my name is nothingness

It began to snow heavily in the early morning, and pieces of snow leaves drifted from the air and slowly fell to the ground.The sky is white, and the earth is also white.

"As expected, it's much warmer here." Yu came to the room where Da Zang was staying, found a chair and sat down politely.

"Really?" Dazang replied absent-mindedly, his eyes were out of focus looking forward, there was no light.

"What's wrong with you?" Yu asked with concern.

"Ah, it's nothing, it's just a little distracted. I envy you not to hold that cat all the time, and it will become hairy again in a while."

"No way." Lianmu still hugged the cat tightly, stroking it with her hands from time to time.The cat was comfortably close to Lianmu's chest, with its eyes closed and its head raised, enjoying everything at this moment.

"Can you go get some wine?" Yu ordered Lianmu.

"What? Want to drink today?"

"Isn't it possible?"

"Anything's wrong, but I don't care if you're drunk."

"I promise I won't get drunk."

"An alcoholic's promises are never to be trusted."

"Hahaha."

"Lianmu, go ask Zimei for some wine."

Lianmu put down the cat and ran out.The cat meowed on the ground, as if complaining about why it was put down.

"What happened?" Da Zang asked Yu with concern.

"What else? Of course it's Wing's business."

"Yi? What's wrong with him?" Dazang asked with a little concern.

"Don't you know? What he has always wanted most is the throne. If it weren't for me, he might have waited obediently for his father for a hundred years. As a result, he has been dishonest now."

"I think he is quite honest. No matter what he does, he is real."

"That's just the surface." Yu paused, "I think he's planning to kill me."

"That's just your illusion, he's your brother."

"He doesn't think so. To him, I'm a thorn in his side. I've always been such a waste, and I just want my father to break the rules and promote him as heir. Now it seems that unless I die, it's impossible gone."

"You still don't want to think about it."

"A while ago, my spy came to report that he has been recruiting troops."

"It may also be for the war at the border."

"It has been very peaceful recently." Yu looked at Dazang, his eyes were bloodshot, "I heard that you have been walking very close recently, did he ask you to help?"

Dazang looked a little dazed: "No."

Yu smiled bitterly: "Okay, I believe you."

"Here's the wine." Lianmu walked in with a big jar of wine in her arms.

"Thank you." Yu took the wine jar and drank a few sips, his face turned slightly red.

"Don't drink like that. You just said you won't get drunk, but this is obviously the way to get drunk."

"You don't want to learn." Yu said to Lianmu.

"He won't learn from you." Da Zang said angrily from the side.

"Because it's cold, that's why I drink like this." Yu looked at it and then ran to the side to tease the cat's envy, "I hope he can be happy."

"Why did you start caring about him so much? A while ago, you called him a little pet every day."

"I'm afraid he will become like us, always unhappy."

"I'm not like you."

"Really?" Yu drank a few more sips of wine, walked slowly to the door, looked at the snow falling from the sky, looked at its six petals, looked at the vast whiteness, he staggered into the yard, feeling the cold The wind got into his clothes.

I would like to be embraced by the wind,

Even if the wind is biting.

I would like to kiss this land,

Even if the land is lifeless.

Touching this white, cold skin,

I would like to sleep here forever.

"What are you doing? You'll catch a cold if you go out now." Dazang followed, yelling beside him, this was the first time he yelled at Yu.

Yu looked at Dazang bitterly, then laughed happily, and then fell heavily into the snow.

"What's wrong with him?" Lianmu asked Dazang while holding the door frame.

"He's just drunk." Dazang replied softly.

"I know, I was asking why he was drunk."

"If you have time to ask this, you might as well ask Zimei to come and carry him in together."

"I've already told him, while getting the wine." Zimei just walked over at this time.

"I get so drunk every time I come here." Zimei complained as she walked to Yujiao's place.

"Lianmu, help me open the door."

"Oh."

Although Yu doesn't look very fat, he still has a certain weight.It took Dazang and Zimei a lot of effort to carry him into the house.

"Why on earth is he drunk?" asked Dazang admiringly.

"There's no reason, it's just that he's unhappy and drunk."

"Actually, I heard some of your conversation just now." Lianmu looked straight at Dazang, "Are you really going to help others kill him?"

Dazang also looked at Lianmu, his eyes overflowing with love, he stroked Lianmu's hair with his hands: "No matter what I do, it is for our own good. I think you will understand."

If so, it would be too scary.Lianmu thought so in her heart.