The King is Difficult [E-sports]

For Xiao Cun, this is an extremely vulgar predicament.

There are two little people fighting in my mind, one is very anxious, saying, Xing Yi is so nice, why did you insist on making him angry and sad when he was chatting and laughing with you just now; the other is very literary, saying, but He didn't coax you, you didn't say anything wrong.

In the process of their struggle, Xiao Cun seemed to see his 16-year-old self, who had new expectations for turning on the computer every day. Once the other party played trumpet with his friends one day, he would feel lost, and just saw Hongchen's id , he will be inexplicably relieved again - born with the name of a couple, it seems that what the other party said is right.

Later, when he was 17 years old, he was simply abandoned. Like every teenager who lost love at this age, he was calm on the surface, but his heart was aching. At that time, even when he opened the game every day, he would only see the gray friend list. Name, not even interested in taking the first victory.

At that time, the young heart didn't dare to tell anyone. After all, online love touches true feelings and will definitely be ridiculed. He also thought that as long as he gritted his teeth and persisted for a while, everything would pass, but on a certain day, he suddenly saw that person became Rising stars in the LPL league, even if they just log in to a game client, can gradually see their opponent's news appearing on it—for example, "Rookie jungler Monologue vs. veteran Sniper, who do you support", "Chilang wolf: from the strongest dark horse To the strongest offensive team", and "LPL's strongest twin star monologue & stinger, we are the bayonet", etc. As for seeing various photos of Xing Yi in various places he wants to see or not, it is even more common.

At that time, he was like a little star chasing girl watching her ex-boyfriend who left her and became a big star. The so-called "unreconciled" and "want revenge" to cover up the fact that I still like such a person.

Did he get revenge?He took revenge, and cooperated with Chi Yang to snub Xing Yi, but he didn't persist a few times, and his acting skills were clumsy, revealing his true colors.

Later, he was half forced, half uncontrollable, and got Xing Yi's body and Xing Yi's heart. He didn't have a moment, and he didn't feel lucky for it.

However, if the other party agreed to online dating with him out of boredom at the beginning, and one day the business gets too busy, he can still understand. I know whether I still have the right to be sad for the "things that happened 800 years ago" in Xing Yi's mouth, or tell the truth, hoping that Xing Yi will coax me.

Perhaps, he did not.

He once watched Xing Yi as a freezing point in the midst of the crowd's victory over his opponent in a crucial battle. The veins on his neck protruded and roared—the voice almost penetrated the front half of the seat where he was sitting, and he choked in an instant. His trembling throat was blown, spraying flowers all over the sky, Jiang Kai and Ye Qingcheng hugged Xing Yi directly from left to right, and the bottom duo also raised their arms and joined them.

At that moment Xiao Cun knew that the arena was welcoming its heroes, but there was no other way but to witness and leave.

He also participated in the lottery for visiting the base of the Scarlet Wolf team by accident. He didn't know whether he wanted to be drawn or not, and he couldn't help thinking about what expression he should make when he met Xing Yi at the base. , but in the end, when he really became one of the selected candidates, he looked at the silent screen under the night for a long time, and finally chose to reply to the staff with a few short words: Sorry, I have a temporary business, so I can't go.

On the day of the event, he still stayed in the team to play rank without changing his expression, but he happened to be in the same team as Xing Yi, one game after another, Xing Yi himself lamented that it was too coincidental, and even asked him if you were the one LSPL's Shuai Bi was the top order--finally the screen showed that Monologue had sent a friend invitation, but after sinking his head, he quickly tapped to decline.

In fact, when Xing Yi was typing and talking to him, his whole heart was beating wildly as if he had suddenly revived after years of silence, but the 16-year-old who was only interested in games seemed to suddenly come back to him—yes, this The beginning is very similar to that year.

So whether he is unwilling or afraid to click to accept, perhaps, he doesn't even know.

The spring night in the south no longer needs the warmth of the air conditioner, Xiao Cun lay alone on the bed, but there seemed to be the breath of Xing Yi beside him, which kept him unable to close his eyes.

Later, he vaguely heard that Ye Qingcheng and Chi Yang had come back. They were discussing something, which meant that Ye Qingcheng had indirect evidence that Chilang offered to sell Xing Yi back then, and he would send it out after IS won the game this week. Definitely better than posting right now.But Chi Yang also said, "We still have to solve the problem of the HJ team first. If Xing Yi still says he doesn't want to look for it tomorrow, we will beg him together. You'd better cry and beg until this matter is resolved." , we still have evidence and records to speak of, it is as stable as a defensive tower - if we don't wait until we lose the Chilang game this week, it will be even more so that the idiot surnamed Qin can't get up", but Ye Qingcheng roared softly, " Don't say it, I'm fucking your mother affecting my mentality of playing the game." Then, Chi Yang said contemptuously, "You still want to go back to play the game? I still expect you to play fake games so that Chilang will be directly relegated and let the surname down." Qin knows what gain outweighs the loss." After that, the two quarreled twice, as if they found that Xing Yi had already fallen asleep, so they didn't wake him up for the time being - one party said, why both of them fell asleep, they seemed very tired and tired Fierce, the other party replied, JB must be premature ejaculation surnamed Xiao.

In the end, the two of them continued to sleep in the same bed peacefully.

Xiao Cun breathed quietly, and heard Chi Yang ask: "The number one mid laner in the trash, did Lu Yihang reply, and what should I say?"

Ye Qingcheng replied in a low voice: He was about to explode with anger, what else could he say, but he told me not to tell Jiang Kai, the fat man is an honest man, just let him eat happily every day.

The two lay on the bed for a while, and Ye Qingcheng tentatively asked how Xing Yi got on with that Bingshan, and Chi Yang replied, my Xiaochun is handsome and best to Xing Yi, it's normal to get along with each other, Plus jb big.

Without the wind from the air conditioner, although their voices were muffled, they were still quite clear. Xiao Cun turned over, but because of their words, only the smile that Xing Yi froze on his face was left in front of him—he suddenly started Doubt, is he really the best for Xing Yi? ——Obviously Xing Yi was just attacked by the Scarlet Wolf team with past incidents, but he didn't evade at all. Instead, he made Xing Yi sad. He might not be as good as anyone around Xing Yi who was trying to help Xing Yi people.

So do your emotions and thoughts matter?He closed his eyes, feeling more and more that it shouldn't be important.

Only then did he remember that the original intention of his relationship with Xing Yi seemed to be to not ask for anything in return.

It's just that while he was thinking about everything, Xing Yi's voice suddenly appeared, disrupting the original air in the dormitory.

- "He's the best ass to me."

The room instantly became quiet, Xiao Cun was taken aback for a moment, Chi Yang and Ye Qingcheng over there seemed to realize that he was not asleep at all, and they both kept silent for a few seconds, then the former smirked and said, "Could it be a fight? People with such an honest body should not Tsundere, trash jungler", but the latter looked very serious: "...Is it because of the Han River team thing, what did he say about you?"

Then, Ye Qingcheng began to ask again and again. Xing Yi was still silent at first, but finally couldn't help answering a lot, such as "He bullied me again for being good-tempered", "Called me to be as bad as that fan said", "Tell me I made myself cry", "don't fucking apologize and think I'm right" and stuff like that.

Ye Qingcheng was puzzled at first, "What is you??", and then became very angry: "You are just not strong enough, why are you crying, hate him!"

Chi Yang murmured in a low voice, "Is he not tough enough??" However, after Xing Yi retorted, "I can be called fucking tender as water", he could only compromise: yes, yes, tender as water, I'm afraid not Boil water.

Xiao Cun could only listen to Xing Yi's embellishment with the two of them, but instinctively heaved a sigh of relief, and gradually felt relieved.

After all, judging from Xing Yi's voice, at least the other party did not cry silently as soon as he turned around and got into bed, as he had worried.

At the end of the three people's few words, Ye Qingcheng couldn't help but get up and beat him up, but Xing Yi quickly stopped him: "He should have fallen asleep, he has been training for so long every day, so don't make trouble on rest days... I won’t beat you tomorrow.”

Xiao Cun was startled, suddenly a little at a loss, he could only tighten the quilt secretly.

"All right, all right," Ye Qingcheng also agreed: "Tomorrow, I will avenge my previous revenge. Last time, my jaw was going to be crooked."

Xing Yi immediately asked, "Aren't you venting your anger for me, bro??", but Ye Qingcheng only replied, "Don't let you be deceived, you don't listen, why should I vent your anger for you", and fell asleep.

But the next day, the whole team knew about the quarrel between their upper and wild teams. Ye Qingcheng and Chi Yang accused each other of being the first to leak the news, but Xing Yi didn't care. Seeing Ye Qingcheng and Li Yishi go out, he said: "I know You know, anyway, I have no bamboo shoots, and I didn’t say that my boyfriend has a bad character and still insist on not breaking up.”

These words could be heard in the whole training room, Xiao Cun's face darkened suddenly, Ji Chaoran quickly put on his earphones and performed to immerse himself in the e-sports dream when he saw the situation was not good, but Chi Yang was really concentrating on the game and did not speak.

Xing Yi saw that no one cared, so he went to the team doctor after a while, but Xiao Cun stood up and followed him at this moment, as if he was following him.

Along the way, Xing Yi knew that someone was following him, but he didn't bother to say anything. He just went into the infirmary and sat down to finish the physical therapy. Because he needed an injection today, he consciously put his wrist on the mat and waited for the team doctor to dispense the medicine.

Xiao Cun, on the other hand, stood outside the door without saying a word, as if he had no intention of leaving at all. Xing Yi turned his head slightly to look at his half face, and quickly smacked his lips and stood up to wipe out the concealed door. Close it, but only halfway through his movements, Xiao Cun grabbed the edge of the door with his fingers and got stuck in the middle, preventing him from closing it.

The two looked at each other without speaking, but their hands were exerting force, so Xing Yi had to grit his teeth. In terms of arm strength, he was indeed slightly inferior to Xiao Cun, but as long as he pressed the entire door and forced it to close, Xiao Cun could use all his strength. No matter how big it is, it is impossible to hold it, but it will be crushed if the hand is not removed in time.

The sun shone in Xiao Cun's silent and serious eyes, Xing Yi finally let go and shrugged, and sat back down without saying anything.

Then Xiao Cun got his wish, and continued to stand outside the door, as if he was competing with someone, anyway, he didn't leave or go in.

Soon, the team doctor also came.

"It's still ozone injection this time, but if you insist on not having surgery, you will always have to be sealed in the future-" Then, while the team doctor was talking, Xing Yi almost retracted his hand instinctively: "Damn it...Doctor Meng don't , How did I hear that one injection of that thing will shorten half a year of life?? You also know my lungs and stomach, I guess I can live to be 60 years old, which is not bad.”

"What are you talking about when you're young?" The team doctor said, "It's just that the sealing is really harmful to the body. Who told you that one injection can shorten your life for half a year."

Xing Yi couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief after hearing this, but the team doctor smiled: "It may also be a year."

Then Xing Yi began to beg him not to make jokes. The team doctor smiled and said, "What? I'm not joking." He asked him not to move, and then called the newly recruited assistant, and pointed out: Show you this typical joint. , Tendon sheath strain, styloid process, shoulder and cervical spine, I will look at it later, first carefully observe how I hit this part of the wrist, the concentration should be lower, two needles, the position must be accurate.

Xing Yi, who was used as a sample, had nothing to love, and the team doctor quickly pressed hard and asked if it was here. He immediately yelled in pain, and then answered obediently as usual, yes.

Then the assistant's eyes were serious, but Xing Yi turned his head away and didn't look at it. After a cold touch, the familiar needle pierced his skin. As the team doctor pressed down the needle, the tightening pain also brought The cold liquid spread from his wrist to the back of his hand and thumb, and soon became swollen. The low temperature of the liquid spread to the skin, and the back of his hand also had many traces of blue and purple blood vessels due to the cold.

With his physique, the edema usually subsides after a few hours. However, although his wrist will be swollen after the injection, and the thumb on the back of his hand will feel a little cold, but in the final analysis, it is not a serious matter.

——If he didn't see the needle bleeding when the team doctor changed the second needle.

"Well..." Just after the second injection, Xing Yi felt dizzy and nauseated more and more, so he quickly closed his eyes and buried his face in his arms: "Doctor Meng..."

However, before the team doctor could speak, the door was suddenly opened, and Xiao Cun's anxious face appeared under the light.

The assistant was taken aback by this scene, but the team doctor winked: "These two young lovers are arguing, don't worry about it."

Then, seeing Xiao Cun walk in and touch Xing Yi's back without saying anything, the team doctor also quickly asked Xing Yi: "Sick of blood?"

"...Well." Xing Yi nodded with a small arc.

"Didn't you eat?" The team doctor asked again.

"...Well." Xing Yi could only continue to nod his head, his voice was very soft: "Fuck, I thought..."

"It's okay, blood dizziness is a common symptom among men," the team doctor asked his assistant to add some sugar water, and said, "It's normal to have blood on the needle of the ozone needle. —Didn’t I tell you to eat regularly, and stop eating after arguing with your boyfriend? Shame on you, little brother.”

In front of the team doctor, Xing Yi could only accept the sugar water handed by the assistant, and waited for three to five minutes to press the needle. He also recovered a lot and planned to leave.

Just looking up, he couldn't help seeing Xiao Cun's eyes frowning slightly and looking at him. They were still clear, full of tenderness and anxiety, but Xing Yi's nose was sore, and he just pushed him with his left hand. , stood up and left by himself.

Xiao Cun felt in a daze that he was separated by Xing Yi, and when he reacted and chased up the stairs, the other party was already standing at the door of the bedroom facing the direction of the stairs, as if waiting for him to come up.

"Xing Yi..."

But right after Xiao Cun walked in, Xing Yi was already crying before he reached out his hand.

The tears were split by the lights in the corridor, Xing Yi suddenly made a twitching sound in his throat, even though Xiao Cun quickly gritted his teeth and called his name and hugged him into his arms, he didn't stop, just like his trembling words,

"I believe you...that's why I told you...how do I know...you don't even think about it...why don't I want to mention that team...and at that time...From my point of view, how could Ashes, Ashes It's for real with me..."

Xiao Cun could feel that Xing Yi was crying and clutching his clothes with one hand, which made him hug him even tighter, as if he was thanking him for not pushing him away.His eyebrows were jumping, and he could only gently stroke Xing Yi's hair, letting the other party's voice start to echo intermittently in his ears.

"Ash... Ashes only know me a little bit, I thought... I thought it was just a joke, playing games together, giving gifts, and not taking it seriously... Then how the hell can't be counted as cannon fodder... Besides... , I already knew I was wrong... They scolded me when I first transferred, and you and Xiao Yang treated me like that. Then he grasped him tightly, all the cries rose to his ears, and repeated: "I believe in you, I will tell you everything, so how can you scold me like others...Xiao Cun..."

Under the light in the corridor, Xing Yi seemed to hold back all day to endure it until now, all the sadness and grievances were vomited out, Xiao Cun could only pinch the back of his neck full of suffering, unknowingly there was a light liquid Lightly wet eyelashes.

——Perhaps, he was really wrong.

It was his fault. He forgot to consider Xing Yi's position back then, so he always accused Xing Yi of having a problem with his character.

It was he who was in a hurry. He didn't remember that Xing Yi didn't know all his persistence and long-term vision for so many years.

It was also because he was so wrong that he didn't take into account Xing Yi's willingness to hand over the whole thing. When Xing Yi was interrupted by his question, when Xing Yi confessed that he had a crush on someone before, and carefully observed his reaction, he definitely didn't think about it at all. However, he would be accused of that.

If Xing Yi knew this would happen, then Xing Yi would never say it.

Only then did he understand that if he really wanted to be coaxed by Xing Yi, he could tell Xing Yi the love he hadn't been seen for so many years, so why use calm accusations and anger in exchange for the other party's subduing and admitting his mistakes.

If he is willing to change the method, then Xing Yi will definitely apologize to him and coax him seriously, and will not be impatient to satisfy all his wishes for a long time. Maybe, he can wipe away his tears and say It’s fine when you’re done crying Xiao Cun, now and in the future, I only like you and treat you very well, to redeem my sin of being a vagabond and scum back then, hey, come on, good wife, let my husband hug you.

Originally, it should be like this.

The person in his arms was crying and trembling, and Xiao Cun didn't know how many times he said sorry in the other's ear, and he calmed down the other's sadness a little. This time, Xing Yi surrendered and hugged him after holding back for a day, but he I don't know if Xing Yi will be so frank next time, the next time—maybe one day, Xing Yi will be afraid, and shrink back again, refusing to show him his heart.

So in that sobbing sound, his heart was aching and he was also afraid.

"Xing Yi... I'm sorry for Xing Yi," so Xiao Cun lowered his head and stroked the other party, while also feeling a little anxious: "It won't happen in the future, it won't happen, I just want you to coax me... But I shouldn't have asked clearly Just talk about you casually, don't trust me any more just because of this time..."

In the end, his lips began to rub against Xing Yi's soft ears that were red from crying unconsciously, and the other party who had already been unable to say much didn't answer him, but just choked: Xiao Cun... come with me to find Xue Hao words and deeds...

The night was empty, before asking Xue Haoyan who it was, Xiao Cunxian quickly agreed to him: "Okay, good boy, I'm fine, I'll be with you."

The author has something to say: I really can’t think of the title (you

Xiao Cunren is stupid, pure and persistent, and Baishen didn't get it, so he got angry and quarreled. In fact, they are all good kids

Stupid author as a shooting game fanatic... I went to the hospital to see my hand today, and I feel uncomfortable. Baishen must be more serious, and I have to ensure a certain amount of training every day. It's nothing, I feel really cruel now... OTL, so I typed a bit slower with my left hand today... Maybe this is my retribution for being cruel to Baishen (no