my name is nothingness

"What should I do if I'm afraid?" Lianmu raised her head to look at Yu, her eyes were full of innocence, and her face was full of innocence.

"What are you afraid of?" Yu put his hand on Lianmu's shoulder, looked at him seriously, and wanted to see his soul from his clear eyes.

"When I am alone, as soon as I close my eyes, I will feel that there are a bunch of terrifying monsters around, waiting for the opportunity to move, waiting for me to let go of my guard."

"Then what are they like?"

"Some of them wore hideous masks, some stretched out their long tongues, and their bodies were twisted like a long snake. They flew towards me from all around, circling and screaming. They used long nails Touching the darkness with hands, suspended in mid-air."

"It's okay, they will never touch you, because Dazang is with you, he will drive away all the monsters for you. Even if he is not there, I will be by your side, even if I am not there In front of you, you also need to know that I love you deep down in my heart."

"Love?" Lianmu murmured the word, suddenly felt dizzy, and there was an unreachable smile on Yu's face in front of him, it seemed that everything gradually became blurred, and he lost consciousness after a while.

"What nonsense are you talking to him?" Dazang walked behind Yu and looked at Yu angrily.

"It's nothing, I'm just comforting your little pet." The smile on Yu's face disappeared, and he gently stroked Lianmu who had fallen asleep.Dazang walked up to him, lowered his body and hugged Lianmu back to the house, Yu looked at his empty hands and felt that something was missing.

"It seems that you have told everyone you are interested in that you love him." Dazang threw this sentence at Yu, he gently put Lianmu on the bed, and turned to face Yu, "You love everyone, actually Don't love anyone."

Yu smiled bitterly, as if it was true.

"Can you please stop talking nonsense about my pity."

"Your affection?"

"I brought him back, he is mine."

"Really?" Yu smiled and said nothing more.

In the haze, Lianmu felt as if he had fallen into the water. The clear water flow surrounded him and lifted him up. The warm sunlight shone on him as he went down the river.

There was the sound of utensils falling to the ground, Lianmu was taken aback for a moment, and stood there timidly, watching the man in front of him who smelled of alcohol shouting at him, the man's face was blurred, and his words were also blurred of.In the end, he only heard one sentence: "Why don't you die?" Who is this?Lianmu thought blankly.

After an unknown period of time, it was like a sunrise and sunset, and like countless leaves growing and falling.Lianmu heard the sound of rain, and a long-ago story slowly approached with the sound of rain.A girl two or three years older than him stood in front of him. The girl's face was also blurred. He clearly heard and saw that girl sneering in front of him with her face contorted, pointing at him and calling him waste.Lianmu silently huddled in the corner, the cold wind passed through his clothes, blowing all the way to his heart, and then ran out after making a circle in his heart.A woman in her 30s approached and held his face up. The girl smiled happily at the woman when she saw her. They seemed to be close.The woman leaned close to Lianmu's ear and said word by word: "As expected, you'd better die." That's right, why didn't I die?There seemed to be something flowing out of the corner of Lianmu's eyes, he opened his eyes, and he was just lying on Dazang's bed.

The room was filled with fragrance, and Yu sat on the seat and sipped the tea that Dazang had just brewed for him.While Lianmu fell asleep, he told Dazang about his male favorite.He just wanted to see how Dazang would react.And Dazang just took out the tea leaves he had kept for a long time without incident.Maybe he overestimated Dazang's feelings for people.

The moon swayed and drove the carriage from the east to the zenith.

Dazang sat quietly in the room, looked at Lianmu sitting outside looking at the stars, softly moved Zixuan into the room, said two names in her ear, Zixuan smiled, and walked out briskly, Zimei watched all this bitterly from the outside. After all, they just fell in love with someone. As for that?When Zixuan passed by Zimei, he looked at his brother, then at Lianmu, and patted Zimei's shoulder lightly.

Dazang walked behind Lianmu, looked down at Lianmu, watched his eyelashes blink, squatted down and hugged him, and slowly spoke in his ear, his warm breath sprayed on Lianmu's face. Lianmu turned her head and looked at him in disbelief.

"Let's leave here together and build a home, okay? It's just the two of us there."