The professor who double studied with the saint

Lying on the bed and panting for a while, Miao Qinglan heard a knock on the door.He straightened his pajamas in some puzzlement, put Lige on the bed, and then got up to open the door.Seeing that it was Severus standing outside the door, Miao Qinglan was even more surprised. Severus rarely came to him so late, and usually would not choose this time to say anything. "Teacher, do you have any orders?" Miao Qinglan hurriedly let Severus into the room while speaking.

Severus didn't answer Miao Qinglan's question, but closed the door, dragged Miao Qinglan to the bedside and sat down, assuming he was ready to have a heart-to-heart talk. "Qinglan, is there something on your mind?" Severus looked at Miao Qinglan seriously.Severus really seldom did things like heart-to-heart talks, and he didn't have much experience, so going straight to the point was already the best way he thought.

In fact, during dinner today, Severus had already noticed Miao Qinglan's gloomy expression, but he couldn't figure out the reason, and it wasn't a good time to bring it up, so he temporarily put it aside.But at that time, he had already decided that he must have a good talk with Miao Qinglan at night. You must know that the heart of a practitioner is very important, and any flaw may attract the invasion of demons.

It can be seen that Severus is very concerned about Miao Qinglan, a disciple. Even Zebulun would not rush to do psychological counseling work, at least he wouldn't be unable to wait all night.Of course, this is also related to the gap between Zebulun and Miao Qinglan. After all, Zebulun has lived two lifetimes for hundreds of years, while Miao Qinglan is just a real child.

"Ah! No...it's nothing." Hearing Severus' question, Miao Qinglan panicked subconsciously.

In fact, this is not a big deal at all, it is such a small thought, Miao Qinglan always feels embarrassed to let Severus know.But of course Severus would not just give up like this, he stared into Miao Qinglan's eyes for a while, his eyes were not very sharp, but this peaceful eyes brought great pressure to Miao Qinglan.

After a while, Miao Qinglan couldn't bear to look away, and she stopped insisting, and whispered her thoughts.Hearing Miao Qinglan say that he felt owed to him and Qingxu, Severus had a smile on his face, "You are my direct disciple, just like my child, why should you feel that you owe me?" What about your uncle?"

"But..." Miao Qinglan still couldn't let go, he was not Severus' child after all.

"Isn't there a saying in this country that one day is a teacher and a life is a father? We are all practitioners, and our lifespan is so long that we can't even count it. How long your parents and brothers in the human world can accompany you, but they will only last for a hundred years." We have to follow the rules of heaven and re-enter reincarnation. But we are different, our lifespan is also long, so isn't our company closer than our own flesh and blood?"

"As for what you said that you didn't do anything for me and Qingxu, that's even more nonsense. When we were in the mountains, didn't you take care of our daily life? Qingxu and I don't care about these mundane affairs. Tongzhi, without you, we would be very distressed." Severus patiently followed the temptation.

"But teacher, Qinglan didn't do well either." With Severus' relief, Miao Qinglan's mood has recovered a lot.

Understanding Miao Qinglan's thoughts, Severus laughed, "How old are you, and you didn't specialize in doing those things, how can you compare with those people? Did I take you as a disciple because I wanted you to be a servant? ? Do I need to find a child like you if I don’t have more professional servants? Whether those maids or chefs are just paid for their work, how can they compare with you? You are my direct disciple. Things are done out of filial piety, can it be the same as doing things with money?"

After hearing what Severus said, Miao Qinglan understood and didn't understand, she just nodded with half understanding.

Severus smiled and patted Miao Qinglan's head, "Okay, it's getting late, you should go to bed early too. Just remember that you are my direct disciple of Severus Snape. "

It is Severus' limit to tell Miao Qinglan so many frank and heart-to-heart words tonight, no matter how long he has been here, he will not like this way of expressing his feelings, and he really has no other feelings except being awkward .If it weren't for the fear that Miao Qinglan's overthinking would affect his practice, or even cause inner demons, he wouldn't have said these embarrassing words.Now that we've come to this point, if Miao Qinglan still can't think about it, he won't be able to say anything else.Some things still need to be decided by Miao Qinglan himself, and he also needs to trust some of the disciples he personally selected.

After sending Severus away, Miao Qinglan nestled under the quilt and held Lige in her arms, thinking about what Severus said.

Having been with Severus day and night for several months, Miao Qinglan can be regarded as understanding of Severus' character. He knew that for a proud and awkward person like Severus, running over to him It's not easy to say those words that are almost confessing your heart.Severus was grateful for his love and protection, but he still couldn't quite understand the reason for it.Especially the last sentence that Severus left, he knew the literal meaning, but why did Severus say that?

"Lige, what do you think I should do right?" Although she has read many books, she still has too little experience. Miao Qinglan couldn't figure it out after thinking about it, so she could only stroke Lige's soft fur asked almost with a sigh.He knew that Lige couldn't speak yet, so he couldn't answer him. In fact, even if Lige could speak, he might not be able to answer his question. He just wanted to ask someone.

Rolling over with Lige in her arms, Miao Qinglan sighed again in annoyance.

Even if he wants to ask someone, he doesn't know who to ask. He doesn't know anyone around Severus, but Xiao Xiangzhi and others he just met today. It's not easy to ask outsiders about such things.By the way, Miao Qinglan suddenly thought of someone. He remembered that Severus had told him that he also had a senior brother called Zebulon Callery. Maybe he could ask Zebulon.

Although they don't know each other yet, Zebulun is his senior brother, and they are not outsiders.And Zebulon has followed Severus for hundreds of years, so he must know more than him, and he will definitely get the answer if he asks him.After thinking about it, Miao Qinglan felt at ease even though she didn't know when she would see Zebulun.He smiled and rubbed Lige's cat face vigorously with his face, said good night lightly, then turned off the light and slowly fell asleep with Lige in his arms.

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JJ is so arrogant and awkward, I can't afford to be hurt!