maple leaves don't know autumn

Ye Yang stood by the water and was stunned, staring at Xiaofeng for a long time without answering.Xiaofeng threw the backpack on her shoulders on the ground and walked up to him, took off his backpack and put it down too.Then he pulled Ye Yang to find a flat grass to sit down and said, "You don't remember her? She is very important to you."

"I remember." Ye Yang looked at the water calmly, "I remembered it three or four months ago. She is Zhao Ye's younger sister and a partner of the company."

"She's a special..."

"No matter how special a woman is, she's just a woman," Ye Yang suddenly interrupted Xiao Feng, "There are some things she can't bear. She needs a stable and warm family, and I can't give it to you!" In fact, Ye Yang wanted to say, "Don't Be a matchmaker again, I never thought she could replace you." But he just paused and swallowed all these words, turned his head to stare at Xiaofeng and continued:

"With me, there is no day and night, only countless partings; the tenderness of the gathering is far from comforting the worries and concerns when we are apart; I am in danger because of the past; and I can't control some concerns, no matter how much promise I give you, it can't relieve the pressure those people put on you. Feng, have you thought it through clearly, can you bear all these?"

What Xiaofeng is most afraid of is that Ye Yang just temporarily forgot the existence of Zhao Pengyu, ignored the reality of the society, and just because of the joy of reuniting with him after a long absence, he made the decision that night impulsively.But now it seems that he not only remembers Zhao Pengyu and even Han Qi, but also has made the relationship very clear, the only worry is that he can't bear it.

Xiao Feng turned around and said solemnly to Ye Yang: "Yang, what I can't bear the most - is to miss you again."

Ye Yang lowered his head and smiled in relief, this kind of sweet smile is really rare.Seeing that Xiao Feng leaned forward involuntarily, pulled the smiling eyebrows closer, and sucked the seductive corners of her lips into her mouth.Ye Yang squinted his eyes slightly to feel the tenderness between his lips and tongue, and let it quickly ignite the cockroaches on his body.

Just now remembering Xiaofeng's meeting, Ye Yang couldn't even remember his surname Shen, but the kiss on the expressway bridge made him haunted, and the sentence "Yang, I'm always here" made him unforgettable.This made him suspect that he used to be gay, but when he stepped into the "Times Bar", he couldn't accept the atmosphere there at all, so he became confused.As the memory came back to visit me one after another, this confusion was slowly disintegrated.Especially when he saw the river just now, he remembered A Yuan on the edge of the cliff, and how he felt when the blade entered his mouth.So he finally determined that he was never gay, but the person he happened to fall in love with was Xiaofeng, and the only man or lover he could accept in this life was Xiaofeng.

Ye Yang couldn't help hugging Xiao Feng's shoulders, and then was pushed down on the grass.The grass is not soft, just like Xiaofeng's movements with domineering strength, kneeling between Ye Yang's legs, fingers rubbing his swollen body through the cloth.The zipper of the jacket has already been unzipped, and the T-shirt is also piled up on the chest.

Ye Yang raised his upper body a little, threw off the coat hanging on his arm, and reached out to touch Xiaofeng's waist.Xiaofeng chuckled lightly: "You're in such a hurry..." Ye Yang clasped his hands tightly before he finished speaking, turned over his back forcefully, and pressed Xiaofeng under him.Xiaofeng looked at Ye Yang in a little astonishment, but found that Ye Yang was nervously staring at the bushes next to him.

"There are snakes!" Ye Yang made a mouth shape, and then rolled forward to the side of the backpack, picked up the hiking stick and slammed towards the place where the two were lying just now.A small dark green snake was thrown into the river and swam away quickly.

"How did you find out?" Xiaofeng stood up with a long sigh of relief.

"Intuition." Ye Yang didn't delve into this, and looked Xiaofeng up and down, "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine. Is it a water snake?" Xiaofeng's interest was all disturbed by that snake.

"I don't know, go back and check. When you come next time, I can be a qualified tour guide."

When Xiaofeng heard this, he only thought that Ye Yang was joking, but a few months later, when he saw the tour guide card with Shen Qiao's name on it, he knew that Ye Yang was serious.

"It is said that there are clouded leopards in this mountain, we will not be so lucky to meet them too?" Xiaofeng asked with lingering fear.

"How many donkey friends have been squatting all night and can't see it. If we meet so easily, we can go buy lottery tickets." Ye Yang picked up his coat and patted Xiaofeng on the shoulder, and the two put their bags on their backs and left Walked up the river.

Playing until the afternoon, the two returned to the hotel to eat, take a shower and lay on their own beds. Ye Yang asked, "You won't blame me for booking a room with two beds?"

Xiao Feng understood Ye Yang's concerns and said with a smile: "It's not a problem, it's not that I haven't slept together on a single bed before."

As soon as these words came out, Ye Yang felt that his face was burning a bit, but he didn't show weakness in his mouth, "You can try if you have physical strength."

That being said, both of them were a bit tired after walking the mountain road all day.So I slept soundly with no dreams.

For three days in a row, they went to the mountains every day during the day to play, helped Ye Yang find memories and chat about the past, and went back to the hotel at night to sleep separately.It's not that Xiaofeng has never thought about going to hug him at night, but Xiaofeng is afraid that he will not sleep well, and she is also afraid that she can't help it.He knew how much damage that night had done to the body that was opened for the first time, not to mention that Ye Yang's body hadn't recovered and needed rest.

On the fourth day, Hong Fei called one after another to ask about Ye Yang's situation. Although his tone was very strong, it could be heard that he was worried about Ye Yang's health.Then came Lu Ming's complaint, followed by his cousin's questioning.Xiaofeng knew that she had to go back, separation was imminent.

The author has something to say:

A friend said that what I write is always vague and unintelligible when I read it.So now I'm going to talk about Ye Yang's words, those who understand it before, please ignore this article.

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semantic analysis

"Being with me, there is no day and night, only countless partings (long-distance love); the warmth of being together is far from comforting the worries and concerns when we are apart (I am often not by your side when you need me when you are lost); Even if I have died once, I cannot guarantee that the people around me will no longer be in danger because of my past (two drug gangs, one underground casino and Xu Qiang and his like may also have some people who know Ye Yang and have personal grievances. People may even come to your door); and I can’t control some concerns, no matter how much I promise you, it can’t relieve the pressure those people put on you (you can’t marry a wife and have children to hide your sexuality). Feng, think clearly Can you bear it? (Although I love you, I must explain it clearly now. If you don’t agree, I won’t force you; if you promise me, you won’t be able to drag me and get married at the same time.) "

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