Slag Gong chased me after rebirth

It turns out that I will still be reluctant.

Ruan Xiangdi thought to himself that it wasn't necessarily his reluctance to Lu Jingyao, but also his sincere reluctance to pay him wrongly in the past.

But Lu Jingyao didn't say a word, as if he didn't want to say a word to him anymore.

Ruan Xiangdi endured it, and suppressed the mist that was about to rise from his eyes.

After a long silence, Lu Jingyao finally opened his mouth: "Are you going to stand here and talk?"

Ruan Xiangdi raised his eyes and glanced at him, but Lu Jingyao didn't look at him, but lowered his eyes and said, "Why don't you go in and sit down and talk slowly, are you in a hurry?"

Is this acquiescing to his departure?

"No," Ruan bowed his head to Di, "Chen'er is still waiting for me outside, it's not good to keep him waiting."

Lu Jingyao: "But"

"what?"

But I don't want you to go, Lu Jingyao looked at Ruan Xiangdi's lowered eyebrows and thought to himself, I don't want you to go again no matter what.

He didn't want to try again the pain of losing his Ruan Ruan.It was too desperate, the loneliness with no end in sight, remorse, but irreversible.He tasted this kind of life for a few months, and every time he wanted to end his life, he felt that maybe he died so easily, even if he went underground, Ruan Ruan would not see him.

Live, he told himself, life is punishment.Those who stay are always the ones who suffer the most. What face does he have to meet him?

He couldn't sleep at night, he couldn't eat, and he lost a lot of weight in just a few months.Because the work could no longer go on normally, I had to give up the whole company to my uncle, and he left everything behind, walking along the streets he once walked with Ruan Ruan, and the scenery Ruan Ruan had seen, walking and seeing all the way .

He collected every movie that Ruan Ruan participated in. In the dead of night, he locked himself in the room and watched it over and over again, from when he first debuted to the last film he shot before his death called "Jing Hong" "Photography" movies, one after another, I have watched them all.

This is the last Ruan Ruan he can reach.

But no matter how he looked at these things, Ruan Ruan would never come back.And the more he looked at these, the more irreversible he felt.

Ruan Xiangdi was puzzled by the long silence, and asked, "But what? Do you have anything else to say? I'll leave without me. Chen'er is waiting for me outside."

After Ruan Xiangdi finished speaking, he pulled the suitcase around Lu Jingyao and walked outside.

"Farewell..." Lu Jingyao grabbed Ruan Xiangdi's hand.

Ruan Xiangdi felt his palms trembling, and a lot of cold sweat broke out.

Ruan Xiangdi turned his head to look at Lu Jingyao, and said coldly, "Boss Lu, your time is not precious, and mine is too."

Lu Jingyao let go of his hand all of a sudden.

Ruan Xiangdi twitched the corner of his mouth, put the hand that Lu Jingyao had pulled into his pocket, and clenched his fingers in the pocket where Lu Jingyao couldn't see.

"Then, I'm leaving." Ruan said to the flute head without answering.

Lu Jingyao felt that it was extraordinarily cold tonight, and the evening wind blew on him, making him shiver from the cold, but his chest was hot, and there was something like magma inside, surging and burning his heart.

He stared almost greedily at the back of Ruan Xiangdi who was walking away quickly. His steps were steady and powerful without any hesitation, like stepping on the wind.He understood that his beloved Ruan Ruan really didn't seem to love him anymore, so he walked so crisply and left him, like breaking free from the shackles and getting rid of the plague.

He understood that he was disgusted, he was so scared that he was almost desperate, but he was so ecstatic that his brain could hardly bear it.

At least Ruan Ruan is still alive.

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