The King is Difficult [E-sports]

Xing Yi never thought that the first time he said these things to the public, it was not to any of his friends, not to Xiao Cun, but to the person in front of him, his black fan.

However, the other party's expression also changed from indifference and sarcasm at the beginning to surprise and complexity later on.

"You..." Under the light, Chi Yang asked perhaps the most direct question after listening to it: "——why didn't you tell the fans?"

But Xing Yi only smiled and replied, "Who do you think it would be good for you to involve fans in this kind of thing?" This made Chi Yang grit his teeth, and inexplicably became uneasy: "You, your true fan is so Too much, I’m still a thief JB brainless, I fight with Lao Tzu every day, I hacked you more seriously than hacking their own father, so...so they will definitely believe you and help you to join the club. As long as they don’t buy it, the team can’t do it Unyielding-"

"What true fan?" But Xing Yi smiled fiercely, and then raised his volume a little: "Are you referring to a true fan like [Bupo], who turns fans to black after just a few words of incitement?"

When mentioning this person in this way, Xing Yi's voice should have been filled with anger, but at this moment, it seemed to be just sad. Chi Yang was taken aback when he heard this. The youngest and naive player in the team, Monologue——When the opponent occasionally does not perform well in the game, it is easy to get along with him, his eyes are red and unhappy, and even the coach came to persuade him for a long time before he was willing to leave his seat. The fans could only wash the floor for him while coaxing him in various ways, and they also had to be terrified that when he came back to play rank today, he would complain with others and be hacked again—this was for the captain Xing Yi who later stood alone It's almost like a scene from a previous life, but at this moment, Chi Yang can't help smelling a bit of the older child's breath of "you all have to get used to me" in the monologue back then.

"You—are you angry with your fans now?" So even he was a little speechless: "Ri...are you an idiot? Bupo is also a victim, he has really been a fan of you for many years Now, you mean that even if the reason for your departure seems to be for money, he can't turn black on you, he must consciously believe that you have other reasons?"

Xing Yi probably also noticed his gaffe, so he had no choice but to keep smoking without looking away.

After a shock, Chi Yang also slowed down in the silence for a while, and his tone softened a little bit: "... I suspect you are mentally retarded, if you really want fans to stand by you in your heart, then you must not let them all Relying on self-consciousness, some things still have to be said directly.”

He thought he was polite enough and gave him a reasonable suggestion, but Xing Yi came over and put his arms on the table in front of him, showing his displeasure on his face.

Those amber eyes were still very sharp, looking indifferent and aloof, almost stunned him, and reminded him inexplicably why he became a fan of this person, maybe it was because of his aggressive playing style, and this pair of sharp eyes. Eye.

However, Xing Yi went on to say: "Then, you answer me a question first."

Only then did Chi Yang come to his senses, and quickly slapped himself in the heart twice to warn himself not to think about what was there or what was not. Xing Yi also took him as acquiescing, and continued: "The Liuhuo support I just mentioned, What do you think... what was the conflict between him and the club back then?"

"Ah...?" Chi Yang paused, and the instinctive reaction in his heart was that since Xing Yi used that person as an example, it would naturally not be the opposite, so he blurted out: "Because the club treated him unfairly and joined forces with other Players isolate him?"

"Tsk," however, Xing Yi's smile became colder, and the cigarette was twisted repeatedly in his hand: "You should know that I am very familiar with their mid laner Tae - what happened back then, In fact, it was the support who passively trained and threatened the club to give him a salary increase on the grounds that he was an old player who had been on the team since S2, otherwise he would not renew his contract. Teammate, but he is a better player than him, and he also talked about two girlfriends, and brought them to the training room to influence other people. If the boss didn't agree, he would beat him up, so the team couldn't bear to confront him. I also went directly to talk about the new assistant, understand?"

"..." Chi Yang was speechless, and the first sentence he spoke couldn't help asking: "Then why did you use him as an example—"

——Fuck, you two should be the same kind as agreed?waste time.

"Because," however, Xing Yi showed a triumphant smile, and his tone gradually became calm again: "You can't judge whether what I said just now about him biting the club is true, right? There may even be a part of it. It’s true, part of it is false, for example, it’s true that he always brings girlfriends to influence training, and it’s false to threaten salary increases, who do you think you should trust at this time?”

Every piece of peripheral equipment shrouded in lights in the training room seemed to have a warm sense of decadence. Xing Yi's words blended with the sound of the host operating, which also made Chi Yang understand what this guy meant. .

——Every time there is a conflict between the club and the players, it is an undercurrent and protracted battle, and what fans can see is at most the part that is put on the stage, and it is still difficult to judge the real situation. right or wrong.

Just like at this moment, he couldn't tell which sentence Xing Yi was lying to him at all.He could only struggle and say: "I think Chiwo's main purpose at the beginning was not to rotate you, but to sell you to make you willing to leave. After all, buying and selling players is also a big source of income for the club. Besides you...you are a Such an older player can still sell so much money, I would do it if I were you. But if I were you, I would just rely on not signing and not leaving. The big deal is that I will die. If I have the ability, I will really let me be a substitute. Your boss said Talk about trying to force you to leave, if you refuse to leave, he really dares to change you, and it is his own fault."

"Burning jade and stone? I didn't see that you can still use idioms?" Xing Yi dismissed his long words: "Then do you know that a good man doesn't suffer from immediate losses? Even if he doesn't change me today, I don't know if he will change me tomorrow." How would I deal with a disobedient employee who caused him to lose a lot of money? Anyway, it will be a matter of time. I will leave the rich second-generation idiots behind, and stay in that team and wait for another day to be fucked? I haven't done it yet. Crazy, I also don't know how long I can maintain my state, so after two days of calming down, I think he may be right, the best of both worlds, let's get together and break up."

Xing Yi said it very easily, just like his cunning tone every time he played tricks in interviews, but Chi Yang still read a little bit of sadness and grievance from those eyes. At least, today's conversation made him Knowing that, Xing Yi still wants to gain the unconditional trust of fans in his heart, which is the same as the understanding that he used to treat genius monologues like children.

However, even Xing Yi probably knew in his heart that it was impossible.

——Back then, Bupo came to talk to him excitedly and anxiously in that restaurant, and took the train on many holidays just to watch his two games. Even during the college entrance examination, Shanghai was regarded as the first target city for this, but now I have already told everyone that when I was your fan, I should treat it as a dog.

In fact, the so-called truth is never necessary for fans, even if a player becomes a fan, or a player plays single player all day without training, they don’t have to know everything, they just need to believe what they see Yes, and in the process of fanning e-sports, it is enough to gain some blood and emotion.

After all, the relationship between fans and players is just one of many fates.

Fate has a beginning, and there is always an end.

——There is nothing to pursue right or wrong.

So before leaving the training room, Xing Yi let out a long breath accompanied by the scent of nicotine, only lowered his eyes to lightly crush the cigarette in the ashtray in front of Chi Yang, and spoke again.

"You can think that I am escaping from reality, afraid that one day I will decline and be replaced, or you can think that I am weak and hesitant, and I have no courage to confront the team. You can even guess that sometimes I have a little selfishness in my heart, thinking that the rich second generation The boss is even better—” He said: “I can’t stay in Chilang to take risks, and I’m also afraid that if Third Master Qin makes any moves, I can’t help but get up with him—I can’t and I don’t want to let this happen.” This team is restless, let alone let Qingcheng do any messy actions to protect me. The reason why he and I are called Chilang's twin stars is not only because of the tacit cooperation, but also because he is only one day younger than me— —I regard him as my younger brother. Everyone knows that the mid laner position has higher requirements in terms of reaction speed and operation than the jungler. This year may be his last chance to compete for the championship, even if the chance of winning in the end Infinity is approaching 0, I can’t even harm him, if he helps me after knowing the truth, what will he do in the future? Will he regret it? ——Then it’s better for me to be more straightforward. The only thing I didn’t expect was that the club would Consolidate the fans of the team, and don't hesitate to incite him to go to the live broadcast room to say those words."

These words startled Chi Yang, and his chest suddenly started to feel a little blocked.

Ye Qingcheng was so angry that the scenes in the live broadcast room that hinted that Xing Yi betrayed everything for money seemed to be still alive, and the reason why Xing Yi told him this in front of him was probably because after he said this, he couldn't help but think about it. Find someone to talk to, even if this person is a teammate who has been against him for a long time.

Xing Yi said that there are always some people whose obsession with e-sports is beyond your imagination.

——In the year when he and I finished runner-up in the World Series for the first time, everyone sprayed it to death. He comforted me to ignore it, but that night I heard him lying on the bed and crying under the quilt. I still resisted not wanting me to know, so only at that moment, I really wanted to kill those who mocked our runner-up.

After that, the top laner in the team couldn’t bear the pressure and retired directly, but he increased his daily training time to 17 hours. Really, I think it’s too painful for him to hold this ideal, even his family members never I didn't understand him. During the Chinese New Year, the family went on a trip, saying that there was no need to take him, let him play games by himself, what is this concept, do you understand?However, he can still tell me about it as a joke—even though he came back to the base to find me in New Years Eve as if he had escaped.At that time, I wondered if he came here to accompany me and made up a reason. I didn't know until later that he really came to accompany me, but at the same time, the reason was not made up.

I know that the most important thing to him is e-sports, but to me, although e-sports is also very important, his brother is the most important.He needs a stable team and a stable environment to fight for the last fight. Since Boss Qin wants to sell me or break my heart sooner or later, I can no longer talk to this team, or bet on the ending with a hand injury. .

——Sometimes when I look at him, when I look at some good players, I also want to ask, have some people in the league who are so peaceful in their fans, spend their training time playing mobile games, and the management who do nothing at all have thought about it , For players like Han Shuo and Fengshen NONO, when will they be drowned by ideals?

And when they are all drowned, no one can estimate whether this league will be reborn or will be even more confused.

——Whether I am forced or voluntary, I have already planned to go ashore, whoever loves to be black, anyway, most of my future days will be free and easy, but at least when I leave, I don’t want to break the most important thing to me. The hand of his teammate grasping the last straw.

Anyway, I don't mind trying to be the latter.

Sections of Xing Yi's words echoed in the training room, clear and calm, as if he was just telling some stories that he had watched, and others struggled for their ideals to pieces.

His eyes only fell on the ashtray casually, but Chi Yang looked at him without knowing whether he was angry with him or someone else, and suddenly thought of many past games—the games that made his blood boil and tears filled his eyes at this moment It came to his mind, in stark contrast to the gloom in the championship and Asia competition in the finals.

In the past, even if Xing Yi faced the world's No. [-] strong team, he could have a strong tug-of-war with the opposing jungler in the early stage. Even multi-national commentators defined him as the only existence that made the Korean team be more careful, so almost the entire game The former banpicks are targeting him-of course, only targeting him is enough.However, this year, in the final game, Xing Yi did not at least stabilize the team's early stage as before. Instead, Chilang WOLF, like other teams defeated by the champion team, collapsed from the beginning to the end and made mistakes later. more.

He is different from Jiang Hanshuo, one of them is good at manipulative offensive heroes like Rengar Blind Monk Elise, and the other is good at team-oriented heroes like Rexai Dragon Maiden Pantheon, although there is no distinction between the two , but the career lifespan of players with the former style is generally shorter than that of the latter, and once they make a mistake, it will always be more obvious than when the latter makes a mistake.

——It may be okay to miss one or two people in the Reike team battle, but if Rengar fails to grasp the timing of the shot after the ultimate move, it will look particularly glaring.

Monologue is a genius in this league and the captain of Chiwolves, the most aggressive team in the LPL. Everyone is used to seeing his strength and his ability to face no one, so he is never allowed to leave Under the altar, he will never allow his Rengar to no longer be able to hit the ground, and his Elise will no longer be able to accurately control, resist and fight, and he will never be allowed to lose the ability to create an advantage for the team in almost every move , even if he can still do not drag down the team.

It was only then that Chi Yang remembered that others' requirement for monologues was never "playing well", but "must be the strongest, must resist at the forefront of the team and become a carry point" - and what is even more frightening is that this actually It seems to be taken for granted.

Perhaps, no fan has ever really understood this talented boy.

And the distance between worship and understanding is indeed the furthest.

As night fell, the lights became brighter and brighter, and Xing Yi seemed to have finally uttered his heart, leaving only one sentence, "Be a sane black from now on", and planned to leave.

The back is no longer as young and vigorous as it was when he finished the game in that Internet cafe, but Chi Yang completely overlapped him with the boy named Hongchen, and then kicked the chair away before calling out his name, Instinctively stood up and grabbed his arm.

"Red Dust—"

In just one second, when Xing Yi turned around, the expression on his face was hasty doubts, but Chi Yang's throat was trembling, and he had already approached his face, and his voice almost came from instinct, as if trying to redeem Back to all my mistakes for so long.

"Xing Yi——what if, if I said... I fucking started to work hard and plan not to be a salted fish for you not to be hacked and to return to LPL one day?

——Can you take me back to the abyss you mentioned, take me to drown, and show me how fucking beautiful the scenery is there? "

There was even a second, what he wanted to say was, you are a monologue, how the hell can you wrong yourself like this - our team, go find the red wolf WOLF for revenge.

The author has something to say: (Climb up and tell me that my mother suddenly came to me on Saturday OTL probably won’t be able to go back in time, little angels are waiting for me tomorrow T3T) The number of words has exceeded 233 in the next chapter, my dear Son Xiaocun can finally come back, crying rough (.