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voice.
"Why are you afraid that I will misunderstand..."
After a long period of blankness, it continued, and it was a gentle sound that brushed past,
"I don't want you to feel bad about it..."
"I didn't...!" He vehemently denied it, why should he be so certain!
Another long blank,
"Kongphop, I'm sorry..." Arthit was sorry for everything.
Kong froze in place in a daze at this moment,
He heard the sorry,
I also felt the deep apology from the other party,
It's just that he doesn't want to continue this topic,
I'm sorry because of this,
many years late,
So much so that he missed the time he wanted to hear...
Pain from breathing, with some resentment suddenly sprouting, he clenched his fists...
"Are you okay, I miss you very much..." Arthit continued softly after a long time, as if there were still endless words lined up, waiting to come out of his mouth.
Just these few words, like a gentle bayonet, stabbed at the most vulnerable and softest part of Kong's heart, tearing back and forth...
This kind of pain is more direct than the sorry just now,
Let the hand holding the mobile phone start to tremble uncontrollably,
Let the teardrops inlaid in the eye sockets a second ago,
With the heat, instantly,
Falling down one by one...
I don't want to ask further, because I don't want to know more, this distance is just right.
At least, he knows that in a certain corner of the other party, there is also his own shadow, which is no longer wishful thinking as he once thought.
Just like this, he should be relieved...
Soon, Arthit heard a beep on the other end of the phone.
The sentence just now didn't seem disgusting to him.This is the most common sentence among the words he has accumulated for many years and wants to say to him.I wanted to tell him the day of the last lecture.
Obviously the other party should still care about it now, so they will hang up the phone.
He understands, it's okay, he can wait,
Now he is no longer restless like before,
Now he has enough patience to repair the nerve that was stabbed by him...
It's just that he didn't know that the person who hung up the phone was already crying tears,
If he knew, at this moment, what he could do would not just stand still and blame himself.
rely on
"Director, everything is here, we can seal it after you sign it"
Lao Zhang brought the materials for signing a contract with Zhenshi, and piled them on Arthit's desktop while talking.
"Well, by the way, what day is it?" Arthit asked.
"On the morning of the 13th, this Wednesday, I will go with the sales department," Lao Zhang answered quickly.
"Call me when the time comes, and be with you"
"Oh, are you going again? Am I being raped by you, the director?"
Lao Zhang was surprised first, then made fun of him.
Because Lao Zhang didn't understand, he didn't need to worry about things that were settled logically.
"Oh, make trouble? Or do you want to rely on someone there?" Lao Zhang continued not to think it was a big deal.
"I owe you, let's do something." Sincerely owed, he kicked the other party out.
Seeing the other party walk away, Arthit lazily leaned back, pressed against the back of the chair, looked out the window, and fell into deep thought again,
Yes, relying on...
Inviting him to dinner was the sole purpose of going this time. Last time he escaped with the excuse of a call, this time I will not allow it...
That day, everything went well.
After finishing, he asked his companions to go back first, and stayed by himself.He saw Kong at the signing site just now, but there were too many people at that time, it was not appropriate to speak.Therefore, he is going to block the other party's office now.
Under the guidance of the front desk, he quickly arrived at the door of the office and looked inside.
Seeing that this person was facing the computer, he carefully knocked on the door,
"Enter" the other party agrees without looking.
"Kongphop..."
Hearing the sound, the other party was surprised and looked up at him.
"...Why haven't you gone back...?"
"May I invite you to dinner..." he asked, with a little pleading.
How long has it been since he begged others like this, and he looked a little embarrassed after speaking.
Although it was just a meal, but because the object was him, such a request was too sudden for Kong, and he instinctively refused,
"I have something to do tonight..."
"That's noon," he insisted.
"I..." The other party was interrupted before finishing speaking.
"Kongphop, we will continue to meet. Are you going to hide from me like this all the time? I'll wait for you downstairs. You can come down after you finish your work. I can wait!" His tone was just like when he was the coach, and there was no room for refutation.
After speaking, turn around and disappear.
Arthit waited at the door for an unknown how long, he didn't look at his watch, no matter how long, he said, he would wait...
Finally, a familiar figure in a white shirt slowly approached him from the lobby,
still handsome,
just look high,
Maybe it's because I'm too skinny...
This figure made him look a little distressed,
"There's a western restaurant not far away. I've eaten there. It's not bad. Why don't we go there?" He opened his mouth first.
"Um"
"Take my car," he suggested, hoping that the other party would accept it.
"No, you can lead the way..."
Soon, two eye-catching black cars,
They stopped at the entrance of the western restaurant one after the other,
The two people who got out of the car,
Also walked in one after the other,
No matter how you look at them, they look like two strangers...
After ordering, Arthit asked the waiter to serve dessert first. He was used to eating something sweet before the main meal, so that he would be more in the mood to eat.In fact, this problem has always been there, but it was milk jelly before.
Kong sat across from him, didn't move, just looked, looked, lost his mind,
The person eating opposite,
smiling slightly,
The corners of the mouth are twitching up and down,
As if eating the delicacy of the world,
Let him suddenly have an appetite...
Soon, when he found the cream remaining at the corner of the other party's mouth,
He instinctively wanted to reach out,
In a trance, he retracted again,
Not this time,
You can no longer reach out and wipe the corners of the other person's mouth.
The identity at this time, whether it is a friend, an old friend, or a stranger,
Nothing is right for him...
So I handed over the tissue.
"P,..."
He only said the word "Senior", and then used his eyes to indicate the remnant at the corner of the other's mouth.
Arthit looked up, took it with pleasure, and suddenly found something wrong, couldn't help but ask,
"Why don't you call me by my name..."
After speaking, there was a long silence,
"...haven't gotten used to it yet...".
Although it's not very polite, Kong still can't open his mouth to call the other party's name, as if the name has a thorn in it.
"But I'd love to hear..."
After eating dessert, he was in a good mood, and finished speaking half-jokingly and half-seriously.Then he looked at the other party with a smile of some content, just like the other party had teased him...
It's just that he probably forgot that they are no longer lovers now, more precisely, from the moment he proposed to break up, they are no longer even friends...
On this point, Kong firmly remembered.
So, when he saw and heard such a serious tease, a wave of emotion suddenly rushed into his heart,
"If you really want to hear it, why did you leave in the first place!"
Arthit was silent for a while, denying,
"No..." It's just that there is a guilty conscience in the tone.
"Then why did you say that...!"
This is not a question, but an accusation.Obviously, the other party's answer touched his sensitive nerves just now, which made him even more excited at this time.
After speaking, Arthit turned his head away, avoiding the man's burning eyes, and remained silent for a long time...
"Kongphop, I'm sorry, can we not talk about this topic..." Arthit tried to calm the other party's emotions.
"Then there's nothing to talk about...!" These were his last words before disappearing Arthit again.
Such a sudden, Arthit froze, waited for him to react, he put down the fork in his hand, leaned against the back of the chair, fell into a certain emotion,
He was already very careful not to touch each other's wounds, but it still couldn't be avoided,
It's because I'm too nervous, thinking that the scars will fade away after a long time,
But what he didn't expect was that the person who could not be chased away in the past was indifferent to his overtures.
How deep was the injury that caused him to have such strong resistance to himself...
Sorry, at this moment, he can only tell himself...
Kong got into the car after leaving, but it didn't start.
He thumped the steering wheel hard.
I thought I could let it go, I told myself this before I came here,
Tell yourself that you can face it calmly, but the result is still out of control,
He didn't know if all the people who saw each other after a breakup would be like this,
But that's what he is,
He knows that this pain is not hatred,
I'm just afraid that this kind of unclear relationship may push him into the bottomless again...
Once bitten by a snake, the fear of recurring, he didn't want to try again...
I miss you
On that day, Kong's mother called Arthit to inquire about the progress of the project, and chatted about homework by the way.
Arthit who received the call didn't say much and just listened most of the time.Occasionally, he should say a few words to express his understanding, and occasionally show his cute pet Vivi, that's all.Inadvertently mentioning that she will be five years old soon, he lamented how fast time passed.
With a casual sigh, Kong's mother wrote it down.Soon, she picked out a gift and handed it to Kong, asking him to send it to someone else.
When Kong saw what his mother handed over, he was a little surprised, and then took it.Because he had no reason to refuse, she said and asked someone to send it.
After his mother left, Kong looked at the thing on the table, and his thoughts, which had been silent for a long time, began to waver again.
Almost a full month has passed,
That person never appeared again,
including sound,
There are still figures...
The days returned to the habitual calm, and he firmly believed that this was what he wanted.Without being disturbed, there will be no suffering.
It's just that, at some point, a certain sense of emptiness will strike him from time to time, which troubles him.
E.g,
Sitting alone in the office, when it is too quiet,
He will unconsciously look out once or twice,
Perhaps, it was the fear of someone knocking on the door suddenly...
For another example,
Qichen company came, he would naturally want to see,
So go out,
Bringing back eyes full of fallen stars,
Perhaps, he was just too nervous about this project...
Kong was about to leave just after get off work time, and today he looked a little tired.
He got up and reached out to get the car keys thrown by the table, but unexpectedly bumped into the package there.
This chic package,
is for that person,
When you receive it from your mother, you should ask someone to deliver it,
Do not know why,
he didn't do that,
So much so that it lay on the table for a few days with cold wind...
Kong looked at it in a blink of an eye,
some struggle
and stomp,
He just wanted to make a phone call,
But I feel a little difficult...
Calm down, he took the phone, looked at the name on the phone for a long time, and pressed the dial button.
Arthit was busy in the office at the moment, when he heard the phone ringing, he glanced at it from a distance, and when he saw the name displayed on it, he immediately picked it up.Surprised, I opened my mouth,
"Kongphop...!"
"Well, my mother has something I want to pass on to you..." There was distance in the tone.
"Where are you? I'll be done soon. I'll go find you..."
Arthit responded immediately, with some haste in his words, as if he was afraid that the other party would accidentally hang up on him again.
After waiting in the air for a long time, I heard the answer,
"I'm about to get off work, tell me the location, and I'll send it by the way..."
He didn't know the location was just so convenient, and he felt far-fetched after he finished speaking.
"Okay, I'm still in the company, I'll send you the address now, call me when you arrive"
"Um……"
In this way, the call is over.
It was him who called, and after hanging up the phone, Arthit reconfirmed with himself in his heart...
Soon, after driving for less than 20 minutes, Kong arrived at the designated building.The car came to a complete stop, but he never got off. A question mark flashed by and he couldn't get rid of it: that person was only 20 minutes away from him, and he hadn't noticed it all these years, and he began to feel uneasy.
After a long time, he convinced himself to get out of the car.
He went straight to the entrance of the hall without calling to notify him, and happened to run into Lao Zhang and pointed him the way to the other party's office.
He quickly found the door, and with some caution, he knocked on the door,
"Enter..." Arthit finished, looking up.Seeing that it was the other party, he got up and trotted forward,
"Kongphop...!" There was excitement in the calm words.
The other party didn't speak, just glanced at him and turned his gaze.
Arthit just stood there, staring at the man in front of him with a deep expression...
How long has he not seen this person? If the time is counted in seconds, it has been long enough for him to lose count...
He just watched, but he didn't say a word, because he was afraid of being stupid, or because he was afraid of another accident...
"Here you..." Feeling embarrassed, Kong spoke first and handed over the package.
"Thank her for me." Arthit returned to his senses, with sincerity in his words.
After finishing speaking, the two of them started to stand like this again.
"I go first……"
"Kongphop...!" Arthit stopped him, uttering a few words with difficulty,
"Thank you for coming..."
"Hmm..." The other party answered, turned around, and was about to leave.
This move made Arthit panic, and instinctively grabbed his wrist,
"Wait a minute," paused for a few seconds, continued,
"Kongphop, I miss you..."
Even Arthit himself felt a little caught off guard when he blurted out.
It's been a month, and he didn't dare to bother him anymore, and he couldn't give a reason, he knew that no matter what, he shouldn't tear the other person's scars...
It's just that this time is too slow for him, and if counted in seconds, it would be too long to count.So miss him, miss him very much,
I wanted to hear his voice several times, picked up the phone and put it down again,
I wanted to take a look several times, but I went downstairs to his company, stopped and then drove away.
Often in the dead of night, when I breathe, I feel that what is hidden is his shadow...
Kong, who heard these three words, also felt caught off guard, as if he had been hit in the heart by a 220-volt electric current, and he had no reaction for an instant.
He heard these three words once, on the other end of the phone. He should have been vaccinated, thinking that there would be no more reactions.But at this time, for some reason, the close echo of these words made him tremble for a long time.
When he saw it, he didn't respond. Arthit continued,
"I want to ask you to allow me to talk to you, outside of work..."
Yes, the tone of the request is a bit humble, but as long as the other party is willing to listen to him and allow him to see, such a request, even if it is humble, he doesn't care...
At this moment, Kong felt a little sad, he didn't know the true meaning of the other party's words, but the appearance of these words, he seemed to have known each other, had it before, came from himself, more than once...
So, at this moment, no matter how many questions he had in his mind, he couldn't open his mouth to question, but just answered this sentence,
"Well, P,...Arthit..."
It seemed that there was nothing special to say. To him, it had been buried for a long time, so that after he finished speaking, he felt like he had let go of everything.
He didn't know the weight of this name, he just kept reciting it for many years...
When he was almost unable to hold on, he thought, maybe the sleeping pills could dissolve some of it...
Even so, he never thought of throwing it away...
Arthit heard it, and it was from the other party's permission, but there was an extra surprise in the answer, which contained his name...
For the first time after so many years I heard...
He thought that this was the most heart-warming sentence he had heard from the other party during this period of time, it was so warm that his eyes were red...
It was enough, he had no more extravagant demands, so he didn't speak again...
It's just that the hand that was holding the other party was getting tighter and tighter, and the sleeves that were tight to the other party's wrist were wrinkled and deformed...
Kong wasn't sure what the other party's words meant, and he wasn't sure what the heat from the other party's hands meant. Logically, he should refuse, but,
Maybe it's the wrong atmosphere.
Or maybe the opponent's hand is too hard,
He found that he no longer had enough strength, and he couldn't bear to push it away...
cute pet birthday party
"Bella, I still have to trouble you for Vivi's birthday party this year..."
"I'm very happy, as long as you don't dislike it." Bella said carelessly,
"By the way, are we still only called people from our technical department this year? Do you want to invite more people, it will be more lively..."
"No, it's just a personal matter..." He responded casually.
It's been the third year, and I remember that I was only two years old when I saw her for the first time.At that time, she smiled at him, which made him very heartwarming. At that time, he needed such a smile to accompany him, so he took her home.
Although she lived with her parents and he only had days off to go back, what is certain is that she did give him many unexpected surprises.
Otherwise, he couldn't imagine how he would endure these years...
So for her, he is very grateful and wants to pamper her forever...
Although he said it was good enough, but in his heart, forgive his greed, only Vivi was alone, he still felt that it was not enough...
What Bella said just now reminded him, maybe, if possible, he hoped that this year would be different...
After all, that person already knew of his existence and allowed him to approach.But his greed will not change for thousands of years, I hope they can be closer, closer...
So he stopped Bella,
"By the way, send me a personal invitation letter to the general manager of Zhenshi, and then call and say that I want to invite him to this birthday party..."
After finishing speaking, he lowered his head and continued the work at hand, as if such a request just came to his mind suddenly, and then said it casually, which seemed very common...
After Bella went out, he thought for a while,
why don't you call yourself,
That person said you can call,
you can go to him,
But he still couldn't imagine what he would want to say and what he should say when facing that person...
So he thought of a way.
……
Soon, Kong received the invitation letter, and began to struggle with the usual,
go,
In what capacity?
Friend, client, or...
don't go,
Whichever way you think about it, it feels reasonable.
Just, allow him to be a little curious,
Curious about what the little cutie in my mother's mouth looks like,
What kind of environment did you grow up in...
Yes, it must be like this, that's why I have the idea of wanting to take a look...
In fact, it was really difficult for him to think so much about a child he had never met before...
Is that really the case? He knows the answer himself...
That's it, so when Bella called him, he agreed indifferently, without enthusiasm or politeness, which was his usual style.
……
The venue for the birthday party is the open-air garden of Arthit's home, and it starts at [-]:[-] pm.
He called Bella to help in advance, fearing that his parents would be too busy.
Cute, warm, is his request.
Arthit came home at seven o'clock and was busy all the time.
Until almost nine o'clock, that person did not appear.He began to feel that the whole person was busy and tired...
He didn't want to talk anymore, walked to a place where there was only one person, and began to think,
Will you not come?
There may be other delays,
hold on……
Then, he took out his mobile phone and wanted to ask for clarification, but he had already agreed...
The call didn't go out,
Because he just kept watching,
I watched for a long time,
Until that person miraculously appeared at the door,
Save him phone bills...
He ran over, and before he could stand still, he opened his mouth,
"Kongphop, you're here~"
He didn't blame him at all, even if he was angry, as long as he came...
"I'm sorry, P, Arthit, I was delayed just now..." The other party was very sorry.
"It's okay, just come..." Arthit expressed understanding.
"By the way, this is a gift..." The hand holding the gift box stretched out.
"Thank you, let's go inside..."
……
They walked into the crowd, the waiter handed over drinks, Arthit seemed to remember something important, and said,
"Kongphop, wait for me, I'll be right back..." After saying that, he disappeared, and then appeared again, holding today's little princess by the hand,
"This is brother Kongphop, he was the one who gave you a gift just now..."
"Thank you brother...!" The little milk voice sounded like someone's version of sex.
"You're welcome, your name is Vivi...?"
"Yes"
"Happy birthday..." Kong had just finished.
Suddenly, something happened to Bella, they left, and only Kong was left...
……
Kong was not used to it, he stepped back to a corner where no one was around, and watched from a distance,
Looking at the warmth here,
Watching the person in the distance busy with various conversations,
From time to time, I saw Bella busy and running around the venue, just like the hostess of this house...
He doesn't know why he cares about her,
Why do you keep staring at it from time to time,
and make yourself feel uncomfortable,
Obviously it has nothing to do with him...
This can't be jealousy, after all these years of polishing, he firmly believes that he is already an impregnable wall...
……
"elder brother……!"
A sweet and crisp child's voice woke him up, it was the little princess running towards him.Still holding the little bear he just gave her in her arms, she stopped in front of him.
So he knelt down,
"Vivi... why did you come here?"
He didn't seem to be used to talking to such a small person, and he didn't know if she could understand what he said.
But what she said next proved that he was thinking too much...
"Dad told me that he made you sad before, he was very sad..."
The little princess pursed her lips, expressing her sadness...
The words came so suddenly, he was a little surprised,
"I don't want him to be sad, can you stop being angry with him..." The little princess shook his hand and continued...
Then I saw the grown-up in front of me still not speaking,
She tilted her head, her big cute eyes began to discharge,
The bulging little mouth also continued to open,
"Here, little bear, don't be angry, okay..."
This kind of coquettishness, even a person, could be turned into cute by her...
At this moment, Kong hadn't fully reacted yet, he was a little surprised, such words would come from the mouth of a five-year-old child, how should he answer...
In fact, how can a child's words be taken seriously...
Therefore, even if you lie against your will, facing such an innocent but adult-looking cutie, even if you go to hell, you can't say no,
"okay……"
He replied with a smile, just wanting to make the little cutie smile...
At this time, Arthit came, as if it was a rehearsal on time.
He stepped forward, hugged his cute pet, and gave her a kiss on the face,
"Hmm...baby, that's awesome...!"
Then he raised his head, looked at the person who was still a little dizzy with meaningful eyes, and said seriously with a smile,
"I heard, you promised..."
After listening, Kong immediately realized that he had been tricked...
He could have thought of staring,
But when he looked at the two people in front of him,
One big and one small,
One is cute,
One is big naughty,
all like this,
It's indescribable...
He shook his head and smiled helplessly...
……
Although he smiled helplessly, Arthit could see him when he smiled, the corners of his mouth were raised, and the gap between his white teeth was exposed...
He has been waiting for this smile for many years...
He wanted to thank his little princess for giving him such a heavy gift at the moment when she was supposed to receive a gift at her own birthday party...
He would like to thank Bella for her unintentional reminder, which gave him the idea of inviting him.
He thinks this is the most meaningful thing he has done in these years...
impulse
It's been a long time since get off work time, and Arthit is still sitting in the office.Although he had a dinner appointment with Zhenshi today, he didn't want to leave yet, so he just sent Lao Zhang and the others to deal with it first.
The trouble is because the company gave him the opportunity to study abroad for a year.
This was an opportunity he had dreamed of before, and if it had been a few months ago, he would have accepted it without hesitation.
But now, he has concerns, he is reluctant to be separated from the people here...
And separated by such a long distance, separated by such a long time,
He was afraid, afraid that some kind of accident he didn't want to see would happen quietly while he was away...
The phone rang, and it was Bella who said that everyone at the dinner table was waiting for him.He stretched back, got up, grabbed his keys and wallet, and walked out of the office.
He came to the designated place, which was a restaurant room that could accommodate about 15 people, and it was almost full of people.
He didn't pay attention, but he saw the one that just appeared in his mind at a glance.
They glanced at each other, then moved away as if they didn't see each other.
But the next scene was the same as many years ago, with one staring at the other and the other ignoring it, and it hasn't changed at all.
Because of being late, he was fined wine, beer, not too much.
When everyone went from constrained to happy, he saw Bella being drunk by the other person from time to time, he instinctively stopped her for her, and finally stopped everyone...
"Hey, let me tell you, Mr. Director, Huhua doesn't have such a thing."
"Girls should be treated gently, forgive me"
Arthit responded, if he didn't say that, he could have predicted that Bella would definitely escape.
But he didn't see that the expression on that person's face had disappeared at some point.
He also didn't see that the man's clenched fist under the table was as rigid as a stone.
He just heard that when everyone talked a little too much, that person would say a sentence or two of "almost enough" and other orders.
"By the way, I want to tell you some good news. Our director is going to go abroad soon. We will take the foreign exam for a year, and we may have to go up after returning." The half-drunk old man yawned.
"Stop talking nonsense, he's drunk." Arthit took it, wanting to take back the nonsense he just heard.
Unintentional words are heard by those who intend to, and they can never be taken back...
Kong was sure he wasn't thinking wildly, but there was too much information tonight, and he needed to calm down to digest it, so he didn't speak again.
Blocked the drink for her, gave her such a look, said such things for her...
I'm going abroad, one year, so many questions have not been explained, and I want to leave...
After dinner, at the door, they dispersed in twos and twos, leaving only them.
"Kongphop, do you live far away?" Arthit asked confusedly,
"Can you take me back first, I don't think I can drive now"
Arthit wasn't drunk, but was a little limp all over.
When seeing the other party not responding for a long time, I vaguely feel that the other party should be a little angry,
"It's okay, then I'll go first..." Arthit expressed understanding, and turned to look for his car.
"Can you drive like this!" Kong stopped him impatiently...
Arthit, who was sitting in the co-pilot, squinted his eyes and fell asleep as soon as he got in the car, but woke up soon.Then he picked up a bottle of mineral water and drank it all. He looked at the driver, who was still staring at the front with a blank expression, confirming that he was angry. He began to regret that he should not have made such a request just now.
"I'm sorry, I was just a little dizzy just now, so..." Arthit was sorry for causing inconvenience to the other party.
"Then what's going on now?" Kong Tieqing said casually.
"Well, much better"
Soon, they arrived at the apartment downstairs where Arthit lived.
"Kongphop, do you want to sit up?" Arthit asked politely.
Seeing that the other party didn't respond, Arthit was obviously a little disappointed, but he still said politely,
"Then I'll go up first, thank you"
There is a kind of politeness, he just doesn't want to cause trouble for the other party, after all, he is not fully awake at this time.
But this kind of politeness is a kind of deliberate distance for Kong.He squinted and turned around, obviously, he didn't intend to go up.
Arthit got out of the car, walked down the stairs to the lobby,
He is slightly drunk,
the pace is slow,
It didn't take long to feel a little strenuous and unsteady...
For some reason, Kong can't bear to see such a back view.
slammed the flames out,
get off,
Some hate themselves,
Followed...
Walking one after the other, when they arrived at Arthit's apartment, he opened the door and invited him in.
Kong stopped at the edge of the living room closest to the door, not intending to move forward.
He took out the mineral water from the refrigerator, turned around and walked towards him, saw that his face was flushed, and asked with concern,
"Are you OK……"
After speaking, he stretched out his hand, wanting to touch the other person's forehead, wanting to confirm whether he was sick.
Kong dodges instantly, not letting him touch,
He hated this kind of look at this time, because the similar look was used on another person just now...
He also hates this kind of touch, and a similar touch just fell on another person's shoulder...
Arthit felt the other party's rejection, and his trembling hand stayed in the air for half a moment, and then slowly lowered it down.
He thought he should be presumptuous, so,
"Sorry……"
I just said sorry for the rudeness just now.
But what he didn't expect was that these three simple words made the flame that Kong thought had been suppressed a few months ago start to rekindle, and it was menacing.
It's this sentence again, he has heard enough, because behind this sentence, he can't give him any information,
"Why are you sorry again..."
He began to take responsibility,
Blame the other party, why can't give a reason,
Ask yourself, why are you still so persistent...
"Kong, right..."
Sensing the other party's turbulent emotions, he wanted to calm down the other party by apologizing.
"I don't want to listen to this sentence, you tell me..."
He suddenly grabbed the opponent's arm with his hand, with a beast-like expression,
Such a move startled the other party, Arthit couldn't react,
"You have someone you like again, is that so..."
Continue after stopping,
"I saw it...but please tell me why, you have to appear in front of me like this again..."
He began to howl with all his strength, holding on to the opponent's arm without letting go for a moment, as if only in this way could he be relieved...
Obviously, he needs to know the answer now, and he can't accept it, and endure it for another year with such ambiguity...
"Because I miss you..."
Arthit began to somewhat understand the occurrence of this emotion.
But for everything, he didn't intend to explain, he knew that no amount of words would be able to calm this person's increasingly agitated heart at this moment.So, he just said this.
"Is it possible to tell anyone..."
There was sarcasm in Kong's speech, and then he smiled wryly...
"Yes, but I just want to tell you..."
He was extremely calm, speaking seriously, no matter whether the person in front of him was sober enough, he didn't care to say it again...
"I don't believe it..." Kong roared.
It may be that seeing the indifference of the other party at the moment, he feels angry, angry
"Why are you afraid that I will misunderstand..."
After a long period of blankness, it continued, and it was a gentle sound that brushed past,
"I don't want you to feel bad about it..."
"I didn't...!" He vehemently denied it, why should he be so certain!
Another long blank,
"Kongphop, I'm sorry..." Arthit was sorry for everything.
Kong froze in place in a daze at this moment,
He heard the sorry,
I also felt the deep apology from the other party,
It's just that he doesn't want to continue this topic,
I'm sorry because of this,
many years late,
So much so that he missed the time he wanted to hear...
Pain from breathing, with some resentment suddenly sprouting, he clenched his fists...
"Are you okay, I miss you very much..." Arthit continued softly after a long time, as if there were still endless words lined up, waiting to come out of his mouth.
Just these few words, like a gentle bayonet, stabbed at the most vulnerable and softest part of Kong's heart, tearing back and forth...
This kind of pain is more direct than the sorry just now,
Let the hand holding the mobile phone start to tremble uncontrollably,
Let the teardrops inlaid in the eye sockets a second ago,
With the heat, instantly,
Falling down one by one...
I don't want to ask further, because I don't want to know more, this distance is just right.
At least, he knows that in a certain corner of the other party, there is also his own shadow, which is no longer wishful thinking as he once thought.
Just like this, he should be relieved...
Soon, Arthit heard a beep on the other end of the phone.
The sentence just now didn't seem disgusting to him.This is the most common sentence among the words he has accumulated for many years and wants to say to him.I wanted to tell him the day of the last lecture.
Obviously the other party should still care about it now, so they will hang up the phone.
He understands, it's okay, he can wait,
Now he is no longer restless like before,
Now he has enough patience to repair the nerve that was stabbed by him...
It's just that he didn't know that the person who hung up the phone was already crying tears,
If he knew, at this moment, what he could do would not just stand still and blame himself.
rely on
"Director, everything is here, we can seal it after you sign it"
Lao Zhang brought the materials for signing a contract with Zhenshi, and piled them on Arthit's desktop while talking.
"Well, by the way, what day is it?" Arthit asked.
"On the morning of the 13th, this Wednesday, I will go with the sales department," Lao Zhang answered quickly.
"Call me when the time comes, and be with you"
"Oh, are you going again? Am I being raped by you, the director?"
Lao Zhang was surprised first, then made fun of him.
Because Lao Zhang didn't understand, he didn't need to worry about things that were settled logically.
"Oh, make trouble? Or do you want to rely on someone there?" Lao Zhang continued not to think it was a big deal.
"I owe you, let's do something." Sincerely owed, he kicked the other party out.
Seeing the other party walk away, Arthit lazily leaned back, pressed against the back of the chair, looked out the window, and fell into deep thought again,
Yes, relying on...
Inviting him to dinner was the sole purpose of going this time. Last time he escaped with the excuse of a call, this time I will not allow it...
That day, everything went well.
After finishing, he asked his companions to go back first, and stayed by himself.He saw Kong at the signing site just now, but there were too many people at that time, it was not appropriate to speak.Therefore, he is going to block the other party's office now.
Under the guidance of the front desk, he quickly arrived at the door of the office and looked inside.
Seeing that this person was facing the computer, he carefully knocked on the door,
"Enter" the other party agrees without looking.
"Kongphop..."
Hearing the sound, the other party was surprised and looked up at him.
"...Why haven't you gone back...?"
"May I invite you to dinner..." he asked, with a little pleading.
How long has it been since he begged others like this, and he looked a little embarrassed after speaking.
Although it was just a meal, but because the object was him, such a request was too sudden for Kong, and he instinctively refused,
"I have something to do tonight..."
"That's noon," he insisted.
"I..." The other party was interrupted before finishing speaking.
"Kongphop, we will continue to meet. Are you going to hide from me like this all the time? I'll wait for you downstairs. You can come down after you finish your work. I can wait!" His tone was just like when he was the coach, and there was no room for refutation.
After speaking, turn around and disappear.
Arthit waited at the door for an unknown how long, he didn't look at his watch, no matter how long, he said, he would wait...
Finally, a familiar figure in a white shirt slowly approached him from the lobby,
still handsome,
just look high,
Maybe it's because I'm too skinny...
This figure made him look a little distressed,
"There's a western restaurant not far away. I've eaten there. It's not bad. Why don't we go there?" He opened his mouth first.
"Um"
"Take my car," he suggested, hoping that the other party would accept it.
"No, you can lead the way..."
Soon, two eye-catching black cars,
They stopped at the entrance of the western restaurant one after the other,
The two people who got out of the car,
Also walked in one after the other,
No matter how you look at them, they look like two strangers...
After ordering, Arthit asked the waiter to serve dessert first. He was used to eating something sweet before the main meal, so that he would be more in the mood to eat.In fact, this problem has always been there, but it was milk jelly before.
Kong sat across from him, didn't move, just looked, looked, lost his mind,
The person eating opposite,
smiling slightly,
The corners of the mouth are twitching up and down,
As if eating the delicacy of the world,
Let him suddenly have an appetite...
Soon, when he found the cream remaining at the corner of the other party's mouth,
He instinctively wanted to reach out,
In a trance, he retracted again,
Not this time,
You can no longer reach out and wipe the corners of the other person's mouth.
The identity at this time, whether it is a friend, an old friend, or a stranger,
Nothing is right for him...
So I handed over the tissue.
"P,..."
He only said the word "Senior", and then used his eyes to indicate the remnant at the corner of the other's mouth.
Arthit looked up, took it with pleasure, and suddenly found something wrong, couldn't help but ask,
"Why don't you call me by my name..."
After speaking, there was a long silence,
"...haven't gotten used to it yet...".
Although it's not very polite, Kong still can't open his mouth to call the other party's name, as if the name has a thorn in it.
"But I'd love to hear..."
After eating dessert, he was in a good mood, and finished speaking half-jokingly and half-seriously.Then he looked at the other party with a smile of some content, just like the other party had teased him...
It's just that he probably forgot that they are no longer lovers now, more precisely, from the moment he proposed to break up, they are no longer even friends...
On this point, Kong firmly remembered.
So, when he saw and heard such a serious tease, a wave of emotion suddenly rushed into his heart,
"If you really want to hear it, why did you leave in the first place!"
Arthit was silent for a while, denying,
"No..." It's just that there is a guilty conscience in the tone.
"Then why did you say that...!"
This is not a question, but an accusation.Obviously, the other party's answer touched his sensitive nerves just now, which made him even more excited at this time.
After speaking, Arthit turned his head away, avoiding the man's burning eyes, and remained silent for a long time...
"Kongphop, I'm sorry, can we not talk about this topic..." Arthit tried to calm the other party's emotions.
"Then there's nothing to talk about...!" These were his last words before disappearing Arthit again.
Such a sudden, Arthit froze, waited for him to react, he put down the fork in his hand, leaned against the back of the chair, fell into a certain emotion,
He was already very careful not to touch each other's wounds, but it still couldn't be avoided,
It's because I'm too nervous, thinking that the scars will fade away after a long time,
But what he didn't expect was that the person who could not be chased away in the past was indifferent to his overtures.
How deep was the injury that caused him to have such strong resistance to himself...
Sorry, at this moment, he can only tell himself...
Kong got into the car after leaving, but it didn't start.
He thumped the steering wheel hard.
I thought I could let it go, I told myself this before I came here,
Tell yourself that you can face it calmly, but the result is still out of control,
He didn't know if all the people who saw each other after a breakup would be like this,
But that's what he is,
He knows that this pain is not hatred,
I'm just afraid that this kind of unclear relationship may push him into the bottomless again...
Once bitten by a snake, the fear of recurring, he didn't want to try again...
I miss you
On that day, Kong's mother called Arthit to inquire about the progress of the project, and chatted about homework by the way.
Arthit who received the call didn't say much and just listened most of the time.Occasionally, he should say a few words to express his understanding, and occasionally show his cute pet Vivi, that's all.Inadvertently mentioning that she will be five years old soon, he lamented how fast time passed.
With a casual sigh, Kong's mother wrote it down.Soon, she picked out a gift and handed it to Kong, asking him to send it to someone else.
When Kong saw what his mother handed over, he was a little surprised, and then took it.Because he had no reason to refuse, she said and asked someone to send it.
After his mother left, Kong looked at the thing on the table, and his thoughts, which had been silent for a long time, began to waver again.
Almost a full month has passed,
That person never appeared again,
including sound,
There are still figures...
The days returned to the habitual calm, and he firmly believed that this was what he wanted.Without being disturbed, there will be no suffering.
It's just that, at some point, a certain sense of emptiness will strike him from time to time, which troubles him.
E.g,
Sitting alone in the office, when it is too quiet,
He will unconsciously look out once or twice,
Perhaps, it was the fear of someone knocking on the door suddenly...
For another example,
Qichen company came, he would naturally want to see,
So go out,
Bringing back eyes full of fallen stars,
Perhaps, he was just too nervous about this project...
Kong was about to leave just after get off work time, and today he looked a little tired.
He got up and reached out to get the car keys thrown by the table, but unexpectedly bumped into the package there.
This chic package,
is for that person,
When you receive it from your mother, you should ask someone to deliver it,
Do not know why,
he didn't do that,
So much so that it lay on the table for a few days with cold wind...
Kong looked at it in a blink of an eye,
some struggle
and stomp,
He just wanted to make a phone call,
But I feel a little difficult...
Calm down, he took the phone, looked at the name on the phone for a long time, and pressed the dial button.
Arthit was busy in the office at the moment, when he heard the phone ringing, he glanced at it from a distance, and when he saw the name displayed on it, he immediately picked it up.Surprised, I opened my mouth,
"Kongphop...!"
"Well, my mother has something I want to pass on to you..." There was distance in the tone.
"Where are you? I'll be done soon. I'll go find you..."
Arthit responded immediately, with some haste in his words, as if he was afraid that the other party would accidentally hang up on him again.
After waiting in the air for a long time, I heard the answer,
"I'm about to get off work, tell me the location, and I'll send it by the way..."
He didn't know the location was just so convenient, and he felt far-fetched after he finished speaking.
"Okay, I'm still in the company, I'll send you the address now, call me when you arrive"
"Um……"
In this way, the call is over.
It was him who called, and after hanging up the phone, Arthit reconfirmed with himself in his heart...
Soon, after driving for less than 20 minutes, Kong arrived at the designated building.The car came to a complete stop, but he never got off. A question mark flashed by and he couldn't get rid of it: that person was only 20 minutes away from him, and he hadn't noticed it all these years, and he began to feel uneasy.
After a long time, he convinced himself to get out of the car.
He went straight to the entrance of the hall without calling to notify him, and happened to run into Lao Zhang and pointed him the way to the other party's office.
He quickly found the door, and with some caution, he knocked on the door,
"Enter..." Arthit finished, looking up.Seeing that it was the other party, he got up and trotted forward,
"Kongphop...!" There was excitement in the calm words.
The other party didn't speak, just glanced at him and turned his gaze.
Arthit just stood there, staring at the man in front of him with a deep expression...
How long has he not seen this person? If the time is counted in seconds, it has been long enough for him to lose count...
He just watched, but he didn't say a word, because he was afraid of being stupid, or because he was afraid of another accident...
"Here you..." Feeling embarrassed, Kong spoke first and handed over the package.
"Thank her for me." Arthit returned to his senses, with sincerity in his words.
After finishing speaking, the two of them started to stand like this again.
"I go first……"
"Kongphop...!" Arthit stopped him, uttering a few words with difficulty,
"Thank you for coming..."
"Hmm..." The other party answered, turned around, and was about to leave.
This move made Arthit panic, and instinctively grabbed his wrist,
"Wait a minute," paused for a few seconds, continued,
"Kongphop, I miss you..."
Even Arthit himself felt a little caught off guard when he blurted out.
It's been a month, and he didn't dare to bother him anymore, and he couldn't give a reason, he knew that no matter what, he shouldn't tear the other person's scars...
It's just that this time is too slow for him, and if counted in seconds, it would be too long to count.So miss him, miss him very much,
I wanted to hear his voice several times, picked up the phone and put it down again,
I wanted to take a look several times, but I went downstairs to his company, stopped and then drove away.
Often in the dead of night, when I breathe, I feel that what is hidden is his shadow...
Kong, who heard these three words, also felt caught off guard, as if he had been hit in the heart by a 220-volt electric current, and he had no reaction for an instant.
He heard these three words once, on the other end of the phone. He should have been vaccinated, thinking that there would be no more reactions.But at this time, for some reason, the close echo of these words made him tremble for a long time.
When he saw it, he didn't respond. Arthit continued,
"I want to ask you to allow me to talk to you, outside of work..."
Yes, the tone of the request is a bit humble, but as long as the other party is willing to listen to him and allow him to see, such a request, even if it is humble, he doesn't care...
At this moment, Kong felt a little sad, he didn't know the true meaning of the other party's words, but the appearance of these words, he seemed to have known each other, had it before, came from himself, more than once...
So, at this moment, no matter how many questions he had in his mind, he couldn't open his mouth to question, but just answered this sentence,
"Well, P,...Arthit..."
It seemed that there was nothing special to say. To him, it had been buried for a long time, so that after he finished speaking, he felt like he had let go of everything.
He didn't know the weight of this name, he just kept reciting it for many years...
When he was almost unable to hold on, he thought, maybe the sleeping pills could dissolve some of it...
Even so, he never thought of throwing it away...
Arthit heard it, and it was from the other party's permission, but there was an extra surprise in the answer, which contained his name...
For the first time after so many years I heard...
He thought that this was the most heart-warming sentence he had heard from the other party during this period of time, it was so warm that his eyes were red...
It was enough, he had no more extravagant demands, so he didn't speak again...
It's just that the hand that was holding the other party was getting tighter and tighter, and the sleeves that were tight to the other party's wrist were wrinkled and deformed...
Kong wasn't sure what the other party's words meant, and he wasn't sure what the heat from the other party's hands meant. Logically, he should refuse, but,
Maybe it's the wrong atmosphere.
Or maybe the opponent's hand is too hard,
He found that he no longer had enough strength, and he couldn't bear to push it away...
cute pet birthday party
"Bella, I still have to trouble you for Vivi's birthday party this year..."
"I'm very happy, as long as you don't dislike it." Bella said carelessly,
"By the way, are we still only called people from our technical department this year? Do you want to invite more people, it will be more lively..."
"No, it's just a personal matter..." He responded casually.
It's been the third year, and I remember that I was only two years old when I saw her for the first time.At that time, she smiled at him, which made him very heartwarming. At that time, he needed such a smile to accompany him, so he took her home.
Although she lived with her parents and he only had days off to go back, what is certain is that she did give him many unexpected surprises.
Otherwise, he couldn't imagine how he would endure these years...
So for her, he is very grateful and wants to pamper her forever...
Although he said it was good enough, but in his heart, forgive his greed, only Vivi was alone, he still felt that it was not enough...
What Bella said just now reminded him, maybe, if possible, he hoped that this year would be different...
After all, that person already knew of his existence and allowed him to approach.But his greed will not change for thousands of years, I hope they can be closer, closer...
So he stopped Bella,
"By the way, send me a personal invitation letter to the general manager of Zhenshi, and then call and say that I want to invite him to this birthday party..."
After finishing speaking, he lowered his head and continued the work at hand, as if such a request just came to his mind suddenly, and then said it casually, which seemed very common...
After Bella went out, he thought for a while,
why don't you call yourself,
That person said you can call,
you can go to him,
But he still couldn't imagine what he would want to say and what he should say when facing that person...
So he thought of a way.
……
Soon, Kong received the invitation letter, and began to struggle with the usual,
go,
In what capacity?
Friend, client, or...
don't go,
Whichever way you think about it, it feels reasonable.
Just, allow him to be a little curious,
Curious about what the little cutie in my mother's mouth looks like,
What kind of environment did you grow up in...
Yes, it must be like this, that's why I have the idea of wanting to take a look...
In fact, it was really difficult for him to think so much about a child he had never met before...
Is that really the case? He knows the answer himself...
That's it, so when Bella called him, he agreed indifferently, without enthusiasm or politeness, which was his usual style.
……
The venue for the birthday party is the open-air garden of Arthit's home, and it starts at [-]:[-] pm.
He called Bella to help in advance, fearing that his parents would be too busy.
Cute, warm, is his request.
Arthit came home at seven o'clock and was busy all the time.
Until almost nine o'clock, that person did not appear.He began to feel that the whole person was busy and tired...
He didn't want to talk anymore, walked to a place where there was only one person, and began to think,
Will you not come?
There may be other delays,
hold on……
Then, he took out his mobile phone and wanted to ask for clarification, but he had already agreed...
The call didn't go out,
Because he just kept watching,
I watched for a long time,
Until that person miraculously appeared at the door,
Save him phone bills...
He ran over, and before he could stand still, he opened his mouth,
"Kongphop, you're here~"
He didn't blame him at all, even if he was angry, as long as he came...
"I'm sorry, P, Arthit, I was delayed just now..." The other party was very sorry.
"It's okay, just come..." Arthit expressed understanding.
"By the way, this is a gift..." The hand holding the gift box stretched out.
"Thank you, let's go inside..."
……
They walked into the crowd, the waiter handed over drinks, Arthit seemed to remember something important, and said,
"Kongphop, wait for me, I'll be right back..." After saying that, he disappeared, and then appeared again, holding today's little princess by the hand,
"This is brother Kongphop, he was the one who gave you a gift just now..."
"Thank you brother...!" The little milk voice sounded like someone's version of sex.
"You're welcome, your name is Vivi...?"
"Yes"
"Happy birthday..." Kong had just finished.
Suddenly, something happened to Bella, they left, and only Kong was left...
……
Kong was not used to it, he stepped back to a corner where no one was around, and watched from a distance,
Looking at the warmth here,
Watching the person in the distance busy with various conversations,
From time to time, I saw Bella busy and running around the venue, just like the hostess of this house...
He doesn't know why he cares about her,
Why do you keep staring at it from time to time,
and make yourself feel uncomfortable,
Obviously it has nothing to do with him...
This can't be jealousy, after all these years of polishing, he firmly believes that he is already an impregnable wall...
……
"elder brother……!"
A sweet and crisp child's voice woke him up, it was the little princess running towards him.Still holding the little bear he just gave her in her arms, she stopped in front of him.
So he knelt down,
"Vivi... why did you come here?"
He didn't seem to be used to talking to such a small person, and he didn't know if she could understand what he said.
But what she said next proved that he was thinking too much...
"Dad told me that he made you sad before, he was very sad..."
The little princess pursed her lips, expressing her sadness...
The words came so suddenly, he was a little surprised,
"I don't want him to be sad, can you stop being angry with him..." The little princess shook his hand and continued...
Then I saw the grown-up in front of me still not speaking,
She tilted her head, her big cute eyes began to discharge,
The bulging little mouth also continued to open,
"Here, little bear, don't be angry, okay..."
This kind of coquettishness, even a person, could be turned into cute by her...
At this moment, Kong hadn't fully reacted yet, he was a little surprised, such words would come from the mouth of a five-year-old child, how should he answer...
In fact, how can a child's words be taken seriously...
Therefore, even if you lie against your will, facing such an innocent but adult-looking cutie, even if you go to hell, you can't say no,
"okay……"
He replied with a smile, just wanting to make the little cutie smile...
At this time, Arthit came, as if it was a rehearsal on time.
He stepped forward, hugged his cute pet, and gave her a kiss on the face,
"Hmm...baby, that's awesome...!"
Then he raised his head, looked at the person who was still a little dizzy with meaningful eyes, and said seriously with a smile,
"I heard, you promised..."
After listening, Kong immediately realized that he had been tricked...
He could have thought of staring,
But when he looked at the two people in front of him,
One big and one small,
One is cute,
One is big naughty,
all like this,
It's indescribable...
He shook his head and smiled helplessly...
……
Although he smiled helplessly, Arthit could see him when he smiled, the corners of his mouth were raised, and the gap between his white teeth was exposed...
He has been waiting for this smile for many years...
He wanted to thank his little princess for giving him such a heavy gift at the moment when she was supposed to receive a gift at her own birthday party...
He would like to thank Bella for her unintentional reminder, which gave him the idea of inviting him.
He thinks this is the most meaningful thing he has done in these years...
impulse
It's been a long time since get off work time, and Arthit is still sitting in the office.Although he had a dinner appointment with Zhenshi today, he didn't want to leave yet, so he just sent Lao Zhang and the others to deal with it first.
The trouble is because the company gave him the opportunity to study abroad for a year.
This was an opportunity he had dreamed of before, and if it had been a few months ago, he would have accepted it without hesitation.
But now, he has concerns, he is reluctant to be separated from the people here...
And separated by such a long distance, separated by such a long time,
He was afraid, afraid that some kind of accident he didn't want to see would happen quietly while he was away...
The phone rang, and it was Bella who said that everyone at the dinner table was waiting for him.He stretched back, got up, grabbed his keys and wallet, and walked out of the office.
He came to the designated place, which was a restaurant room that could accommodate about 15 people, and it was almost full of people.
He didn't pay attention, but he saw the one that just appeared in his mind at a glance.
They glanced at each other, then moved away as if they didn't see each other.
But the next scene was the same as many years ago, with one staring at the other and the other ignoring it, and it hasn't changed at all.
Because of being late, he was fined wine, beer, not too much.
When everyone went from constrained to happy, he saw Bella being drunk by the other person from time to time, he instinctively stopped her for her, and finally stopped everyone...
"Hey, let me tell you, Mr. Director, Huhua doesn't have such a thing."
"Girls should be treated gently, forgive me"
Arthit responded, if he didn't say that, he could have predicted that Bella would definitely escape.
But he didn't see that the expression on that person's face had disappeared at some point.
He also didn't see that the man's clenched fist under the table was as rigid as a stone.
He just heard that when everyone talked a little too much, that person would say a sentence or two of "almost enough" and other orders.
"By the way, I want to tell you some good news. Our director is going to go abroad soon. We will take the foreign exam for a year, and we may have to go up after returning." The half-drunk old man yawned.
"Stop talking nonsense, he's drunk." Arthit took it, wanting to take back the nonsense he just heard.
Unintentional words are heard by those who intend to, and they can never be taken back...
Kong was sure he wasn't thinking wildly, but there was too much information tonight, and he needed to calm down to digest it, so he didn't speak again.
Blocked the drink for her, gave her such a look, said such things for her...
I'm going abroad, one year, so many questions have not been explained, and I want to leave...
After dinner, at the door, they dispersed in twos and twos, leaving only them.
"Kongphop, do you live far away?" Arthit asked confusedly,
"Can you take me back first, I don't think I can drive now"
Arthit wasn't drunk, but was a little limp all over.
When seeing the other party not responding for a long time, I vaguely feel that the other party should be a little angry,
"It's okay, then I'll go first..." Arthit expressed understanding, and turned to look for his car.
"Can you drive like this!" Kong stopped him impatiently...
Arthit, who was sitting in the co-pilot, squinted his eyes and fell asleep as soon as he got in the car, but woke up soon.Then he picked up a bottle of mineral water and drank it all. He looked at the driver, who was still staring at the front with a blank expression, confirming that he was angry. He began to regret that he should not have made such a request just now.
"I'm sorry, I was just a little dizzy just now, so..." Arthit was sorry for causing inconvenience to the other party.
"Then what's going on now?" Kong Tieqing said casually.
"Well, much better"
Soon, they arrived at the apartment downstairs where Arthit lived.
"Kongphop, do you want to sit up?" Arthit asked politely.
Seeing that the other party didn't respond, Arthit was obviously a little disappointed, but he still said politely,
"Then I'll go up first, thank you"
There is a kind of politeness, he just doesn't want to cause trouble for the other party, after all, he is not fully awake at this time.
But this kind of politeness is a kind of deliberate distance for Kong.He squinted and turned around, obviously, he didn't intend to go up.
Arthit got out of the car, walked down the stairs to the lobby,
He is slightly drunk,
the pace is slow,
It didn't take long to feel a little strenuous and unsteady...
For some reason, Kong can't bear to see such a back view.
slammed the flames out,
get off,
Some hate themselves,
Followed...
Walking one after the other, when they arrived at Arthit's apartment, he opened the door and invited him in.
Kong stopped at the edge of the living room closest to the door, not intending to move forward.
He took out the mineral water from the refrigerator, turned around and walked towards him, saw that his face was flushed, and asked with concern,
"Are you OK……"
After speaking, he stretched out his hand, wanting to touch the other person's forehead, wanting to confirm whether he was sick.
Kong dodges instantly, not letting him touch,
He hated this kind of look at this time, because the similar look was used on another person just now...
He also hates this kind of touch, and a similar touch just fell on another person's shoulder...
Arthit felt the other party's rejection, and his trembling hand stayed in the air for half a moment, and then slowly lowered it down.
He thought he should be presumptuous, so,
"Sorry……"
I just said sorry for the rudeness just now.
But what he didn't expect was that these three simple words made the flame that Kong thought had been suppressed a few months ago start to rekindle, and it was menacing.
It's this sentence again, he has heard enough, because behind this sentence, he can't give him any information,
"Why are you sorry again..."
He began to take responsibility,
Blame the other party, why can't give a reason,
Ask yourself, why are you still so persistent...
"Kong, right..."
Sensing the other party's turbulent emotions, he wanted to calm down the other party by apologizing.
"I don't want to listen to this sentence, you tell me..."
He suddenly grabbed the opponent's arm with his hand, with a beast-like expression,
Such a move startled the other party, Arthit couldn't react,
"You have someone you like again, is that so..."
Continue after stopping,
"I saw it...but please tell me why, you have to appear in front of me like this again..."
He began to howl with all his strength, holding on to the opponent's arm without letting go for a moment, as if only in this way could he be relieved...
Obviously, he needs to know the answer now, and he can't accept it, and endure it for another year with such ambiguity...
"Because I miss you..."
Arthit began to somewhat understand the occurrence of this emotion.
But for everything, he didn't intend to explain, he knew that no amount of words would be able to calm this person's increasingly agitated heart at this moment.So, he just said this.
"Is it possible to tell anyone..."
There was sarcasm in Kong's speech, and then he smiled wryly...
"Yes, but I just want to tell you..."
He was extremely calm, speaking seriously, no matter whether the person in front of him was sober enough, he didn't care to say it again...
"I don't believe it..." Kong roared.
It may be that seeing the indifference of the other party at the moment, he feels angry, angry
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