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"Just... When I was a freshman, a junior of mine met in the club in high school. He happened to be in the third year of high school. During my freshman military training, I was bored, so I downloaded a software, the kind of same-sex dating.

"The photo of a man is quite handsome, so we chatted. After chatting for a few days, when we were about to meet, we realized that the man was that junior. Wechat had been added to each other at the beginning, but we had never chatted, and then we didn't Chatted on the software, using WeChat.

"I was not very happy to date my alumni, so I deleted him from the software. One day he suddenly sent me a WeChat message to ask why, and I said I didn't want to harm the talents of my alma mater. He was a good student, and he was a top student.

"He also expressed his understanding, and then complained, saying that the third year of high school was under a lot of pressure, and the students behind him rushed to catch up. He was a bit biased in English, and fell out of the top ten in the last monthly exam.

"After talking for a long time, he asked me if I could make up for him. Just make up for English. I'm free anyway, so I'll make up for him on weekends.

"For English, listening, speaking, reading and writing, I don't have the experience to give him points online, so I took a taxi on weekends and went back to high school to give him extra lessons. At night, he lived in a dormitory, and I lived in a hotel outside the school.

"At that time, it was really just making up lessons, and then I didn't know what happened. The winter vacation was coming soon, and there was no heating in the classroom on weekends, and it was inconvenient for him to live in the dormitory, so he had to come to the hotel. Take it off and there will be nothing..."

"Then you..." He suddenly interrupted Li and asked.

Li He kept telling himself to be normal and normal, it is normal for a young master like Cen Teng to have an ex, calm down!But after hearing this, he seemed to be unable to calm down.

"No?" Cen Yu hurriedly hugged him, "Nothing happened, I promise, listen to me first.

"It's not that everything is gone, it's too exaggerated, it's just a vest, anyway, it shows a lot, because I met him on the software before, I didn't mean that, I still have to avoid suspicion, it's not as good as before...taught so much serious.

"Actually, he is a top student, no matter how bad his English is, I also found out later that he didn't really need to make up lessons. He said that he didn't get to know me well in the club before. It's a pity.

"After that...he didn't listen carefully to my make-up lessons for him, and always said something to bother me, and wanted to hug and hold hands. I'm really not the kind of person who can sit still, just... I didn't pierce the layer of window paper either. At that time, it was a bit like an immoral teacher-student relationship, which was very exciting.

"I am a person who has nothing to sell except English and a few stinky money. I am willing to give him extra lessons. Even though he doesn't need it, I buy things for him every week. Most of the time, he was at home during the winter vacation, and the courier could knock on his door five or six times a day. Every time I asked the seller to make notes and write small notes, all of which were ambiguous. I don’t know if he saw it...

"Later, he started school in February, and it was only three months before the college entrance examination was completed. I still went back to make up for him for two weeks. Suddenly, one day he sent me a message saying, don't bother him anymore, and don't contact him in the future. , wasting his time.

"I was actually a little angry at the time, but when I thought about it, his time was indeed precious, time was tight, and he was under a lot of pressure. I should understand that I really never went back to my alma mater. I still bought things for him every week. The third year of high school was so hard. Mental and physical strength must keep up.

"Originally he said not to waste his time anymore, and it takes time to get the courier at school. I don't buy it if I don't want to, but the first batch I bought has been shipped and I can't return it. After two days He was very happy to receive the item in three days. He said thank you and liked the item I sent him very much.

"Since he likes it, I will continue to send it. He sent him a message, but he didn't reply. I can only find it from the previous chat records. I turned to the steam I bought for him when he said that his neck was stiff and his eyes were sore. There are a lot of eye mask massagers, but luckily he still likes it.

"When he is happy, he will reply two messages from me. Although many times we are chatting and chatting, people suddenly disappear. It's normal in the third year of high school. As long as he is happy, it doesn't matter if I don't see him, he is happy , It is good to be able to study with peace of mind.

"After the college entrance examination was over, I thought he must have time now. I asked him where he volunteered to fill in. He said that he would not be in Xi'an and told me not to contact him. I am not a person who has no confidence in long-distance relationships, so I went back. look for him.

"Take him to dinner, watch a movie, buy him a bunch of shoes, he likes shoes. He also held hands and hugged him. I opened a room that night. I asked him to take a bath first, but he didn't say anything. .Later he came out of the wash and I went in to wash it. When I came out, I was gone and ran away with the pairs of shoes I had with me.

"I thought, if he didn't like me, he wouldn't have taken the shoelaces away. He might be shy or afraid. I didn't give up, so I called him and asked him. He said, two men, he felt disgusted.

"Okay, I shouldn't provoke the straight man, since he feels disgusting, I won't bother him anymore, all WeChat calls are blocked, otherwise it would be embarrassing to stay in the address book.

"Not long afterward, it seemed that it was still summer vacation. I didn't go home during the summer vacation. He suddenly came to University A to look for me and said he missed me. This time he opened the room and took a shower when he entered the door. Try it, but..."

Cen Teng paused, struggled with the wording for a long time, and continued: "But I can only sleep with him, not him with me, do you understand, he thinks it's dirty. Also, go to bed as soon as you go to bed, and forget everything else." , the relationship between the two parties is kept secret, so don't affect him from marrying a wife and having children in the future."

"So... is he serious when he says he misses you?"

Cen Yan sighed, "I don't know...he might be bisexual, that is to say, he might like men and women at the same time, anyway, I don't know. If he only likes men, then it's okay for him to marry a wife in the future." To give birth to a child is to spoil others, understand? To deceive others into a tool for childbirth.

"If he already liked women, it would be very simple, just playing with me and pursuing prostate stimulation. No matter what kind... I am speechless, but he was still young at the time, only eighteen, I think about it Forget it, say goodbye calmly.

"From then on, if I'm not [-]% sure whether a guy likes a guy or not, I will never provoke a guy, and I'm too lazy to talk to someone who is younger than me.

(abridgement)

Li he has been listening to Cen Yan quietly, without even umm, without the consciousness of a listener at all.

He noticed that Cen Teng stopped suddenly, and the story came to an abrupt end here, so he asked, "Who is Maslow?"

"Fuck?" Cen Yan turned his head to look at Li Ta, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, "I've said so much, and you just listened to Maslow?"

Li bit his lip, "I've heard so much, only Maslow didn't understand, why don't people ask me if I don't understand?"

Cen Teng smiled, and asked again: "Do you understand everything?"

"Ah."

"No? When did you know this?" Cen Yu was shocked. Logically speaking, Li, a little dog with an elementary school education, shouldn't know so much.

Li Ta curled his lips: "The academic atmosphere of University A is too strong, and homosexuality is also a subject of knowledge."

"Bullshit."

"Originally, you have all kinds of books in the library of University A, and you have already entered the Internet age, brother. If you don't keep your eyes open, you blame other people's software."

"Damn it," Cen Yu rubbed his forehead, "I say two words and you're going to say ten sentences, and what's more! What books are you reading behind my back!"

"Hey! Can you stop swearing in the future?"

Li's topic changed so quickly, but Cen Yu still reacted immediately, "When did I fucking swear..."

Then he was immediately slapped by Li Ta, "Every time you hit my mother and your mother, I always feel that you are scolding me."

"Is this a dirty word? It's a fucking particle! I'm really wronged!"

Li Ta didn't speak, just stared at Cen Teng with bull's eyes.

Cen She subdued: "Listen to you, I won't talk about it in the future."

Li Tatian spoke uprightly again, "Also, Cen Yu, let me ask you, do you think it's appropriate for you to tell me about your first love, or a crush that didn't work out, right after you confessed your love to me?"

"Fuck me? Don't you want to listen? I won't say it, and you will definitely blame me again when you find out. I said it, and said it's inappropriate. It's too fucking hard for me!"

Li Ta: "Huh?"

Dirty talk again... so hard, harder than financial management.

"Seriously," Cen Yan raised his head, "I'm telling you this, not to tell you about the people I met before, but about myself. What kind of person am I? What happened, especially in terms of feelings, I want to tell you clearly, that is..."

Cen Teng looked into Li Tata's eyes and said, "I can give myself to you completely and honestly."

He was completely human, and finally regained some of his humanity. He sympathized with Cen Yu again, sighed pretendingly, and said, "Why are you so unlucky, every time, that or something, you are not nice when you meet people, unlike me, first The first time I met a..."

Cen Teng suddenly felt his heart skip a beat, and asked, "What did you meet?"

Li Ta looked at Cen Yu, and the two looked at each other. Li Ta said: "When you meet someone, you can live a lifetime."

Cen Yan squeezed Li Ta's hand tightly, and said with a smile, "So you are lucky."

Then he looked at the dark night outside the glass and said, "I'm just unlucky, so when I realize that I like you, I don't dare to act too much, for fear that luck will play tricks on me again, even if I can feel you To me, I'm still cowardly, I dare not confess, I'm afraid of you..."

Li Ta interrupted, "Are you afraid that I will also find homosexuality disgusting?"

Cen Teng didn't speak, and acquiesced.

"Actually, I don't have too strict a concept about same-sex differences, just... I like you, you like me, this... two people who agree with each other, it's fine to be together, what's so disgusting, it's not just going with the flow something?"

What Li Ta said was true, Cen Yu turned his head and looked at Li Ta seriously, letting nature take its course, yes.

Cen Teng was originally rebellious, and he wanted to destroy the laws of heaven and preserve human desires.He suddenly wanted to let nature take its course and kiss Li him again.

The author has something to say: the (omitted) part is not placed here

Not yhsq, probably a forbidden word? ?Bar