long love story
Chapter 51, isn't it just 3 days later?
Too much money. "
"Am I not worried at this time? Besides, there is no such thing as a Shangshu who spends money. If you don't cherish yourself so much, you will only let people who really spend money..." He suddenly stopped and stopped talking immediately. I still haven't finished taking the medicine, so I laughed and said in a flash: "You... take the medicine quickly... take it quickly..."
I originally wanted to apologize to him, but when I saw him change the tune faster than turning the pages of a book, my heart missed a beat, and I had to force out all the words he didn't say later, "What did you say? ... What? What does it mean to be a real spender?"
"Uh... what I mean is that Shangshu will help you to study as a graduate student. It's nothing to him, but you are thinking of me anyway, right? If you go to the doctor as soon as you get sick, I won't be here today. Pay you an extra 300 yuan for medical expenses?"
"These... I owe you first, and I will pay you back in the future."
"Don't worry too much, I didn't mean that, An Qing, let's not let... people who love themselves worry about themselves all day long, okay?"
Suddenly so gentle, in fact, I know that they have always regarded me as their own younger brother. It has been a year since we separated from that person, and he and Shang Shu have always been worried about me.
"Brother Gu Wen..." He was so gentle and heart-warming, making him want to cry.
"Okay, okay, don't cry, isn't the exam coming soon? Take care of your illness and don't think about other things."
"I can take good care of my illness, but you can't hide anything from me."
"Don't think about it, what can I hide from you?" He turned around guiltily and looked away, took the Banlangen on my table and looked it over, and said, "You counted on this thing a few days ago?"
"Don't change the subject,...you clearly meant something in what you said just now, don't try to fool me!"
"This……"
"Who is the 'real spender'?" I asked persistently, not giving him a chance to make excuses, not sure about wanting the truth, "Is it... him?"
With a relaxed expression as if he had finally unloaded his burden, he sighed: "Oh..." He dragged a chair from beside him and sat down, looking at me sadly, "You guessed it, it was Pingsi. Back then I and Shang Shu brought you back, we promised him not to tell you, he will remit money to Shang Shu’s account every month, and if he doesn’t tell you, it’s because he’s afraid of your... so what. He knows your self-esteem Too strong, and he is so determined, he said that since the dean entrusted you to him, then supporting you until you are completely self-reliant is not worthy of others' entrustment, and he is also worthy of himself."
"We've already separated, and he still...will...continue to support me."
"Aren't you forced to have a last resort? You two are separated, can your hearts... be separated?"
"I really... owe him. I'll never pay it back in this life." I buried my face in my palms, and my shoulders began to shake.
Gu Wen sat down, put his hands on my shoulders, comforted me and said, "He didn't ask you to pay it back, what he wanted was for you to take care of yourself, you know?"
……
This night, Gu Wen couldn't go back, so he could only live in the dormitory.
When he went to the bathroom to take a shower, he took the keys away, and told me to just sleep, and he would open the door and come in by himself when he came back.
After taking the medicine, the effect of sleeping began to emerge, and if I couldn't hold on, I lay down and slept, so I really didn't wait for the ancient text to come back.I just fell asleep for less than half an hour, and I haven't slept to death. I was in a daze. I heard the message ringing from the phone under the pillow. The bell rang. When I touched it, I saw that the time was 01:47. Guwen hadn't come back after taking a bath. .
"The ancient text says that you are sick, are you okay?"
Immediately clear mind turned over and sat up, really ecstatic, he sent me a message, a short greeting, actually softened my heart.
He didn't go to bed so late, but he still sent a message. Doesn't this prove that he is worried about me and caring about me?
I'm so happy, I'm so happy that I don't know how to reply to his messages. If I had acted like a baby with him before, but now...where are the words that come with such eloquence?
After much deliberation, I finally replied to him frankly: "No, I'm so uncomfortable that I can't sleep, and you didn't sleep either?"
It was also intentional to make him feel more uneasy because he was worried about himself, so that he could focus on me these days.
After sending it, he really didn't know whether he would continue to reply to the message.Holding the mobile phone on my heart, this mobile phone was re-bought for me in my freshman year, and I have been using it until now.
Dilingling... the phone rang in my heart, it was him who called, wasn't it just a phone call?Why are you so moved that you cried?Recently, I seem to be crying more and more. If I say this, I will be ashamed to death.
"It's cold, wear more clothes, don't freeze."
When he opened his mouth, it was still the same as before, why was he so gentle?Why don't you jump up and scold me like Guwen?
"Well, I know, why aren't you asleep?" I tried to ask him.
"I'm used to it." Three simple words, spoken in such a low voice.
When did it start? It wasn’t like this before. I used to sleep with me after studying with me. The timing and time were very regular.
"Brother, I have a high fever, a headache, a sore throat, and a bitter taste in my mouth. It's even worse after taking the medicine. Suddenly...suddenly... I want to eat something you made." On to the others, he continued: "Brother Gu Wen came to look for me in the afternoon, but he didn't notice that I was behind the door. The 'bang' door hit me so hard that my forehead hurt like hell, and I had a big bag."
"An Qing..."
"But it's okay, he took me to the school hospital and paid for my medical bills, even if I shamelessly blackmailed him once."
"...The ancient text said...you didn't tell him monk Shu when you were sick. If he hadn't come to see you today, maybe no one would have known that you had died of illness." Intermittently erratic, "How...how did it become like this?"
"Brother... I... know that they have good intentions, but I really don't like them... to raise me, and I don't know why, after you have raised me for so many years, I actually take it for granted. "I couldn't tell him that I already knew the truth, wiped away my tears, and took a breath of air to exchange my heart and lungs, but I still asked him: "Does my aunt know that you called me?"
"Didn't let her know."
30 years in Hedong and 30 years in Hexi, the world is unpredictable, and it has been reduced to the point of "sneaking chickens and dogs".
"Then are you going to sleep?"
In fact, I didn't want to ask him to sleep, but I wanted him to spend more time with me. Even if it was dawn, I felt that the time was too short.
"I'm going to bed soon, good night." He still got it wrong.
"Good night."
Normally, after saying good night, I should hang up the phone, but I was reluctant to wait for him to hang up first. After waiting for a long time, he didn't hang up either.We all understand that no one is willing to end, anyway, I am sick, anyway, I have a severe fever, so let's take this opportunity to say something warm, and treat it as nonsense, "Brother, I... miss you."
"An...Qing..." He finally choked up on the other side until tears flowed like rain.
We have been separated for a year, and this is the second time he called me. Looking back, the first time was... the night of the New Year's Eve.
That time it was a thousand arrows piercing the heart, this time it was as warm as spring.
26.
By the time of the exam, the cold had already been cured. Just after the exam, Guwen and Shangshu called me in sequence and asked me how I felt.
It's hard to describe, so I replied to them solemnly, "Please forgive me, I'm finally liberated, don't make me think about those things, okay? I can't make the decision if I pass the exam or not."
During the Chinese New Year this year, Gu Wen coaxed and deceived me and finally brought me back to Suzhou. In fact, I wanted to go by myself, but I still couldn’t bear the loneliness of the first year.
Maybe it's because I was born well-behaved and obedient and sensible. Gu Wen's parents, brother and sister-in-law all like me very much, and it can be seen that they really like me rather than perfunctory.This reminds me of how Uncle Zhou and Aunt Zhou loved me in the past, alas, the past is really unbearable.I thought to myself, if they knew what kind of person I was, and caused someone to die, would they still like me so much?
Walking around with Gu Wen, because he is naturally quiet and fond of ancient things, most of the places that Gu Wen takes are places with beautiful ancient corridors, ancient alleys, small bridges and flowing water.
When I was in Zhouzhuang Town, some of the sentiments came from my heart, so I recited "Send Someone to Wu" - see you in Gusu, and everyone sleeps in the river.There is little idle land in the ancient palace, but there are many small bridges in the water port.The night market sells water chestnut lotus root, and the spring boat carries Qiluo.I know the sleepless moon in the distance, and the homesickness is in the fisherman's song.
Gu Wen shook his head and said with a smile: "You are really a problem that can't be changed anywhere. If others see it, they will only say that you are a lunatic."
I can't be bothered to talk to him.
When I was at Hanshan Temple, I asked him if there was a fishing boat to sit on. He didn’t understand what he asked me for, and I replied that I wanted to experience what it was like to “get to the passenger boat at midnight.”
He smiled helplessly and said, "Can you stop thinking about this all day long?"
Two days before the re-examination for the postgraduate entrance examination, it was Saturday again, at four o'clock in the morning, I turned over and woke up suddenly.
So, I sent someone a message: "Brother, I have a retest the day after tomorrow. I'm so nervous that I can't sleep. I'm so nervous! What should I do?"
In less than 1 minute, I received a reply: "Calm down, don't push yourself too hard."
How could I be nervous, I didn't take the retest seriously at all, but I just wanted to find an excuse to contact him to make him really nervous, and he immediately texted back, he didn't even know how much I laughed happy.
"Having said that, I'm still very nervous." I wrote back.
Covering my head with the quilt, I dare not laugh too loudly. If I laugh out loud late at night, won't the other dormitory call me crazy?
Drip ring...
This is completely beyond my expectation.
"Brother, I'm so nervous, what should I do?" As soon as I picked up the phone, I immediately started to use my acting skills, and my voice was so fast and trembling.
"Don't worry, if you're nervous, don't study for the next two days."
"I heard that the success rate of the re-examination is very low, so... that's why I'm afraid... I won't pass the exam, the day after tomorrow... I prepared well, but I'm afraid that when I see the invigilator, I will be so scared that I won't remember anything Stay." Continue pretending.
"Do everything according to God's will, don't suffocate yourself in the alley, besides, you are so smart, what are you afraid of?"
"That being said, but... I can't calm down at all, I'm so irritated."
"Drink plenty of water when you are irritable, and get it out of your body."
"Pfft... When did you become the same as Guwen, so cold and humorous." He also laughed when he heard him on the other end, and hurriedly let go of his final goal information, and said softly: "Pingsi, I think you."
"An Qing, I..."
It's really untimely, before he finished speaking, I heard Aunt Zhou's voice on the other end of the phone.
"Pingsi, why don't you go to bed so late, what are you doing with the lights on?" Her voice had not been heard for more than a year, and she was so... old.
"I'll hang up first, bye."
What exactly is he trying to say?Is it "I miss you too"?
The corners of his mouth couldn't close at all, he hugged the quilt with a smile, tightly, the joy in his heart can't be known by others, can't let others be so happy, a little scheming trick in exchange for his tenderness. "He Anqing, how can you be so smart?"
The scheming was done, the goal was achieved, and I got a pleasant surprise. Why did I feel that the sky spoiled me so much, I turned over and continued to sleep soundly.
When you are bored, of course it is best to go to the library for a day.
It was dusk when I came out of the library.I stayed in the air-conditioned room all day and still didn't feel it. When I walked out, the cold wind was biting, so I quickly wrapped my coat tightly and said to myself: "It's almost April, why is it so cold?"
"He Anqing, wait a minute."
Don't look back, you know who it is?No one else but her.
Unable to look back, and unable to wait, he picked up his pace and hurried away, leaving her sight early.
"He Anqing, if you dare to take another step forward, I will say those words out loud. If you don't believe me, just try it!"
I folded my arms around my chest, clenched my fists, and stopped in my tracks. The method is no longer novel or ingenious, as long as it works.
When I turned around and saw her, her scalp was numb. I poked the top of her head and the back of her head to calm myself down and preemptively strike. Kong Shengren sincerely did not deceive me, "Only women and villains are hard to raise!"
"Student Zhao, what do you want to do? You have been with me all day today, aren't you tired?"
"I'm not tired, I like it. Why is the library run by your family, and I'm not allowed to go in if you're allowed to go in? You built this road, so I can't if you're allowed to go in?"
"No, no, then let's go on each side of the road facing the sky, okay? I'll let you go first." I bowed sideways and stretched out my hand forward, like a slave serving his master in ancient times.
She lifted the three-legged golden lotus, I thought she was really going to leave, and I was so excited that I wished to send this Bodhisattva away quickly.
It was not like this, she took a few steps forward and faced me face to face, her face was as red as if she had applied a whole box of Xie Fuchun's rouge.
"I like you."
"Student Zhao, I rejected you from the very beginning, can you stop talking about this in the future..."
"He Anqing! You said last year that you have someone in your heart, but I have been paying attention to you for a year. After so long, you have not seen a single person, let alone a ghost, besides you. Don't you consider accepting me?"
"I'm not interested in women, you know that."
"How do you know you don't like girls if you don't try it?"
"Don't try, I can't fall in love with anyone except him in this life? Thank you, Zhao, for your favor, but it's still the same sentence, don't waste your energy and time on someone like me, it's not worth it."
"I have tried to like others, but I always feel that those people are not as good as you, not as knowledgeable and insightful as you."
"People are always like this, what you can't get is the best."
"Then he...does he like you too?"
"Is that even a question?"
"Then why doesn't he come to you? I haven't seen anyone come to you for so long, and I haven't seen you go in and out with anyone. He treats you like that, what are you doing?" Why do you have to focus on that person?"
"You... don't know, many things can't be done by oneself, and there is always a lot of helplessness."
"He Anqing, can you try being with me?"
"Stop, student Zhao, I know you are a rare good woman, but you know me...my secret, I am very grateful that you keep it secret for me, even if I beg you, don't talk about it anymore, okay?"
"I know that the person you like is a man, but I can't help it, just... I can't give up."
"Then I'll avoid you from now on, you won't be so stubborn if you don't see me, I..."
Suddenly, a person stood up on the open-air chair seven or eight feet ahead which was covered by the green belt, and I could recognize that person even in the twilight.
I was so shocked that I didn't know where I was and where my heart was.I couldn't care what I was doing just now, and what I was going to say, turned around and walked towards that person step by step.
Damn it, she was so fascinated by his gentle smile that her eyes were blurred with tears, and the corners of her lips curled up even if he wanted to.
"Brother..." After being shocked, there was not even half of the strength in his body, and he slowly leaned his head on his shoulder weakly.
I haven't seen each other for more than a year, I have been in love for more than a year, so many things I want to say, but I can't utter a single word.
"An Qing..."
He pulled me and walked out of the school gate, into a restaurant, the restaurant was full of people, voices everywhere, but I didn't know what they were talking about, I only had eyes for this person in front of me, he I took the menu and ordered a few stir-fried dishes.
"Why don't you eat?" It's still the same as before, always bringing me food.
"I'm not hungry, I just want to watch you eat."
"Eat whatever you want."
Hearing what he said, I picked up a piece of food and put it in my mouth, and asked him again: "Brother, why are you here?"
"I'm worried about you, and... want to see you too, so... I'm here."
"Then...does Auntie know?" She asked cautiously and uneasy.
"I don't know, I lied to her that the company arranged for me to go on a business trip to Tianjin."
When it came to his family, it was a heavy topic all his life, and he was silent for a long time, eating separately.
Walking side by side with him on the small road at the back door of the new campus, there were not many people on the road, the light was not bright, and we were so close together, thinking that others would not be able to see the hand holding him, so I stretched out tremblingly to pull him The fingers under the sleeves are icy.
"You are still so afraid of the cold, and you didn't gain weight, but became thinner."
He smiled bitterly and said helplessly: "So many things have happened, it's hard to relax for a while."
"sorry."
"I'm the one who should say I'm sorry."
"Pingsi, I owe you too much."
"...There is nothing owed or owed, it is all voluntary."
"I really want to call you every day, but I dare not. You don't even know how much I miss you."
He also held my hand tightly and said, "I know, that's why I'm here. Who knew I'd spoil your good deed once I came."
When he suddenly said this, I came out of the surprise and surprise, remembered what happened just now, and quickly grabbed his arm and explained: "Brother, don't get me wrong, I don't like her, I rejected her from the beginning , who do you know best in my heart, right? Don't...don't think about it. "
"I didn't think about it, I just saw it with my own eyes."
"Seeing that, it's not what you think. It's my classmate, but I never have any other thoughts. I only think about you."
"I know, but... I know she likes you."
"That's her business. I can't control who other people like...Wait, brother...you...you're jealous." I was so surprised that I didn't care, and I pulled him over while walking on the road, and hugged him In her arms, she laughed close to his ear and said, "You look so cute when you're jealous."
"An Qing, you..."
Hahaha... "It doesn't matter if you don't admit it, as long as I know it."
After laughing enough, I separated him a little, pampered him as before and said, "Tonight we... go to the room."
There is no need to ask for his opinion, let alone make him open his mouth to refute, just drag him away and find a hotel.
After checking in at the front desk of the hotel, I dragged him into the elevator and went upstairs.
"Why live in a hotel?" He was finally able to ask me out of control.
"If you don't stay in the hotel, why don't you take you to the dormitory? That's not okay. You look so good. If you are seen by the students in the dormitory, I will lose a lot of money."
After getting out of the elevator, he said again: "Then I can go to Gu Wen's to make do with it."
"No," I took out the key card and opened the door, pulled him in, closed and locked the door in a second, and pressed him against the wall to hold him in my arms, and said next to the tip of his nose: "I I won't let you go tonight."
"install……"
You really talk a lot, so you might as well shut your mouth with practical actions. People you haven't seen for more than a year, lips you haven't kissed, really... No amount of hugging or kissing is enough.
He took off his coat, unbuttoned his shirt, and hugged him to the bed.
"An Qing... let go first, my hands are numb."
"Pingsi, I..." He couldn't speak anymore, he stood up, took off his coat, and leaned down again, he knew what would happen next.
"Let go, I'll take a shower first, after sitting on the train for so long, my whole body is full of pungent smell."
"It's on the clothes." I buried myself down and smelled it on his shoulder, and said charmingly, "Your body still smells so good."
In fact, we can't bear it anymore. If we think about it for too long, many things will come to fruition, and we should take him as our own as a matter of course.
Love and desire are already on the top, it is a good time for the flowers to bloom, and it seems that something is missing.
"Brother, wait, I'm going out..."
"No, I have it in my pocket."
"You actually hid..."
The shy and shy man with a blushing face stared at me, raised his head and blocked my mouth with the tricks I learned just now.
It turned out that what he had done before was just playing hard to get, nothing more than trying to lure you into the urn.
When the love is deep, spring is just right, and when the love is strong, the flowers are also intoxicated.
Young and vigorous, one inadvertently tossed him for a long time, and he was so tired that he collapsed in my arms and closed his eyes without wanting to move again.
"Sorry for making you like this again."
Although it was him who hurt, I couldn't bear it. I regretted afterwards why I didn't know how to feel sorry for him just now, and I only cared about my own happiness.
"It's okay, just rest for a while."
He fell into a drowsy sleep, and I got up lightly to take a shower.When I came back, I continued to hug him again. About half an hour later, when he woke up, he complained that his body was greasy and uncomfortable, and asked me to help him up to take a bath.
When he came out after washing, he pulled him to sit on the bed, and took a dry towel to dry his hair.
"Brother, when will you go back?"
"The day after tomorrow afternoon."
"So soon?" I thought he would stay for a few more days, but I had to go back so soon, my heart pounded with disappointment.
"After calling you on the phone yesterday morning, I was really worried, so I came to see you on purpose to make you feel at ease. I know that now I am the only peace of mind that you can calm down." He sideways He wrapped his arms around my waist and buried his face in my chest.
After a while, I got up again and pulled me to lie down next to him, "Go to sleep, you have been tossing around for most of the night, and you have to go to the retest tomorrow."
Before he could lie down, she stopped him, knelt down, buried her face in his hands, and muttered, "Pingsi, I'm not feeling well. When will we meet next time?"
"An Qing... let's start again, shall we?" The tone was so gentle and pleading.
I felt even more uncomfortable as if I had been poked into a bloody hole. I leaned over and hugged him tightly, and said against his temples: "We have never ended, where did we start again? We are just forced to be separated by a long distance from the north to the south. Thousand Lil."
27.
Classmate Zhao's name is Zhao Xinhuan.
This woman has competed with me, and even in the order of the re-examination draw, she was able to draw two ahead of me.When she came out of the retest, she smiled as if she had forgotten what happened last night, and said, "I'm sorry, I passed the test, please do your best."
Normally I'm really not nervous, but now it's my turn. The eldest girl will dictate to the examiner to answer questions when she gets on the sedan chair.
When I came out, the girl from the Zhao family rushed over and asked, "How is it? You look so bad, don't tell me you... He Anqing, I decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination because of you? Don't leave me alone. gone."
"What are you talking about?" He gave her a blank look, then pretended to be modest and said to her: "I'm not talented, so I narrowly passed a test."
The girl from Taoli Nianhua is not quiet at all. Compared to Wen Qing, the girl from the Zhao family is simply a chatterbox.I wanted to get rid of her quickly, after all, there was him waiting for me outside the teaching building, it would be bad if he saw her.
"He Anqing, wait a minute, do I have something to ask you?" Classmate Zhao grabbed me and refused to let me go.
"I said this is still a teaching building. It's not good to be bumped into by someone. You are not afraid of me, but I am afraid. Let go, little aunt."
"Let me just ask, that person from yesterday...uh...is he yours?"
"Well, student Zhao, don't..."
"Did he come today?" She looked out of the corridor with her eyes, "Ah! Is that the person?" She still saw it.
I gave an impatient "hmm".
"He Anqing, I want to tell you something from my heart. If I tell you, don't tear me apart."
"Eldest lady, little aunt, little ancestor, I'm begging you, please forgive me, don't say those words, okay? If he hears it, gets jealous and gets angry, I'll be unlucky."
"I haven't said it yet, do you know what I'm going to say? Cut, you're the only girl who's not interested anymore." She proudly turned her head to look at the man outside, raised her chin, and said, "I found that That’s the type I really like, gentle, quiet, you’re just a part of that type, but you’re really there.”
I go!Hearing what she said, I wanted to swear, what the hell!Quickly interrupted her fantasy: "That's mine, don't even think about it! You can't even take a second look!"
Hurry up to get rid of her, hurry up and drag someone away, this is really a song, this girl really deserves her name "Xin Huan", which means "Xin Huan", how can she fall in love with others so easily?
"Wait, hello, I'm He Anqing's classmate Zhao Xinhuan, I met yesterday afternoon."
What is it called?Draw a knife directly to perform a trick of winning love with a knife?
My brother stopped in his tracks and replied to her out of politeness: "Hello."
Behind him, I quickly winked at the girl from the Zhao family, and gave her an obvious threatening look, letting her understand "If you dare to say something that shouldn't be said, watch how I kill you."
Who knows that people pretend not to see it at all, and continue to ask someone: "May I ask, what is your last name?"
"Miangui's surname is Zhou, and his name is Pingsi."
"Okay, okay, I asked the question, and I answered the answer, brother, let's go eat quickly, I'm starving to death." After speaking, he pulled him to dodge as fast as he wanted.I have to stop it quickly, otherwise there may be troubles with a chatterbox and a person who won't refuse anything.
The big girl is so thick-skinned that she can be compared with Gu Wenneng, she actually wants to eat with her boldly, and a certain person agreed, and while she was not paying attention, she whispered next to me: "The girl really has a deep affection for you." .”
That tone is obviously eating!vinegar!up!It's over, one head is bigger than two.
Now it would be great if there was Gu Wen and Shang Shu. The two of them have experienced many battles and can speak well. Are they afraid that they will not be able to hold a little girl?Hurry up and get out your phone to find a savior.Forget about Shangshu, now he has to manage the huge family business, and there are two daughters Linglong and Huanpei to accompany him, so he can only find Guwen.
"Brother Gu Wen, my brother wants to have dinner with you."
"Huh? Pinsi is back?"
……
Really... what is that sentence called?Deliberately plant flowers, flowers will not bloom, unintentionally plant willows and willows will make shade!
No one would believe that Jiangnan Xiaosheng and Zhao's chatterbox could be a match made in heaven, and they hit each other within a meal.Jiangnan Xiaosheng was forced into marriage by his parents for so many years and was still single. The girl from the Zhao family just gave up after chasing me for a year. Intestinal Sha.
The good buddy relationship, the good friends reminiscing about the past, the good crying, nothing but seeing-see you!color!forget!righteous!Heavy!color!light!friend!
But there are pros and cons to everything, so my brother and I are at ease.
Back at the hotel, laying on the bed and holding him in his arms, chattering about the meal just now, my brother assured me: "Guwen and that girl will have a follow-up."
"Looking good is good, but the age gap is a bit big."
My worries are not unreasonable. Gu Wen and my brother are 32 in the same year, and Zhao’s girl is one year older than me, and she is 23 this year. There is a nine-year difference between them.
"Love has no barriers, don't you and I also become?"
"Hee hee~"
"What are you smirking at?" He turned around and turned his back on me in embarrassment.
"Fate is created by heaven, and their fate is cultivated by themselves. We...continue to do ours."
Turn him over and kiss him.
"An Qing...you..."
"What's wrong? Don't want to?" I said with a sullen face, unhappy: "Tomorrow afternoon you have to leave again, and tonight you can sleep together in the same bed as a couple. Can't see you, can you bear it?"
"No, I'm worried... I'm afraid that your body won't be able to bear it. Confucius said, 'When you are young, your blood is not stable, and you should guard against sex'. How can this room and things be so unrestrained?"
"……I……"
Quoting scriptures is his strong point. If I want to win him by quotes and references, it is impossible at all. I can only resist my own lust and desire, and let it out with joy. I pull him over and lie down next to him, and say in a strange way: "Then go to sleep, I've been tired all day."
It started to rain outside in the middle of the night. After he was awakened, he turned over and continued to sleep. I was awakened by his turning over, and then seeing his back to me, I felt even more uncomfortable. He turned over again.
"What are you turning around for? I want to see your face, not the back of your head."
"What's wrong with you?" He didn't know.
"It's okay, I just feel uncomfortable." The person I like is obviously here, but I can't do anything, and I feel extremely irritable. I sit up and throw out a sentence: "I won't eat you again, what are you doing?" Turn your back on me."
I got angry for no reason, but it surprised him a bit. He looked at me blankly, but didn't know what to say.
Seeing the innocence on his face, my heart softened again, and I quickly apologized to him: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to get angry, but I just thought of leaving again tomorrow, and I couldn't get out of my heart..."
He also sat up and held my face, and said gently: "I will accompany you whatever you want. I said that as long as it is you, I can't refuse."
"Really?" I looked up at him with an aggrieved face, "I just want to talk to your...that, oh...forget it, you've brought out Kong Shengren, what am I? Dare to do it again?"
"Pfft..." I didn't know which sentence I said was funny, he couldn't help laughing for a long time, then recovered his expression, and said seriously: "As long as it is what you want, He Anqing, I, Zhou Pingsi, can give it to you." Everything will be given to you."
I pressed against his ear, calling him "Pingsi Pingsi" temptingly. He couldn't stand me calling him by his name with a hoarse voice and panting in the bed.
He regained some sense and said, "I feel normal when anyone calls my name, but you call my name like that. I don't have any strength left. I can only let you do whatever you want here."
I smirked and said, "That's what I want.
The spring rain is rustling outside the eaves, and the inside of the house is full of waves.
28.
Another day.Shangshu is much more reliable than ancient Chinese.
I called him at dawn to say that my brother was back, but he was about to leave again. He started spitting and swearing at me on the other end of the phone. If someone had to be there, he would have swallowed me alive. None will remain.
Shang Shu brought Wen Qing and two one-and-a-half-year-old daughters to the hotel to find us in a hurry. He made eye contact with me as soon as he entered the door, and even took my brother as his own, pulling him to ask questions.I haven't seen each other for more than a year, and I just started to sigh without saying a few words. The friendship is so deep. Compared with yesterday's ancient text, it is simply another picture.
Linglong and Huanpei clung to me as soon as they entered the door. I felt relieved when I called out "Daddy Anqing, Daddy Anqing", and scratched their little noses and said to them: "For the sake of the two of you, I won't talk to you. Dad cares."
"I can't blame Shangshu for talking about you, even I want to say a few words about you, Ping Si finally came back, and you didn't tell us." Wen Qing is still quiet and gentle as always, and the demeanor of a wealthy lady is becoming more and more in her body. After being deeply refined, she took Linglong and Huanpei from my arms, pointed to my brother and said, "Go and say hello to your Pingsi father, the small characters for you two are still taken by Pingsi father."
Linglong and Huanpei had almost no impression of him, at first they were timid and shy, but they couldn't stand my elder brother who was born with a handsome face, amiable, and gentle temperament, and spoke softly After a few words from him, the two little dumplings were captured by him, and Daddy Pingsi kept yelling.
It was almost noon when Gu Wencai came late, with a sleepy look on his face, and there was someone behind him, my god...it was actually a girl from the Zhao family.
My brother and I knew that sooner or later the two of them would be on track, but it was too soon.
When Gu Wen came in, he was inevitably scolded by Shang Shu and asked him why he came so late. He said that he hung up the phone and fell asleep without paying attention. Fortunately, it was the girl from the Zhao family who called and asked him if he got up for work. Just got out of bed.
It turned out that after the two parted from us yesterday, they watched movies, had supper, and went for a walk. The coldness at night really hurt the two of them.He didn't talk too much but thought the time was too fast, unknowingly it was just too soon for Choushi to arrive at Yinshi, after sending the girl from the Zhao family back to the dormitory, he went back to the apartment in the city by himself, and wondered what he looked like now.
I quietly teased him and said, "Girl, you have to hurry up, don't let the cooked duck fly away."
"Can't fly anymore."
"Where did it develop?"
"Hand in hand."
As soon as I drank my saliva, the two of them got on really well.
A group of people plus two small dumplings went to eat in a mighty way.Seeing that he and I were about to separate again, I wanted to hold him for a while longer, but Linglong and Huanpei hugged him tightly and didn't let go, making me so depressed that I was either crying or laughing, so I went to Shangshu and cried out my heart Depressed: "My lord, please take these two balls back from someone, can you please? How can someone so blatantly snatch someone from my original husband."
It made them laugh out loud.
Parting is always embarrassing, inseparable and painful.
One step, three stops, thousands of exhortations and ten thousand instructions sent him to the train station. At this moment, I really hope that the time will slow down.After he left, he didn't know when he would see each other again, and he said he would not cry, but how could he let himself go?
Now that parting is imminent, I don't care so much anymore, I dragged him into the bathroom, slammed the door behind my back, hugged him in my arms, found him, and kissed him directly, with my lips tightly hooked on his neck, grabbing for it .
"Pingsi, wait for me for another three years. After three years of graduate school, I'll go over there to find you, and when the time comes, this terrible journey of silver men will end."
He moved his face close to my temples and ears and rubbed it against my temples, then he parted and kissed my brow again, and said helplessly, "Now...we are really "The Immortal of the Magpie Bridge."
I bought a platform ticket, went in with him, reluctantly sent him to the car, followed his figure with my eyes, watched him walk from one end to the other end to his berth, and then stood outside the car window to watch Looking at him, he also looked at me from the car window.I said to him with my lips: "Pingsi, I love you." He also answered me with my lips "I know." Then the two of them giggled at each other like idiots.
When the siren sounded, the tears finally burst, he was like this and so was I. This long railroad track will send him back to his hometown.
I have seen the kind of farewell, the kind of reluctance, the kind of pain and helplessness, and the kind of crying when others send their loved ones off. I didn’t understand it before, but now I finally understand it. .
It's obviously nothing, but who told me to steal the meat for a while, after eating it, I feel much more sad than before.
As soon as April passed, I became very busy. I had to be busy with the follow-up matters of undergraduate graduation. I was so busy that I didn’t know what eve it was.
"Am I not worried at this time? Besides, there is no such thing as a Shangshu who spends money. If you don't cherish yourself so much, you will only let people who really spend money..." He suddenly stopped and stopped talking immediately. I still haven't finished taking the medicine, so I laughed and said in a flash: "You... take the medicine quickly... take it quickly..."
I originally wanted to apologize to him, but when I saw him change the tune faster than turning the pages of a book, my heart missed a beat, and I had to force out all the words he didn't say later, "What did you say? ... What? What does it mean to be a real spender?"
"Uh... what I mean is that Shangshu will help you to study as a graduate student. It's nothing to him, but you are thinking of me anyway, right? If you go to the doctor as soon as you get sick, I won't be here today. Pay you an extra 300 yuan for medical expenses?"
"These... I owe you first, and I will pay you back in the future."
"Don't worry too much, I didn't mean that, An Qing, let's not let... people who love themselves worry about themselves all day long, okay?"
Suddenly so gentle, in fact, I know that they have always regarded me as their own younger brother. It has been a year since we separated from that person, and he and Shang Shu have always been worried about me.
"Brother Gu Wen..." He was so gentle and heart-warming, making him want to cry.
"Okay, okay, don't cry, isn't the exam coming soon? Take care of your illness and don't think about other things."
"I can take good care of my illness, but you can't hide anything from me."
"Don't think about it, what can I hide from you?" He turned around guiltily and looked away, took the Banlangen on my table and looked it over, and said, "You counted on this thing a few days ago?"
"Don't change the subject,...you clearly meant something in what you said just now, don't try to fool me!"
"This……"
"Who is the 'real spender'?" I asked persistently, not giving him a chance to make excuses, not sure about wanting the truth, "Is it... him?"
With a relaxed expression as if he had finally unloaded his burden, he sighed: "Oh..." He dragged a chair from beside him and sat down, looking at me sadly, "You guessed it, it was Pingsi. Back then I and Shang Shu brought you back, we promised him not to tell you, he will remit money to Shang Shu’s account every month, and if he doesn’t tell you, it’s because he’s afraid of your... so what. He knows your self-esteem Too strong, and he is so determined, he said that since the dean entrusted you to him, then supporting you until you are completely self-reliant is not worthy of others' entrustment, and he is also worthy of himself."
"We've already separated, and he still...will...continue to support me."
"Aren't you forced to have a last resort? You two are separated, can your hearts... be separated?"
"I really... owe him. I'll never pay it back in this life." I buried my face in my palms, and my shoulders began to shake.
Gu Wen sat down, put his hands on my shoulders, comforted me and said, "He didn't ask you to pay it back, what he wanted was for you to take care of yourself, you know?"
……
This night, Gu Wen couldn't go back, so he could only live in the dormitory.
When he went to the bathroom to take a shower, he took the keys away, and told me to just sleep, and he would open the door and come in by himself when he came back.
After taking the medicine, the effect of sleeping began to emerge, and if I couldn't hold on, I lay down and slept, so I really didn't wait for the ancient text to come back.I just fell asleep for less than half an hour, and I haven't slept to death. I was in a daze. I heard the message ringing from the phone under the pillow. The bell rang. When I touched it, I saw that the time was 01:47. Guwen hadn't come back after taking a bath. .
"The ancient text says that you are sick, are you okay?"
Immediately clear mind turned over and sat up, really ecstatic, he sent me a message, a short greeting, actually softened my heart.
He didn't go to bed so late, but he still sent a message. Doesn't this prove that he is worried about me and caring about me?
I'm so happy, I'm so happy that I don't know how to reply to his messages. If I had acted like a baby with him before, but now...where are the words that come with such eloquence?
After much deliberation, I finally replied to him frankly: "No, I'm so uncomfortable that I can't sleep, and you didn't sleep either?"
It was also intentional to make him feel more uneasy because he was worried about himself, so that he could focus on me these days.
After sending it, he really didn't know whether he would continue to reply to the message.Holding the mobile phone on my heart, this mobile phone was re-bought for me in my freshman year, and I have been using it until now.
Dilingling... the phone rang in my heart, it was him who called, wasn't it just a phone call?Why are you so moved that you cried?Recently, I seem to be crying more and more. If I say this, I will be ashamed to death.
"It's cold, wear more clothes, don't freeze."
When he opened his mouth, it was still the same as before, why was he so gentle?Why don't you jump up and scold me like Guwen?
"Well, I know, why aren't you asleep?" I tried to ask him.
"I'm used to it." Three simple words, spoken in such a low voice.
When did it start? It wasn’t like this before. I used to sleep with me after studying with me. The timing and time were very regular.
"Brother, I have a high fever, a headache, a sore throat, and a bitter taste in my mouth. It's even worse after taking the medicine. Suddenly...suddenly... I want to eat something you made." On to the others, he continued: "Brother Gu Wen came to look for me in the afternoon, but he didn't notice that I was behind the door. The 'bang' door hit me so hard that my forehead hurt like hell, and I had a big bag."
"An Qing..."
"But it's okay, he took me to the school hospital and paid for my medical bills, even if I shamelessly blackmailed him once."
"...The ancient text said...you didn't tell him monk Shu when you were sick. If he hadn't come to see you today, maybe no one would have known that you had died of illness." Intermittently erratic, "How...how did it become like this?"
"Brother... I... know that they have good intentions, but I really don't like them... to raise me, and I don't know why, after you have raised me for so many years, I actually take it for granted. "I couldn't tell him that I already knew the truth, wiped away my tears, and took a breath of air to exchange my heart and lungs, but I still asked him: "Does my aunt know that you called me?"
"Didn't let her know."
30 years in Hedong and 30 years in Hexi, the world is unpredictable, and it has been reduced to the point of "sneaking chickens and dogs".
"Then are you going to sleep?"
In fact, I didn't want to ask him to sleep, but I wanted him to spend more time with me. Even if it was dawn, I felt that the time was too short.
"I'm going to bed soon, good night." He still got it wrong.
"Good night."
Normally, after saying good night, I should hang up the phone, but I was reluctant to wait for him to hang up first. After waiting for a long time, he didn't hang up either.We all understand that no one is willing to end, anyway, I am sick, anyway, I have a severe fever, so let's take this opportunity to say something warm, and treat it as nonsense, "Brother, I... miss you."
"An...Qing..." He finally choked up on the other side until tears flowed like rain.
We have been separated for a year, and this is the second time he called me. Looking back, the first time was... the night of the New Year's Eve.
That time it was a thousand arrows piercing the heart, this time it was as warm as spring.
26.
By the time of the exam, the cold had already been cured. Just after the exam, Guwen and Shangshu called me in sequence and asked me how I felt.
It's hard to describe, so I replied to them solemnly, "Please forgive me, I'm finally liberated, don't make me think about those things, okay? I can't make the decision if I pass the exam or not."
During the Chinese New Year this year, Gu Wen coaxed and deceived me and finally brought me back to Suzhou. In fact, I wanted to go by myself, but I still couldn’t bear the loneliness of the first year.
Maybe it's because I was born well-behaved and obedient and sensible. Gu Wen's parents, brother and sister-in-law all like me very much, and it can be seen that they really like me rather than perfunctory.This reminds me of how Uncle Zhou and Aunt Zhou loved me in the past, alas, the past is really unbearable.I thought to myself, if they knew what kind of person I was, and caused someone to die, would they still like me so much?
Walking around with Gu Wen, because he is naturally quiet and fond of ancient things, most of the places that Gu Wen takes are places with beautiful ancient corridors, ancient alleys, small bridges and flowing water.
When I was in Zhouzhuang Town, some of the sentiments came from my heart, so I recited "Send Someone to Wu" - see you in Gusu, and everyone sleeps in the river.There is little idle land in the ancient palace, but there are many small bridges in the water port.The night market sells water chestnut lotus root, and the spring boat carries Qiluo.I know the sleepless moon in the distance, and the homesickness is in the fisherman's song.
Gu Wen shook his head and said with a smile: "You are really a problem that can't be changed anywhere. If others see it, they will only say that you are a lunatic."
I can't be bothered to talk to him.
When I was at Hanshan Temple, I asked him if there was a fishing boat to sit on. He didn’t understand what he asked me for, and I replied that I wanted to experience what it was like to “get to the passenger boat at midnight.”
He smiled helplessly and said, "Can you stop thinking about this all day long?"
Two days before the re-examination for the postgraduate entrance examination, it was Saturday again, at four o'clock in the morning, I turned over and woke up suddenly.
So, I sent someone a message: "Brother, I have a retest the day after tomorrow. I'm so nervous that I can't sleep. I'm so nervous! What should I do?"
In less than 1 minute, I received a reply: "Calm down, don't push yourself too hard."
How could I be nervous, I didn't take the retest seriously at all, but I just wanted to find an excuse to contact him to make him really nervous, and he immediately texted back, he didn't even know how much I laughed happy.
"Having said that, I'm still very nervous." I wrote back.
Covering my head with the quilt, I dare not laugh too loudly. If I laugh out loud late at night, won't the other dormitory call me crazy?
Drip ring...
This is completely beyond my expectation.
"Brother, I'm so nervous, what should I do?" As soon as I picked up the phone, I immediately started to use my acting skills, and my voice was so fast and trembling.
"Don't worry, if you're nervous, don't study for the next two days."
"I heard that the success rate of the re-examination is very low, so... that's why I'm afraid... I won't pass the exam, the day after tomorrow... I prepared well, but I'm afraid that when I see the invigilator, I will be so scared that I won't remember anything Stay." Continue pretending.
"Do everything according to God's will, don't suffocate yourself in the alley, besides, you are so smart, what are you afraid of?"
"That being said, but... I can't calm down at all, I'm so irritated."
"Drink plenty of water when you are irritable, and get it out of your body."
"Pfft... When did you become the same as Guwen, so cold and humorous." He also laughed when he heard him on the other end, and hurriedly let go of his final goal information, and said softly: "Pingsi, I think you."
"An Qing, I..."
It's really untimely, before he finished speaking, I heard Aunt Zhou's voice on the other end of the phone.
"Pingsi, why don't you go to bed so late, what are you doing with the lights on?" Her voice had not been heard for more than a year, and she was so... old.
"I'll hang up first, bye."
What exactly is he trying to say?Is it "I miss you too"?
The corners of his mouth couldn't close at all, he hugged the quilt with a smile, tightly, the joy in his heart can't be known by others, can't let others be so happy, a little scheming trick in exchange for his tenderness. "He Anqing, how can you be so smart?"
The scheming was done, the goal was achieved, and I got a pleasant surprise. Why did I feel that the sky spoiled me so much, I turned over and continued to sleep soundly.
When you are bored, of course it is best to go to the library for a day.
It was dusk when I came out of the library.I stayed in the air-conditioned room all day and still didn't feel it. When I walked out, the cold wind was biting, so I quickly wrapped my coat tightly and said to myself: "It's almost April, why is it so cold?"
"He Anqing, wait a minute."
Don't look back, you know who it is?No one else but her.
Unable to look back, and unable to wait, he picked up his pace and hurried away, leaving her sight early.
"He Anqing, if you dare to take another step forward, I will say those words out loud. If you don't believe me, just try it!"
I folded my arms around my chest, clenched my fists, and stopped in my tracks. The method is no longer novel or ingenious, as long as it works.
When I turned around and saw her, her scalp was numb. I poked the top of her head and the back of her head to calm myself down and preemptively strike. Kong Shengren sincerely did not deceive me, "Only women and villains are hard to raise!"
"Student Zhao, what do you want to do? You have been with me all day today, aren't you tired?"
"I'm not tired, I like it. Why is the library run by your family, and I'm not allowed to go in if you're allowed to go in? You built this road, so I can't if you're allowed to go in?"
"No, no, then let's go on each side of the road facing the sky, okay? I'll let you go first." I bowed sideways and stretched out my hand forward, like a slave serving his master in ancient times.
She lifted the three-legged golden lotus, I thought she was really going to leave, and I was so excited that I wished to send this Bodhisattva away quickly.
It was not like this, she took a few steps forward and faced me face to face, her face was as red as if she had applied a whole box of Xie Fuchun's rouge.
"I like you."
"Student Zhao, I rejected you from the very beginning, can you stop talking about this in the future..."
"He Anqing! You said last year that you have someone in your heart, but I have been paying attention to you for a year. After so long, you have not seen a single person, let alone a ghost, besides you. Don't you consider accepting me?"
"I'm not interested in women, you know that."
"How do you know you don't like girls if you don't try it?"
"Don't try, I can't fall in love with anyone except him in this life? Thank you, Zhao, for your favor, but it's still the same sentence, don't waste your energy and time on someone like me, it's not worth it."
"I have tried to like others, but I always feel that those people are not as good as you, not as knowledgeable and insightful as you."
"People are always like this, what you can't get is the best."
"Then he...does he like you too?"
"Is that even a question?"
"Then why doesn't he come to you? I haven't seen anyone come to you for so long, and I haven't seen you go in and out with anyone. He treats you like that, what are you doing?" Why do you have to focus on that person?"
"You... don't know, many things can't be done by oneself, and there is always a lot of helplessness."
"He Anqing, can you try being with me?"
"Stop, student Zhao, I know you are a rare good woman, but you know me...my secret, I am very grateful that you keep it secret for me, even if I beg you, don't talk about it anymore, okay?"
"I know that the person you like is a man, but I can't help it, just... I can't give up."
"Then I'll avoid you from now on, you won't be so stubborn if you don't see me, I..."
Suddenly, a person stood up on the open-air chair seven or eight feet ahead which was covered by the green belt, and I could recognize that person even in the twilight.
I was so shocked that I didn't know where I was and where my heart was.I couldn't care what I was doing just now, and what I was going to say, turned around and walked towards that person step by step.
Damn it, she was so fascinated by his gentle smile that her eyes were blurred with tears, and the corners of her lips curled up even if he wanted to.
"Brother..." After being shocked, there was not even half of the strength in his body, and he slowly leaned his head on his shoulder weakly.
I haven't seen each other for more than a year, I have been in love for more than a year, so many things I want to say, but I can't utter a single word.
"An Qing..."
He pulled me and walked out of the school gate, into a restaurant, the restaurant was full of people, voices everywhere, but I didn't know what they were talking about, I only had eyes for this person in front of me, he I took the menu and ordered a few stir-fried dishes.
"Why don't you eat?" It's still the same as before, always bringing me food.
"I'm not hungry, I just want to watch you eat."
"Eat whatever you want."
Hearing what he said, I picked up a piece of food and put it in my mouth, and asked him again: "Brother, why are you here?"
"I'm worried about you, and... want to see you too, so... I'm here."
"Then...does Auntie know?" She asked cautiously and uneasy.
"I don't know, I lied to her that the company arranged for me to go on a business trip to Tianjin."
When it came to his family, it was a heavy topic all his life, and he was silent for a long time, eating separately.
Walking side by side with him on the small road at the back door of the new campus, there were not many people on the road, the light was not bright, and we were so close together, thinking that others would not be able to see the hand holding him, so I stretched out tremblingly to pull him The fingers under the sleeves are icy.
"You are still so afraid of the cold, and you didn't gain weight, but became thinner."
He smiled bitterly and said helplessly: "So many things have happened, it's hard to relax for a while."
"sorry."
"I'm the one who should say I'm sorry."
"Pingsi, I owe you too much."
"...There is nothing owed or owed, it is all voluntary."
"I really want to call you every day, but I dare not. You don't even know how much I miss you."
He also held my hand tightly and said, "I know, that's why I'm here. Who knew I'd spoil your good deed once I came."
When he suddenly said this, I came out of the surprise and surprise, remembered what happened just now, and quickly grabbed his arm and explained: "Brother, don't get me wrong, I don't like her, I rejected her from the beginning , who do you know best in my heart, right? Don't...don't think about it. "
"I didn't think about it, I just saw it with my own eyes."
"Seeing that, it's not what you think. It's my classmate, but I never have any other thoughts. I only think about you."
"I know, but... I know she likes you."
"That's her business. I can't control who other people like...Wait, brother...you...you're jealous." I was so surprised that I didn't care, and I pulled him over while walking on the road, and hugged him In her arms, she laughed close to his ear and said, "You look so cute when you're jealous."
"An Qing, you..."
Hahaha... "It doesn't matter if you don't admit it, as long as I know it."
After laughing enough, I separated him a little, pampered him as before and said, "Tonight we... go to the room."
There is no need to ask for his opinion, let alone make him open his mouth to refute, just drag him away and find a hotel.
After checking in at the front desk of the hotel, I dragged him into the elevator and went upstairs.
"Why live in a hotel?" He was finally able to ask me out of control.
"If you don't stay in the hotel, why don't you take you to the dormitory? That's not okay. You look so good. If you are seen by the students in the dormitory, I will lose a lot of money."
After getting out of the elevator, he said again: "Then I can go to Gu Wen's to make do with it."
"No," I took out the key card and opened the door, pulled him in, closed and locked the door in a second, and pressed him against the wall to hold him in my arms, and said next to the tip of his nose: "I I won't let you go tonight."
"install……"
You really talk a lot, so you might as well shut your mouth with practical actions. People you haven't seen for more than a year, lips you haven't kissed, really... No amount of hugging or kissing is enough.
He took off his coat, unbuttoned his shirt, and hugged him to the bed.
"An Qing... let go first, my hands are numb."
"Pingsi, I..." He couldn't speak anymore, he stood up, took off his coat, and leaned down again, he knew what would happen next.
"Let go, I'll take a shower first, after sitting on the train for so long, my whole body is full of pungent smell."
"It's on the clothes." I buried myself down and smelled it on his shoulder, and said charmingly, "Your body still smells so good."
In fact, we can't bear it anymore. If we think about it for too long, many things will come to fruition, and we should take him as our own as a matter of course.
Love and desire are already on the top, it is a good time for the flowers to bloom, and it seems that something is missing.
"Brother, wait, I'm going out..."
"No, I have it in my pocket."
"You actually hid..."
The shy and shy man with a blushing face stared at me, raised his head and blocked my mouth with the tricks I learned just now.
It turned out that what he had done before was just playing hard to get, nothing more than trying to lure you into the urn.
When the love is deep, spring is just right, and when the love is strong, the flowers are also intoxicated.
Young and vigorous, one inadvertently tossed him for a long time, and he was so tired that he collapsed in my arms and closed his eyes without wanting to move again.
"Sorry for making you like this again."
Although it was him who hurt, I couldn't bear it. I regretted afterwards why I didn't know how to feel sorry for him just now, and I only cared about my own happiness.
"It's okay, just rest for a while."
He fell into a drowsy sleep, and I got up lightly to take a shower.When I came back, I continued to hug him again. About half an hour later, when he woke up, he complained that his body was greasy and uncomfortable, and asked me to help him up to take a bath.
When he came out after washing, he pulled him to sit on the bed, and took a dry towel to dry his hair.
"Brother, when will you go back?"
"The day after tomorrow afternoon."
"So soon?" I thought he would stay for a few more days, but I had to go back so soon, my heart pounded with disappointment.
"After calling you on the phone yesterday morning, I was really worried, so I came to see you on purpose to make you feel at ease. I know that now I am the only peace of mind that you can calm down." He sideways He wrapped his arms around my waist and buried his face in my chest.
After a while, I got up again and pulled me to lie down next to him, "Go to sleep, you have been tossing around for most of the night, and you have to go to the retest tomorrow."
Before he could lie down, she stopped him, knelt down, buried her face in his hands, and muttered, "Pingsi, I'm not feeling well. When will we meet next time?"
"An Qing... let's start again, shall we?" The tone was so gentle and pleading.
I felt even more uncomfortable as if I had been poked into a bloody hole. I leaned over and hugged him tightly, and said against his temples: "We have never ended, where did we start again? We are just forced to be separated by a long distance from the north to the south. Thousand Lil."
27.
Classmate Zhao's name is Zhao Xinhuan.
This woman has competed with me, and even in the order of the re-examination draw, she was able to draw two ahead of me.When she came out of the retest, she smiled as if she had forgotten what happened last night, and said, "I'm sorry, I passed the test, please do your best."
Normally I'm really not nervous, but now it's my turn. The eldest girl will dictate to the examiner to answer questions when she gets on the sedan chair.
When I came out, the girl from the Zhao family rushed over and asked, "How is it? You look so bad, don't tell me you... He Anqing, I decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination because of you? Don't leave me alone. gone."
"What are you talking about?" He gave her a blank look, then pretended to be modest and said to her: "I'm not talented, so I narrowly passed a test."
The girl from Taoli Nianhua is not quiet at all. Compared to Wen Qing, the girl from the Zhao family is simply a chatterbox.I wanted to get rid of her quickly, after all, there was him waiting for me outside the teaching building, it would be bad if he saw her.
"He Anqing, wait a minute, do I have something to ask you?" Classmate Zhao grabbed me and refused to let me go.
"I said this is still a teaching building. It's not good to be bumped into by someone. You are not afraid of me, but I am afraid. Let go, little aunt."
"Let me just ask, that person from yesterday...uh...is he yours?"
"Well, student Zhao, don't..."
"Did he come today?" She looked out of the corridor with her eyes, "Ah! Is that the person?" She still saw it.
I gave an impatient "hmm".
"He Anqing, I want to tell you something from my heart. If I tell you, don't tear me apart."
"Eldest lady, little aunt, little ancestor, I'm begging you, please forgive me, don't say those words, okay? If he hears it, gets jealous and gets angry, I'll be unlucky."
"I haven't said it yet, do you know what I'm going to say? Cut, you're the only girl who's not interested anymore." She proudly turned her head to look at the man outside, raised her chin, and said, "I found that That’s the type I really like, gentle, quiet, you’re just a part of that type, but you’re really there.”
I go!Hearing what she said, I wanted to swear, what the hell!Quickly interrupted her fantasy: "That's mine, don't even think about it! You can't even take a second look!"
Hurry up to get rid of her, hurry up and drag someone away, this is really a song, this girl really deserves her name "Xin Huan", which means "Xin Huan", how can she fall in love with others so easily?
"Wait, hello, I'm He Anqing's classmate Zhao Xinhuan, I met yesterday afternoon."
What is it called?Draw a knife directly to perform a trick of winning love with a knife?
My brother stopped in his tracks and replied to her out of politeness: "Hello."
Behind him, I quickly winked at the girl from the Zhao family, and gave her an obvious threatening look, letting her understand "If you dare to say something that shouldn't be said, watch how I kill you."
Who knows that people pretend not to see it at all, and continue to ask someone: "May I ask, what is your last name?"
"Miangui's surname is Zhou, and his name is Pingsi."
"Okay, okay, I asked the question, and I answered the answer, brother, let's go eat quickly, I'm starving to death." After speaking, he pulled him to dodge as fast as he wanted.I have to stop it quickly, otherwise there may be troubles with a chatterbox and a person who won't refuse anything.
The big girl is so thick-skinned that she can be compared with Gu Wenneng, she actually wants to eat with her boldly, and a certain person agreed, and while she was not paying attention, she whispered next to me: "The girl really has a deep affection for you." .”
That tone is obviously eating!vinegar!up!It's over, one head is bigger than two.
Now it would be great if there was Gu Wen and Shang Shu. The two of them have experienced many battles and can speak well. Are they afraid that they will not be able to hold a little girl?Hurry up and get out your phone to find a savior.Forget about Shangshu, now he has to manage the huge family business, and there are two daughters Linglong and Huanpei to accompany him, so he can only find Guwen.
"Brother Gu Wen, my brother wants to have dinner with you."
"Huh? Pinsi is back?"
……
Really... what is that sentence called?Deliberately plant flowers, flowers will not bloom, unintentionally plant willows and willows will make shade!
No one would believe that Jiangnan Xiaosheng and Zhao's chatterbox could be a match made in heaven, and they hit each other within a meal.Jiangnan Xiaosheng was forced into marriage by his parents for so many years and was still single. The girl from the Zhao family just gave up after chasing me for a year. Intestinal Sha.
The good buddy relationship, the good friends reminiscing about the past, the good crying, nothing but seeing-see you!color!forget!righteous!Heavy!color!light!friend!
But there are pros and cons to everything, so my brother and I are at ease.
Back at the hotel, laying on the bed and holding him in his arms, chattering about the meal just now, my brother assured me: "Guwen and that girl will have a follow-up."
"Looking good is good, but the age gap is a bit big."
My worries are not unreasonable. Gu Wen and my brother are 32 in the same year, and Zhao’s girl is one year older than me, and she is 23 this year. There is a nine-year difference between them.
"Love has no barriers, don't you and I also become?"
"Hee hee~"
"What are you smirking at?" He turned around and turned his back on me in embarrassment.
"Fate is created by heaven, and their fate is cultivated by themselves. We...continue to do ours."
Turn him over and kiss him.
"An Qing...you..."
"What's wrong? Don't want to?" I said with a sullen face, unhappy: "Tomorrow afternoon you have to leave again, and tonight you can sleep together in the same bed as a couple. Can't see you, can you bear it?"
"No, I'm worried... I'm afraid that your body won't be able to bear it. Confucius said, 'When you are young, your blood is not stable, and you should guard against sex'. How can this room and things be so unrestrained?"
"……I……"
Quoting scriptures is his strong point. If I want to win him by quotes and references, it is impossible at all. I can only resist my own lust and desire, and let it out with joy. I pull him over and lie down next to him, and say in a strange way: "Then go to sleep, I've been tired all day."
It started to rain outside in the middle of the night. After he was awakened, he turned over and continued to sleep. I was awakened by his turning over, and then seeing his back to me, I felt even more uncomfortable. He turned over again.
"What are you turning around for? I want to see your face, not the back of your head."
"What's wrong with you?" He didn't know.
"It's okay, I just feel uncomfortable." The person I like is obviously here, but I can't do anything, and I feel extremely irritable. I sit up and throw out a sentence: "I won't eat you again, what are you doing?" Turn your back on me."
I got angry for no reason, but it surprised him a bit. He looked at me blankly, but didn't know what to say.
Seeing the innocence on his face, my heart softened again, and I quickly apologized to him: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to get angry, but I just thought of leaving again tomorrow, and I couldn't get out of my heart..."
He also sat up and held my face, and said gently: "I will accompany you whatever you want. I said that as long as it is you, I can't refuse."
"Really?" I looked up at him with an aggrieved face, "I just want to talk to your...that, oh...forget it, you've brought out Kong Shengren, what am I? Dare to do it again?"
"Pfft..." I didn't know which sentence I said was funny, he couldn't help laughing for a long time, then recovered his expression, and said seriously: "As long as it is what you want, He Anqing, I, Zhou Pingsi, can give it to you." Everything will be given to you."
I pressed against his ear, calling him "Pingsi Pingsi" temptingly. He couldn't stand me calling him by his name with a hoarse voice and panting in the bed.
He regained some sense and said, "I feel normal when anyone calls my name, but you call my name like that. I don't have any strength left. I can only let you do whatever you want here."
I smirked and said, "That's what I want.
The spring rain is rustling outside the eaves, and the inside of the house is full of waves.
28.
Another day.Shangshu is much more reliable than ancient Chinese.
I called him at dawn to say that my brother was back, but he was about to leave again. He started spitting and swearing at me on the other end of the phone. If someone had to be there, he would have swallowed me alive. None will remain.
Shang Shu brought Wen Qing and two one-and-a-half-year-old daughters to the hotel to find us in a hurry. He made eye contact with me as soon as he entered the door, and even took my brother as his own, pulling him to ask questions.I haven't seen each other for more than a year, and I just started to sigh without saying a few words. The friendship is so deep. Compared with yesterday's ancient text, it is simply another picture.
Linglong and Huanpei clung to me as soon as they entered the door. I felt relieved when I called out "Daddy Anqing, Daddy Anqing", and scratched their little noses and said to them: "For the sake of the two of you, I won't talk to you. Dad cares."
"I can't blame Shangshu for talking about you, even I want to say a few words about you, Ping Si finally came back, and you didn't tell us." Wen Qing is still quiet and gentle as always, and the demeanor of a wealthy lady is becoming more and more in her body. After being deeply refined, she took Linglong and Huanpei from my arms, pointed to my brother and said, "Go and say hello to your Pingsi father, the small characters for you two are still taken by Pingsi father."
Linglong and Huanpei had almost no impression of him, at first they were timid and shy, but they couldn't stand my elder brother who was born with a handsome face, amiable, and gentle temperament, and spoke softly After a few words from him, the two little dumplings were captured by him, and Daddy Pingsi kept yelling.
It was almost noon when Gu Wencai came late, with a sleepy look on his face, and there was someone behind him, my god...it was actually a girl from the Zhao family.
My brother and I knew that sooner or later the two of them would be on track, but it was too soon.
When Gu Wen came in, he was inevitably scolded by Shang Shu and asked him why he came so late. He said that he hung up the phone and fell asleep without paying attention. Fortunately, it was the girl from the Zhao family who called and asked him if he got up for work. Just got out of bed.
It turned out that after the two parted from us yesterday, they watched movies, had supper, and went for a walk. The coldness at night really hurt the two of them.He didn't talk too much but thought the time was too fast, unknowingly it was just too soon for Choushi to arrive at Yinshi, after sending the girl from the Zhao family back to the dormitory, he went back to the apartment in the city by himself, and wondered what he looked like now.
I quietly teased him and said, "Girl, you have to hurry up, don't let the cooked duck fly away."
"Can't fly anymore."
"Where did it develop?"
"Hand in hand."
As soon as I drank my saliva, the two of them got on really well.
A group of people plus two small dumplings went to eat in a mighty way.Seeing that he and I were about to separate again, I wanted to hold him for a while longer, but Linglong and Huanpei hugged him tightly and didn't let go, making me so depressed that I was either crying or laughing, so I went to Shangshu and cried out my heart Depressed: "My lord, please take these two balls back from someone, can you please? How can someone so blatantly snatch someone from my original husband."
It made them laugh out loud.
Parting is always embarrassing, inseparable and painful.
One step, three stops, thousands of exhortations and ten thousand instructions sent him to the train station. At this moment, I really hope that the time will slow down.After he left, he didn't know when he would see each other again, and he said he would not cry, but how could he let himself go?
Now that parting is imminent, I don't care so much anymore, I dragged him into the bathroom, slammed the door behind my back, hugged him in my arms, found him, and kissed him directly, with my lips tightly hooked on his neck, grabbing for it .
"Pingsi, wait for me for another three years. After three years of graduate school, I'll go over there to find you, and when the time comes, this terrible journey of silver men will end."
He moved his face close to my temples and ears and rubbed it against my temples, then he parted and kissed my brow again, and said helplessly, "Now...we are really "The Immortal of the Magpie Bridge."
I bought a platform ticket, went in with him, reluctantly sent him to the car, followed his figure with my eyes, watched him walk from one end to the other end to his berth, and then stood outside the car window to watch Looking at him, he also looked at me from the car window.I said to him with my lips: "Pingsi, I love you." He also answered me with my lips "I know." Then the two of them giggled at each other like idiots.
When the siren sounded, the tears finally burst, he was like this and so was I. This long railroad track will send him back to his hometown.
I have seen the kind of farewell, the kind of reluctance, the kind of pain and helplessness, and the kind of crying when others send their loved ones off. I didn’t understand it before, but now I finally understand it. .
It's obviously nothing, but who told me to steal the meat for a while, after eating it, I feel much more sad than before.
As soon as April passed, I became very busy. I had to be busy with the follow-up matters of undergraduate graduation. I was so busy that I didn’t know what eve it was.
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