Xie Sheng sat in the car silently, with a cigarette dangling from his mouth, the butt of the cigarette had deep tooth marks.
The smoke entered his lungs, and in a blink of an eye it turned into a gray mist and escaped from his red lips.
He hesitated mechanically, looking at the passing scenery outside the window with his eyes.
Trees, houses, pedestrians, and street lights cast long shadows...
The night in late winter was still icy cold, but his heart was burning like a flame, which made his mouth dry and anxious.
An Lai's funny voice still rang in her ears: "You are also in the entertainment circle yourself, why don't you know about the rumors that nine lies and one truth?"
"He came back for you, he has paid a lot these years..."
"..."
Did he really come back for him?If he understood correctly, shouldn't he also like him a little bit?
However, if he really couldn't let go of himself so much, why hasn't he been contacted once in more than five years?
Not once!
Xie Xing bit his lip, his eyelashes became moist, he took a deep breath, trying to suppress the sourness in his heart.
He can't get entangled with this problem first. There are already enough problems in front of him, and he has to face, solve, and clarify them bit by bit.
He sighed, and snuffed out the burnt cigarette butt with his fingers.
The moment he extinguished it, his fingertips were scalded and painful.
Over the years, he has fantasized and denied it too many times, so now his courage to think deeply is almost exhausted.
He was afraid that he would be passionate and humiliate himself, but he couldn't stop the waves of expectations and hopes in his heart, or fantasies!
After all, he was too anxious, his mind was in a mess, and his whole body was in a mess...
The moment he knew the truth, he just wanted to see Yun Mo immediately, and he wanted to hear him say it himself, even An Lai's words became a mass of resonance, he couldn't hear clearly, let alone understand.
He took a deep breath, then buried his face in his palms, closed his eyes and rubbed vigorously.
He didn't stop until his cheeks were hot and his breathing was difficult. In the darkness, the flame in his mind became more and more scorching.
The flame changed shape with the wind, and slowly transformed into a human form following his consciousness, redrawing the past scenes before his eyes.
He saw the scene of their first meeting after his return.
It was at the opening ceremony of "Shooting the Deer". At that time, he was facing the dilemma of being banned, and this movie gave him a chance.
Even if he deliberately didn't think about it, he knew that it had something to do with Yun Mo.
That day, he pressed his shoulders behind him and called him in his own words on stage: "The only little cutie."
How did he respond?
At that time, he was controlled by hatred, to untie his belt, to stimulate him with words, almost frivolous and pompous...
And that night, when he asked him to go out, he fed him candy, and then asked him with a smile if Wei Xia had explained everything to him clearly.
He told him to make it all clear.
Then tell him that those scandals are not all fake, tell him that he also has needs these years, and what happened to Sun Yan later...
God!Now revisiting those words, he realized how much misunderstanding had occurred between them.
Xie Xing bumped his head hard on the front seat, what exactly did he say and do to Yun Mo?
He couldn't imagine how uncomfortable he would be if Yun Mo said those words to him?
His movement was a little big, causing the driver to glance at the rearview mirror curiously.
The young man in the back seat leaned against the depth of the seat with his eyes closed. His face was pale, his brows were tightly frowned, and his red lips turned bloodless from being bitten. He looked extremely painful and remorseful.
Scenes of the past flashed through his mind one after another like a revolving lantern.
Many small details that he didn't notice at the time became extremely clear at this moment, and then ruthlessly whipped his nerves.
It seems that every time he gets along with Yun Mo, he is actually at the two ends of the flames.
The hand that Yun Mo stretched out was warm and soft, and the eyes that looked at him were also warm and smiling, and what he gave him seemed to be black and white, cold, deliberate, and evasive, with sharp wounds...
He went upstairs in a trance, but suddenly lost his courage at the door of 1602, raised his hand and stopped.
He looked down at his toes, hesitated for a while, took a deep breath, and closed his eyes again.
He finally raised his hand and pressed the doorbell.
He forgot that he had already taken his fingerprints, and waited dazedly for someone to open the door.
When the sound of the doorbell came faintly, his heart became anxious, and he couldn't wait to punch the door in front of him that blocked him with his fist.
It doesn't matter, don't care about anything, as long as Yun Mo is still single, he doesn't have to think about anything, he doesn't have to care about anything.
He didn't want to think about whether he was worthy or not, and he didn't want to think about the nature of his feelings for him. He just wanted to be like that year, desperate and bloody.
He has no way not to indulge himself, that is his childhood dream, the person he has always wanted, how could he not reach out?
The door opened, and Xie Xing met Shang Yunmo's astonished eyes.
He didn't know how embarrassed he was. The hair on his forehead was wet with sweat, his eyes were also wet, the teeth marks on his lips were deep, and his eyes were like abysses. Strong emotions could almost suck people in and suffocate them.
"Brother." He called him, his voice was hoarse, and then he threw himself into his arms, almost knocking Yun Mo back a step.
He hugged his waist fiercely and rubbed against his arms: "Brother, brother, brother..."
It's not common enough.
It's too warm, familiar body temperature, familiar heartbeat, familiar woody fragrance...
This is his home. The moment he jumped in, the missing piece of his heart finally healed.
He can live without Yun Mo, and on the surface it seems to be doing well, heartless.
But only he himself knows that he is always floating in the void, has no sense of security, and a piece of his heart is missing, which hurts day and night.
When he threw himself into his arms presumptuously, the moment the wound healed, he finally felt the sense of fullness, satisfaction and down-to-earth that he had not seen for a long time.
"What's the matter?" Yun Mo wrapped his arms around his back in a bewildered manner, gently rubbing his shoulders with his broad palms.
He also frowned, thinking that he had been stimulated by An Lai again.
"Brother," Xie Xing's nasal voice was heavy, sounding like he was crying, "I... I haven't been with anyone, I only have you."
Yun Mo's body tensed up suddenly, and he moved his hand from Xie Xing's shoulder to his waist, and the strength also changed, becoming fierce and vicious.
He pressed him firmly into his arms and led him through the door.
The door closed behind him, Xie Xing's back pressed against the back of the door, and the coolness came through his clothes.
Yun Mo reached out to pinch his chin, lifted his face, and for the first time did not hide the pain in his eyes that was impacted.
He lowered his eyelashes to look at his face stained with sweat and tears. After a long while, his Adam's apple rolled, and his voice was very deep, even with a bit of ferocity: "You have made it clear, Xie Xing, what do you mean? Me alone?"
Xie Sheng's lips trembled slightly, he didn't want to worry about anything: "Brother, are you single, you are not married to the Wei family, right?"
Yun Mo was stunned, and after a while he vaguely understood something, he sighed softly, stretched out his hand and squeezed Xie Sheng's cheek.
Time goes back in general, he returned to before the age of 23, he returned to before the age of 18.
At that time, he still had a little baby fat, and he liked to pinch him like this: "No."
His voice was deep, but strangely soft: "If I'm married, why should I come back?"
Nothing makes Xie Xing more excited than hearing Yun Mo say it himself.
He tilted his head and kissed his Adam's apple irresistibly, and that sexy Adam's apple rolled gently between his lips and teeth.
His waist was clenched, so tight that it hurt a little.
He raised his head, met Shang Yunmo's forbearing eyes, without concealing, without shame, he opened his heart to show him, with a slightly trembling voice: "Brother, I like you for many, many years, as long as myself I don't even know when it started..."
I have loved for so many years, but this is the first time I say I like it.
Before he finished speaking, Yun Mo lowered his head and kissed him. His kiss was warm and eager, as if he was about to swallow him into his belly.
Xie Sheng was squeezed against the door panel by him, and he held his waist tightly, unable to move at all.
Their lips and teeth intertwined, exchanging the unbearable love and unspeakable longing for these years, the joy and excitement of regaining what was lost, as well as the resentment and hatred towards each other...
An overly complicated kiss filled the mouth with the smell of rust, but it was as addictive as poison.
Xie Xing felt his blood boil, he couldn't even breathe steadily, his brain was short of oxygen, but he still raised his head instinctively and chased after Yun Mo for a kiss.
Until Yun Mo let go of his lips and tongue, he reluctantly kissed his cheek again, bit his chin, bit his Adam's apple, and left tooth marks on his earlobe...
It was the first time that they confessed their feelings to each other. This feeling was too deep, and it had been pressed in each other's hearts for too long. Now it was like letting out a heart, but it still didn't feel easy.
They want to do crazier things, tear, entangle, destroy, and reshape, so that the boiling heart can gradually calm down.
Yun Mo wrapped his arms around Xie Sheng's waist, bowed his head and kissed his black hair, his cheeks and eyes, he called him Xing Xing, and then called him baby.
He said: "Do you know? I don't know how many years I have loved you?"
The author has something to say: I'm sorry, I've been a little busy in the third dimension recently, it's later
感谢在2020-03-2519:29:52~2020-03-2619:34:41期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the mines: Da Da exploded 2 today; sleepy gray, 1 fox;
Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Ye Jinghong, Qianmu; 5 bottles of Qianling Zhiyuan, Luohua; 2 bottles of orange mint; Qinran Weiyu, I have a little Julong, lemon, 307265541 bottles;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
The smoke entered his lungs, and in a blink of an eye it turned into a gray mist and escaped from his red lips.
He hesitated mechanically, looking at the passing scenery outside the window with his eyes.
Trees, houses, pedestrians, and street lights cast long shadows...
The night in late winter was still icy cold, but his heart was burning like a flame, which made his mouth dry and anxious.
An Lai's funny voice still rang in her ears: "You are also in the entertainment circle yourself, why don't you know about the rumors that nine lies and one truth?"
"He came back for you, he has paid a lot these years..."
"..."
Did he really come back for him?If he understood correctly, shouldn't he also like him a little bit?
However, if he really couldn't let go of himself so much, why hasn't he been contacted once in more than five years?
Not once!
Xie Xing bit his lip, his eyelashes became moist, he took a deep breath, trying to suppress the sourness in his heart.
He can't get entangled with this problem first. There are already enough problems in front of him, and he has to face, solve, and clarify them bit by bit.
He sighed, and snuffed out the burnt cigarette butt with his fingers.
The moment he extinguished it, his fingertips were scalded and painful.
Over the years, he has fantasized and denied it too many times, so now his courage to think deeply is almost exhausted.
He was afraid that he would be passionate and humiliate himself, but he couldn't stop the waves of expectations and hopes in his heart, or fantasies!
After all, he was too anxious, his mind was in a mess, and his whole body was in a mess...
The moment he knew the truth, he just wanted to see Yun Mo immediately, and he wanted to hear him say it himself, even An Lai's words became a mass of resonance, he couldn't hear clearly, let alone understand.
He took a deep breath, then buried his face in his palms, closed his eyes and rubbed vigorously.
He didn't stop until his cheeks were hot and his breathing was difficult. In the darkness, the flame in his mind became more and more scorching.
The flame changed shape with the wind, and slowly transformed into a human form following his consciousness, redrawing the past scenes before his eyes.
He saw the scene of their first meeting after his return.
It was at the opening ceremony of "Shooting the Deer". At that time, he was facing the dilemma of being banned, and this movie gave him a chance.
Even if he deliberately didn't think about it, he knew that it had something to do with Yun Mo.
That day, he pressed his shoulders behind him and called him in his own words on stage: "The only little cutie."
How did he respond?
At that time, he was controlled by hatred, to untie his belt, to stimulate him with words, almost frivolous and pompous...
And that night, when he asked him to go out, he fed him candy, and then asked him with a smile if Wei Xia had explained everything to him clearly.
He told him to make it all clear.
Then tell him that those scandals are not all fake, tell him that he also has needs these years, and what happened to Sun Yan later...
God!Now revisiting those words, he realized how much misunderstanding had occurred between them.
Xie Xing bumped his head hard on the front seat, what exactly did he say and do to Yun Mo?
He couldn't imagine how uncomfortable he would be if Yun Mo said those words to him?
His movement was a little big, causing the driver to glance at the rearview mirror curiously.
The young man in the back seat leaned against the depth of the seat with his eyes closed. His face was pale, his brows were tightly frowned, and his red lips turned bloodless from being bitten. He looked extremely painful and remorseful.
Scenes of the past flashed through his mind one after another like a revolving lantern.
Many small details that he didn't notice at the time became extremely clear at this moment, and then ruthlessly whipped his nerves.
It seems that every time he gets along with Yun Mo, he is actually at the two ends of the flames.
The hand that Yun Mo stretched out was warm and soft, and the eyes that looked at him were also warm and smiling, and what he gave him seemed to be black and white, cold, deliberate, and evasive, with sharp wounds...
He went upstairs in a trance, but suddenly lost his courage at the door of 1602, raised his hand and stopped.
He looked down at his toes, hesitated for a while, took a deep breath, and closed his eyes again.
He finally raised his hand and pressed the doorbell.
He forgot that he had already taken his fingerprints, and waited dazedly for someone to open the door.
When the sound of the doorbell came faintly, his heart became anxious, and he couldn't wait to punch the door in front of him that blocked him with his fist.
It doesn't matter, don't care about anything, as long as Yun Mo is still single, he doesn't have to think about anything, he doesn't have to care about anything.
He didn't want to think about whether he was worthy or not, and he didn't want to think about the nature of his feelings for him. He just wanted to be like that year, desperate and bloody.
He has no way not to indulge himself, that is his childhood dream, the person he has always wanted, how could he not reach out?
The door opened, and Xie Xing met Shang Yunmo's astonished eyes.
He didn't know how embarrassed he was. The hair on his forehead was wet with sweat, his eyes were also wet, the teeth marks on his lips were deep, and his eyes were like abysses. Strong emotions could almost suck people in and suffocate them.
"Brother." He called him, his voice was hoarse, and then he threw himself into his arms, almost knocking Yun Mo back a step.
He hugged his waist fiercely and rubbed against his arms: "Brother, brother, brother..."
It's not common enough.
It's too warm, familiar body temperature, familiar heartbeat, familiar woody fragrance...
This is his home. The moment he jumped in, the missing piece of his heart finally healed.
He can live without Yun Mo, and on the surface it seems to be doing well, heartless.
But only he himself knows that he is always floating in the void, has no sense of security, and a piece of his heart is missing, which hurts day and night.
When he threw himself into his arms presumptuously, the moment the wound healed, he finally felt the sense of fullness, satisfaction and down-to-earth that he had not seen for a long time.
"What's the matter?" Yun Mo wrapped his arms around his back in a bewildered manner, gently rubbing his shoulders with his broad palms.
He also frowned, thinking that he had been stimulated by An Lai again.
"Brother," Xie Xing's nasal voice was heavy, sounding like he was crying, "I... I haven't been with anyone, I only have you."
Yun Mo's body tensed up suddenly, and he moved his hand from Xie Xing's shoulder to his waist, and the strength also changed, becoming fierce and vicious.
He pressed him firmly into his arms and led him through the door.
The door closed behind him, Xie Xing's back pressed against the back of the door, and the coolness came through his clothes.
Yun Mo reached out to pinch his chin, lifted his face, and for the first time did not hide the pain in his eyes that was impacted.
He lowered his eyelashes to look at his face stained with sweat and tears. After a long while, his Adam's apple rolled, and his voice was very deep, even with a bit of ferocity: "You have made it clear, Xie Xing, what do you mean? Me alone?"
Xie Sheng's lips trembled slightly, he didn't want to worry about anything: "Brother, are you single, you are not married to the Wei family, right?"
Yun Mo was stunned, and after a while he vaguely understood something, he sighed softly, stretched out his hand and squeezed Xie Sheng's cheek.
Time goes back in general, he returned to before the age of 23, he returned to before the age of 18.
At that time, he still had a little baby fat, and he liked to pinch him like this: "No."
His voice was deep, but strangely soft: "If I'm married, why should I come back?"
Nothing makes Xie Xing more excited than hearing Yun Mo say it himself.
He tilted his head and kissed his Adam's apple irresistibly, and that sexy Adam's apple rolled gently between his lips and teeth.
His waist was clenched, so tight that it hurt a little.
He raised his head, met Shang Yunmo's forbearing eyes, without concealing, without shame, he opened his heart to show him, with a slightly trembling voice: "Brother, I like you for many, many years, as long as myself I don't even know when it started..."
I have loved for so many years, but this is the first time I say I like it.
Before he finished speaking, Yun Mo lowered his head and kissed him. His kiss was warm and eager, as if he was about to swallow him into his belly.
Xie Sheng was squeezed against the door panel by him, and he held his waist tightly, unable to move at all.
Their lips and teeth intertwined, exchanging the unbearable love and unspeakable longing for these years, the joy and excitement of regaining what was lost, as well as the resentment and hatred towards each other...
An overly complicated kiss filled the mouth with the smell of rust, but it was as addictive as poison.
Xie Xing felt his blood boil, he couldn't even breathe steadily, his brain was short of oxygen, but he still raised his head instinctively and chased after Yun Mo for a kiss.
Until Yun Mo let go of his lips and tongue, he reluctantly kissed his cheek again, bit his chin, bit his Adam's apple, and left tooth marks on his earlobe...
It was the first time that they confessed their feelings to each other. This feeling was too deep, and it had been pressed in each other's hearts for too long. Now it was like letting out a heart, but it still didn't feel easy.
They want to do crazier things, tear, entangle, destroy, and reshape, so that the boiling heart can gradually calm down.
Yun Mo wrapped his arms around Xie Sheng's waist, bowed his head and kissed his black hair, his cheeks and eyes, he called him Xing Xing, and then called him baby.
He said: "Do you know? I don't know how many years I have loved you?"
The author has something to say: I'm sorry, I've been a little busy in the third dimension recently, it's later
感谢在2020-03-2519:29:52~2020-03-2619:34:41期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the mines: Da Da exploded 2 today; sleepy gray, 1 fox;
Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Ye Jinghong, Qianmu; 5 bottles of Qianling Zhiyuan, Luohua; 2 bottles of orange mint; Qinran Weiyu, I have a little Julong, lemon, 307265541 bottles;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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