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When the two arrived home, Lin Shu was still a little dazed, and subconsciously asked, "What do you want to eat tonight?"

"You rest, I'll do it tonight." Xie Mingshan took off his coat and hung it up, and ran to the kitchen with a low profile of committing crimes.

"Would you like noodles?" Xie Mingshan poked his head out of the kitchen and asked.

"Anything is fine." Lin Shu went to the kitchen together, rummaged through it, found out a previous instant Kabayaki eel, and asked, "Shall we eat this tonight?"

"Success." Xie Mingshan brought the fish over, opened it and put it on a plate: "You go and rest first, I'll get it."

Xie Mingshan was quick, and both of them were not in the mood to eat at this time, so the cooking was simple, and dinner was quickly prepared.

Tomato beef brisket noodles, Kabayaki eel, and spicy rabbit meat bought during Double Twelve—thanks to Taobao, you only need to skillfully use the microwave oven, and you can immediately have a table of hot dishes.

"Want to drink?" Lin Shu asked proactively.

Lin Shu's self-regulation ability is very poor, as long as he feels bad, he wants to smoke and drink-the perm is not necessary for the time being.But he didn't have the habit of buying cigarettes, so he had to ask Xie Mingshan for it, which didn't fit the atmosphere of crisis hidden in the calm at this time.

"If you want to drink, I will accompany you to drink some." Xie Mingshan found out the sweet white that he bought earlier: "Do you want ice?"

"No more." Lin Shu watched Xie Mingshan fill up the wine for him, and the two sat down without speaking.

Ready-to-eat eels are always not as delicious as freshly made ones. The salty taste of the sauce overwhelms the plump taste of the eels. Lin Shu took a sip of wine to dilute the salty taste in his mouth.

Lin Shu chose two hammered glasses as wine glasses. Through the wine glasses, the yellow light above his head refracted a bizarre world. He lowered the wine glasses slightly, and used the excuse of looking at the wine glasses to secretly observe Xie Mingshan who was sitting opposite .

Xie Mingshan was eating quietly, and he looked the same as usual.

Lin Shu's heart softened suddenly and became a puddle of warm water: Bai Ying only told him that something happened to him, and he dumped the boss and ran back without saying anything. When he saw someone, he didn't ask any more questions In a word, this kind of silent thoughtfulness couldn't be more gentle to Lin Shu.

"When I was 14 years old and went to junior high school, I found out that my sexuality was different from others. At that time, I was very panicked, so I posted a post on the Internet and told about my own affairs." My account was hacked out, and the school and my parents knew about it. My dad was working out of town at the time, so he came back from Foshan to fix me up."

Xie Mingshan stopped the chopsticks in his hand and looked at Lin Shu.

"It was noon that day, and I was eating. My dad suddenly rushed in, pulled me off the dining table, dragged me to the gate of the community, forced me to kneel down, and hit me with a roadside shovel." Lin Shu's voice Peaceful and quiet, as if he was telling a story that had nothing to do with him: "Then I felt as if I suddenly lost my memory, and my soul was pulled out of the penis, and when I regained my senses, I was already in school .What happened that day, I have no idea."

"Later, I fell into this problem. As long as I was stimulated, I would suddenly take time off." Lin Shu drank the wine in the glass in one gulp, and continued: "When I was in my second year of graduate school, I rented a house to live in, and did a job with the neighbors. The rice caught fire, and when I opened the door, I saw a blaze coming out, and I froze on the spot. At that time, Bai Ying and Kuang Tongan were together, and they lived upstairs from me. When I saw me standing at the door without moving, it was the two of them who carried me out of the fire."

"Bo Ying knows about my problem. He called me today to tell me about Professor Zheng's condition. Maybe he was afraid that something might happen to me, so he asked you to come and see me." After Lin Shu explained the cause and effect, he deeply He took a long breath and said, "I was a little stunned this afternoon, but I was in the office at the time, and there was nothing wrong with it. I'm sorry for making you come back rashly."

"What nonsense?" Xie Mingshan's eyes turned red, he got up and walked to Lin Shu's side and hugged him: "Fortunately, I'm back."

Lin Shu's stiff back softened in Xie Mingshan's embrace. He patted Xie Mingshan's arm with his backhand and said, "It's okay, let go quickly, you're going to strangle me to death."

Xie Mingshan hurriedly let go, pulled the chair and sat beside Lin Shu, and asked, "What's wrong with Professor Zheng?"

"Something went wrong during the physical examination. I'm afraid it might be cancer. Bai Ying contacted a private hospital for me, and I'm going to have another examination tomorrow morning." Lin Shu took out his phone and passed the text message from Bai Ying to Xie Mingshan to read.

"Then I will accompany you and Professor Zheng to see a doctor tomorrow." Xie Mingshan sent the hospital address in the text message to his mobile phone.

"No need. It's too much for you to dump the boss. If you ask for leave tomorrow, even the boss's brother-in-law can't justify it."

"Forget it. My boss is so angry. I'm afraid I'll be scolded if I go there tomorrow." Xie Mingshan joked, "I'll be absent from work for a few days, and I'll go when Luzhou's anger subsides. That would be great."

"I think you don't even want this month's salary." Lin Shu nodded his head, and suddenly realized that the awkward atmosphere between the two of them had disappeared. gone?"

"Then why don't you beat me up?" Xie Mingshan leaned forward and took the empty wine bottle, raised it over his head and put it in front of Lin Shu: "Just don't slap me in the face, it's so pretty."

"Get lost." Lin Shu was amused by Xie Mingshan's action, and slapped him away.

Xie Mingshan smiled and put down the wine bottle, took the finished dinner plate to the kitchen, put it in the dishwasher, and brought Lin Shu a packet of dried fruit when he came back.

"I didn't eat well today. Let's have a good meal after seeing the doctor tomorrow." Xie Mingshan handed the dried fruit to Lin Shu: "I forgot to tell you something, the TV is broken."

Lin Shu just took out the tuner from the crack of the sofa, and asked, "Why is it broken?"

"I can't open the image. I found it when I came back yesterday, and I forgot it when I got excited." Xie Mingshan leaned over to observe Lin Shu's expression.

"Why?" Lin Shu was puzzled.

"Aren't you angry?" Xie Mingshan confirmed.

"Don't be angry anymore." Lin Shu touched his face: "Your boss is going to clean you up for me soon, why should I be angry?"

"Would you like me to order?" Xie Mingshan took off his hand and leaned on the other side of the sofa.

"That..." Lin Shu paused, and then said: "I shouldn't have lied to you yesterday, I'm sorry, I will tell you later."

Xie Mingshan was taken aback for a moment, but he felt embarrassed first: "I don't blame you, it's because I went too far."

Lin Shu was quiet for a while, and felt that some things seemed to be better said in person. He thought for a while and asked, "Were you like this before? Are you so...sensitive to this matter?"

"It used to be more serious than now." Xie Mingshan lowered his head and touched his right eye: "I was in Taiyuan before, and I had a boyfriend, and I liked to check his phone at that time."

Xie Mingshan's boyfriend is a college student with a good family background. He went back to the surrounding countryside to play and show off his wealth, and was blackmailed by someone. It happened that Xie Mingshan was accompanying Luzhou to the mine. When he saw this scene, Xie Mingshan took the initiative to help He got rid of the siege, and with this incident as a start, the two came and went, and became lovers.

"At that time, I always felt uneasy. I thought that he was a good-educated man and handsome, and his family was rich and rich. I couldn't find any kind of person. At that time, I always went to the mine with the boss. We walked for ten days and a half months. It’s too far away, and there’s no signal, so I’m always worried that he’s going to find someone else behind my back.” Xie Mingshan had an embarrassed expression on his face when he said this: “Every time I came back from the mine, I would check his phone, and he was very nervous at the time. Unhappy, but let me watch it, and then I found out that he has a very close relationship with a boy from Jiangsu in his class. He can chat for several hours a day on QQ. At that time, I exploded and had a fight with him .”

"Did your ex-boyfriend cheat on him?" Lin Shu asked.

"No." Xie Mingshan sighed: "It was only later that I found out that the guy from Jiangsu was just a chatterbox and talked to everyone like that. But at that time, I only thought that there was something wrong with them. After we quarreled, I forced him to talk to everyone. That boy was deleted."

"I really listen to you." Lin Shushu was stunned: "If this is my boyfriend, I will delete him."

Xie Mingshan was embarrassed by Lin Shu's words, and laughed at himself: "I was too young and ignorant at that time."

"Later, I checked his cell phone and found that although they had deleted their friends, they were still calling. I was so angry that I called back the call directly to tell that boy to stay away from my boyfriend."

"It turned out that my ex-boyfriend saw me when I was on the phone. He rushed over and snatched the phone and threw it out of the window. We had a big fight and I almost moved my hands, but I was stopped , but that's how we broke up."

"It was too extreme at the time. I always felt that there were no good people in the world, and everyone would betray me. Now that I have grown up, I feel that I was so stupid at that time." Xie Mingshan paused, bowed his head and admitted his mistake: "I thought I would restrain myself after that incident. Who knew it would still explode on you this time."

"It's not your fault." Lin Shu leaned over to hug Xie Mingshan, patted him on the back, and comforted him.

When Xie Mingshan said that he felt that there were no good people in the world, Lin Shu suddenly realized that the harm Xie Mingshan's father had caused him without saying goodbye after he was in debt was far from the understatement that Xie Mingshan himself showed.The body damaged by working early in order to make ends meet can still heal, but the abandonment of his closest family members has left a scar full of anxiety and fear deep in his heart, which will always make him vigilant against the outside world.

Thinking of this, Lin Shu's heart was filled with sorrow, but Xie Mingshan pushed him away first and carefully observed his expression.

"What are you going to do?" Lin Shu, who had been silently observed since just now, asked inexplicably.

"I want to see if you're still angry."

"I've said it all, don't be angry."

"Then let me tell you something." Xie Mingshan looked at it for a long time, and made sure that Lin Shu was really not angry, and discussed: "Then what, the TV is broken, let's change a projector."

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