my name is nothingness

"Do you want Dazang to only see you?" Lianmu asked Yi.

"Do you have any ideas?" Yi sat on the chair and randomly took a grape into his mouth, it was so sour.

"Don't you think it's because of my existence that he can't always see the people around him?" Lianmu stood in front of Yi and watched his every move.

"Could it be that you will leave voluntarily?" Yi Ban asked in confirmation.

"Of course. I'm just bored here every day, and I don't have any freedom. I wanted to leave a long time ago, but Dazang took me too seriously."

"You want me to divert his attention?"

"It won't do you any harm."

"If you want to leave, I can't wait to ask for it."

"Then it's settled."

"I'll get him to play chess with me in a few days. I'll give you permission to go out, and I'll give you two gold pieces by the way. You probably don't have any money with you."

"Thank you very much." Lian Mu turned and left.

Tsubasa twirled the engraved seal in his hand, thinking about what he just said, he must be serious, right?It can't be Dazang's scheme, right?But he doesn't seem to accept Dazang's attitude.Even if he was just talking about it, he would make it a reality, forgive him for not being able to play tricks.

"Where have you been? Do you know how much the young master is worried about you?" Zixuan said when he saw Lianmu who was still holding the kitten in his arms as he was walking in the door.

"I've been out for less than half an hour." Lianmu said in a low voice.

"But you never left Dazang's side for such a long time after Wang Ziyu's death."

"Yu." A sad look appeared on Lianmu's face, and after a while, an innocent smile appeared again.

"I'm back!" Lianmu said to Dazang.

"Where have you been? Do you know that I've been looking for you for a long time? I thought you were in some danger." Dazang rushed to Lianmu's body, stroked his cheek with his hands, his eyes were wet, like Is crying.

"It ran into someone else's yard just now. I was afraid that others would bully it, so I hurried to chase it." Lianmu looked at the cat, then looked at Dazang and said with a smile.

"You don't have to worry about cats or anything. Nothing is as important as you, you know?"

"Well, I'm really sorry for worrying you."

"Are you hungry?"

"Well, is there anything to eat?"

"What do you want to eat? I'll ask Zimei to make it for you."

"No, I'll just eat some fruit."

"How can this work? I'd better ask Zimei to make something for you."

"Feeling carefully, I don't seem to be that hungry. I can wait until dinner."

"Really?" Dazang looked at Lianmu with concern.

"Really. Actually, you don't have to care about me so much."

"Why did you say that all of a sudden?" Dazang carefully looked at the person in front of him, from head to toe, even the strands of hair were imprinted in his mind.For a moment, Dazang suddenly felt that the person in front of him seemed to be standing at a distance that he could not touch, where the clouds and mist were shrouded, and a long chasm separated them.Dazang hugged him tightly, his body trembling slightly, how could this be possible?Isn't he by his side?What are you afraid of?No one in this world can take him away from him.

"what happened to you?"

"It's nothing. It should be a little tired looking for you."

"Then go and rest now."

"I should rest." The strange feeling just now should have disappeared after I woke up.

"Do you want me to make your bed for you?"

"No need. Go and play by yourself." Dazang stroked Lianmu's hair, his eyes filled with love.

"it is good."

Dazang lay on the bed tiredly, and seemed to fall asleep after a while.Lianmu looked at Dazang not far away.

"Thank you so much for your care and concern for me for so long."