The King is Difficult [E-sports]

Xiao Cun hurriedly closed the comment page, but after a flash, he found that the fan often made some video clips of Xing Yi's games—well, this is normal.

His fingers just moved like this, and he gradually got used to their way of talking, and unknowingly, he had browsed many fans' Weibo.

The dimly glowing mobile phone screen reflected his usually calm eyes, flickering slightly, gradually making his movements come to a standstill.

He remembered that he had been watching Xing Yi's competition very seriously all these years, and sometimes he would go to the scene, through all the cheering and cheering, watching from afar the guy who was sitting on the player's bench talking and laughing with Ye Qingcheng discussing tactics people.

After each victory, when Xing Yi and his teammates walked to the stage and bowed to the audience, Xiao Cun could not help but beat faster as he stayed in the audience, because he felt that he was finally getting a little closer to him.

Except for the online dating back then, his other knowledge of Xing Yi comes from various post-match interviews and live broadcasts - Xing Yi is not a person who is particularly good at live broadcasting, and usually just explains the situation while playing, and completes the live broadcast of signing contracts every month The duration is enough.No one could tell that Captain Xing didn't have much interest in the live broadcast or social software. The live broadcast room didn't feel a little happier until he and Ji Chaoran were in a duo.

So Xiao Cun always thought that Hongchen might have hidden his nature of running the train with his mouth full of words, and turned into the always sharp and aggressive style of monologue on the field.

If everyone knew Xing Yi in reality, they would definitely not get used to his ruffian and arrogant appearance on the field——Xiao Cunben decided that he knew Xing Yi's inside and outside better than others.

But only then did Xiao Cun discover that many of Xing Yi's fans, even if they only knew the serious monologues on the field and didn't know Xing Yi, knew the real him well.

For example, in the arena, I always refuse to admit defeat, but I usually counsel when I should, and I am never ambiguous.

For example, I love to eat sweets and fruits, but I am not good at eating spicy food, but I have a soft spot for hot pot.

For example, when you are in a bad mood, there are always 1 reasons to make life difficult for yourself, and no one can persuade you.

For example, he is a reliable leader of the team on the field, but he likes to play tricks and never sit down when he can lie down.

Afraid of heat, talkative, has learned how to shoot, has a nice voice, fights and swears fiercely, looks fierce, speaks frivolously and wildly, but is gentle and strong inside.

For the first time, Xiao Cun knew that there were so many people who knew Xing Yi well, and they would never think that he was as tough and arrogant as outsiders just because of his scarred face and smirking eyes.

Similarly, Xing Yi still has many friends, not to mention Ye Qingcheng and others on the same team, Jiang Hanshuo and other seniors can be as close to Xing Yi as brothers, and most of those younger juniors also worship Xing Yi and have been taken care of by Xing Yi.

This may be the first time Xiao Cun discovered in so many years that he stayed in place and watched the other person, thinking that his liking and understanding surpassed anyone else, but in fact, his mortal world left him, and he had already had an extraordinarily rich life.

Xing Yi never belonged to him.

Logue is admired by audiences all over the world, has tens of thousands of fans, and has friends who have been with him for many years.

Teammates, opponents from various countries, the coaching team, and even lpl commentators, hosts, photographers, and organizer staff all seem to be closer to Xing Yi than him.

The person he likes is liked by many people and likes many people.

He counts nothing.

It's as if Hongchen once admitted to him that he likes men, but when they broke up, he said that he might not like men. He seems to have been deceived all the time, and he has always been unwilling.

Wanting to ignore the other party, but couldn't help kissing him, wanting to take revenge on the other party, and raising all the white flags in a second of distress.

If he hadn't been accepted by the other party because he offered to be a gun'friend for fun, he might not even be able to compare with someone like Fang Zhongyan who can drink and drink with him more, not to mention people like Ji Chaoran who have long been acquainted with Xing Yi up.

This was an obvious fact, but now he clearly discovered that, as one of the officially recognized top 20 players in the world, the distance between Xing Yi and him was far beyond his imagination.

So later when Xing Yi joked with him again, he felt that there was only an impulse left in his mind. He wanted to possess him, wanted him to belong to him, and wanted him to only have himself in his heart, even if it was only for a short while. of.

So he walked over, restrained the other party, regardless of everything at the moment, and did everything he wanted to do to Xing Yi long ago.

In the dim light, Xing Yi's expression and voice were so seductive in his eyes that he seemed to have lost all ability to think.

In fact, he has always known the source of pleasure between men and men, but he has never practiced it.He once used a gv actor's photo as his profile picture, just because that person was similar to Xing Yi.But when he was recognized later, he pretended that he found it randomly, and then replaced it.

How ridiculous he is, this may be the only way for him to show that he likes Xing Yi, and he seems to be hiding some big secret, secretly proud and happy about it.

He has a single love for a person who abandoned him, like Icarus flying to the sun with wings made of wax, it will melt and die, his heart is like a fire burning, but he does not forget to comfort Xing Yi, and after that , and got Xing Yi's enthusiastic response.

Xiao Cun only felt his eyes warm, he knew that even if Xing Yi couldn't say a complete sentence at this moment, he was the only one in his eyes.So he lowered his head and left a gentle and cool kiss on the other's flushed face.

He has never thought that people are not as fun as games, but he is attracted by Xing Yi like a demon. He has almost forgotten all the instructions Li Yishi gave him. At the beginning, he couldn't stand the tight and gentle Feeling hot, he quickly surrendered and surrendered, but how could his heart that had been dormant for several years be able to calm down easily-after he continued, the situation became much better, and Xing Yi seemed to be the same as him.

But in the end, when he saw the liquid running down the line of the opponent's leg, he suddenly felt that he might really be a scum.

Not only in a semi-forced form, but also to induce the other party to ask him to satisfy his selfish heart.

Xing Yi's almost unsteady back made him feel guilty, and he quickly got up and grabbed him.

When he cleaned up everything for him later, he could clearly feel that the other party was a little weak, and he just quietly leaned on his shoulder.In the small bathroom, the sound of water was full of ambiguous tones. He stroked Xing Yi's waist and closed his eyes tightly, just wanting to keep this person in his arms for the rest of his life.

However, everything that happened while lying on the bed made him completely unable to react.

Xing Yi said that he didn't understand what was going on?And asked him if he could like him just because he was comfortable?

……what happened.

Xiao Cun was a little short-circuited. The other party didn't have the confidence of a rogue like usual, instead he seemed aggrieved and afraid of being rejected, and his voice was not loud, as if he was spinning in his throat before he spoke vaguely.

This made Xiao Cun completely disregarding other things, he quickly put his arms around the other person and made him turn sideways to face himself.He wanted to comfort him, so he couldn't help answering the question just now anxiously: "Yes... I can like you..."

……Um?But it sounds like something is wrong?

Xing Yi was silent for a while in the dark, not knowing what he was thinking, and finally reached out and hugged him.

"...Then I will behave better." Xing Yi muttered: "It was my fault when I was dating you online before. I thought you were inexplicable and didn't take it as a real relationship. At that time, I didn't know how to fall in love, but I There are talents in other places, flexibility is good, and they are all trained in fighting over walls before. You can teach me anything. It seems that I am naturally sensitive, and I can respond to it if I touch it twice, okay?"

But the more Xiao Cun listened to it, the more he felt that something was wrong. Leaving aside the matter of online dating, he finally understood the meaning of what Xing Yi mumbled just now——Xing Yi really regarded him as thinking only in jb Scum, but still willing to jump into the fire pit?

"You... like me?" So before explaining, Xiao Cun couldn't help asking.

"...You fucking." Xing Yi replied, "Of course it is!"

The moment Xing Yi opened his mouth, Xiao Cun just heard his own heartbeat suddenly amplified, shaking his mind almost blank.

After a long silence, Xing Yi moved his shoulders impatiently, and Xiao Cun came back to his senses, resisting the urge to hold the person in his arms again, and continued: "I want you to be a friend... ...why do you still like me?"

Xiao Cun felt both excitement and sourness in his chest—since Xing Yi didn't know his intentions at the moment, then this guy was simply wronging himself.

But Xing Yi didn't hesitate, and quickly answered naturally: "Because you look good?"

Xiao Cun was stunned for a moment, and was a little at a loss - he didn't know how to refute this reason at all.

After a while, he felt that his face was still getting hot involuntarily from being praised, but he still couldn't help but put his arms around him and said: "...then you can't like a scum just because of this, someday you can't help him. What to do when you are sad."

"...Brother, what do you mean?" Xing Yi became anxious when he heard it, and struggled to move in his arms: "Will you give me a chance?"

However, Xing Yi also seemed to realize that his attitude was a bit too aggressive, so his tone immediately calmed down a bit: "...you won't suffer again anyway, Xiao Cun..."

This made Xiao Cun frowned secretly, feeling distressed and angry at the same time. After struggling to calm down his heartbeat for a while, he stroked Xing Yi's back, hugged him tighter, and said heavily: "You The fuck has no idea why I'm asking you to be my bum buddy, shit."

Xing Yi paused, but quickly returned in dissatisfaction: "Aren't you all fucking like Ji Chaoran, why don't you find someone to vent your anger? ... You are better than him, and your eyes can be deceiving. I almost thought you liked me..."

Immediately afterwards, Xing Yi lowered his voice: "Hey brother, don't laugh at me for being narcissistic... I know that I am definitely not as handsome as your old friend..."

In the warm blanket where the two of them entangled each other on a winter night, Xiao Cun seemed to hear the heartbeat in his chest becoming hollow and fast again, and his protruding Adam's apple was surging quietly—maybe at this moment, compared to answering Xing Yi, he Maybe you want to kill yourself first.