annual thickness

At the same time, I deeply felt the other party's hesitation and silence from the beginning, and then the slight panting and haste...

He didn't realize that from the beginning of all kinds of uneasiness, his heart slowly turned to tenderness like water...

Then, never separated again...

happiness comes too suddenly

The next day, Kong woke up very early, maybe he didn't fall asleep at all last night.

He stood next to the person in front of him, turned sideways, and kept looking at him,

That's loose hair,

And faint eyebrows,

With a bulging nose,

faintly visible dimples,

The most conspicuous thing is the slightly fleshy lips,

But just like that, it perfectly formed a face that made him look extremely comfortable.In a trance, he felt that this was the world he wanted...

After last night, he seems to understand a little bit,

He warned himself not to ask the past again,

Maybe time will give him the answer,

Or maybe there is no answer...

But to see the face this close,

The answer is not that important anymore...

Thinking like this, he began to look firmly at the person in front of him again,

The more he looked at it, the more careful he was, so careful that he found a surprise in it,

This peachy lip balm,

slightly open,

It seems to be moving,

Inviting him...

So, he leaned over and gently pasted his own...

This is a donkey-hide gelatin-like softness,

After letting him cover it, he is reluctant to move it away,

Soon, he felt that no matter how much he touched it, he was not satisfied.

So, he swallowed one of them, brought it to his teeth, and began to bite lightly...

The person under him vaguely felt that something was disturbing his lucid dream, and slightly opened his sleepy eyes...

What came into my eyes was Kong's enlarged face.

with strange eyes,

As if to devour myself...

He was awakened instantly by the picture in front of him, stared wide-eyed and confused, retreated instinctively, retreated to the head of the bed, and leaned his head...

It showed the embarrassment that he shouldn't have at his age.

"Have you been awake for a long time..." He put away his embarrassment, still trembling.

"It's been a while..." Kong responded softly.

"You've been looking at it like this..." He wondered.

"Well, but I still feel like I can't get enough of it..." Rourou continued, ready to reach out to caress her.

"Uh...you'll get bored of watching it soon..." He was a little embarrassed and dodged.

"No, promise me that I can see it like this every day from now on..." He begged softly.

There was no response for a while,

"But if I'm not here, you..."

Faced with such a request, Arthit wants to tell him that his work requires frequent business trips, and it is impossible to meet each other every day.

But for some reason, before he finished speaking, he noticed that the other party's face changed suddenly and became a little stiff.It made him wonder if he said something he shouldn't have said again,

"What's wrong with you, why are you like this all of a sudden..."

The reason why Kong reacted like this is because he clearly remembered that the other party also said this if last time, and it turned out to be true, but he didn't take him with him, and disappeared for so many years...

After finally waiting for him to appear again, he can sit in front of me casually like this...

If someday...

Just thinking about it made him unable to accept it...

He didn't answer, but the more he thought about it, the more excited he became, and he suddenly grabbed the opponent's arm...

It was the same way last night, Arthit felt a little painful and wanted to break free, and was a little worried,

"What's wrong with you, can you let me go first, and talk..."

So, Kong hugged him tightly instead, hugging tightly with fear, sadness came from it,

"P, Arthit, don't say if, if you really want to say, please promise me first, no matter where you are going, you can't leave me..."

With sobs, he continued,

"Otherwise, I'm afraid I really can't bear it..."

After listening, Arthit knew that the other party's panic at the moment was due to the uneasiness he had brought to him.He is sorry that he can't give him the steadfastness he wants now...

"Okay..." He replied with deep meaning.

This word is the other party's answer. For some reason, Kong felt that this word had some kind of power, which made him want to cry, but he still tried his best to hide it with a smile...

The alarm clock rings, it's time to wake up,

one wants to break free,

one does not let go,

I don't know how long I have been tossing,

That bed is finally empty...

After washing up, I'm going out.

Kong was obviously dawdling, he was fumbling with his tie in front of the mirror, fiddling with...

Arthit watched patiently at the beginning, waited, until he felt that he could no longer watch...

he walked over,

Pull off the tie,

Slap off the opponent's hand on the tie,

Twist a few times on the tie,

With a satisfied expression, I feel that it should be fine...

Fearing that the other party would not give up, he ordered,

"Okay, that's it, it's handsome, don't touch it again...!"

After finishing speaking, he stretched out his mouth by the way, pecked the other party lightly, and then retracted it immediately...

This action, the tie was fastened, but it made Kong a little dissatisfied, and asked,

"Since he's so handsome, P, Arthit couldn't bear to just kiss..."

So, he clamped Arthit's waist with both hands, preventing him from escaping.

The deep eyes were full of tenderness, and they stared straight at each other, and found that the other's eyes were moving in a daze, and his heart felt a little eager to move...

He slowly approached his face, and before he touched it, he felt an electric current pass through his body, disrupting his heartbeat and breathing...

Arthit wanted to break free, afraid that he would lose control.

He hugged him tightly, and just a second before he almost touched the opponent's mouth, he didn't dare to move forward, but turned to the corner of the opponent's mouth, and stayed firmly...

He didn't dare to stop between these lips, and he was afraid that he would not be able to control it...

Soon, he turned his head to the side, leaned on the other's shoulder, pressed his whole body tightly against the other's earlobe, and breathed out hoarsely through the heat of his nose,

"P, Arthit, I don't want to go to work today, can you accompany me..."

This is the first time in his memory that he skipped work.

He really didn't want to leave, leaving all the feelings he felt here at this moment, that was the reality he had never had before...

He was afraid that when he came back, maybe everything would be different again...

If possible, he wants to freeze all the time here...

Arthit's accelerated heartbeat and breathing have not yet stabilized, and he was a little bit reluctant to hear such a request, but his heart ached even more...

He moved himself away, let Kong see his eyes clearly, wanted him to feel that at this moment, he, like him, also longed for the other person's existence,

"Then we'll be back early tonight..."

This is the promise he can give at this time.

After speaking, looking at the lips that had been frozen for many years, he always wanted to warm them up,

So, aiming at the middle of his lips, he inhaled deeply,

start licking, stirring,

Until I feel a strange change in my body,

He jerked away,

Trying to regain my composure...

"Let's go..."

The other party is not allowed to take the next step...

Kong's mood at this time is hard to describe in words. He feels like he has been imprisoned in hell and has been tormented for many years.At this moment, he was pulled back to the human world again, and everything he suffered before has begun to appear like a phantom...

He was very satisfied with the other party's answer and was willing to obey, so he went out and walked side by side...

Arriving at the garage, Arthit walked towards his parking space, but was suddenly pulled back,

"P, Arthit, you can take my car, I'll take you..." A bit overbearing.

"No, there's another one here, I'll drive it myself..." He didn't like this.

"Let me see you..." He lowered his voice.

"Why, it's not the same way..." I was a little curious.

"Because of this, I have a reason to pick you up at night..." he insisted.

"Let's go..." Arthit replied after hesitation.

In fact, Kong doesn't know, at this moment, no matter what he says, as long as he persists, the other party will agree, because this is what Arthit wants...

After getting into the car and fastening the seat belt, Arthit suddenly felt something was wrong,

"Kongphop, if you have something to do and can't come at night, how can I go back..."

"No if...!"

truth (end)

Kong is sitting on the sofa in the living room of his apartment this Sunday.

He flipped through the magazine in his hand.I just flipped through it, and didn't really mean to look at it.

that person is not there,

I have been away for several days,

Call to inform me that I will be back in two days,

He wanted to know what day it was, what time it was,

What I got was "not sure"...

He fantasized that if he could give him a spell, he wanted to be domineering and order that person to come back immediately and appear in front of him immediately...

Although everything during this period is real and continues, he has also proved it in various ways.But he still couldn't believe it, just like he couldn't believe that person would leave before...

How can happiness come as soon as it is said, or will it suddenly disappear one day when it is said to go...

Therefore, he can only feel at ease when he sees and touches it all the time...

Although he couldn't imagine the blankness of that person in those years, he has been trying to hypnotize himself not to explore.For him, now is the best ending he had ever expected.

But somehow, for this reason, he was awakened by nightmares several times in the middle of the night.Fortunately, that person was by his side almost every time, and because of that, he got more hugs, more kisses, and more...

I'm sure I miss him, I think about it, it's a little crazy...

In order not to let this heaviness continue, he got up and wanted to pour a glass of ice water.Unexpectedly, the phone rang, and it was my mother calling, complaining that he hadn't come home for too long.

Yes, it was time for him to go back and tell her the story of the man by the way.

So, I packed up and went out...

Arthit is currently on the return plane and will land soon.

He was looking out the window, imagining what kind of expression that person would have if he saw himself appearing suddenly...

Just thinking about it this way, he couldn't help but laugh out loud...

I didn't tell him the specific time, but just called the company car to pick me up.He did this not just to surprise the other party, but more because of the reason.

Last time, I told him the time.As a result, the flight was delayed and changed from the evening to the next morning.He called to report in time and explained with apology.

As a result, when he arrived, he found that that fool had waited for him overnight on the bench at the exit of the airport.

The moment he knew it, he swore never to let him pick it up again...

The distance was not far, and Kong soon arrived home.

During the meal, my mother casually talked about some of his abnormalities during this period, wondering if something good was coming.

He hesitated a little, but finally gave himself courage.

He apologized first, begged forgiveness,

Forgive him for being disobedient all the time,

Forgive his hopelessness,

He really can't pretend, other than that person...

Deep in love, he cried guiltily, a little sadly...

Mom doesn't understand how this one, who is so proud of her in the company and at home, is suddenly so fragile today...

After listening for a long time...

I finally understood, and finally found out, that she was wrong,

She is very sorry, but at his most wonderful age, it came from herself, and let him spend it in the dark with tears...

She is very sorry, but at the age when she should be encouraged most, it came from herself, and severely hurt the heart that only met once, more than once...

Pray for forgiveness, everything she did was because she didn't know that the relationship between him was far beyond her imagination...

He got it.

Perhaps it was because it was too late to react too much, so there was no blame.Just walked out the door quietly and got into the car...

just leave it on,

The blur in front of his eyes made it difficult for him to see the way back clearly.

But the car is still running wildly on the road,

He just wanted to get back to that place as soon as possible,

Waiting for that person to show up...

Thinking in this way, he began to react, so he had more emotions,

He blamed himself for being too stupid, never had doubts, never asked...

He blamed himself for being too a jerk, for the indifference he showed before, he thought it was just hurting himself, but he never thought about that person's feelings...

It was the first time that he hated himself so much that he slapped himself hard, and he couldn't feel the slightest bit of venting his anger...

he began to doubt,

Is that person's nerves too big,

Can hold so much,

Put it down, the grievance and pain that should not have been suffered by myself,

And can always act as if nothing happened,

Even now, he has given him everything he wanted...

Soon, stumbling, he finally reached the door.

Leaning against the door panel, thinking that there was no one inside, he was a little scared...

After a long time, probably tired, he took out the key and opened the door.

The moment the door opened, he found that everything was different from what he had imagined.

There is a strong aroma of cooking, behind the glass door of the kitchen, a figure is busy...

It's him who's back...

Just looking at it like this, thinking about it, inexplicably, the blurred eye sockets began to feel a burst of heat again...

With haze, he cautiously walked over...

Walking very carefully, so careful that he didn't even know how to get close to this figure that suddenly made him feel strange...

At this time, Arthit heard the door knock and knew he was coming back, so he didn't look at it, and said while cooking with his head down,

"You are back, don't go out to eat tonight, I have eaten a special taste of fried eggs, I want to try..."

Kong didn't speak, just approached slowly,

When this figure gets closer and closer to him,

When the other party's words he heard more and more clearly,

trembling hands,

He started to consciously wrap his arms around the opponent's waist from behind,

He rested his head lightly on the other's shoulder.

Very light, as if afraid of hurting the other party with a little force,

He hugged like this, just wanted to confirm that he really came back...

Arthit sensed the opponent's move,

There is no sudden hug like before,

There is no more chattering in my ears,

But he loved being held so quietly,

He feels very warm...

But didn't hear a response, so continue,

"I worked so hard to make it. If it doesn't taste good, you have to finish it..."

After a long time, finally there was a vague trembling voice,

"it is good……"

"Why do you talk so little today, eh...?"

Arthit questioned but didn't think much, thinking that he was unresponsive because of his sudden appearance.

Immediately afterwards, he turned around, quickly pecked the other's lips, and then continued the work in hand.

He missed him, so he wanted to tell him this way.But he didn't take a closer look, so he didn't notice the difference in the other party at this time.

But because of this, Kong felt a light kiss from the other party,

The kiss was very light, so light that he couldn't imagine how thick this person was buried in the emptiness of these years...

The kiss was a bit shallow, so shallow that he couldn't be sure how deep the scar he gave this person was...

But it's just such a light kiss,

But there is a warmth that he has never experienced before,

warm to the heart,

then,

It began to spill out drop by drop...

"P, Arthit, thank you for coming back..."

He tried to hold back, but still choked up.

"Fool, this is my home, otherwise where do you want me to go..."

Arthit didn't know what the other was referring to.

He didn't realize the abnormality until a burst of cold hit his shoulder.

So, turn off the fire, turn around, raise your head, and look at that person...

Kong stood stiffly, didn't explain, just continued with a hoarse trembling voice,

"Thank you for still loving me..."

Arthit just thought that maybe the other party would show surprise, but never thought it would make him cry, so he hurriedly comforted him,

"Obviously a strong man, why are you crying in front of me again, don't..."

Unexpectedly, before the words were finished, the other party was crying like rain, and the tears fell more and more...

Arthit didn't feel panic, hugged him gently, and continued,

"Why are you still crying? Of course I love you, always..."

After a long time, still unable to stop, he finally discovered the abnormality,

"Kongphop, tell me, what happened..."

Looking at this person who is in such a sad state, Arthit is full of heartache, reaching out to wipe away the strings of teardrops on his cheeks...

After a long time, I finally got a few words from the other party crying,

"P, Arthit, I love you, I love you so much..."

Even if it would be too blunt, but at this moment Kong thinks so, and he has to say it...

It seems that he was really moved...

He cried so sadly, and the words he said were so serious, but Arthit sounded so cute, and for a moment, he really didn't know what to do with him...

"Fool, I get it. But love has many expressions, do you have to cry..."

Arthit hugged him into his arms after teasing him, and began to explain seriously,

"Kongphop, listen to me, I love you too, I have used the time from the day I met you until this moment to prove to myself..."

Pause and continue,

"If you think it's not enough, I still have the rest of my life..."

outer section one

Kong didn't know how long he cried that night, all he knew was that the last dish was not cooked, and he cried to the bed...

Arthit comforted him in various ways for an unknown amount of time, until he was tired and lay down...

After having the opportunity to start a normal but somewhat vague conversation between them,

"P, Arthit, I want to hate you, how could you lie to me like that..."

He was angry, bit the earlobe of the other party hard, and was hoarse.

"I'm sorry..." Arthit was sorry.

"But I feel that I hate myself more, and I still can't control loving you more and more..."

As he said, he slowly stroked his warm hand on the other's waist, it was very gentle but it seemed to have some kind of magic...

Arthit closed his eyes in a daze, he kind of liked the sensual enjoyment the other party gave him at this moment,

"I love you too……"

"Promise me that you will confess to me in the future, all..."

Such a domineering request, the hot but restless hands are slowly burning upwards inch by inch...

Arthit began to feel a little uncomfortable, and it took a long time to utter a word,

"it is good……"

"Then I want to formally invite you to my house..."

"Huh...? Why so suddenly..."

Arthit was awakened by the other party's sudden words, and the answer sounded a little unnatural.

"I hope to get their blessing, but if you are not ready, it can be in the future..."

He lowered his mouth, landed on top of the opponent, and sucked lightly...

I'm a little sorry for the disturbance in the words just now, and I want to use this to try to comfort the other party's anxiety...

After a long time, Arthit felt the other party's apology, and wanted to tell him that he was willing and prepared,

"No, would you mind if I said I wanted to take a girl with me..."

He looked at the person in front of him with deep eyes, and smiled contentedly, as if he understood what the other person was referring to,

"I am looking forward……"

After speaking, the mouth began to move, along the corners of the mouth, around the ears, around the neck,

Getting ready to go down...

But still asking with unsteady breathing,

"Why did you think of bringing Vivi home..."

It's been a long time since I heard the answer...

"Want to distract myself..."

This kind of breathing seems to be contagious, the other party wants to continue talking, but obviously finds that the strength is not enough,

"When I'm alone, apart from work, I just... miss you... nothing else..."

Arthit began to pant after speaking, still reserved, and continued...

"Also...your mother...seems to like children very much...just thinking...one day...maybe...you can...have a chance..."

He finished it with difficulty, and began to dissatisfy that the other party talked too much at this time, but his movements were a little slow...

So he pulled him back, hooked his hands around the other's neck,

Slowly raised his mouth, explored the other party, and began to ask for it suddenly,

Until I could hardly breathe, I was still a little bit reluctant, and slowly pulled away...

After pulling away, Kong gasped and started chatting again.

"I went to your company for the first time...and found...that you are very close to me...you said...is it...fate..."

"Yes...but...a lot of times...I feel...not enough...thinking...it would be better..."

After speaking, Arthit didn't want to answer any more questions.

Already burned by the flames ignited by the other party, I can't stand it anymore,

So, turned over and trapped the other party on the bed forcefully,

Lip gears superimposed, rolling...

Hands began to pull hard...

After that, I didn't hear a single word, only hurried, disordered, crazy...

Outer section [-]

That night, Kong still habitually appeared in the garage downstairs of Arthit's company, waiting habitually...

Although there are still many empty cars at home, sometimes strange opposite thoughts pop up in his head:

One car is enough...

Soon, Arthit appeared, and his assistant Bella came to the garage side by side.

Speaking of this Bella, she is really competent, she seems to be everywhere...

"Bella, this is the end of the matter, you can explain it to the client tomorrow, go back..."

After Arthit finished speaking, he was about to part ways, but he was stopped by the other party.

"Director, can you have dinner with me tonight..."

It seems that the other party didn't intend to get away, and he also vaguely saw the difference in her period of time, and wanted to find an opportunity to explain clearly so that she could straighten out her thoughts...

"Bella, I should have some idea of ​​what you mean, but listen to me..."

Before he finished speaking, Arthit felt someone walking towards him, it was an acquaintance...

As if being frightened by some kind, he suddenly felt flustered, and suddenly let go of Bella's hand, but couldn't continue what he said just now...

"P, Arthit, can we go..." Kong said generously.

But at this time, the other party is a bit like a mouse bumping into a cat, unable to explain, just want to hide...

"Well, just now we just..."

Arthit still wants to explain something.

Unexpectedly, before he could finish speaking, Kong turned his head to look at Bella,

"Hello, Bella, I'm his boyfriend now. If you have something to say in the future, please speak carefully. You don't have to hold his hand like this. He won't like it. Me too..."

After speaking, he stretched out his hand to hold that person's, but let it go quickly, as if he was just showing his rights...

……

Kong quickly resolved such a small matter, and then got into the car one after the other, fastened the seat belt, Kong opened his mouth again,

"P, Arthit, you have an appointment with your seniors tonight, should you go directly or..."

Although the other party acted as if nothing had happened, Arthit was still a little uneasy, afraid that he would think too much,

"Go straight..."

After the lingering sound, he continued,

"Kongphop, just now..."

The other party didn't answer for a while, but from the expression on his face, Arthit really couldn't see the real thoughts of this person at the moment, so he was a little anxious and continued to explain,

"I hope you don't misunderstand..."

But he was interrupted before he finished speaking.

"Although I understand, it doesn't mean I won't be angry or jealous, so now I need comfort..."

After Kong finished speaking, he smiled evilly, turned his face towards the other party, and looked forward to the sweet gift from the other party...

Arthit reacted, quickly pinched his face with his hand, then pushed it back hard, and smiled,

"nerve……"

He laughed heartily, because he found that the person in front of him gave him more trust...

It has been many times, and he found that the other party obviously lacked the anxiety that he showed because of worrying about gain and loss...

What should I do, the current him, he loves love so much...

……

The car arrived at the designated place quickly.

I haven't seen you for many years, and it's rare to get together. The brothers are very happy, so,

Drinking is a must,

Blocking the wine for him is indispensable,

Therefore, being ridiculed,

Being fined for drinking is naturally indispensable...

In the end, Arthit carried him back home with his straps on his shoulders. In other words, he was really exhausted to death...

Throw it on the bed, straighten it, and prepare to reach out and help him change his clothes...

But I heard the other party make a rare sober muffled sound,

"P, Arthit... are you okay... are you..."

He was angry, this person can't even take care of himself now, and wants to control him...

So blame,

"If something happens to me, how can you come back..."

While speaking, he unbuttoned the other party's shirt, and then complained,

"Why do you block so much for me? It's not like I can't..."

Before I finished speaking, I was blocked by the other party with a few big words,

"I want you……"

Kong is vague...

Arthit heard clearly, this sentence is a bit nasty,

Although they have experienced all kinds of intimacy, facing such a straightforward...

His heart still couldn't stop beating wildly, and the long-lost flush immediately appeared on his face...

The lips are unconsciously wanting to go down...

But after a few seconds, Kong seemed to have not finished speaking, and spoke again,

"Okay..."

After listening, a big exclamation mark flashed on Arthit's head, he was a little embarrassed, then shook his head and smiled...

……

I don't know how much love the other party gave him, but he knows that his heart has been filled to the brim...

……