[K Mo] see you see the light

Chapter 34

Zhiyi Technology

Hao Mei's seat is empty.

KO's heart also felt empty.

He moved out of the apartment and into the staff dormitory.

Life is still the same, eat three meals on time, go to bed on time, work hard, and work hard to make money.

Everything seems to be the same.

only--

"Sister, get up quickly, the red rice and barley porridge is about to be cooked." KO shouted as he walked out of the kitchen.

Looking at the empty room, KO paused: They have separated...

"Here." KO threw a few packages to Yugong.

"What is this?" Yugong quickly opened it, "Little dried fish? Isn't this my brother's favorite food..." Yugong quickly stopped talking.

"There are too many explosions, let's divide them up." KO said calmly, clenched his fists.

KO came home from the supermarket after discussing the cooperation with the client. He just wanted to buy a few cans of beer. When he saw the fresh pig’s feet on the shelf, he unconsciously imagined the embarrassing image of a child grabbing the pig’s feet until his face became greasy. KO Smiling, he took a few bags of pig's feet and some sweet corn.

Pork knuckle soup with sweet corn, my sister loves to drink this. KO walks briskly with a shopping bag in hand.

Cook on high heat for 10 minutes, then simmer on low heat for an hour and a half, season with seasoning, and it's done. KO poured the smooth and sweet pig's knuckle soup into a bowl, and walked towards the bedroom with big strides: "Sister, stop playing games, I stewed pig's knuckles for you to eat, be careful of getting hot."

The person sitting in front of the computer turned his head and smiled brightly at KO. When KO got closer, he found that there was nothingness there.

It's all just fantasy.

When KO moved out of the apartment, he brought two extra things out of selfishness: Ah Wang and a pillow with Hao Mei's head on it.

At this moment, he was holding a pillow in his left hand and holding Ah Wang in his right hand, his arms were full, but he couldn't feel as fulfilled and happy as hugging that person.

After getting used to two people, how can I adapt to the loneliness of one person?How can I let go of my thoughts?There is a passage in Emily Dickinson's book that best describes his situation—

I could tolerate darkness

if i never saw the sun

But the sun has made me desolate

become a renewed desolation

Hao Mei was locked in the house by the old man, restricting her freedom of movement.

His mobile phone was confiscated by Meifu, and the small dried fish in his backpack was also thrown away mercilessly by Meifu - he didn't have time to eat a bite, it was KO who got up early and fried it for him.

He began to suffer from insomnia, and lost his appetite for eating. He lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling every day, thinking wildly, and his whole body lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye.

He wanted to run away, but he didn't know where to go.

He had naively thought that sooner or later his family would forgive him because of his blood relationship.

Unexpectedly, it was precisely because of the fetters of blood that cut off the retreat between him and KO.

There is a photo of him and KO in the middle of the backpack, which has been washed long ago, but he keeps forgetting to put it in the photo album.He greedily brushed KO's black sword eyebrows, straight nose bridge, and slightly curved thin lips with his hands, imagining that KO was beside him at this moment, in front of his eyes.

"I will never change my nature!" The old man's fury suddenly came from Hao Mei's ears, and the photos in his hand were taken away vigorously. Hao Mei watched those warm and beautiful things instantly shattered into pieces.

"You go on a blind date tomorrow!" The old man wanted to poke his nose with his hand.

"I'm not going." He stared down at the torn photos on the ground, his tone calm.

The old man stared: "Are you trying to piss me off?"

After a moment of silence, Hao Mei whispered: "I will never get married in this life."

"Can you say that again!"

"I said, I won't get married."

"Are you trying to force me to go on a hunger strike again?"

"Then I'll starve with you."

"Okay, you've grown up, your wings are stiff, I can't control you anymore, right? You rebelled when you applied for the college entrance examination, and you were asked to apply for the military academy, but you applied for something else without telling me. I know you have a loose personality. If you can't stand that kind of strict discipline, you'd better get married within half a year, otherwise, I'll send you to the army for the rest of your life!"

"Then send it."

Hao Mei raised her head, her eyes full of determination.

"Okay, I'll help you." The old man gritted his teeth and said.

The old man is determined to send Hao Mei to the army, no matter how much Mei's mother pleads, it will be useless.

"Son, why are you so stubborn?" Mother Mei kept wiping tears.

Hao Mei sat on the ground with her knees hugged, her big eyes that once had God were lifeless.

Mother Mei held her son in her arms: "Do you really like him that much?"

Hao Mei's eyes lit up: "Yes."

Mei's mother's tears fell fiercely: "I'm doing well in the army, if I can't stand it, I'll come back..."

Hao Mei clenched her fists: "I can persevere."

Hao Mei's head was shaved, he looked at himself in the mirror, reached out and touched it, it was a little prickly.He bared his teeth: Very good, and KO are lovers.

When Hao Mei was in school, she barely passed the level of physical education. After joining the army, she couldn't stand the parallel bars, cross-country with weights, and crawling. There were a lot of blood blisters on her hands, so she couldn't even hold chopsticks when eating. live.

In the dead of night, Hao Mei would also feel wronged when lying on the bed with sore body: He just likes KO, why should he bear all this?Is it different to not marry a woman?

Countless times, he felt that he had reached his limit and was about to fail, so he simply bowed his head to his grandfather and gave up.But as long as he thinks of KO, he will grit his teeth and continue to persist.

Mei's mother often came to the army to see her son, she touched Hao Mei's face and said distressedly: "It's dark, it's thin."

"It's okay, healthy." Hao Mei clenched her fists to show her biceps.

Mother Mei turned around to wipe away her tears, her nose hurt from the bruises on her son's body.

"Mom, go back, I only took three hours off." Hao Mei helped Mei's mother to wait for the car.

"You..." Meimu hesitated to speak.

"Son, just give in to Grandpa." Mother Mei grabbed Hao Mei's wrist tightly.

"Mom, I can't." Hao Mei's once fair and smooth face turned dark and rough, but her eyes became brighter and brighter.

"You don't know who to follow with your stubbornness." Meimu let go of her hands helplessly.

"Mom, I'm sorry." Hao Mei hugged her mother.

"What if he gets married? Son, will you get back on track?" A gleam of hope flashed in Meimu's eyes.

"He won't." Hao Mei said firmly.

The author has something to say:

Modified it a little bit, a little bit.