After bankruptcy, I managed to seduce the male god

In the end, Yun Mo was still not willing to let go of Xie Xing immediately.

He held Xie Xing's shoulders, lowered his head and kissed his forehead, then smoothed a lock of black hair scattered around his ears behind his ears, and then slowly let go of his hands.

He regained his usual composure, his eyes softened again, and with a little smile, he repeated: "Go."

Xie Sheng nodded and walked towards the elevator.

Yun Mo leaned against the wall he had leaned against just now, and that place was covered with a faint warmth from his body.

He stared at Xie Sheng's back with scorching eyes, subconsciously took out a cigarette from the waterproof bag with his fingers.

It seems that since they met again, every time Xie Xing leaves, he is no longer the same as before, looking back at every step.

Many times, every time he left, he never looked back.

Yun Mo bit the cigarette between his lips, and did not lower his head to light the fire until Xie Xing's figure disappeared.

Gray smoke billowed from between the drooping eyelashes, and the smoke outlined Xie Xing speaking to him.

He said, "If it's something I can do, just tell me and I'll do it for you."

The line of Yun Mo's jaw tightened suddenly, he clenched the cigarette between his lips and teeth, trying not to think deeply as if protecting himself.

Don't think about it, don't ask, probably, you can pretend that he didn't say it.

He has never been so vulnerable.

Wei Qing always said that he has a heart of stone, but that's just because, at that time, the sharp weapon that could hurt him was not by his side.

And Xie Sheng is the sharp weapon that can easily hurt him.

A word from him, a look in his eyes, a movement, or even a thought he made up in his own brain can hurt him and make him feel that he also has a vulnerable side.

Xie Xing didn't look back. Turning back would make him vulnerable, make him hesitate, and open his door wide.

But the smile on his face had already dissipated, leaving only exhaustion all over his body.

He remembered that in the swimming pool of Yun's old house, he could swim for most of the day without feeling tired.

He even thought he could live in the water and fall asleep lying on the water.

As long as he relaxes his body, he can float freely on the water. Yun Mo always laughs at him like a raft.

This is the first time he feels that swimming is also tiring.

He went down to the underground garage in silence. Sun Xiaoquan was sending messages with his hair down, and he didn't even notice him approaching.

Xie Xing opened the car door and sat in, glanced sideways at him, Sun Xiaoquan's eyebrows were almost knit together, looking extremely distressed.

Sun Xiaoquan has been chasing a girl recently, judging from the progress he told Xie Sheng last time, everything is going pretty well.

Xie Xing has also seen the photos, the girl is pretty and handsome, she is the type that Sun Xiaoquan likes the most.

While pulling the safety belt to fasten himself, he leaned over to look at Sun Xiaoquan's screen.

Sun Xiaoquan reached out to push his head away wittyly, and was about to speak when he turned around, but found a new continent.

There was a suspicious red mark on the side of Xie Sheng's neck, which looked fresh and hot.

Sun Xiaoquan was so angry that his hands shook: "When a single dog dies, no couple is innocent."

"What's wrong?" Xie Xing didn't understand, so he said, "Spray fire on me again."

With a click, Sun Xiaoquan took a picture of him: "Look, look, why don't you know how to pay attention? What if the media captures it?"

Xie Xing covered the small piece of skin with his hands, pursed his lips and smiled, then took out the spare makeup case in the car and covered it for himself.

It was probably done just now, no matter how the two of them do it, Yun Mo is very careful not to leave marks on his easily exposed skin.

Just now Yun Mo lost his composure.

"Why are you single again?" Xie Xing turned his attention to Sun Xiaoquan: "Didn't it go well a few days ago?"

Sun Xiaoquan threw the phone away and started the car: "We were dating two days ago, and she asked me a question."

"Huh?" Xie Xing peeled one and put it in his mouth, with the habitual taste of oranges: "What's the problem?"

She asked me: "Rock paper scissors, how do you pronounce it upside down?"

Xie Sheng stretched out his hand to compare, the romance of the little girl is easy to guess.

He tilted his head to look at Sun Xiaoquan: "Your answer must be cloth knife scissors, right?"

"Do you have any other answers?" Sun Xiaoquan rolled her eyes, and then sighed distressedly: "But she ignored me from that day on."

"Oh, you." Xie Xing helplessly patted Sun Xiaoquan's head: "Next time, you don't need to say anything, just kiss him."

"Will it work?" Sun Xiaoquan was a little skeptical.

Xie Sheng rolled his eyes: "I've tried it, and it all works."

Sun Xiaoquan squinted his eyes to look at the road, and after thinking for a while, he suddenly realized: "Would it not work for you? Who are you?"

After a while, he was aggrieved again: "It's the same suffering brother. Why is it that you are full of spring now, and mine has entered a cold winter before spring has begun. It's so unfair."

Xie Sheng's teeth were closed, the candy fell apart in his mouth, he chewed it slowly, the strong sweetness almost choked his throat.

"How do you know it's unfair?" He asked slowly, "Your spring will still come, but after my spring is over, it may be eternal winter."

"What do you mean?" Sun Xiaoquan didn't understand: "Are you reading poetry?"

"Let's take it as it is." Xie Sheng lit a cigarette, he didn't actually go to the company: "Go and eat barbecue, Brother Xiaoquan, I want to eat something high in calories."

Sun Xiaoquan loves everything, and the two hit it off immediately.

Coming out of the barbecue shop, Xie Sheng changed into another set of clothes before the two drove to "Baiju" to cut the ribbon for the opening of a gold jewelry store.

Xie Xing didn't take on the show recently, it was his own intention, he didn't have a suitable book, he would rather keep it empty.

But as an artist, if you continue to have no output, it will be a very fatal thing for the company.

So he had to settle for the next best thing and accept many business activities arranged by the company.

Ribbon cutting, platform, brand promotion, modeling...

Except for some work as a companion to the wine bureau, which he insisted on not accepting, he almost accepted everything else.

The official of this gold jewelery company announced today's ribbon-cutting event on the Internet early in the morning.

When Xie Xing arrived at the scene, he was surprised to find that many of his fans were there to support him.

According to the contract, Xie province will take part in the activity for about an hour.

However, according to previous experience, such activities are rarely completed on time.

In order to attract people, the store specially arranged a game session before the ribbon cutting.

Xie Sheng was drowsy from the pungent perfume smell of one of the male spectators on stage, and was already sweating by the end of the game.

He hugged several spectators participating in the game one by one, and while the store manager was giving the opening speech, he went to the store to wash his face, and his mind regained his clarity.

After everything was over, it was already an hour and a half later.

Xie Xing sat wearily on the co-pilot, and the moment the car door was closed, the smell of perfume on his body became very obvious.

On the way home from Baiju, he had to pass by Mount Lan. Xie Sheng hadn't been there for a long time, so he asked Sun Xiaoquan to make a bend there.

It was the opening time, and Sister Meng was so busy that she didn't touch the ground, she was very happy to see him.

Xie Xing went to rummage through An Lai's private collection, sat in the corner and drank a few glasses.

Sun Xiaoquan wanted to drive, so he sat next to him, eating snacks and drinks, and took the time to send messages, trying to save his spring.

After sitting for a while, the boy who was singing on the stage came down to Xie Xing, and asked a little shyly, "Brother Xing, do you want to sing on stage?"

When An Lai was around, Xie Xing would occasionally go on stage to sing, but when An Lai wasn't around, he rarely came, let alone on stage.

Especially now that more and more people know him, he instinctively refuses.

But seeing the eager and expectant expression on the boy's eyes, he didn't say anything for a while.

Alcohol was a little high, and boys were a little double in his eyes.

The emotional pressure from his career, and the vulgar and low-level gameplay of various activities made him urgently need to vent.

He reached out and took the guitar in his hand.

Sun Xiaoquan didn't pay attention, Xie Xing had already entered the stage with his guitar in his arms.

He was sitting in the center of the stage, and the light caged him in that small circle of light, like an invisible animal cage.

The boy sat obliquely behind him, playing drums for him.

He plucked the strings with lowered eyes and sang in a low voice:

"The next door to the mountain is the mountain

have a partner

Believe that seas dry up

maybe i'm stupid

If you fly too slowly, you will be alone

too soon will hurt

life is not like this

it will be sunny and it will be dark

I'm used to it

......"

The emotion in the singing is so strong that he can't dispel it. He hangs his head, his black hair hangs down his cheeks, covering half of his face, his eyelashes are like butterfly wings, dazzled by the light with a layer of broken gold, trembling slightly, slender The graceful arc of her neck is so beautiful that people can't take their eyes off it.

Many people in the audience recognized him and took pictures with their mobile phones.

"Three meals a day

not shabby

I broke off my wings to keep you warm

i have suffered

you don't care

I fly among the clouds

you look at me indifferently

How many times have the waves been rough

in my heart

You flew to the top of the snow mountain

I stay in your memory

You become a fairy, I will stay in the world for you

Even sparrows have tomorrow"

When he first heard this song, it was a long time ago. At that time, Xie Xing thought of Yun Mo, and also the resentment in his heart that he had not heard from Yun Mo for these years and abandoned him.

But later, after Yun Mo received many calls from his father, he felt that the person who saw the other party in pain and ignored him was actually himself.

I can't ignore the appearance of my father and brother, let alone Yun Mo?

He never dared to think carefully about how much pressure he should bear when he was with himself, and he also avoided thinking about it.

It wasn't until this morning that he had the courage to say to him, "If it's something I can do, just tell me and I'll do it for you."

At that moment, his heart was both painful and relaxed, because among the things he could do for him, he turned around and left to make him feel at ease.

When he says it, he does it.

No matter how powerful Yun Mo is, no matter how determined he is, he is just an ordinary person, and he is also bearing the pressure and pain of ordinary people.

If he leaves him again, he won't have any resentment towards him like he did the first time.

Everyone's fate is different, he is actually the same as Yun Mo, locked in a cage with a different fate.

It's just that he didn't understand before, he thought that Yun Mo could control his fate, but now, he wants to understand.

But when he sang the last line, the sparrow will have tomorrow, he suddenly felt differently.

Even the sparrow has a tomorrow, why can't he struggle with him again?

If Yun Mo said to leave, he would leave.

What if he doesn't say it?

Xie Xing returned the guitar to the resident boy, and thanked him softly.

Sun Xiaoquan was in a hurry to ask the person who took the video not to post it.

Before he could persuade a few people, he saw Xie Sheng being surrounded by people asking for his autograph.

Sister Meng and the bar security personnel escorted him to the second floor, and the two escaped through the back door.

The two finally got into the car, and Sun Xiaoquan scolded Xie Xing for not worrying while wiping off his sweat.

It wasn't until the phone rang that his expression softened a little, thinking that the girl finally figured it out and called him back.

But then he languished again, and directly handed the phone to Xie Sheng: "Sister Du's call, you can answer it."

Xie Xing was still a little drunk, and he answered the phone lightly, so he spoke first: "Sister, I'm Xie Xing."

"Oh," Du Feng paused: "I didn't answer your phone call, but you answered the small circle caller. What are you doing keeping that phone number? I can't answer nine out of ten times."

Xie Sheng laughed lightly.

Du Feng was in a good mood and didn't care about him: "The news from the secret love diary just came, saying that you will go to the day after tomorrow to try the play one last time."

"Okay." Xie Xing said, his eyes lit up involuntarily, which meant that the production team was about to be finalized.

Sure enough, Du Feng also continued to say: "Nine times out of ten, it's you. You are really stubborn, but it's really worth the wait this time. Be good."

Although the movie Diary of a Secret Love does not help the actor's growth and progress much, it is already a very good book based on Xie Sheng's existing foundation.

He responded obediently.

Du Feng explained another sentence: "Your competitor Qi Chuan will also go to the activity of deducing new forces the day after tomorrow. Remember to behave well."

"Understood." Xie Xing replied again.

The lights in the house were dark and there was a strong smell of alcohol.

Xie Xing carefully turned on the light, and saw Yun Mo lying on the sofa and raising his arms to cover his eyes.

He kicked off his shoes and walked towards Yunmo step by step, the closer he was to him, the stronger the smell of wine.

He half-kneeled in front of the sofa, raised his hand to caress his cheek and forehead: "Brother, how much did you drink?"

A thin layer of red appeared on Yun Mo's cheeks. In order to open a new route, he almost refused all visitors today, and he didn't even know how much he drank.

He tried hard to open his eyes, and when he saw Xie Shengshi, he narrowed them again, his eyes were confused and uncertain.

After a long time, he tentatively called out: "Saving?"

Xie Xing approached him, and said softly: "It's me, bro, let's go to bed first, and I'll make you some hangover soup."

But Yun Mo stopped talking again, and his expression became very vigilant and suspicious, looking fixedly at him.

Xie Xing was stunned, feeling as uncomfortable as a needle prick in his heart. It turned out that he said he believed in himself, but he actually cared about it all the time?

It's just that before he had time to say anything, Yun Mo's hand had already touched his face, and then pinched him severely.

That blow was very hard, Xie Xing hissed lightly in pain, his face wrinkled into a ball.

But Yun Mo laughed again, the vigilance and vigilance on his face disappeared, his eyes were full of joy, and he murmured to himself childishly: "So it's true this time?"

"Have you ever seen a fake one?" After the pain, Xie Xing felt that this state was a bit funny.

"I've seen it many times, and every time it's fake." Yun Mo stretched out his arms and hugged him into his arms, he was almost out of breath, his voice whispered in his ear: "You always He lied to me."

"It's true this time." Xie Sheng's eyes and heart swelled together, and he shook him gently: "Brother, let me go, I'll get you some hangover soup."

Yun Mo didn't let him go, but instead sniffed at him, and then asked him sadly: "You smell of someone else's perfume, do you want me?"

Yun Mo was so drunk that Xie Xing couldn't explain the matter of the perfume to him.

Maybe it was because he didn't speak all the time, Yun Mo suddenly turned over and pressed him under him.

They rolled from the sofa to the ground. Although it was not high, Yun Mo's 1.9-meter tall body fell on him, and he was still dizzy from the fall.

Yun Mo pinched his chin, showing an expression that he never had before, cruel and sullen, childish and unreasonable: "You can only be mine, you can't let me go, I will only take your water. "

I only take your water?

Xie Xing was startled, and Yun Mo's somewhat arrogant voice when he was younger rang in his ears: "I only pick up yours."

That was when Yun Mo was in college, every time there was a ball game, Xie Sheng would definitely go, sitting in the auditorium holding water to watch him play.

So many girls came to watch Yun Mo's game, cheering for him, crazy for him, and prepared all kinds of drinks for him, but Yun Mo never took anyone else's, only took what was in his hand.

At that time, Xie Sheng was very jealous, and stabbed him in a dragged tone: "Brother, many people like you."

Yun Mo pinched his nose, seeming to think he was troublesome, but also a little happy: "I don't take other people's things, I only take yours."

Has he liked himself for so long?He never knew.

The tip of Xie Xing's nose was sore, he raised his head and bit Yun Mo's shoulder viciously.

Like a pervert, he vented his turbulent emotions.

Yun Mo hugged him, as if he didn't know the pain, and didn't say a word.

After Xie Sheng felt the smell of blood in his mouth, he loosened his mouth in horror.

Faint bloodshots emerged from the tooth marks, and he kissed him bit by bit in distress, and assured him softly: "Brother, I will give you the chance to leave first, only you don't want me, I won't want you."

It doesn't matter even if you're drunk, it's fine if you don't remember, this is his promise, and he has engraved it in the deepest and most secret place of his heart.

It doesn't matter whether Yun Mo knows or not.

The author has something to say: The song sung provincially is "The Sparrow" by Li Ronghao

Sorry, it's too late, I deleted a lot, and it's up to this point to modify

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