Even though the pain in his eyes was so vague and only disappeared in a flash, he still felt the heaviness in it.

Where are their problems?

Even if Xie Sheng didn't have that kind of intention towards him anymore, it shouldn't be this kind of reaction.

When he lost control of his emotions that night, he was obviously very attached to him, and that was his true expression that he didn't care to hide.

Yun Mo looked at Xie Xing in the mirror, Xie Xing looked very calm, and the eyes of the two met in the mirror.

"Have you had insomnia recently?"

"No." Xie Xing smiled.

Yun Mo didn't know if what he said was true or not, but he didn't ask any more questions and just nodded.

"Brother," Xie Xing was still thinking about Wei Xia's stay at Yun Mo's house, and he was afraid that Wei Xia would think too much after Yun Mo had been out for so long, "Where's Wei Xia?"

"He," Yun Mo smiled, "I can't hold on after drinking a few cups, so I'll go to bed first."

Yun Mo in the mirror is very gentle, not as cold and forceful as he was at the door at the beginning.

Xie Xing felt that Yun Mo had changed a lot. He used to be cold and indifferent, but he was gentle inside.

Now, his speech and behavior are much softer than before, but the pressure emanating from his bones is not to be underestimated.

But the way he blows his hair is still the same as before, very gentle, like a child.

Xie Xing couldn't help smiling: "Brother, your child will be very happy in the future."

"Child?" Yun Mo was stunned, and the fingers on the top of his head paused for a while, then he smiled and shook his head: "I like a boy, how could there be a child?"

"Didn't country J develop a new technology last year? The same sex can also have children. Although the technology is not yet mature, it will definitely be available when you want it." Xie Xing laughed: "The cost may be a bit high, but It should be fine for you."

Yun Mo stared blankly for a while, then turned off the hair dryer and put it aside: "Do you want it?"

Xie Xing was startled, why did he drag him again?

But he still thought about it seriously: "I don't know? If you want a child, you have to give him a good life, right? I don't know if I have that ability."

A good life is not only material, but also spiritual.

His father, for example, was not good enough for him.

That's why he stayed at Yun's house. Even though Yun Mo was strict with him, he didn't want to leave.

In fact, thinking about it this way, I am quite lucky, at least Yun Mo is willing to take care of him.

Maybe, all his good luck was exhausted in those ten years.

Hearing what he said, Yun Mo couldn't help rubbing his hair lightly: "It doesn't matter even if you think you can't do well, as long as you want, I can help you raise it."

Xie Xing was stunned for a moment, and then laughed. He waved his hands again and again: "Isn't it enough for you to raise me? Do you want to raise my child?"

Then he shook his head: "Let's forget it."

Yun Mo didn't say anything else, but pinched the back of his neck, then looked up at his room.

The house that Xie Xing rented is not big, it is the smallest unit in this community, a simple two-bedroom.

A master bedroom and a study room. Occasionally, if Sun Xiaoquan spends the night here, he will live in the study room.

The living room is covered with thick carpets, and there is a whole mirror on the side wall, which is the side that Xie Xing is facing now.

The main color of the decoration is beige, and Xie Xing tidied up fairly cleanly.

"Are there any arrangements for tomorrow?" Yun Mo asked, "If there is no arrangement, I will have breakfast at my place."

"You can eat," Xie Xing said, and then smiled: "I want to sleep more."

Yun Mo didn't speak, Xie Xing said again: "I want to visit my mother tomorrow, but I haven't visited her this year."

In the past, most of his tomb sweeps were accompanied by Yun Mo, so Yun Mo immediately said, "I'll go with you."

Xie Sheng shook his head: "No need."

He raised his head and said to him: "I'm afraid that my mother will feel very guilty when she sees you. It's better to make her feel better when it's Chinese New Year."

how about you?Yun Mo looked at Xie Xing and thought, is it because he feels guilty that he can't face me?

He looked down at him and thought the question over in his mind, but he didn't ask it out loud.

Sometimes, it is actually very simple for those who are owed to want to forgive, and they are even moved by their own greatness.

But for those who are in debt, those forgivenesses may weigh on their hearts like a heavy burden, and it is difficult to even breathe.

Yun Mo's heart clenched tightly, would Xie Xing be in pain when he saw him?

But even though it was painful, he still agreed to take care of himself, in order to atone for his sin.

But even if he would be in pain, he couldn't let him leave him, because he was selfish and wanted to have him forever.

So, it's better to be more selfish, isn't it?

Yun Mo pinched a lock of Xie Sheng's hair behind his ear, but felt very painful in his heart.

He can control many things, but there are also many things that he may really not be able to control.

The cemetery is on a mountain in the urban area. When Xie Sheng was born, the Xie family was in its heyday, so Yang Wan's cemetery was surrounded by a large area.

Xie Xing hugged a bouquet of white roses, bent down and placed it in front of the grave.

He wiped his mother's tombstone carefully, and then sat in front of the tombstone, looked at his mother's picture, and chatted with her.

He and Yang Wan looked like they were carved out of the same mold, and they were related by blood at a glance.

"Mom," Xie Sheng lit a cigarette and said softly, "I'm sorry, I'm a bit busy this year, so I don't have much time to come and see you."

"I'm fine. I went to see my dad and brother a while ago, and they're fine too. Don't worry."

"I saved a little money," he laughed. "When they come out in a few years, they can use that money to start a small business. The whole family is still intact."

"Also, the big brother of the Yun family is back, Uncle Yun's son, the one who used to accompany me to see you, the tall and handsome one."

He was silent for a while, as if he wanted to say a lot to Yang Wan, but he couldn't say it.

Finally he said: "Mom, I still want you to be my mother in the next life, but you have to live well, you haven't even had time to love me once."

He said some bits and pieces, and finally pushed the white rose forward.

It is said that Yang Wan liked roses when he was alive, so he always brings a bouquet of roses every time he comes.

He took out a handful of candies from his pocket, put them in the shape of a heart, and said with a smile: "Mom, I love you, and I will see you next time."

Xie Sheng rang Yun Mo's doorbell early in the afternoon. Although his fingerprints were recorded, considering that the young couple was at home, it was not easy to open the door directly.

Yun Mo came to open the door, Wei Xia nestled on the sofa, the game was at a critical moment, his mouth was tense, fuck, fuck, fuck.

Xie Sheng brought some fruits, vegetables, meat and eggs, Yun Mo took them and put them in the kitchen.

Xie Xing went over to say hello to Wei Xia, and went straight into the kitchen.

While washing his hands, he said to Yun Mo: "Brother, if you are busy with your work, I will do it."

"What can you do?" Yun Mo teased him with a smile: "You used to have a ten-pointed finger."

Xie Xing pursed his lips and smiled: "Aren't you worried? Let's make it later and have a look."

Yun Mo refused to go out, and said, "I'll help you."

Xie Xing didn't chase him away, the two of them were talking and made a table of dishes.

Steamed hairy crab, sweet and sour pork ribs, boiled shrimp, spicy chicken, braised fish...

There are a few extra green vegetables and a sour bamboo shoot soup.

They are all ordinary home-cooked dishes, Xie Shengjie's cooking is delicious, Wei Xia eats it full of praise, Yun Mo is very silent, but eats the most.

After dinner, Yun Mo went to wash the dishes, Xie Xing and Wei Xia sat in line to watch the party.

Xie Sheng's cell phone rang, and saw a friend request message on WeChat.

He remembered that Du Feng said that the girl from the advertising department would add him, so he clicked through.

Not long after, the other party sent several messages, Xie Xing picked it up and was shocked when he saw it.

The picture shows a beautiful woman with long hair and big waves, the type Sun Xiaoquan likes.

The beauty's expression is all charming, and there is a line next to it: My brother bought me lipstick, and I got red for my brother.

"Damn it," Wei Xia poked his head over at some point, snatched Xie Sheng's phone, and read while scrolling down the picture, "As long as my brother is good at technology, there will be no less scratches on his back."

"As long as my brother doesn't call to stop, I can do anything in the living room and kitchen."

"..."

Xie Xing raised his hands to grab his cell phone, Wei Xia hid while reading, neither of them noticed when Yun Mo came out.

"What are you doing?" Yun Mo asked.

Wei Xia turned his hand and threw the phone to him: "Brother, look quickly, Xie Xing's confidant little sister."

The author has something to say: Something happened temporarily today, I went out for a while, it was later, sorry

Then talk about why the two of you can't explain clearly now.

In fact, it's not that they don't say anything, but that each other will misunderstand each other.

Xie Xing thought that Yun Mo already had a marriage contract, even if he likes him no matter how much he likes him, it is impossible to ask him if he likes him, or tell him that he still likes him, he is a principled little brother, and he will never be a third party

Yun Mo thought that Xie Xing didn't like him anymore, and avoided him, and he couldn't mention his relationship with him. From Yun Mo's point of view, this is the rhythm to scare people away.

Right now, he just wants to get along with Xie Sheng as before, and get him back step by step.

So both of them are holding back, and it is unlikely that they will take the initiative to mention the relationship issue

In short, they still need an opportunity

感谢在2020-03-1822:15:48~2020-03-2020:28:48期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 2 foxes; 1 furball, woolen dime, Zhanmu, third, Gray sauce, sleepy gray;

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