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, Zhang Jihe, the supporter of the radio station, showed great concern for En, and En seemed to have noticed the difference between Zhang Jihe and herself, so in the following period of time, she would reply positively whenever Zhang Jihe asked her to chat, but it seemed that In my heart, I always feel that something is wrong, but what is the difference, Mouen himself can't tell.

But let’s take it one step at a time, at least I am actively wanting to start a new life, "It will get better in the future!" Mou En thinks like this, but he has no plans to start a new relationship right away.

On this day, Zhang Jihe asked Xun to go to the concert. He knew that Xun had always liked Bigbang and was a loyal fan of Bigbang, so he bought tickets for Bigbang's concert, thinking that he might have further development with Xun by taking this opportunity. !

After receiving Zhang Jihe's invitation, Mouen also agreed without hesitation, but what Mouen didn't expect was that Zhang Jihe actually invited him to see Bigbang's concert, and ten thousand grass and mud horses rushed past in his heart, but Mouen didn't pay much attention to it. , After all, I also thought about it and wanted to start again, so I decided to go on a date with Zhang Jihe.

After tidying up, Mouen was going to go out to watch the concert with Zhang Jihe. The concert was as usual, gorgeous and exciting!

"He's still so handsome!" Mou En exclaimed!

A certain dragon seems to be born to be an entertainer!During the concert, Xun was immersed in the atmosphere of the concert, waving her arms vigorously with the music, cheering loudly with other fans, her performance was not abnormal, no one could see that she and Someone on stage has an unforgettable history, it just feels like a certain En is really their loyal fan!

A certain dragon on the stage seemed to feel the figure of a certain en. He subconsciously looked at the seat beside him and saw a figure that looked like a certain en. His heart was a little rippling, but he quickly continued to perform professionally , It was not until a few days later that I learned from the program that Mouen had indeed gone to see her own concert, and the ecstasy in my heart immediately became ready to come out!

So Moulong ignored his exhaustion, packed himself up quickly, and drove to Mouen's house. When he arrived at Mouen's house, he knocked on Mouen's door frantically. A certain dragon rushed in and hugged him, and the door was also closed by a certain dragon with his feet!

"You forgive me, right? You love me, right? I know it all!"

After finishing talking, Moulong lowered his head and kissed En in a random manner. En was so dazed by the kiss that he forgot to refuse. This made Moulong think that En really forgave him, picked up En and walked into the bedroom.

"I miss you so much, don't hide from me anymore, I really miss you so much!"

Moulong was a little crazy. After putting Mouen down on the bed, he tore Mouen's pajamas. Let it out!

The coolness from the skin made Mouen clear his mind, "What are you doing, let me go!" Mouen struggled and pushed Moulong, but the difference in physical strength didn't help at all!

"Don't be awkward baby, I really love you, let's stop torturing each other!"

Moulong felt Mouen's movements, but he didn't want to let go of Mouen, for fear that if he let go, Mouen would run away again, so he continued to move his hands, kissing Mouen hard, and the tears in the corners of Mouen's eyes were also caught by Mouen. Long ignored, he just wanted to take En as his own again, and he didn't care about many other things!

He possessed himself to En, completely fused himself with En, "Baby, say you love me, you love me!"

A certain dragon eagerly wanted to confirm the intention of a certain En, but a certain En remained silent, so a certain dragon deepened his movements, pushed hard, hugged a certain En, and let her sit on his lap, " Say it baby! You love me! Say it quickly!"

A certain dragon expressed anxiously, and the movements under his body became more and more intense. Finally, a certain en couldn't bear it and let out a sound. A certain dragon became even more excited when he heard a certain en's moaning, "Baby, don't you say It's okay, I love you, I love you, I love you..."

A certain dragon repeated that he loved her over and over again, as if he wanted to express all his thoughts during this period, and finally the two reached the peak at the same time, and a certain dragon finally stopped his movements.

He hugged Mouen with tears on his face, "Baby, come back to me, let's not continue to quarrel, okay?" The tenderness of the past seemed to be back.But the problem between the two is still not resolved.

"Is it just a quarrel in your opinion? You go, don't come to me again, I pretend that what happened today has never happened, you go..."

Mou En is a little sad, she can actually break free from Mou Long, but maybe she misses him too much, after all, she is not willing to push him away, but not pushing him away does not mean forgiveness, she thinks that if the two continue like this, sooner or later they will still be together. There will be problems, and she is afraid of being hurt again, so Mouen still chooses to leave.

"Then what were we just now?"

A certain dragon was stunned. He thought that his Zhien would forgive him before allowing his actions, but he never thought that he was still unwilling to return to him. He asked the doubts in his heart, "Why? Why are you still unwilling to return? To my side?".

"We don't fit together, there is someone more suitable for you, I can't stand you and the women around you, I can't stand your rich nightlife, I want to start my new life, we are not the same kind Man, please let me go!"

Mouen couldn't control his emotions and collapsed.

Moulong heard Mouen's words and saw Mouen's appearance, which made him a little sober, "Is someone more suitable for me? After all, you still don't want to believe me!"

Moulong is not asking anymore, he knows that if he continues to ask, he will only hurt each other more. It is his own ignorance and refusal that made Mouen become what he is now.

"Anyway, you don't want me anymore, so it doesn't matter if I'm with anyone..."

A certain dragon seemed to say this sentence on purpose.It seems that no matter what I do, I can't get Mouen back to my side, so he can only go!At this moment, he only felt lonely, a loneliness he had never felt before!

Later, Mouen moved out of the small apartment he lived in, bought a bigger house, and lived closer to Inna Oni. He did this because he was afraid that Moulong would come to find him again, and he was afraid that he would never be able to do it again. Turn around coolly.

write a song for you

After returning to the residence, Moulong really didn't contact Mouen for a long time, and he didn't go to her again. He just worked hard as usual, and occasionally interacted with Suwon deliberately on social platforms, such as in Say "dearkiko" in the ice bucket challenge, or give Suwon a thumbs up...

It's just that when he was alone, he still wanted to cry loudly. Although he knew that he was a man, it couldn't change anything!He still suffers, and his tears are still sometimes uncontrollable, so he picked up a pen and wrote the lyrics:

I know it's going to be hard and tough for me to come back

I know now I'm scared and I hate getting hurt again

You also cried the day you left because of my harsh words

I turned around and stood there feeling regretful and sorry

Even if I can see you just once

It's okay that you hate everything about me

Even if I see you in my sleep and fall in love with you again

We are like this

Maybe it's easier to die than to get your forgiveness

Even though I sing this song, I don’t know if it fits my heart

I hope you are happy and can't tell the lies that everyone tells

just pray you come back sorry

Even if I can see you just once

It's okay that you hate everything about me

Even if I see you in my sleep and fall in love with you again

We are like this

Saying now is the end is the end

I can't believe your heart

I can't let go, cuz you never ever know

I can't let you go cause you can't know

I'm like you, you're like me

There will be no second love like this

Nobody knows... we always know

Perhaps because of selfishness, this song was not released immediately, nor was it used to sing with the members of the group. He chose to keep this song for himself, as if reflecting on his previous mistakes.

One day later, he went to get tattoos again, and tattooed the three words "TO", "GET" and "HER" on the two arms and the center of the back respectively, as if swearing, in his heart Missing Mou En did not decrease because of the breakup, but accumulated more and more. He knew clearly that he still wanted to bring her back to him, and he wanted her to be with him!

Gradually, a certain dragon really began to reduce the number of times he went to nightclubs, severed all ties with Suwon, and warned the other party not to pester him, and he rarely played and joked with girls... because The more he gets in touch with other women, the more he misses her!

In his opinion, only certain en can understand his spiritual world, and can give him the purest love he wants, the purest love without fame and wealth, without any substance!It's a pity that he didn't cherish this pure love at that time. The more he thought about it, the more he regretted it. He wished he could travel back and slap himself who hurt Mouen back then.

Emotional failure seems to be able to achieve career success to some extent. This year, the two were once again separated by the same team.