The King is Difficult [E-sports]

April 4 is two days before Xing Yi's birthday.

He thought, maybe the whole world is pressing his head, intending to make him face what he didn't want to face and didn't bother to face.

"Little Ice Cube, what's wrong with your Weibo ID?"

After lunch, Xing Yi and Ye Qingcheng were teasing each other on Wechat that the other party was going to fall to LSPL or stay in LSPL, but Ye Qingcheng changed the topic after a short while: Your sullen husband is in heat again on Weibo, what's going on? ,nausea.

So Xing Yi looked through Weibo for no reason, and found that Xiao Cun changed his ID to "IS Rabbit Breeder_Niannian". Many people left messages on Xiao Cun's latest Weibo asking if the team also kept pets. Yes, but soon someone discovered that Xiao Cun not only changed his ID, but also followed a fan of Xing Yi. The game screenshot with Xing Yi's profile picture was added with a rabbit ear sticker, which made everyone wonder whether it was surprise or panic.

"Imply to them that I'm raising rabbits with milk," Xiao Cun poked at the phone screen, and answered solemnly: "Even if it's not made public, many people should agree to it."

Xing Yi asked, "Can rabbits drink milk?" Xiao Cun replied, "Some rabbits can drink milk." Xing Yi blushed and shrugged. I also gave birth to a wicked seed for you."

Next to him, Chi Yang scolded "Who is the villain" and almost got seated. The two called each other their son, but Xiao Cun remained motionless. Xing Yi had to divert his attention from staring and his scalp became numb. Sure enough, Xiao Cun asked : You changed the profile picture to your own photo, and added that... that ear, how to add that?

"Fart," Xing Yi never used his own photos as Weibo avatars, so he just scrolled through Hua Xiaocun's follow list curiously: "I don't know, I drew it myself, isn't there a lot of fans who know how to draw?" .”

The teammates didn't bother to say how dirty they were, but Xiao Cun only looked at Xing Yi, and gradually realized that there was something wrong with Xing Yi's expression.

"What's wrong?" He asked, and Xing Yi put down his phone: "...It's nothing, just the fan you follow, I have a little impression that the pictures I drew before were reposted by the official blog, I glanced at her Weibo, it seems that you said that you can't follow me before, and it hasn't been updated for a long time..."

After that, Xing Yi turned around and wanted to sit down, and his voice was soft: "Didn't I just not explain the transfer..."

"I probably felt cheated by you, and you didn't say anything until now." Li Yishi looked at Xiao Cun and pointed his head meaningfully: "...The fans have always supported you, but you Actually pretending to be forced and running away, are you still human?"

"So what?" Xing Yi's voice was still confident, but he hesitated to speak: "... Then I, I didn't say that I ran for money. I haven't said a word since the transfer. Who did you lie to? Those who are willing to support will continue to support, and those who are not willing to continue will treat it as no fate, so we can get together and break up, and just go to fans of other teams and other players."

"Then why is Bai Shen still so angry? Just because he believed the club's words before you said anything?" Li Yishi asked with a faint smile, but Xing Yi quickly waved his hands: "...I'm really not very angry , It’s annoying, I don’t want to think about this person.”

"...So you still care about the fans in your heart?" But Li Yishi still smiled: "Anyway, I think both of you are half at fault, Bai God, for other fans who have not turned black, you are really sorry for others, there is nothing wrong with it--really don't Blame me for talking too much, I dare to talk like that to my future wife's brother now, and I'm not cowardly."

Xing Yi smacked his lips and said, "You really don't intend to let my brother go", and insisted on his own conclusion-whether it is a transfer of fans or other things, fans know what those are doing, I know a lot of lpl fans Well, in the end, the team's record blew up, and his teammates could still be scolded by his fans who thought he worked hard, and he didn't see his teammates coming out to say anything?There is no way to say, there are too many things involved, fans can just watch the games themselves to have fun, and e-sports can’t be eaten as a meal, let them understand how chaotic the circle is, and everyone can go home and play in the mud.

After speaking, Xing Yi pulled up a chair and sat down, still muttering, "You are so cruel that you don't care who turns black", but judging from his behavior of smoking several cigarettes in a row, this idea seems to have begun to appear shaken.

The light shone on Xiao Cun's eyes, which were staring at Xing Yi seriously, and the light in them gradually sank.

He knew that in the past, there was always a thorn in Xing Yi's heart that could not be removed by his own father, and it could not be healed after many months, and it has been bleeding to this day. Otherwise, Xing Yi would not be in a strong conflict. Treat yourself well, but choose to avoid it because you can't feel relieved.

And the beginning of the change may instead depend on Lu Yihang and Jiang Kai, and on those people who Xing Yi always pushes away with the excuse of "a lifetime is long, everyone takes what they need, gathers and disperses".

In Xing Yi's heart, fans undoubtedly belong to this kind of people.They firmly believe in the goodness of e-sports players, and they pay for it with joy, anger, sorrow and joy, contribute a part of the player's income, and give support to the players. They are indeed the parents of the players, but in fact, they can be regarded as satisfying themselves.

After all the calculations, no one owes anyone.

During that time in LPL, Xing Yi believed that he trained hard and tried his best to treat all the games. Even if he was so uncomfortable that he could hardly see the screen, he still didn’t want to let go of the mouse. Winning is the best sincerity and explanation to the fans. As for using other forms of "loving fans and pet fans", it is an additional option, which is optional.

Anyway, each other is passing through.

But even though Xing Yi has accepted to be frank with his former teammates now, it can be seen that he still has no intention of talking to fans.

After all, most fans, especially male fans, are rough-minded. How can they think so much? It took a while for them to be sprayed with brain damage on their front feet. When they saw that the truth was almost revealed, they dug up all the grave posts on the forum and flogged their corpses, mocking them all over the place. The pure troll who started unilaterally messing around without listening to the players say a word at the beginning, relieved his anger, and naturally and happily came to the live broadcast room to play with Baishen - after all, the e-sports fan circle That is to say, everyone has the right to speak for a period of time, and it's a joy to come to Luoyang to dig a grave with a shovel.

Therefore, Xing Yi probably wanted to just fool around like this.

"But have you ever thought that people are different?"

Later Xing Yi ran to the back door to smoke again, Xiao Cun hurried to catch up, only pulled him over, and asked him: "If some fans who have always liked you are more careful, why are you hurt by your attitude of not explaining to them?" Do? Maybe most people do not know anyone after unplugging the network cable, but there are always people who not only regard you as a dispensable idol, but also regard you as important as their friends. You can ignore them for the time being, but you can’t still feel that you are doing the right thing.”

"...What are you thinking about that kind of thing?" Xing Yi hesitated, and puffed his cigarette: "Why bother? It's boring, I'm just a bastard who didn't finish high school, and I'm expected to be grateful, and I'm going to hurt them Being scolded is my problem, but now that they all scold me back, it’s fine, what else can I say...as long as I win more games in the future to make them happy.”

"White God also knows that he has a problem?" Xiao Cun stroked his dazzling white hair in the dark, and said seriously: "Although the matter is not completely conclusive, you can say whatever you want. I was not the best at it before. This, thank you fans for their support, etc., every time I think you have said it well."

"...I don't." But Xing Yi avoided his touch and replied: "That's so hypocritical, I used to have to say it as the captain. Whether you are a fan or not, it has always been voluntary, and I don't ask for it. They don't want to bother them with anything."

Xiao Cun saw that although he was laughing and laughing with fans in the live broadcast, he was still avoiding the problem, so he wanted to force him to admit his heart, but seeing that he was already irritable, so he could only wait quietly for him to finish smoking. Only then did he get closer, and said lightly: "Then Baishen let Chilang take advantage of the fans for nothing?"

Seeing that Xing Yi complied and lit a cigarette again and said nothing, Xiao Cun bent down and rubbed him again: "I don't ask fans to be nice to you, so why did you still cry when I read their messages and said they shouldn't blame you at the beginning?" .”

"...Wow, did I cry?" Xing Yi immediately stood up and began to shake his head to express his incomprehension: "It's just sentimental and a little wet, don't you know that I'm easy to get wet, God of Ashes? "

Under the street lamp, Xing Yi raised his face, his slightly upturned eyes contained a grinning smile, matched with the ferocious scar on the corner of his brow, there was still an undisguised evil spirit, but Xiao Cun still stared at him for a while, then stretched out his hand to take him in in the arms.

That was the angle Xiao Cun was most familiar with. The difference in height between the two made it possible for him to place his chin on the other's shoulder when he lowered his head—the smell of smoke in the air soon got closer to him, and then he stroked Xing Yi The back of the neck, said: "It's okay, take your time... don't rush."

Xing Yi hung his head up on his shoulder and finished smoking the cigarette, and sometimes he would blow into his ear saying that you will hold me hard again, but Xiao Cun still patiently did not let go, still comforting him as if he was in a good mood He didn't need to be comforted at all, until the end, Xing Yi buried his face in his coat for a long time and quietly, and reached out to grab him.

"I know Xiao Cun is wrong...then I just posted an apology on Weibo on my birthday,"

Then, Xing Yi said sadly: "I just don't know if they will forgive me..."

"It's not an apology, and there's no need to worry that they won't forgive you." Xiao Cun answered him softly with Night Breeze in his ear, "It's to tell fans that you actually care about and like them very much, and to let them understand. What they do for the players they like is worth it.”

At night, Xing Yi changed his clothes and took the pillow to Xiao Cun's bed, asking to sleep together.

"Do you want to be slept by me, or do you want to sleep." Xiao Cun confirmed to him seriously, and he threw the pillow on Xiao Cun's chest, then pressed it up and turned over to lie next to Xiao Cun: "...sleep. How do you Acting like you don't want to sleep with me?"

"Because I like Baishen to take the initiative." Xiao Cun liked Xing Yi's body temperature, so soon he hugged him quietly, and the other party also yelled itchy, then stayed in his arms obediently, and opened Weibo.

At that time, things got so big after Xue Haoyan’s post, and the last post on Xing Yi’s Weibo was still just a simple Spring Festival greeting from last year, just like after he transferred, he didn’t mention Chilang again when anything happened.

Fans communicated with him under that blessing, some felt distressed, some scolded those black people, and some seriously asked him whether the incident was true or not and his hand injury. More recently, they were still discussing his birthday, asking him Do you want any gifts, or have already prepared the videos you edited and the pictures you drew, and want to show them to him.

Xing Yi looked through it many times, and the fans in front of him seem to be no longer the ones who supported him wholeheartedly when he was a rookie jungler, and they still seem to be somewhat similar to those people, or even exactly the same.

In the dark, the light from the mobile phone illuminated Xing Yi's white forehead hair and slightly opened eyes. Soon, he moved his fingers and clicked to post a new Weibo.

Xiao Cun hugged him, and there was a clear and slightly hesitant touch screen sound in his ears. Before finally clicking send and locking the screen to sleep, Xing Yi took the initiative to hug him and tortured him several times next to his ear, "Xiao Cun, I like it." You", and then seemed to be at ease, and closed his eyes.

The author has something to say: ↓↓The content in the following explanation has been changed. I will remind you again later that OTL will also remind you tomorrow, but friends who come later today can ignore it, because what you see is the latest OTL content that is okay In short, the meaning of a thousand words given to everyone by the stupid author... (You

(Explanation to the end: ...I originally thought that my style was too slow and wasted everyone's points. This chapter is about 3000 words, but I only posted more than 2000 words. The next few hundred words were added as a gift after I published it. I think it is compensation Everyone, look at my descriptive style_(:з)∠)_, but I copied and repeated the next few hundred words, and deleted the duplicates, but the number of words is not enough... I am going to be stupid to death

So I can only add up the number of words at the end. I will fix the content of the next chapter later and add a few hundred words. If you see the little angel first, ignore the OTL at the end of this chapter.)

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The meeting makes me want to die QaO

How about this chapter, it’s so complicated that I don’t know if I can clearly express the relationship between idols and fans that is both important and difficult to really intersect. After all, because of his family, Baishen actually has a lot of shortcomings in his personality... In the past, it was difficult for him to get out of the predicament alone (