long love story

Can just ruin my brother's feelings for you for several years, do you know how he got here?Do you know what he went through in just these two or three days?What have I experienced again? "

"Pingsi... what happened to him?

"Very! No! Good! Almost came back from the gate of hell. You really want to burn incense and pray to Buddha to thank God, thank God for keeping him safe and sound, otherwise my brother will have something wrong, something unexpected, I will never Let you go."

"An Qing, I know you like him...my marriage...is a blow to him...it's such a big blow." Jin Chao's complexion was uglier than before, and his tone was not as strong as before, and he sounded somewhat regretful.

"Shut up, I don't need you to tell me what I did to my brother. You said you got married when you got married, why did you come here to tell him specifically, do you want to show off how successful you are? Or do you want to see how he did it?" Are you suffering from pain and despair? Are you not afraid of retribution for what you have done so cruelly?" Thinking of the people squatting in a ball at the entrance of the dormitory corridor, my eyes were blurred with tears, "You, please don't show up again from now on, You don't care about Zhou Pingsi, but the treasure on my heart."

"I left Pingsi for so long and was with another one of her... suddenly got married because... she was pregnant with my child. I have already failed Pingsi, and I can't bear another woman who lost my innocence for me. "

Hmph, Jin Chao actually described himself as being so responsible and conscientious, I suppressed my anger and asked him, "How long have you been with her?"

"The year before last, Pingsi also knew of her existence."

"Jin Dynasty! Are you still a human being? You hugged that woman to Wushan during the day, and climbed into my brother's bed at night to force him to have sex. How dirty, mean, and dissatisfied are you?" This is me It was the first time in my life that I swear swear words, and I was so angry that I couldn't hold back my words: "No wonder, she disappeared for more than half a year, and then suddenly reappeared. It turned out that the woman was pregnant. You can't be satisfied? □□Shangnao , then I thought of my brother again, and wanted to climb into his bed again and do that shameful deed, didn't I?"

"He Anqing," Jin Chao was so excited by my words that he had nowhere to escape, and punched me fiercely in the face, "You have no right to interfere with whose bed I'm sleeping with! Si, I and Ping Si used to be in love."

I was pushed back a few steps, and there was a nosebleed from my nasal cavity, and it was burning hot when I touched my face with my hands.Looking at Jin Chao's innocent look, he snorted, "Oh~ the two are in love? You didn't spoil him? Then who gave my brother's innocent body like jade? Who is going to leave his first time? You After having a woman outside, come back to act with my brother. Could it be that my brother forced you to do it? Don't tell me that you and that woman are just playing around, and you are sincere to my brother. You lied to me about this It’s okay to lie to that stupid woman, but don’t try to use it to fool my brother and me. My brother already knew that you have a woman, and he knew that you would end one day. I only hate him for being too affectionate to you. .”

"No matter what you say, I will admit everything, except for the matter of ruining Pingsi, I will never admit it."

"Admit it?" I walked towards him and grabbed his shoulder, "Okay, then tell me now, what was the last message you sent to my brother? I want to know why my brother tortured himself So far?"

"Didn't you see that?" He laughed all over his face.

"Say!"

"Here's what I'm telling you," he said, taking his mobile phone out of his pocket, pressing a few keys, and handing it to me in a triumphant tone, "Then just take a look."

In the SMS module of his mobile phone, the recipient is my brother's number, and the following content is...

"I like you."

I suddenly raised my fist and punched him again, my eyes were already red, I pointed at him and said angrily: "You are really not a human, not a human! You are holding other women's hands to get married, but in turn you are with me!" My brother said that you like him, how can you be so disgusting and disgusting? You don't deserve it! Why didn't you tell him earlier? Let him wait for so long in vain, which made him hurt by love, and I was trapped by love. "

This time the Jin Dynasty did not fight back, nor did he roar. He regained his footing, lost his previous arrogance and arrogance, and two lines of tears fell out. This is the first time I saw him cry. I was heartbroken and cried until my heart broke.

"An Qing, if it's possible, who doesn't want to stay with him forever? If it's possible, why should I bear him up to this point? If it's possible, how could I have another woman and go home and share the bed with him? If I could, why would I ask him out on the eve of the wedding. I just want to love him one more day, just want to see him again. But I want to live and have parents to support. It's not that I don't know that we have no future, it's just feelings I can't control the matter, once I fall in love, I just want to be with him, even for a day."

"Jin Chao, I don't care how difficult you are or how good you are at acting, I just want to tell you that I like my brother, but I never squeezed in between you before. Now, even if you look back and want to start again However, I will never let it go and never agree. Zhou Pingsi can only belong to me, He Anqing, in this life!"

"I didn't think about snatching him back, I just wanted to... see him again. But, seeing his determination and hearing him say goodbye, I know that I really can't go back in this life." Jin Chao was tired from crying and sat down on the ground, the ground in front of him was soaked thoroughly by his crying.

"Jin Dynasty, I used to think that we were relatives, that we could live happily together like a normal family for a lifetime, but you ruined this family with your own hands. My brother doesn't hate you or blame you, and I don't bother Thinking of you again. For the sake of the past few years of our happy life, we let each other go. From then on...we are nothing but strangers who don't know each other. Don't spoil my brother, You don't care about him, but I care about him very much, that is the person I love in my life, the one in my heart...the red cinnabar." The pain that crushes the heart and rubs it into the emotional pain is really overwhelming. A person cannot breathe normally.

Facing the former "family", swearing and shaking fists, this feeling is really... so uncomfortable.

For many years after that, I really never saw the Jin Dynasty again.

I went back to the hospital, it was past lunch time.

Hesitating at the door of the ward, afraid to go in, the wound on the corner of the mouth is still there, I know that Gu Wen will help me hide it and won't tell my brother, after all, he also wants to beat Jin Chao.

From the small window on the door of the ward, you can see the people inside. Shang Shu doesn't know when he came.The nurse was taking the needle, and Gu Wen was sleeping upside down on the other side of the bed.

The nurse took the needle and the medicine bottle and opened the door. Before I could dodge, my brother saw me. He reached out to me and called me over, "I'm back."

I could hide from the first day of the junior high school but not the fifteenth day, so I bit the bullet and went in.

Hearing the sound, Gu Wen opened his eyes and sat up, then exchanged glances with Shang Shu, understanding without saying or asking.

Shang Shu made an excuse and said, "Well... An Qing hasn't eaten yet, right? I'll buy you some food."

Guwen also made excuses: "Pingsi hasn't eaten yet, you buy it for An Qing, and I buy it for Pingsi, and we both go along the way."

The two disappeared as if they had done something wrong.

I buried my head, lowered my eyes and watched the toes of my shoes slowly approaching his hospital bed step by step.

"Come here!" The voice was completely different from the softness that a patient should have.

I eventually walked over and sat on a chair, not daring to look at him.

"Gu Wen said that your classmate has something to do with you, and I still believe it," he said as he stretched out his hand to pull away the hand that covered the scar on the corner of my mouth. Will you fight with people?"

I still buried my head and searched for words in my mind to form a sentence to respond to him, but there was nothing at all.

"Is it the Jin Dynasty?"

"Brother, I..." I raised my head abruptly, wanting to say something, but seeing his sullen eyes, I was too afraid to give up my soul and keep my mouth shut.

He stretched out his hand and gently scratched the scar on the corner of my mouth with the pulp of his thumb.

"Hiss," I frowned in pain.

"Does it hurt?" The tone of the tone lost the anger just now, and became more distressed and gentle.

"Ah."

I raised my eyes to look at him, his eyes were already full of warmth, even if there was no trace of anger in them.

He moved his legs off the bed, I quickly stopped him and asked, "What are you going to do? I'll help you."

"Take a basin and go to the boiling water room to get some warm water and come back."

"it is good."

I took the basin and walked towards the boiling water room at the end of the corridor. I saw sweat on his forehead just now, thinking that he might want to wash his face, and that he was still ill, so I deliberately boiled the water a little hot.

When I came back and walked to the door, I was holding a water basin in my hand. It was inconvenient to open the door, so I put the water basin on the ground first and then turned the doorknob.At this time, I heard another sick old lady inside say: "Your brother is really kind to you."

"Well, he's fine."

Hearing that, my eyes were smiling and my eyebrows were flying, and my heart was flattered.

I went in with a blushing face and carrying a basin. At this time, there were two or three more people in the ward. They were the old lady's family members, who were helping the old lady pack her things. It turned out that the old lady was about to be discharged from the hospital.

"Why is it a little hot? Didn't you mean lukewarm water?" He put the handkerchief in, and asked when his hands touched the water temperature.

I was about to speak.The old lady over there came over to say hello, "I'm about to be discharged from the hospital, go home, young man, I wish you a speedy recovery too."

"Thank you for your concern." My brother took his hand out of the water, stood up and answered the old lady's words.

The old lady's family left the ward one after another, and we were the only two left in the room.

He wrung out the veil, unfolded it, and blew a corner of it with his mouth.

I asked curiously, "Why are you bragging about this?"

"The water is too hot, it will hurt when it is applied to the wound."

He pulled me closer to him, took a veil and put it on the corner of my mouth.

"Hiss~ It hurts." After the pain passed, I said again: "I thought it was you who wanted to wash your face."

After one or two minutes, he put the veil into the water again, wrung it dry, and applied it again.

"In the future...don't act recklessly, and don't look for him again."

"I'm so angry, who told him to bully you like this."

"Nobody bullied me."

The strength in his hand became heavier, and I quickly moved my face away from the pain.

However, the pained and not afraid of death still retorted: "You have been admitted to the hospital for him, so you are not bullying you?"

"No, no, no, what are you going to do with him? To vent your anger? Or play a hero and beat him up?"

Hearing what he said, I think he is biased towards the Jin Dynasty. He became jealous for a while, thinking "So in your heart, I am still not as good as the Jin Dynasty", so I couldn't see the distress in his eyes.Then she turned her face down and deliberately stabbed him unhappily: "In your heart, whether you have forgotten him or not, I will never be as important as him."

His face turned pale with astonishment.

When I mentioned that he hadn't forgotten the Jin Dynasty, his face changed, which made me even more irritable, and my tone became more serious, and I said angrily: "That guy has done too much, and married someone else. But I confessed to you behind my back, from now on I saw him beat him once, until he was beaten..."

"An Qing..." His voice was full of anger, which echoed throughout the ward, and I was so stunned that I didn't know how to reply.

The good-tempered and self-cultivated person was finally irritated and stinged by me.

"I'm done with him." The words were spoken weakly, full of vicissitudes.

I regret it.

Didn't you say that you won't mention that person to him again?Didn't you mean to forget the past?Why can't you control yourself?What are you fighting with him for?Why do you want to stab him with his sadness?Why remind him again?Why make him sad in vain?

At this time, I felt uncomfortable because of his pain again, and I really deserved it.

I took a few steps back, completely lost the "spiritedness" just now, and sat on the bed in the middle.

If I want to say something, I'm afraid it won't help at this time.

Our two sides were silent, each suffering.

Shang Shu and Gu Wen came in with the food they bought for us, and they frowned for a while, feeling that the atmosphere was not right.

"What's wrong?" Gu Wen asked in a low voice.

I sat up straight and turned my head to look over. My brother's eyes met mine, but he immediately turned away.Angrily, he took the food from Gu Wen's hand, and said casually: "It's nothing."

Then, without talking or answering, I lifted the lid of the box and ate there by myself, as if treating us as air.

Shang Shu looked at me, and handed over the food he bought for me suspiciously.

After I took it, I stood up and walked outside, "It's too hot in the room, I'm going out to eat."

Shang Shu and Gu Wen were stunned for a moment, but after a while, both of them understood, Gu Wen followed me, I stepped out with my front foot, and he followed with his back foot.

I sat on the bench in the corridor, and the grievance and regret in my heart immediately rushed to my heart, and the tears just flowed out without an opening sentence.

Why make him angry?Why not say a word?Looking at the way he didn't even want to look at me at the end, I knew that even if I didn't do anything wrong, I felt as if I had done something wrong.

I slapped myself hard.

"What are you doing? What's wrong with this?" Guwen Lima grabbed me and slapped my hand.

"I... didn't mean to make him angry on purpose." Lifting up two lines of tearful faces, he explained to Gu Wen nonchalantly.

What else do you want to say, but what else can you say?What can I say?

My stomach seemed to be hungry, so I simply picked up the lunch box and slammed the food into my mouth, so as to block the cry from the bottom of my heart.

Eating inevitably involves the injury at the corner of the mouth, the pain makes the tears flow more fiercely, and they fall into the food patter, the taste becomes much bitterer, so bitter that I always choke on it.

When I choked, Gu Wen hurriedly patted me on the back, "An Qing, eat slowly, if you feel unhappy, don't eat so suddenly, it's not good for your stomach."

At this time, Shang Shu also opened the door from the ward and came straight to our side.

"Has he eaten?" I asked quickly.My brother was so angry that he didn't even bother to look at me, worrying that he might also be angry and skip eating.

"Eat some, I guess there's still some leftovers from that box lunch today." He bypassed me and Gu Wen, and sat down on the other side of me.Then he said, "He asked me to come out and see you."

It turned out that he was still worried about me.

"What happened? And what is it for?" Shang Shu asked me.

We all know my brother's temperament, if he is unwilling to explain, even if you ask him to cut his throat, he will still not say a word.

"I don't know, maybe it's because of Jin Chao. When I scolded Jin Chao in front of him, I saw that he was not very happy, so I felt that Jin Chao was still in his heart. I felt that I was not as important as Jin Chao in his heart. I was jealous for a while. Impulsively outspoken and said something that hurt him."

"Yi Pingsi's good-natured personality, I'm curious what you said? How could you provoke him like this?" Gu Wen leaned over his head and asked curiously.

I described what happened just now in detail.

Then he said: "Actually, I also know that he loves me, otherwise he wouldn't put a veil on my wound, but in my heart, I always feel that he still... still thinks about the Jin Dynasty. In fact, I also know that it is because of myself. I'm worried, but I just can't control my mouth."

"Oh," Shang Shu sighed, and said, "Whether the Jin Dynasty bullied him or not, it's not easy for all of us to comment, after all, we are not the parties involved. However, since Ping Si was able to say the breakup himself, he probably also saw it. Then he changed his tone and said, "Actually, he is really worried about you, otherwise he wouldn't let me come out to have a look. He has a thin skin."

I know I'm wrong, I don't know what to say.

There was silence for a moment or three.

"I'll go to see Ping Si, Shang Shu, you accompany An Qing." Gu Wen got up and walked to the ward.

"Feel wronged?" Shang Shu teased me with his eyes.

I said "um" in a low voice, "Actually, I didn't intend to make him angry, but I just couldn't be angry for him. When I think of Jin Chao telling him that he likes him, I... really worry that he will have an old relationship with him." Resurrection."

"Hahaha..." Shang Shu laughed loudly, "So this is the ultimate reason for your outspoken jealousy. You are afraid that he will get back on good terms with the Jin Dynasty, and then you will really be out of the game? Do you think it is normal? Who? Rekindle old love and become an underground lover? With his temperament, can he do it?"

"You've seen it all...he tortured himself like this for that fellow."

"Before that, he really only had the Jin Dynasty in his heart."

"My brother's love for Jin Chao... Anyway, he changed from good to bad because of Jin Chao." My voice was stagnant, and my heart was beating like a drum, "He loved so humblely that he became mud on the soles of his feet."

"An Qing, a person who couldn't think about it before, is back again. Don't you think there are other reasons?"

"Why?" I asked him with wide-eyed doubts.

"Well, it is said that the authorities are obsessed, and the ancients really did not deceive me." Shangshu sighed and shook his head, and said with a smile: "You treat him as 'the mountains have trees, and the trees have branches, and the heart is pleasing to the king, and the king does not know'. There is one who needs to speak first."

11.

I stayed in the corridor until evening, and Gu Wen left with Shang Shu in the afternoon.

I walked back to the ward, the big light on the ceiling was not turned on, only the electric light by his bed was turned on, the room was very dark.He was covered with a quilt and lay on his side. I came in and made some noise on purpose, but he still didn't turn around. I knew he was pretending to be asleep, and he would hear what I said.

I sat on the chair beside the bed and apologized in a low voice: "Brother, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you angry, to make you unhappy, you...don't ignore me."

He obviously heard it, but he still ignored me, and a burst of grievance and sadness came up again.

After a while, I moved to the bed, lay down on my side, and half hugged him with my arms.

Pleading softly against his ear: "Brother, please stop torturing yourself, I will feel bad."

Still ignore me.

I moved my lips up a little two centimeters, and kissed him lightly on the sideburns.

With a choked voice, he confessed: "Zhou Pingsi, I like you."

The person in his arms has obviously changed.But still pretend not to wake up.I thought to myself, "Forget it, it's already like this, it will take some time for him to respond or not."

I reached out and turned off the light at the bedside, and then half hugged him again, with my head next to his head and my chest against his back.

It is already a great reward to be able to share the same bed quietly for one night.

I don't know when he fell asleep, and I don't know when he woke up.When I opened my eyes, there was already noise in the corridor outside, and it was already dawn outside the window.

I got up and saw that his eyes were open, he was clearly awake and knew that I had slept with him all night, but he still ignored me.

I wanted to say something, but someone came towards the ward, and I turned over and got out of bed. If outsiders saw me, it would be another dispute.

Routine for resident doctors - ward rounds.

It was May [-]rd, and he was discharged from the hospital after the infusion.

Gu Wen came back to the ward in the morning and said that Shang Shu would receive businessmen from other places today.

I mentioned to him that the doctor said during the ward round just now that my brother can be discharged from the hospital today.

The infusion of the infusion; the packing of the things; sitting aside and looking back and forth, the confusion on his face was worse than that of the previous day.

Everyone is busy in their own way, without disturbing each other, it seems nothing, everything is taken for granted, but it is still somewhat awkward and uncomfortable.

It's still a holiday, and you can be discharged from the hospital but you can't settle the bill.

When I got home, it was evening again.

No one lived there for several days, and the house was really "miserably miserable".

My brother went back to his room to rest after taking the medicine, and I cleaned up the house.

Gu Wen obviously looked like he wanted to ask questions, but in the end he couldn't help asking me: "You haven't reconciled yet? Are you still angry?".

"No, everything is fine." I prevaricate him.

"Come on, this is obviously worse than yesterday."

I glanced at him, I was too lazy to say it, and I didn't want to say it. My heart was stuffy, I took a deep breath and let it out.

"Brother Guwen, go to my room, I'm going to sleep."

He sleeps in my room, I sleep on the sofa, same as before.

Because the holidays have changed this year, there are only three days off on May Day, so the 4th is another working day, a school day.

The soldiers were divided into two groups. I went to school, and Gu Wen accompanied my brother to the hospital to check out the bill.

Later, Shang Shu sent Gu Wen to the station, and today he will take the train back to school, and it will be August when he returns again.

I was absent from class before the festival, and it was necessary for the class teacher to ask me to settle accounts after the fall.

Seeing the scar on the corner of my mouth, it is even more hard to believe that in the key training class, some students would skip class on the eve of the college entrance examination and go out to fight with others.

I made up some excuses, but I couldn't escape the clutches, so I invited Shangshu to act as a shield to play Tai Chi with the head teacher.

In the past few years in the business field, Shang Shu has already practiced a lot of battles. With his superb acting skills and his ability to observe words and expressions, he acted as a temporary parent to rescue me and play around in a business field. Those goblins on the Internet are innocent high school teachers who don't know how many times, that is nothing to worry about, a piece of cake, a few words, nonsense, and what they say is so vivid that it is more true than the truth.I stood aside and laughed in my heart for a long time.

"Brother Guwen is gone?"

Coming out of the head teacher's office, I asked him.

"Let's go, you called just as soon as I sent him into the station, you really know how to pick the time." He stretched out his hand, and flicked it loudly on my forehead, the pain made me hide quickly. "If you're absent from class, I'll save you. Gu Wen is about to graduate this time. I really don't know if his absenteeism will cause trouble for him. Who will save him at that time? If he fails to graduate, it will be a crime." big."

"God will save him. Good people will be rewarded. He values ​​love and righteousness, and puts a knife in both sides of his friends."

In fact, we all know that there is no need to worry about the graduation of ancient Chinese graduate students.

Shangshu opened the car door and got in, fastened his seat belt, and said, "I'll go to your house to see your brother, I don't know how long you're going to gamble, if something bad or bad happens again, you just wait." Cry, you." Then he leaned his head against the car window and said with a sly smile, "However, no matter how I look at it, it looks like a boudoir between you two? Hahaha... It really looks more and more like it."

"I can't die from laughing at you," I stared at him, and then returned to normal and said to him: "Brother Shangshu, you tell my brother, don't wait for me at night, and if I'm hungry, I can buy something to eat by myself." Just let him rest early."

Shang Shu agreed, stepped on the accelerator, and walked away.

I can't concentrate all day long, can't study with peace of mind, and can't calm down and listen to the teacher's analysis on the three-foot podium.

In three minutes and two seconds, the image of myself talking back in the hospital emerged. Thinking of him ignoring me for two days, and not looking at me more, I felt uncomfortable for a while, and worried that he would hold himself in his heart. Make something up.

Even if he ignores me angrily, he still has to apologize.

I couldn't bear it any longer, I just wanted to run back immediately to see how he was, and if he was still angry?Have you eaten?Is the disease getting better?

Regardless of whether Sanqi is equal to 21 or not, when the bell rang for the evening self-study class in the second quarter, he put on his schoolbag without hesitation, rushed out of the classroom, and fled over the wall.

After getting off the bus, I ran panting all the way along the alley and the stairs to the door of the house, but I was too timid to go in.

Standing outside the house, took a few deep breaths, and after calming down a lot, he turned the doorknob and pushed the door in. There was no one in the living room.

"...You can't blame An Qing for this matter. If it were me, I would also want to vent your anger on your behalf, let alone An Qing." It was Shang Shu's voice, which came from my brother's room.

The door of the room was ajar, only the sound was heard but no one was there, and when I heard it halfway, I didn't know what they were going to say.

I moved towards the room lightly without making a sound, and stopped three feet in front of the door.

"I understand." My brother's voice.

"Ping Si, don't think about you, but also think about An Qing. With you like this, how can he study with peace of mind, and the college entrance examination is one month away. He has experienced great sorrow and joy these days, and he still has no peace. His studies are not stable. How does he pass the college entrance examination? Even if he usually has good grades, he can't stand such a toss."

"I'm not angry with him, and I don't blame him, I'm just worried that he will hurt himself because of this." My brother's tone turned lower afterward, "It's just... I fell in love with him somehow. "

"Ping Si, you know better than us how An Qing treats you. When you disappeared, he came looking for you. You didn't see him, he..." Listening to Shang Shu's voice, tears followed, "Really, If the whole process was recorded for people to watch, no matter how hard-hearted an iron-blooded man is, he will be moved to tears. He will not eat, drink, sleepless, and go crazy looking everywhere. First, he ran to your unit. If he didn’t find you, give it to me. Called, and before he could speak, he was choked up. When Wen Qing and I arrived, his appearance was so painful. I took him to the police station to report the case, and the police station did their best. But I still can't find you. An Qing wants to find you through surveillance, the police station has no right to just look at it, your An Qing is crying and shamelessly begging someone, that really breaks my heart as a grown man It’s all in one piece.” Shang Shu sniffed his nose, and then said: “Actually, we had already prepared for the worst, An Qing hid in the bathroom and cried for a long time, when he came out, Gu Wen and I were frightened With a jump, his face was as pale as dead ashes, if something really happened to you, he probably followed him."

I couldn't see anyone in the room, my brother didn't answer the phone, there was a moment of silence, only the sound of Shang Shu sniffing his nose was heard.

"I was able to find you later because An Qing suddenly remembered the dormitory building. Fortunately, you were really there."

"I'm sorry," my brother seemed unable to say anything other than apologizing.

"Don't be like this, I'm telling you this just to tell you that you are really important to An Qing, more than anything else, the college entrance examination is nothing, he doesn't care about life, he puts his last hope in the old man God, I beg God to give you back to him, he wants life or death, he would rather pay for it with his life, Pingsi... An Qing only has you in his heart, the rest is too indifferent to him."

"Actually... I was really sad because of the Jin Dynasty. When I got out of the work that day, I really didn't know where I was going. I got on the bus and followed back and forth for a day... Then I didn't know why... Maybe I was thinking about it. I sent you all a short message after I was relieved. I finally went to the dormitory building, but I still wanted to go and see it selfishly. I didn’t know what to see. When I felt uncomfortable, I realized that I seemed to be sick. , curled up in the corner, at that time, I really missed An Qing, I wanted to go home to find An Qing, I wanted to have him by my side. But I didn’t have the energy to stand up at all, I wanted him to come and pick me up, so I restarted the machine , I want to call him..." My brother stopped talking suddenly, his sobbing could no longer be concealed, and tears burst into tears.

Listening to the sound of the phone keying for a while.

"It turns out that An Qing really planned to go with you, to the ends of the earth, to heaven and earth... I will not hesitate..."

It is estimated that the sound of the mobile phone button just now was my brother showing Shang Shu the message I sent him.

"When I saw the message he sent, I was scared, afraid that he had already done something stupid. I wanted to call him, but suddenly I heard footsteps. I hoped that it was An Qing. .”

"You really have a good understanding... You want him to take you home, but he firmly believes that you are waiting for him there." Shang Shu turned from crying to laughing.

"Ah."

"Did you know that he secretly liked you all these years?" Shang Shu laughed.

The man didn't answer, Shang Shu laughed loudly, "You guys are really interesting, An Qing has been in love with you for so many years, he dare not say it, that little guy is so anxious that he is almost lovesick, I told him you are thin-skinned , if he doesn’t speak up about this kind of thing first, you will be out of the game in this life.” After a pause, Shang Shu asked half seriously and half jokingly: “Did he tell you?”

Hearing Shang Shu tell my brother so directly, I couldn't help but feel worried. After all, when I told him that I liked him that night, he clearly heard it, but he didn't respond. I don't know how he sees me now?After all, it was really embarrassing.

"Er..." The person was speechless as expected, and suddenly turned away from the question and said something else, "I didn't know it before, but I only felt it recently. The Jin Dynasty also knew it? The strange thing is that he said he would never answer me." It's less than one-third of An Qing's."

"We all know it, only you haven't reacted yet."

"You're so talkative." I scolded Shangshu in my heart.

"Forget it, I won't laugh at you anymore, I should go back, and I'll say what I have to say, and then it's up to your own luck."

Shang Shu came out of his room and saw me standing about 3 feet in front of the door, he couldn't help being shocked and surprised.

"An...Qing, you're back?" He was embarrassed for a while, rubbed his head, smiled to ease his aura, and said, "It's just right, I have to go back first."

He walked out while talking, and he had already opened the door and walked out, then turned around suddenly, winked at me and said, "Pingsi has been waiting for you, he hasn't taken his medicine for the night, you can pour it for him first." Water, tell him to take the medicine."

I poured half a glass of warm water into his water glass and brought it into his room. The glass was placed on the desk and he sat on the chair.

"Missed the evening self-study today?" He asked me out of the mouth, and looked at the time indicated by the alarm clock on the table.

"The exam is coming soon, and the teacher doesn't care much about evening self-study." Knowing that I was wrong, I explained guiltily, then took the medicine bag on the table, and according to the doctor's order, I took out all the medicine, spread it in the palm of my hand, and moved away. Sitting on the edge of his bed, handed him the medicine, and said: "I really can't trust you, I want to come back early to have a look."

I didn't dare to look at him, I staggered my eyes, brought the cup over, and passed it over again.

He was leaning against the head of the bed, but now he sat up straight.

He stretched out his left hand to take the cup, then stretched out his right hand, and raised a few fingers to pick up the pill in my hand. When his fingertips touched the palm of my hand, it was like a cat scratching, and my heart was itchy.

"Do you feel better today? Is there any other discomfort? Is your head still dizzy?" I asked while reaching out to test the temperature on his forehead. He often had high fever repeatedly these days, but the fever never lasted that day. sharp.

I just touched his forehead, but he turned his head inward, and my outstretched hand was stuck in the middle, and I couldn't stretch it out anymore, and I was reluctant to take it back.

"Brother, are you still mad at me?" I sat closer to him, and put my hand down on the back of his hand.

Did not pull away, very good.

I stretched out my other hand, passed under his arm to behind his back, and half embraced him.

"Brother, don't be angry with me, okay? Please, don't ignore me, okay? I know it's my fault, I shouldn't make you angry, I shouldn't provoke you with words, I shouldn't argue with you Two or three, let alone pretend not to see your concern and heartache, but instead hurt your heart, don't be as knowledgeable as me, okay? You are still sick, and for me, a guy who doesn't know what to do, you made your condition worse , that's not worth it. I'm a fool, stupid as a pig."

"Chi..." He turned around, not knowing which of my words made him feel funny.

"Brother, I sincerely apologize to you, I'm sorry."

"I know you are for me, and I am not angry with you anymore."

The four eyes met, the noses were almost touching together, the distance was shortened a lot, his cheeks were flushed, he was really a thin-skinned and shy person.

12.

The lights are too warm and ambiguous, the breathing is intertwined with each other, and the person you like is shy when you are hugged in your arms. If you don't do something at such a time, is it really a waste of a godsend opportunity?

Without thinking about it, I bravely brought my lips close to his.

Even though my skin is thicker than his, I couldn't help but "swish", and the fire started.

I have never kissed before, and I have no actual combat experience in this area. I don't know how to proceed, so I just touch him lightly.

After a long time, he moved back a little bit, his lips were about to part, I didn't care anymore, I raised my hand to press the back of his head, pushing my lips upwards, making an inch of it, intersecting with lips and tongue, lingering to death.

Soft lips, slippery tongue, heavy breathing, I want everything about him.

After the kiss, lips parted, he looked at me with blurred eyes, I didn't dare to look at him, I don't know if he would get angry because of being so frivolous to him.

I don't know what to say to break the embarrassment of this deadlock.

There was a moment of silence.

After a while, I still raised my eyes to look at him first. He had a calm face, no sadness or joy, no clear expression.

"I..." I hesitated to speak, I really didn't know what to say.

"Does it still hurt?" He stretched out his hand, placing the pulp of his thumb on the wound at the corner of my mouth.

"Ah...it doesn't hurt anymore, it's gone for a long time, it's just ugly." I didn't answer.

"In the future... don't act recklessly, it's not worthwhile to hurt yourself."

"Brother, I... like you." See how he pretended not to hear his confession this time.

He replied shyly, "I know."

I hugged him tightly, put my head against his head, touched his ear lightly with my lips, and murmured: "In this life, I just want to share the bed with you."

The person in my arms moved nervously and uncomfortably, and I circled him tighter and tighter, not giving him any gap to break free.

He reached out and stroked my back.

In this way, he did not respond clearly; in this way, we are together as a matter of course.

I hugged him and lay on the bed, and he was lying in my arms with his eyes closed, and the light at the head of the bed sprinkled the quilt.

Although we haven't had any substantive things, but thinking of him following me like this, I always have to give him a promise.

"In this life, I promise you a lifetime of stability, and I will give you my love for the rest of my life."

He moved his head closer to the crest of my neck.

A sound of "OK" came out indistinctly.

I don't know exactly when it started, but the end is the end of this life.

I didn't sleep well all night, afraid that when I woke up, I would just be my "Zhuang Zhou Dream Butterfly". I saw him lying beside me, snuggling in my arms, breathing evenly, with a peaceful face, it was true, this kind of Feels great.

What I have always hoped for, once I get it one day, it will feel unreal, I will keep reminding myself, and I will be afraid of losing it.

I really like him, to the core.

Love starts without knowing and then becomes deep, and love is deep enough to return to life and death.

We started sleeping in each other's arms, sharing the same bed.

I moved things from my room back to the previous room little by little day by day. The college entrance examination was imminent, and I finally watched the moonlight when the clouds opened.

It’s still the same as usual, when I study at night, he will warm up the milk for me and bring it into the room. When I study in the middle of the night, he will take out a book to read, or do something else, and accompany me until that time .

Sometimes I would drink milk by myself, and sometimes I would coquettishly beg him to feed me.

After the milk was finished, I leaned over to touch the tip of his nose and teased him, "It still smells like milk."

He blushed when he said that, and before he turned his face away, he leaned over his lips and pecked him lightly.

"Good things, we have to share them together." I had a smirk that I had worked so hard to achieve my goal.

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