After bankruptcy, I managed to seduce the male god

Xie Sheng's heart is actually not as peaceful as it appears on the surface.

After Sun Xiaoquan left, he stood downstairs and lit a cigarette. While smoking, he raised his head to look at the windows on the 16th floor that were shining through.

When he was young, he had a home and no home. Although he always felt insecure, he was quite stable in his heart.

That's because the door to Yunmo has always been open for him.

He trusts him and relies on him. He is like his elder brother and his parents. He is the backing and capital for him to do whatever he wants outside.

At that time, every time he came home late, he would habitually look up at the window between him and Yun Mo.

If the window is open, his heart will become satisfied and at ease.

Later, he realized almost overnight that no one could be his lifelong backing.

Everyone has their own unspeakable secrets and helplessness.

It was also from then on that every time he came back, he faced a dark window.

He slowly forced himself to get used to it, and he rarely had expectations anymore, let alone looking up deliberately.

But now, the beam of light that he was attached to once came back on again, which gave him the illusion of returning to the past in a trance.

But, after all, something is different.

Compared with many years ago, there seems to be an extra time bomb in his body.

Now, no matter how happy and happy he is with Yun Mo, when he is alone, there will always be the sound of the bomb countdown ticking in his mind.

The voice reminded him not to get too involved, and reminded him to remember to protect himself.

He seemed to be held hostage by someone, and the thoughts in his mind were divided into two factions.

On the one hand, let him be desperate, moths to the flame, and devote himself wholeheartedly, but on the other hand, let him remember the pain of the past and protect himself well.

The light from the cigarette butt lit up Xie Xing's slightly squinted eyes, he was very focused, a little contradictory, and also a little restless.

In fact, he did think about the previous video, maybe it will come in handy in the future.

But seeing that it could stir up such a big splash, he was still very shocked in his heart.

Compared with artists of the same period, the frequency of his hot search is high, but unfortunately every time it is because of negative news, most of the time it is accompanied by ridicule and criticism.

This is the first time he has been praised and encouraged by the whole network. It must be a lie to say that he is not happy.

Who doesn't love to hear good things?Xie Xing also loves it.

He behaved fairly calmly in front of Sun Xiaoquan, but when he thought of meeting Yun Mo, he couldn't help cheering.

The desire to share with him, to confide in him joy was too strong.

But the bomb in his heart was ticking and moving synchronously, holding back his joy.

So he stopped in the end, and used a cigarette to suppress his emotions, to suppress his jumping steps, so that the moment he saw Yun Mo, he could also be less childish like when he was facing Sun Xiaoquan .

He stubbed out his cigarette butt, took a deep breath, and walked towards the light.

While changing shoes in the entrance, Yun Mo came out from the study.

While changing shoes, Xie Sheng raised his head and bent his eyes at him: "Brother."

He is lazy, the shoe on one foot is loose, but he does not take it off immediately, but uses the toe of this shoe to step on the heel of the other shoe.

When both shoes were halfway off, he was pulled into Yun Mo's arms.

With shoes still hanging on both feet, he couldn't stand stably, so the fall was a bit heavy, and he fell firmly into Yun Mo's arms.

Xie Xing was a little dazed, but when he wanted to raise his head, a big hand pinned the back of his head.

Yun Mo's lips kissed the top of his hair. He seemed to be suppressing some emotions, and his deep voice rang in his ears: "Let me hug you."

Xie Xing didn't know how to react for a moment, he couldn't stand upright with his shoes on, and Yun Mo held him tightly in his arms.

Yun Mo's body smelled of tobacco and perfume that he was familiar with, his breathing and heartbeat were steady, but there was a sense of depression.

Xie Xing's eyes opened and closed slowly, and after a while he realized that Yun Mo probably felt sorry for him.

Did you feel sorry for him because you watched that video?

He put his arms around Yun Mo's waist, kicked off his shoes, and rubbed them into his arms: "Brother."

He felt that Yun Mo's lips and the tip of his nose were buried into the top of his hair, and his fingers were also inserted into his hair, rubbing gently at the root of his hair.

"Brother," he finally raised his head and raised his hand to show him: "It's not that serious, you still help me change my medicine, did you forget?"

When Xie Xing was injured, Yun Mo really felt distressed, otherwise he wouldn't have driven there overnight when there was no flight.

But that kind of heartache is different from watching the video, seeing that hand being trampled under the foot again and again, seeing him sweating from the pain and still smiling to comfort the fans.

His baby is really patient, it made him miss Xie Xing who didn't know what patience was at that time.

At that time, he was always worried that Xie Xing's bad temper would cause trouble, and wished that he would grow up as quickly as possible.

But this time, he regretted it. He grew up so fast that he couldn't bear the pain.

Yun Mo looked at him with her lips pursed, her eyes drooping, and she gently rubbed his earlobe with her fingers, or stroked his cheek.

It seems to be an action to appease a child, and it seems to be a little bit unsure how to comfort the child.

These little actions made Xie Xing feel happy, and made him feel that he was being held in the palm of his hand and cared for.

He waved that hand in front of him again, and comforted him with a smile: "Look, there's not even a scar left."

Yun Mo took his hand and squeezed his palm lightly.

Xie Sheng couldn't help teasing him: "I think it's worth it, you see, now because of this, everyone doesn't scold me but loves me."

Yun Mo pinched the back of his neck, like pinching a cat or dog, disapproving, but did not speak.

Xie Xing suppressed his emotions downstairs for a long time, and now all his previous efforts were wasted.

Because Yun Mo loves him so much that he can't even say a word, it's so cute, it makes his heart move too much.

His heart became hot and soft, and then he became childishly proud. If he had a tail, he would probably be shaking it for joy at the moment.

"Brother, you love me, don't you?" His eyes were bent, full of joy and anticipation, and there was a little makeup on his face, so delicate that people couldn't take their eyes off.

Yun Mo pinched his chin and kissed him, the dull pain in his heart was somewhat diluted by his childishness, but in some respects, it became more intense.

He couldn't tell how he felt, but if possible, he wished to melt him into his own flesh and blood.

He couldn't do that kind of thing, so he could only hold his hand and walk into the room.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Xie Sheng wanted to tease him even more: "Brother loves me because he loves me?"

He thought that Yun Mo would not answer, but unexpectedly he stopped.

He pulled him closer, looked into his eyes, and said to him seriously: "I love you, I love you very much, you know that right?"

Xie Xing's originally slightly playful heart was pierced by his gentle and serious eyes almost instantly.

The person who said love to him so seriously made his heart numbly filled with joy.

He bit his lip and pushed his limits: "Brother, when did you start liking me?"

"I don't know," Yun Mo suddenly lowered his eyes and smiled: "I didn't lie to you, because I didn't know I had this kind of feeling for you at first, do you remember that time?"

"Which time?" Xie Xing looked at him in a daze, and blinked slightly.

"The time you received a love letter."

Xie Xing stretched out his hand to caress the shallow scar behind Yun Mo's ear: "This time?"

"En." Yun Mo nodded.

Xie Xing has been very attractive since he was a child. He received many love letters in junior high and high school, but he never brought any of them home.

Only in the last semester of the third year of high school, he accepted a love letter from the school belle.

In fact, when he was just in the first year of high school, the school belle chased after Xie Xing for a while, but Xie Xing was ignorant at that time, only caring about having fun and not taking it seriously.

Later, Xiaohua and Xu Ning fell in love with each other, and after more than a year, they fell into the arms of another rich second generation of the school.

Adolescent children's brain circuits are probably different from those of normal people. Seeing Xu Ningyu in the pain of a broken relationship, Xie Sheng vowed to find a place for his good buddies.

After playing ambiguously with Xiaohua a few times overtly and secretly, Xiaohua handed Xie Xing a love letter again.

Amidst the booing of the crowd, Xie Xing smiled and printed a kiss on the beautifully wrapped envelope, and then put it in his schoolbag.

That day happened to be the day when the mid-term results came out, Xie Xing was a mess in the exam, he turned around and worried that Yun Mo would be beaten when he asked Yun Mo to sign, and also worried whether the scene with the school beauty had been performed.

That day happened to be the weekend, when Xie Xing went back, Yun Mo was processing documents in the study.

I don't know if there is Yun Mo's eyeliner in the school. Seeing him come back, he raised his eyelids and asked him for his report card.

Xie Xing looked at his brother's face while taking out the bag, but he took out the report card and love letter to Yun Mo.

When he realized something was wrong and wanted to take it back, Yun Mo was already holding the perfumed pink note paper and looking at it seriously with downcast eyes.

After reading it, Yun Mo returned to him: "Did you fall in love?"

Xie Xing was caught by someone, and he couldn't say that he did such a naive thing to vent his anger on a friend, so he hesitated for a long time, neither admitting nor denying it.

Yun Mo then went to look at his report card, and after reading it, he became very angry.

Xie Xing was already prepared to be scolded, and after Yun Mo lost his temper, he kept his head obediently lowered.

Until he felt that his anger was almost over, according to his previous experience, as long as he stepped forward and said a few soft words, Yun Mo would definitely calm down.

He opened his mouth and shouted: "Brother."

Yun Mo did calm down, but he didn't give him a chance to act like a baby. He just looked at him and said calmly, "Go back to Xie's house."

Xie Xing was stunned in place at the time, his cheeky eyes were reddened only halfway through his expression of a hippie smile.

For so many years, even if he was beaten, he didn't feel much. He knew his own temperament very well, and sometimes he didn't deserve it.

But this sentence was too heavy, Yun Mo never said it again when he was angry, and he couldn't bear it.

Xie Xing stared at Yun Mo without saying a word, Yun Mo continued: "You are in the third year of high school, what about the results of the college entrance examination? I didn't expect that Uncle Xie would blame me for spoiling you, so go back and let Uncle Xie see your results and discuss with you. How to make it up, or just give up, I will tell Uncle Xie tomorrow, and then you can move back."

Xie Xing was very stubborn at that time, and immediately grabbed his report card: "You don't need to tell me, can I go by myself?"

He packed the test paper and the love letter into his schoolbag, turned around and went out.

At that time, he didn't know that he was already being targeted by others, the school girl turned her head and turned her back on her love, and the news of her pursuit of Xie Sheng had already spread throughout the school.

Xiaohua's rich second-generation boyfriend has led people to ambush him on his way to and from school for several days.

It's just that he was picked up by Yun's driver or Yun Mo most of the time, and they never found a suitable opportunity to do it.

Xie Xing walked out with his head buried, and when he realized something was wrong, he was already blocked in a narrow alley.

He was in a bad mood that day, he was full of anger and didn't know where to vent it, and he almost died in a fight.

Four or five people didn't take advantage of it for a while, but there were many people on the other side, so Xie Xing was kicked to the ground in the end.

The man also kicked at his chest and lower abdomen, until he curled up on the ground, only exposed his back to the opponent, protecting his vital parts.

He didn't know much about what happened afterwards, and felt that those people had left in a daze.

He was held in his arms by someone who kept calling his name.

His whole body was in pain, but when he saw Yun Mo, he was so frightened that he woke up instantly.

Half of Yun Mo's face was completely stained with blood, and the blood kept gushing out from behind his ears.

Xie Xing couldn't see where the wound was, and he was terrified, thinking that Yun Mo's back of the head was injured.

After being beaten like that, he gritted his teeth and didn't say a word, and didn't shed a single tear, but when Yun Mo's blood dripped onto his face, he burst into tears.

He forgot his wounds and pain, and stretched out his hand to cover Yunmo's wound while crying, tears streaming down his face in fear of the sticky hot blood in his hand.

It was only later that he found out that after he went out, Yun Mo finally chased him out worriedly.

The wound was caused by someone smashing him when he was protecting him.

At that time, his consciousness of being beaten was a little blurred, and he didn't know when Yun Mo joined the battle and how he beat him away.

The wound behind Yun Mo's ear was very deep, and he had seven or eight stitches in the hospital.

Xie Xing was glad that he didn't get hurt on the head, but at the same time, he actually had nightmares for quite a while.

In the dream, Yun Mo was always beaten to death, and Xie Xing, who was dreaming, was always frightened and hurriedly climbed onto Yun Mo's bed in the middle of the night, feeling his heartbeat and feeling his body temperature. peace of mind.

"Actually, I was so angry at that time, not just because of your poor grades," Yun Mo smiled: "It was because I felt so sad when I saw that love letter."

Xie Xing blinked: "At that time you..."

"Earlier than that?" Yun Mo thought for a while, "It's just that I couldn't tell what kind of feelings I had for you before."

"I do love you very much, Xie Xing. I have loved you for many years. I don't even know how long, if it wasn't for that." Yun Mo kissed Xie Xing's surprised and confused eyes, as if Funny and sad: "If it wasn't for that incident, maybe we would have been married."

"Marriage?" Yun Mo said those two words that Xie Xing didn't even dare to think about.

"Yes." Yun Mo smiled: "Shortly after that, I talked to my parents about this matter, they have always liked you, you know, so they all agreed."

"We have agreed that when you become an adult, I will tell you what I think, or pursue you. At that time, our family will explain everything to Uncle Xie, and I believe he can support us."

Xie Xing's wide eyes were moist, it turned out that happiness was so close to him, and he and Yun Mo could have walked together with the best posture.

Bamboo horse, bamboo horse, he is protected by him, willful and spoiled, but will listen to him very much.

"It's just that you were not yet an adult at that time, so my family and I were waiting." Yun Mo hugged him sadly: "But when you were about to become an adult, something happened again, and everything went off the rails."

The author has something to say: Today is a special day, I read a lot of news, my mood fluctuates a bit, and the code words are a bit late, so I didn’t update until now, I’m sorry for the long wait

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